Chapter 186 Tear off the last page of the calendar
Chapter 186 Tear off the last page of the calendar
There is a thread in my brain.
It was forcibly tightened and stretched to the limit.
How to maintain the state so that it does not break or be destroyed.
I thought it was a joke.
Who is that?
That's You Ye, right?
Even after experiencing various things, even being hit by a high-explosive bomb, the monster never died at the center point.
What do you say now?
Killed by a vicious collision.
How could this happen?
Today is April Fool's Day?
Did You Ye want to cheer herself up in this strange way?
Right. That's how she is.
How well do you think I know you?
“···”
But.
A bloody scene lay before his eyes, with a twisted torso.
A small, breathless body.
Su Yao knew that Youye could maintain his life even without breathing.
If it's a joke, then it should be over now that I'm here.
And there’s no way you can justify making such a big joke with two such young children, right?
"ah···"
Looking at the face that could only be seen after the white cloth was lifted, Su Yao tried to open his mouth.
But I couldn't say the complete words.
"Mr. Su Yao, please forgive me."
The doctor stopped at the edge and handed over a signature pad.
“···”
"This requires your signature."
Ahhh.
Critical illness notification.
You need to sign yourself before the surgery can be performed.
"Whoosh-"
Su Yao signed it.
Then he stopped spying on the petite figure and instead asked, "Is the perpetrator... dead?"
"That one was injured. Not dead."
“···”
Seeing that he had nothing to say, the doctor hesitated and went out.
No matter who encounters this kind of thing at this time, no words can be effective except time and self-regulation.
As for the perpetrators who are still alive, the victims' families will not be allowed to meet them before going to court.
It seems that the body was specially left for Su Yao to view.
Not long after, two medical staff said they would push the body to the morgue for storage. Su Yao did not refuse and allowed them to push it away.
A bit cold.
Su Yao's hands stopped shaking at all. He took out a cigarette from his coat pocket and lit it.
I can't feel any warmth.
The ones who died were You Ye and Su Ze.
Still in the operating room is Su Xiaoli.
At this moment, Su Yao had a strange thought.
Die.
It would be better for them all to die.
Everyone I care about is dead anyway. They are all on the other side, so why not all gather on the other side.
Why do you expect your daughter to die while she is still in the operating room?
This kind of thought... my brain must be abnormal.
Can't squeeze out any emotion.
There was a momentary feeling of being manipulated.
Then I thought of Xia Xianyue’s ‘last words’ left long ago.
'There's always a part of me that stays.'
Is this how it is now?
If any part of it no longer exists, would it be easier for me?
Facing death is just a common occurrence for me.
Even if it's real death.
On the contrary, who are you living for?
Really don't know.
But if there were no such things at the beginning, no one knew anyone, and no one cared about anyone, I would not be in the current situation.
It is very cruel to have experienced something warm and then be forcibly stripped away.
think.
It must have been designed by the ‘Love Game’.
How could it be such a coincidence?
Just uninstalled it and it just died.
Does that mean that if you don’t have a ‘love game’, you’re only worthy of this kind of life?
Just like dying miserably in the original world, the same thing happens in another world.
How can it be so easy to take advantage of those blood-sucking plug-ins and then uninstall them afterwards?
About twenty minutes later, the traffic inspector came.
Showed several videos to Su Yao.
Taken by a camera at the intersection.
It was taken by the driving recorders of two separate cars.
The video perfectly and clearly restored the entire incident.
Inside the car, Youye is in the driver's seat.
Two children sit in the back.
Even my daughter could clearly hear her asking, "Baba, it was so weird yesterday."
You Ye said that maybe dad was too tired.
My son surprisingly said when he was not around that it would be better for his father to take a rest once in a while.
Everyone is discussing whether we should go to a family restaurant for dinner together in the evening. Tomorrow is the weekend and whether we should go out for fun.
Even though I'm not here, the word 'dad' always appears in the conversation.
What was dad doing at that time?
Practicing smiling.
Practice your tone.
Passed the next intersection.
Judging from the video, Youye obviously realized that he was being followed by a car. Perhaps he didn't want to scare the two children, so he said in the video that he had to stop and check the tires.
The speed of the car dropped.
Logically speaking, the car originally following you should have passed directly.
But no one expected it.
"Bang——"
It hit him directly. The speed was even faster than before.
Youye reacted very quickly and used his body to protect the two children.
The car body was twisted.
The driving recorder was crooked, vibrated a few times and suddenly the screen went black.
The next picture was viewed from a roadside probe.
From the twisted car body, You Ye crawled out.
The angle of view of the probe was similar to that of peripheral vision, and I could only vaguely see her figure coming out from the inside, and dragging something out of the deformed frame.
Lower your body again.
Then, until someone stopped to watch and someone stopped their car to call the police, he never got up again.
As for the vehicle involved in the accident.
The man climbed out of the driver's seat.
Su Yao recognized him.
Although it is still blurry, it is recognized.
How could he not recognize someone who killed him once?
Su Yao seemed to understand something.
"Can you take me to the morgue to have a look?"
"that···"
The medical staff glanced at the traffic inspector standing nearby, and after getting the other person's acquiescence, he nodded and said, "Please follow me."
In a cold and cold atmosphere similar to a refrigerator, Su Yao once again caught a glimpse of the bodies of You Ye and his son.
The medical staff stood by the door and did not come near.
“···”
Su Yao remained silent and lifted the lower corner of the white cloth covering You Ye's body.
Turn her still slightly soft body onto her side slightly.
Then I saw the expected blood hole.
It was completely a raw wound. It was like a piece of flesh and blood had been dug out.
Put her back in her normal position and put the cloth back on.
Su Yao went to see his son again.
It's strange. Judging from the video, my son shouldn't be so complete.
It also seemed like something was stuffed into his mouth, but he died.
His tail is still there.
But it was so bloody that only a very small bit remained.
The frontal wounds were concentrated on the back. The entire sternum and ribs were mostly broken. He was not as strong as his mother.
Su Yao understood everything at once.
You Ye is capable of surviving and even kills the perpetrator easily.
Su Ze can also survive.
It just happened that in the car was Su Xiaoli, who completely inherited his ordinary blood.
There happened to be two children in the car.
Therefore, the monster did not survive. The person survived and stayed in the operating room with a glimmer of hope.
Su Yao remembered that Youye said when he was treating Lin Xiaowan that cutting off the tail was okay, but it would be very risky.
What a risk.
It happens that extremely smart people throw away the word risk and don’t think about anything.
The traffic inspector seems to have determined that the accident was intentional homicide.
And because it happened on the road and caused huge negative social impact, an accident appraisal certificate will be issued within ten days. An appeal will be filed at that time.
Su Yao didn't say anything about contacting the funeral home, and no one came to urge her within a day and night.
"Mr. Su, your daughter..."
I don't know how long I was sitting on the bench when I heard the sound of someone coming.
"woke up."
Although it was good news, the doctor did not show a relaxed smile.
Is there any hidden secret?
"But her current situation is still not optimistic and her life may be in danger at any time."
"Considering the condition of the skull, another major surgery is needed."
Signature confirmation.
After signing the contract, I will rest and observe for one night before making a surgical plan.
If you don't sign, you will die within a month at most.
What’s a month to survive?
Su Yao signed calmly.
An old friend came over again.
"Teacher Su, my condolences."
He is an annoying person. Although I hate the person who didn't smash Xia Xianyue's head with a fire extinguisher, he can still be regarded as an eyesore.
At least for now, it's quite an eyesore.
Toru Yamamoto.
Old friend.
"Crack."
Su Yao lit a cigarette and took out another one and brought it to him.
"Ah, thank you."
Yamamoto Toru took it unexpectedly and lit it.
"I know what you want to ask, and I know what you want to get from me."
“···”
"But, can you please wait until the results of my daughter's surgery are available before asking? As for me, I have no intention of hiding anything now."
"Or, what do you think you can force me to say now?"
“···”
Looking into Su Yao's eyes, Yamamoto Toru was stunned, and then smiled.
"Nothing, I just came over to take a look."
"As Teacher Su said, there is no rush to chat after the matter is over."
"Don't dissect the body without permission."
"I know you have a wife and a daughter. Is your daughter... called Xiaonan?"
“···”
Yamamoto Toru's face froze.
"Don't worry, I don't plan to do anything, and I can't do anything. Just think of it as my request. Once you get the information you want from me, such as the information about the mad scientist Lin Jie, you will be satisfied.
Let’s dissect it.”
Su Yao took a light puff of the cigarette and grinned, "It would be best... I would do the dissection together, maybe there would be a chance to get something extra, such as the experience of a normal man and a monster having spent decades as a couple."
What has changed?"
"Teacher Su...hehe."
Yamamoto Toru stood up, his face still very calm, "Then I'll see you again after this matter ends in a normal way."
When he turned around and no longer had to deal with Su Yao, his face began to look ugly.
Threaten yourself?
Although this was the case, he was really not sure whether there were any corresponding forces entangled with those disgusting monsters behind the monster.
But here is a person with complete experience and files, who became a teacher, Su Yao.
Most likely a lunatic.
If you only look at this point, just follow his wishes for the time being and see what he says when the time comes. A madman cannot forcefully ask anything.
When my colleagues at the school learned about the situation, it wasn't that no one came over. It was because they all knew that when something like this happened, the person involved didn't have time to deal with who should thank whom.
So only the principal and the male teacher who often chatted with Su Yao were sent to visit.
Without saying much, he gave a few instructions and left. He placed a bouquet of flowers next to his daughter's hospital bed.
After tonight, Su Xiaoli will have to be pushed into the operating room for a near-death operation.
Su Yao was beside him, clutching the relics that the inspector had recorded and returned.
For example, You Ye’s mobile phone.
Su Yao found something very interesting on it.
For example, the reason why Youye's cooking skills have improved is not because her taste has recovered or because practice makes perfect.
It was she who turned all kinds of cuisines into formulas and used problem-solving methods to cook. Every seasoning and ingredient was accurate to the milligram, so how could it be possible that she couldn't cook meals to the same level as 'practice makes perfect'.
photo.
They are just ordinary photos of people getting together.
Apart from the notes for myself, there is nothing else in the address book.
The call records are all numbers.
Quite lazy.
When I turned to WeChat, I saw small red letters.
draft.
9.39am. Not sent.
There is only one ‘.’.
If you look carefully, you can see that there are light fingerprints on it and it is stained with blood.
What do you want to say?
Can you re-edit it now and tell me what you want to say?
He stared blankly at the remaining dots without any response.
There was no sound at all at night, and the residual light from the street lights that filtered in through the gaps in the curtains was cold and silent.
On the contrary, the electrocardiogram on the monitor next to the hospital bed where my daughter was lying fluctuated in an orderly manner.
There was almost no damage to the daughter's body, only her brain was squeezed by the twisted frame.
It stands to reason that since she was on the right side that was directly hit, she would definitely die first. How could it be possible for an ordinary person like her to survive?
Su Yao stared at the little face with the respirator mask on, closing his eyes as if in pain.
Not much pain.
Because Su Yao knew it was all fake.
The real self is long dead.
Where are these things?
How could there be a daughter?
Where can there be a family?
I don’t know anyone at all, this is a love game made up by my imagination.
This is a world you should stay out of.
All of them——
brute.
I am a robot.
All that is experienced is the body, and the soul is not involved.
It is the body that suffers, and the soul is just the observer.
Long dead.
No one should continue.
The thoughts are getting more and more evil.
Why doesn't the EKG stop beating?
Why do I have to continue living here? Watch.
Like a progress bar, ten years of life were flashed in the dream in a simple way, and the most painful things had to be experienced by oneself.
It's like there is a special distinction between the happy self and the painful self. I belong to the latter.
Hang your head.
Only then did I realize that something cold had invaded the corner of my mouth. It must have been tears.
Su Yao didn't know what the meaning of the body's automatic secretion at this time was, and he didn't bother to do anything about it.
Unmoved.
until morning.
I dreamed that my little hands were caressing my hair. I actually felt itchy.
Ahhh.
It's Youye, she always likes to tease herself with her tail when she gets up.
It's time to stop.
Su Yao quickly opened his eyes, but the scene in front of him was still a hospital.
Small hands do exist.
It was his daughter's hand, which was touching his face. It was moving weakly.
"Baba..."
The sound is not as lively as before. It is very small.
Her eyes searched subtly in the ward and asked.
"Mama, where are you and...brother?"
“···”
At this moment, tears burst into my eyes.
Su Yao hugged her daughter hard, "They, they... went home first."
"···oh."
"Baba, so boring..."
“···”
Su Yao let her go and wiped her tears.
"Baba, why are you crying?"
"Xiaoli...it's okay."
"Ah, um, yes."
Su Yao held back her trembling voice and said, "It's because I'm so happy. In this case, there won't be any problems. Nothing will change when you go back."
"Ahem...baba, Xiaoli..."
My daughter said very weakly, "When can I go back... I want to eat roasted sweet potatoes made by Mom..."
"If Xiaoli is not here, my brother will definitely have to..."
"Using Oguri's doll as a punching bag..."
As she spoke, her eyes began to close visibly.
"Also, Baba... I haven't shaved yet, so prickly... I feel sleepy..."
It's like the dream voice said the last part.
The eyes were completely closed.
The doctor said, "I need to have surgery immediately. The blood clot has compressed the nerves."
then.
The daughter was pushed into the operating room.
Not understanding why it was so painful, Mingming separated his soul and became an observer.
But it’s really uncomfortable.
I just stayed outside the operating room, staring blankly at the lights during the operation.
How long is it?
Saw the doctor coming out.
He took off his mask and moved his mouth.
No sound was heard, but the expression on his face was full of guilt and regret.
And the sympathetic expressions on those people’s faces.
"I'm sorry...we have tried our best."
Finally heard the real voice.
"ah."
"Ahhh."
"brute···"
"Ahhhhh!!!"
admit.
At that moment, I wanted to kill someone. Even as a monster.
——
The bodies of You Ye and Su Ze were preserved.
This is a good statement.
To be precise, it cannot be buried because it still has value.
On the day of her daughter's burial, Toru Yamamoto called.
"If you can get the court to open earlier, then our affairs can also be earlier."
"It's not difficult to open a trial in advance. But as far as I know, the man has no capacity and is mentally ill. I don't think there will be any good results even if the trial is held."
"There will be good results once the trial is held."
Su Yao replied calmly.
“···”
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, "I understand."
What does he understand?
Su Yao believed that he knew everything about his recent movements.
For example, Mo Zhang and Lin Xiaowan came back after hearing the news, and they asked Mo Zhang to help them get a gun disguised as a camera.
Isn't that a bad thing for him?
If you commit a crime yourself, you can definitely have yourself imprisoned for this and that while the matter is still in public opinion. You can even be imprisoned for life.
Reasonable.
When coming out of the cemetery, Su Yao met an unexpected person.
Xia Liangzhen.
"Are you Su Yao?"
“···”
Su Yao didn't speak, just looked at her.
"I've heard about your story. My condolences."
"Haha. I've also heard about your story, and I hope you'll accept my condolences."
Su Yao laughed, feeling very funny.
“···”
She wasn't angry either, she peered at Su Yao with a very strange gaze, and then let out a long sigh.
"If I hadn't been monitoring my daughter's phone, I wouldn't have known that someone like you existed."
“I don’t realize at all that I have been doing something wrong.”
"Sorry for taking up your time."
Her figure was not as energetic as on TV. She seemed much older and slightly stooped, walking towards the cemetery.
Probably Xia Xianyue's tomb is also here. After all, it is the best cemetery in Dongshi.
The court hearing is on December 24th.
The day before Christmas.
Some time ago, Lin Xiaowan probably wanted to repay him, but Su Yao really couldn't figure out what it meant for a person who lost his legs to roll a wheelchair to comfort himself.
Only Mo has always had an inexplicable heavy heart and a fake smile since he gave him something.
Su Yao was very familiar with that kind of thing and could see through it at a glance.
The day of court arrived.
Su Yao wore an all-black suit. She polished her leather shoes for the first time in a long time and applied some shiny shoe polish.
"After you do that, don't say anything. I will find a way to get you out again."
He said from the side.
"Need not."
"What you can do for me has been done very well. For the rest, please bury my body with my wife and children."
Ahhh.
Even this is difficult.
But I had already told Mo in advance that the so-called corpses of his wife and children were only items from his lifetime such as clothing.
That would be enough.
"Thank you. You don't have to be in the mood to repay me. Just live your own life. You and I are both men. I think you should understand my current mood better than Lin Xiaowan."
“···”
Mo kept opening his mouth but said no more. He turned to look at Lin Xiaowan who was pushing a wheelchair and stacking dishes and chopsticks in the back room.
"Then, let's end everything happily today."
Su Yao smiled heartily and caressed the camera slung on his body.
Externally, this was my wife and children’s favorite tool for taking photos and traveling together during her lifetime. If I wanted to bring something like this with me to court, no one would say anything.
Facing the warm sunshine outside, shining on my body.
Su Yao's mental state is very stable. Ever since his wife and children died, he has never been as happy as he is now.