Chapter 188 Do you want to try to be my girlfriend?
[It is detected that you are in a near-death state. According to Article 5 of the revised regulations, the protection mechanism is triggered]
[Your veto is invalid]
[The love game will be installed automatically]
In a dream.
"Baba~"
"I obviously promised to take Xiaoli to the zoo today."
"Baba~"
"Xiao Li will be angry if you go to bed again."
“···”
Su Yao opened her eyes and saw the pink and jade-shaped little Loli standing beside the bed.
It didn't move.
But the body got up automatically.
Following the child and You Ye, who was looking at him with a smile, he was lazily forced to change into casual clothes.
My daughter couldn't wait to say that it smelled a bit, but she still took it seriously and put it on for herself. Although the shoelaces were very awkward, it was probably because she was too young and not strong enough.
The wife noticed this and knelt down to tie it again.
What a warm scene that is?
A family of four, big hands holding small hands.
Let's get on the SUV together, the engine roaring, and drive towards the expected destination.
"It's coming, Baba!"
“···”
Open the car door.
Looking back, how could the frame collapse and twist for no apparent reason?
Where did the blood come from?
The brother subconsciously protects his sister.
His abilities are immature, and Youye has never seriously taught him how to develop them.
The family's wish is to live in peace and be ordinary people.
Discover.
Youye didn't have time to think rationally at this moment.
We can only prioritize trying our best to drag out the two children and try our best to treat them.
But she ignored that her own abilities had long since deteriorated.
The tail is like a dog's tail with withered hair.
I must have tried my best to treat him before I remembered——
'It's too bad, it seems like I'm going to die too.'
Think of it this way.
I tried to take out the phone and it was still fine.
But what to send to the one you love?
Almost dead.
Can't think of what to say.
There is too much to say.
I can’t finish it.
Can't think of anything.
It seemed that she had a helpless expression on her side, and she was also apologetic. Then she closed her eyes forever.
No matter how much I shouted, I couldn't make a sound.
Because the car didn't get on by itself. It doesn't exist here.
Saw the tombstone.
Xia Liangzhen, who looked old, hunched over his body, silently delivered paper money into the burning iron bucket.
The white chrysanthemum placed on the tomb's front desk the day before yesterday has withered. All the flowers are covered with black. The wind blows and throws away a few pieces.
The photo on the stele is obviously smiling, but is unusually silent.
"Wow..."
The cold wind blows again.
The iron barrel is filled with black residue of filth. Meaningless residue.
Su Yao saw the hunched Xia Liangzhen muttering to himself with tears in his eyes.
‘If I could pay attention again...’
Who were you speaking to?
have no idea.
Su Yao tried to avoid the eyes on the tombstone, but the eyes kept following him like a living creature.
Can't close my eyes.
If you don't even have the organ of 'eyes', how can you close them?
she said with a smile.
"you."
"Didn't save me."
Very clear and very clear.
What does that mean?
Who to save?
Shouldn't someone come to save me first?
Yes.
I chose.
Even if you die, I want to continue living.
Because I have a family.
I want to find the truth in the illusion. I want to live in the illusion even if it hurts.
Didn't you say you like me?
Then why...
Only to deprive me of the qualification to live happily?
Ahhh.
I'm an asshole.
I am a beast.
I don't need anything.
Anyway, I have nothing.
This kind of mess—
woke up.
[Your current location is on a random line: 363.46.23.58.2]
[Please note that there is a high chance that bugs will occur when you use the ‘read file’ skill in random lines]
Ignoring the translucent text box, Su Yao opened his eyes.
The hands can move.
The legs can also move.
Stand up with your hands on your hands.
"Clang-"
I accidentally bumped into something and pressed it down. It became flat.
It's an empty beer can.
The room was very messy, with an empty beer can inside and an empty one inside. There were cigarette ashes and cigarette butts scattered around the mouth of the can.
There were also dirty looking clothes scattered on the bed.
If your eye sockets feel uncomfortable, reach out and rub them. It feels grainy and may be due to eye mucus.
This belongs to ‘Su Yao’ and is also my own nest.
A messy place.
The shoes next to the bed were not slippers, but sneakers with mud on them. Along with them was a light blue shirt stained with some unknown dirt and thrown on the floor.
Su Yao got up from the bed and smelled the musty smell in the air, mixed with the smell of cigarette smoke. Well, there was probably some beer spilled on the ground, which also smelled like it.
The level of embarrassment outside was not much different from that inside the room. Dirty socks were still hanging on the TV.
A mobile phone is placed diagonally on the coffee table.
I noticed that the trash can was full, so I used a courier box to hold the trash.
The time is——
March 1, 2015. 10 am.
Go to the bathroom.
The inside is just as bad as the outside. Who knows how long it has been since I paid attention to hygiene.
Anyway, check the current appearance in the mirror.
It’s still Su Yao. He hasn’t changed.
It's just that his hair is long enough to cover his eyebrows, and the edges have already covered his ears. He has an unkempt beard and his eyes are bloodshot and red.
He was half-naked, only wearing trousers. The straight-leg trousers with a belt seemed to match the shirts thrown on the floor in the room, and they were also contaminated by something.
Su Yao did nothing and went straight out again.
There is a cigarette case on the coffee table.
"Crack."
Pull one out and light it.
Ask for your thoughts?
Nothing special, really.
What else can you feel?
Just keep playing the game.
Think about it.
What day does March 1st fall on?
Um···
Su Yao clicked on the phone.
There should be records of chatting with people there.
It wasn't that long ago.
I remember that I was added as a friend in the hospital. I hesitated for a moment and agreed directly. At that time, I wanted to get all kinds of information about "himself" from Xia Xianyue.
But it's not there.
There are no contacts, except for the ads that pop up in the mini program, nothing.
Only the new friends column has a red dot.
[If you eat it in one bite, you won’t feel summer. Request to add you as a friend]
is that so?
I haven't had any contact with her in this world line yet.
If you reject it from the beginning.
Does that mean there won’t be any of those things at the beginning?
If she wants to feel guilty, she will feel guilty and will not push herself further.
The smoke lingered on the side, and the spicy smell stimulated the inside of the nasal cavity. The sense of reality became stronger and stronger, but on the contrary, the head became heavier and heavier.
I don't agree at all.
Feeling very hungry, Su Yao put down her phone and wanted to get up and eat something.
"Dong dong——"
But someone knocked on the door.
Don't want to drive it.
"Dong dong——"
But the man outside the door seemed to have an attitude of never giving up, becoming more and more arrogant.
Don't want to drive it.
"Dong dong——"
I told you, I don’t want to drive it.
It has nothing to do with me.
"Ah Yao..."
"Please, open the door..."
"Don't do anything stupid!"
"Oh, oh, I...I'm sorry."
“···”
"Ugh, is it 119?"
“···”
It's really annoying.
"Crack."
Su Yao opened the door.
I saw a pitiful woman standing outside the door, with two traces of tears on her face and her mobile phone by her ear.
"What's the problem? Hello?"
“···”
"Hello? Hello? Please tell me your location!"
The phone was still filled with increasingly urgent questions and answers.
"how?"
Seeing that she was still dazed, Su Yao sighed and said, "Are you going to demolish it by force if I don't let you in?"
“···”
"Don't be stunned, phone."
"Ah, yes."
Xia Xianyue wiped her eyes desperately and said hesitantly, "Okay, everything seems to be fine. Sorry for causing trouble to you."
"It's okay. No problem is the best. Are you sure there's no problem?"
"No, no..."
"OK."
The other end of the phone didn't say anything and hung up.
Su Yao didn't close the door, and the mess in the room was completely exposed in front of Xia Xianyue.
I saw her looking around, biting her lip, hesitating whether to come in or not.
"If you find it dirty, don't come in."
“It’s not too dirty...”
Hearing this, Xia Xianyue seemed to be startled and hurried in.
He peeped at Su Yao cautiously again.
"Whatever you want."
Su Yao didn't care. The water in the kitchen was boiling and it was time to make noodles.
As a result, Xia Xianyue stood alone by the sofa, waiting for Su Yao to cook the noodles.
During this period, Su Yao also took the time to check if there were any vegetables in the refrigerator, and there were none.
I just have to mix in some sauce and make do.
Then he sat on the sofa with a big bowl of noodles and saw Xia Xianyue still standing there motionless.
He must have been spying on himself just now, but now he lowered his head and clasped his fingers together, as if he was completely at a loss what to do.
"Don't you want to sit down?"
Su Yao took a picture of the area on the edge and found that something like beer had been spilled on it. He took out a piece of paper and wiped it in front of Xia Xianyue.
"The environment is what it is, let's make do with it."
You can't expect everything to go well just after you wake up here.
"I don't care about this..."
Xia Xianyue was trembling slightly, probably because she was nervous.
But after hesitating for another half minute, he came over.
But the sitting position is a little different from what Su Yao specified, a little further away.
"Whoosh, whoosh..."
Su Yao really didn't care at all and just kept eating noodles.
I really didn’t know how long it had been since I had eaten, and my stomach felt like it was on fire, urging me to eat.
"that···"
Perhaps she couldn't stand the silence and exaggerated noodle-eating atmosphere, so Xia Xianyue spoke, "Is this really delicious?"
"It doesn't taste good, but the refrigerator is too empty and I can't find anything except soy sauce and Sichuan peppercorns."
“···”
Xia Xianyue glanced at the kitchen and said, "It would be better if I put a little sesame oil in it."
"Yeah?"
"Is it okay if I go get it?"
"Thank you so much."
“···”
Seeing her relieved, she went to the kitchen and took out the glass bottle.
Shake a little bit and put it in Su Yao bowl.
"Wow."
Su Yao stirred it together, and a rich flavor unique to sesame oil came out.
When I ate it again, it did taste a lot better. At least it was much better than the situation just now when I was eating white noodles.
After eating, Su Yao threw the bowls and chopsticks into the pool and soaked them with those from before. He felt comfortable all over and had strength to walk.
Looking at the crescent moon from the kitchen.
The man was sitting upright on the sofa like an obedient primary school student.
It's nothing.
Su Yao sat generously on the sofa and lit an after-dinner cigarette.
He obviously noticed that she glanced this way, and when he glanced over with his peripheral vision, she immediately maintained the posture of lowering her head just now.
Silence is definitely not a good atmosphere.
so--
"that···"
With Xia Xianyue's character, it is impossible for her to be boring, and it is inevitable that she will stir up some topics.
"No need for that."
Su Yao interrupted her directly and said calmly, "Let me guess, you saw me dazed on the road, then ran a red light and almost got hit?"
“···”
Xia Xianyue didn't say anything, which was considered acquiescence.
"Just now, you were thinking that I would commit suicide in this broken house? You also wanted to call 119 to break in, right?"
"That, I..."
She seemed to want to explain something, but when the words came to her mouth, she lowered her head and said very quietly, "I'm sorry..."
"I'm sorry doesn't mean anything."
I saw her head buried lower and lower, almost reaching her knees.
"Instead of saying sorry, why don't you do me a favor?"
"ah?"
For a moment, she raised her face.
"How about being a free labor force and helping me tidy up this house?"
"That, that, I..."
"I've already said I'm not going to do that or this. In one sentence, I'm going to do it or not."
"I, I do it, ah no..."
Realizing that the words in her subconscious answer were ambiguous, Xia Xianyue lowered her head in embarrassment, "I'm sorry..."
"I really can't stand it, I have to start from here."
Su Yao sighed and searched the room for a long time before finding the corner of the broom exposed by the open door.
"Clang."
"ah--"
Unexpectedly, the slight movement of closing the door startled Xia Xianyue behind her.
"Sorry, I closed it a little too hard."
Su Yao took the broom and handed it to her, smiled and said, "Then, I'll leave it to you."
"···good."
Xia Xianyue is still in a state of panic.
Huh?
Why is this so?
Do you think Ah Yao is so easy to talk to?
In school it was...completely ignored.
The total words I have spoken today can equal the total number of words I have spoken in the ten years since we were separated in elementary school.
Smile?
Why would you smile at someone like me?
Really scared and uneasy.
But after Xia Xianyue came to her senses, she still took a broom and started cleaning. Living in such an environment is harmful to the body.
"that···"
"Ah Yao, do you have any detergent?"
"Yes, I'll give it to you."
“···”
"that···"
"Ah Yao, is there any 84 disinfectant or something like that?"
"No, I'll go down and buy it. If there's anything else I need, I'll buy it together."
“···”
"I said, you don't have to add that in front of every sentence. Be cautious. I'm not a lion or a tiger. I won't eat you."
"Uh, okay..."
Huh?
strangeness.
Why is the conversation so normal?
It's like I don't care about what happened ten years ago.
Not long after, Su Yao came back.
Xia Xianyue looked at herself straightly with a completely different serious expression from before. She was very serious.
I couldn't help but start to tremble.
I always feel like something bad will happen.
But this is right... That just now was just because you didn't wake up, right?
"Look, this place can be cleaned so clean with just these tools."
"What is this if not the perfect girlfriend?"
Huh?
What is this talking about?
"I mean."
Su Yao took a few napkins and put them on the ground that he had just mopped. He said sincerely, "I have figured out what happened ten years ago. I wanted to die but I couldn't because I was afraid of death."
"You see this environment, you are just like me, quite embarrassed."
"I mean, if I see this kind of environment, I'm not disillusioned now."