Xia Xianyue froze on the spot, wanting to say something, but she didn't.
Her beautiful eyes also opened slightly, as if she couldn't believe it.
Silence.
"By the way."
Su Yao stood up again and turned out his two trouser pockets, "It's not just what you see. My pockets are cleaner than my face now."
"That, that!"
Xia Xianyue finally came to her senses, and at first she rummaged through the pockets of her skirt in a panic.
Then I got embarrassed and immediately took out my phone.
"I, I still have it!"
It was really funny and serious at the same time. Of course, the tension never stopped.
If you put your hand on her shoulder at this time, you will definitely feel a strong throbbing.
"I have no intention of eating your soft rice again."
"Uh, again?"
"Don't worry about the details."
Su Yao put one hand in his pocket, "Don't look at the situation here now, including me. But in a while, I will get my CET-6 certificate first."
"I know some Norwegian, but I don't think it will be of much use."
"Besides, I also have some talents. After all, I don't have to rely on you."
"Do you know what I'm talking about?"
"Well, uh, that...is it?"
"Although I said that I want you to be my girlfriend, I don't intend to be a freebie. This is called investment, do you agree?"
“···”
Xia Xianyue swallowed hard and tentatively answered, "...Okay?"
"Okay, I agree, then the next step is——"
Su Yao relaxed his face and smiled casually, "I can protect you."
I mean.
In the new life route, it may be a route that only you can remember.
But those sad things will never happen again.
All obstacles will be removed in advance.
"Protect, protect me?"
It seems that her brain is probably overloaded and only has the function of repeating.
"Okay, since you have no objection, please pay the protection fee first."
"Eh?"
"Three hundred is enough. Just scan it, it'll be quick."
Su Yao readily took out her mobile phone and opened the payment code.
“···”
Xia Xianyue took a peek at Su Yao, and then looked at the mobile phone in front of her.
In a state of complete chaos.
What's coming?
Girlfriend?
Protection fee?
Huh?
Wait, something is wrong...
"It's only three hundred. I should be able to pay you back in three or four days. Can't you?"
"No, it's not! Gu——"
Xia Xianyue hurriedly denied it and bit her tongue again.
"I, I mean, I give!"
But still taking in the cold air, I quickly opened my phone and scanned the QR code.
‘WeChat collects 3,000 yuan.’
"It's three hundred, not three thousand."
Su Yao said.
"Yes, sorry, I pressed the wrong button..."
Xia Xianyue shrank her shoulders, really like a weakling who was stopped to ask for protection money, pitifully as if she was about to cry.
"I'll give it back to you."
"By the way, I haven't agreed to your friend application yet, so I agreed by the way and will transfer the extra part to you."
"?"
Xia Xianyue watched the notification on WeChat helplessly that she had become a friend.
Then there is the transfer information.
"OK, I won't make a mistake in investing."
Su Yao smiled and got very close again, "You just agreed, right? Note that this is the way to go."
"···?"
Then he stared blankly at Su Yao, keeping a distant distance behind him, and wrote the note "Ah Yao (づ￣3￣)づ╭~"
Huh?
Huh huh huh?
What is this?!
"It's much more pleasing to the eye."
"Then, I'll go out and buy the things I just mentioned."
“···”
Xia Xianyue was speechless and could only stand there and watch Su Yao disappear at the door.
Reach out your hand, what do you want to say?
As a result, he made no sound and could only retract his hand timidly.
I still have my phone in my hand and my notes are still the same.
Even after rubbing my eyes and feeling dizzy, I took a deep breath.
The airflow did not blow away the facts. They were still firmly placed there.
"Plop——"
No more energy.
So I sat down on the sofa and suddenly realized that this was not my home.
The back of my hand was——
After being touched lightly, I subconsciously reached out with another hand and put it on it, as if there was still the lingering warmth of fantasy.
——
"Total 173 yuan."
“···”
Su Yao settled the bill at the convenience store, and just tried to pay but found that the balance was insufficient.
I checked again and found that there were only a dozen yuan left in the card.
Logically speaking, there should be about 2,000 left, but if you think about it carefully, even the matter of suicide has changed, and you have not been to the hospital. How big a deal does it matter if the balance has changed?
Walk out of the supermarket door.
"Crack."
Su Yao found a bench, put the bag next to it, bit the cigarette and lit it.
His expression was not as relaxed as before.
Is this world a game?
There are new questions like this.
With a dying heart and some unbearable madness, I said the word 'no'.
That's when I decided to give up everything.
Don't care about anything anymore.
Two children died.
Youye is dead.
However, in the current situation, they were not born yet, and they didn't even know Yuye or themselves.
Everyone is alive.
But what’s the point of jumping the timeline like this?
Try to search for countless clues in your mind. In fact, there are many clues.
Some things can be determined after tonight. So don’t waste time thinking about it now.
Smoking a cigarette, Su Yao tried to search on his mobile phone to see if there was anything he missed.
I didn't see anything useful.
But I saw a chicken soup copywriting video that I can’t say is poisonous or not.
'If something like this happens to you in your life, then I'm sorry, this is your established script.'
'You will have two choices, one is to give up acting.'
"One is to continue to act out the bad script and act it well."
Is this a set script?
And gave up acting...
It seems that for me, it is simply an option that is excluded.
think.
The things a person can decide in his life may be less than 5%.
So what exactly is the five percent that you can decide?
Actually the answer is very simple.
When I returned to the apartment, I saw a man squatting in the corner with a squeegee on his phone, scraping away the dirt and grime in the corner.
"I bought what you asked for, and I also bought some other things."
Su Yao placed the bag on the neatly tidied coffee table and took out two pairs of gloves from it.
Put one pair on by yourself, and the other pair must be in front of her.
"Wear this to protect your hands."
“···”
I don’t know why, but she, who was still trying hard to hang the dirt just now, suddenly stopped moving.
Didn't look back either.
Just squatting there, my shoulders were shaking slightly at first, and then they were shaking more and more violently.
"?"
Su Yao walked over with gloves, and it was easy to see her wiping her tears. She seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, and finally she let out a low sob.
Which one is this from?
Puzzling.
It doesn't look like she's crying for joy.
Seeing her crying so hard that she couldn't breathe, Su Yao didn't know what to say and could only squat there together, staring at the wall with nothing to do.
As expected of you, my moon. This wall is completely different from the previous one.
"sorry···"
It was so suspenseful that I finally heard her speak with a cry in her voice.
"Ah, uh-huh, go on."
Su Yao only glanced at it, then withdrew his gaze and looked at the corner again.
good.
It seems to be a bit obsessive-compulsive. Even the corner behind the cabinet was specially scraped. The dirty water is really dirty.
"I, ugh, I didn't think about what I was doing."
"Just come here thinking you are right..."
"I, I...wuwu."
"I really didn't think about getting anything. As long as I can stand up and be allowed to stay by Ah Yao's side, I..."
"Woooo..."
"Stop, stop for a moment."
Su Yao temporarily interrupted her casting, "Let me guess, first of all, did you tell others what happened just now?"
"...Eh?"
"Then someone gives you some thought, and you two hit it off and come to a very negative conclusion."
"No, no..."
"Really not?"
"without···"
His voice became very quiet, his head was buried low, and he stopped crying. He just sobbed like hiccups.
"It looks like I guessed it right."
Su Yao sighed and stood up first, holding on to the wall. "By the way, your legs are not numb after squatting for so long?"
"No, not numb..."
As soon as she finished speaking, she wanted to imitate Su Yao and stand up, but never wanted to lean back directly.
There happened to be a bucket behind me, so I leaned on it.
"Plop——"
The plastic bucket tipped over, and the turbid water inside spilled over most of her body.
Xia Xianyue got up and stood there blankly, her head lowered.
The sobbing was sporadic, and it seemed like I was about to cry again as my speed increased.
It's really strange.
Is there tear gas in this place?
"Okay."
"Don't be dazed. In this weather, don't you feel cold even if you are wet?"
"Go take a bath."
"Put on my clothes first."
"···?"
Xia Xianyue was pushed into the bathroom.
"As for the towel, if you don't mind it, use mine. If you don't like it, use your own clothes instead. There's no spare."
Su Yao went to look through the closet and found the cleanest one for her.
It’s not that the clothes in the closet are all dirty, but I always feel that they are not as clean as I remember wearing them. Most likely it’s a psychological effect.
Finding that she was wearing a loose-fitting shirt, Su Yao returned to the bathroom and still didn't hear the sound of water.
"If it's convenient, just open the door and take the clean clothes in. There are no separate compartments for dry and wet clothes. You will be naked when you come out."
"If it's not convenient, I'll wait outside for a while, then send me a message."
“···”
No response.
"Then I'll hang it on the door handle for you and pick it up later. I'll go out and stay for a while first."
"Wait, wait a moment..."
Just as I was turning around to go out, I heard a sound.
"What's wrong? Is there something wrong with the water heater?"
"No..."
“···”
The bathroom door was made of cool, foggy white glass, and the figure inside could be seen approaching the door. But other than that, he didn't go any further.
"Okay, okay, I know what you want to say."
Su Yao sighed, not wanting to waste any more time.
Just as she wished, there was a door.
Perhaps having such an obstacle would allow her to think more calmly.
"It's nothing more than a 180-degree change in my attitude."
"It's sudden for you, but it's not sudden at all for me."
"As for you, just try to think like this."
"When you think I am constantly ignoring you on the first level, is it possible that I am actually observing you while ignoring you?"
"I can't remember the time when I felt relieved, and I can't remember the time when I felt you were pretty good."
"I just feel that it wasn't entirely your fault ten years ago. They were just kids trying desperately to catch something."
"Other than that, the past was not entirely a tragic experience. Although I was indeed quite miserable, you should not be much different."
"Back to the present, actually."
Su Yao looked at the cleaner environment and said calmly, "When you really want to die, there are people who remain unchanged and really worried. That feeling is actually not bad."
"Xia Xianyue."
"Ah...?Hmm!"
Panicked response.
"And you."
"I thought about it. Rather than letting others delay you, you might as well let me do it."
“Pahji—Eh?!”
"Bang--"
The people inside suddenly hit the door and made a loud noise.
"Are you okay?"
Su Yao opened the door subconsciously.
But as soon as I opened the car, I saw an incredible scene. Only a pure white figure was left sitting on the ground like a duck, with a tearful face staring at me subconsciously.
Then she probably felt a chill on her body. She quickly covered the panda with her hands. In fact, it had underwear, not nothing.
Su Yao didn't pay attention to that, and it was not like he had never seen her body before.
"Just listen to a few words from me. Is it necessary to be so surprised?"
I saw her toes kicked something, causing a trace of blood to flow out.
What to do?
Su Yao exited and followed his memory to find iodine and cotton swabs in the TV cabinet. He then took the plastic stool from the side of the sofa and handed them all to the bathroom together.
"The conditions are limited, so we'll make do with it."
Of course I didn't plan to take the initiative.
It's not that I can't, although it's not a big deal to me, but probably... to her, that kind of behavior is both shameful and completely unclear about what's going on.
That's it.
While ignoring you, he is actually observing you secretly. You thought he still disliked you, but no, you were wrong. In fact, he had a crush on you for a long time.
Are you afraid that you are not a genius when you came up with this reason?
But other than that, the rest... is true.
That is to say, instead of being entangled like before, why not just let it go like this, who is going to delay her? There is no such person at all, this guy is just too ambitious and short-handed. That's not right. In the final analysis, he is just a fool, and he only knows how to hang himself.
A tree with a crooked neck. Otherwise, you will hang yourself.
So, I had to let myself be delayed.
Has anyone ever stepped on a low stool, flipped a pan over, and fried something they didn’t even know what it was?
Know.
It will be dealt with immediately.
The answer will be revealed soon.
I will go and take a look at it in the evening. Now, just start from scratch, even if I can live a normal life for a little while, live a more stable life with a smile.
"Clang."
Xia Xianyue didn't dare to make any movement until she heard the door slamming. Before that, she didn't move at all.
Actually, I wanted to stop.
Because you are clearly the one causing trouble here, how can you let the person you like go out?
Neither...
It just ran out.
Neither...
It would be better to say that being seen by someone you like, apart from the instinctive shame, is just a very strange but not disgusting feeling.
So what is important?
Slowly recall every word you heard.
The heart gradually began to beat wildly.
Cheeks feel hot.
etc.
Wait.
Just now Ah Yao said that at first, she hated herself hanging around.
Later I felt relieved.
In the second half of the period, I also secretly observed myself and developed a favorable impression.
Wait, no...
After talking to Xiaowan just now, the result I got is——
wrong.
Looking at the small plastic bench and iodine swabs placed beside me, I felt very strange and unbelievable.
Take a look around here.
toothbrush.
mug.
Light blue towel.
shaver.
···
They are all personal belongings that are unfamiliar and clearly belong to whom.
My hand subconsciously took the towel from the shelf.
As soon as she came into contact with the semi-wet touch, Xia Xianyue felt that the heat started from the panda and spread all the way to her face. In short, it was very hot.
"Wow——"
Even though the shower head was filled with cold water, it was still difficult to calm down.
I can only let the coolness continue to wash away.
"ah···"
After waiting for a few minutes, Xia Xianyue suddenly noticed something.