Chapter 193: Thinking about it later, I will definitely die in society
When they first gathered together, Su Yao couldn't objectively observe everyone's performance.
There is a story about a man who has two bags.
A bag is in front, filled with its own wonderful things.
A bag was at the back, stuffed with ugly and unpleasant things.
The front bag is always visible, but the back is only occasionally or even not visible.
As a ‘participant’ in the incident, how many people can open up God’s perspective?
Su Yao didn't think he could do it when he first came to this world.
Looking back, some actions were obviously guided by emotions and were very stupid.
But that's not something you should regret, and you shouldn't evaluate how you were before in the future.
I’m just saying that with my current experience, I’ve reached the current time.
Know how to resolve the only knot in Xia Xianyue's heart.
He told her in a very relaxed tone what happened ten years ago that was difficult for her to tell, but she definitely cared about.
"Wow, Xiaoyue said that she has known you a long time ago."
"But I had no idea there were these episodes..."
"Xiaoyue really did something completely wrong, but family factors are also true..."
"Ah, why is this plot between you two more heart-wrenching than the TV series! It's true! Stop looking so grim and come and cheer~"
"cheers."
“···”
Under Lin Xiaowan's movement, the three of them changed into wine.
Of course, the two girls drank ordinary cocktails, while Su Yao got ice beer.
The water in the Yuanyang pot was almost dry, so the waiter came to add more water.
Soon it started to boil again.
Regardless of whether she was willing or not, Su Yao had already finished talking. Of course, the bad things were only mentioned once, and the good memories were described in more detail.
As an outsider, Lin Xiaowan could clearly detect Su Yao's kindness, so how could she not know about it as a client?
“···”
Xia Xianyue held the glass with both hands, lowering her head and staring at the half-filled cocktail left in the glass.
It doesn't have a few degrees at all, and it's not much different from a drink.
"Things were like that in the past. It was a little hard to accept at first, but you'll understand as you get older."
"Everyone's situation is different, and you can't judge things based on their appearance."
Su Yao still maintained a relaxed smile, "If Xiao Xia is really that kind of person, I don't think it is possible for her to have such a big resentment. She has to come to Dongda to put her face on my cold ass, right?"
"Seriously, look at me, to put it mildly, I am an orphan."
"Basically nothing."
"As for our classmate Xiaoxia, she is more or less a rich girl. She has outstanding looks and figure. Being able to transfer to Dongda University proves that she is not bad in terms of brains."
"Only such a person can be treated with such cold treatment by me. My heart is not made of iron, so I will be moved to some extent."
"So..."
"If you have a good impression and like it, it will happen naturally."
“···”
"That's it."
Lin Xiaowan glanced at Xia Xianyue, who had her head lowered and her cheeks flushed, "Then that makes perfect sense."
"I think it's okay to leave Xiao Yueyue to you."
"So, Xiao Yueyue."
"Eh?"
Being called suddenly, Xia Xianyue couldn't help but tremble.
He kept stopping Lin Xiaowan with his eyes, hoping that she wouldn't say anything strange.
"After eavesdropping on our conversation for so long, it's time to say something, right?"
"For example, what do you think about handing yourself over to Su Yao?"
"Ah, that, that!"
Xia Xianyue grabbed the glass and dodges her eyes. She felt two eyes looking at her and became even more nervous.
"Su Yao said the word "I like" directly, why are you so worthless?"
Lin Xiaowan clicked his tongue in surprise, "If you are still like this, then I can only tell you some interesting things to help you improve your favorability. For example, the last time I went to your house, I saw the pillow in your room——"
"babble?!"
Xia Xianyue was startled and waved her hands desperately, "Xi, I, I too..."
"Happy!"
You really tried your best, that's why you bit your tongue.
"What's the big deal?"
Lin Xiaowan deliberately imitated her typos and asked with a smile.
"Stop teasing her."
Su Yao took the kettle, poured the cocktail in Xia Xianyue's cup into the trash can, and poured black tea into the kettle.
"Did you bite your tongue again just now? Drink some hot water and calm down."
"Hmm... um."
Xia Xianyue took the cup timidly, not daring to look at Su Yao.
"Su Yao."
Lin Xiaowan sighed, "It seems that this kid can only rely on you to take the initiative. He dares to say anything behind his back. Once he arrives at the scene, he is a silver-gun wax head and a keyboard warrior."
"There's nothing wrong with that. I think it's quite cute."
Su Yao smiled nonchalantly, "Besides, it's not completely inactive. Sometimes he is unexpectedly bold."
"Oh, you mean Xiao Yueyue's bold idea yesterday? Hahaha, I forgot my phone. I was dumbfounded when you told me."
"Don't you think it's cute?"
"Yes, yes, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, I understand."
“···”
Listening to the two of them talking about the embarrassing incident yesterday, Xia Xianyue began to feel uncomfortable.
Why are you sitting here?
Why isn't there a hole in the ground that I can crawl into?
But···
Being called cute?
···
Woo.
Woo woo woo.
Sitting in the booth like this is completely different from what I said before about having to respond.
I expected this and that...
Now, doesn't that sound like a total fool?
This... doesn't work.
Xia Xianyue held the glass and suddenly noticed that Su Yao was pouring beer again. It was almost full.
I'm about to reach out and get it.
Probably another toast was next. I just drank warm water, but still couldn't say anything. People who I obviously like would say this.
Never mind!!!
"?"
Su Yao just wanted to pick up the cup and gesture to touch it, but the cup was snatched away by Xia Xianyue beside him.
"Gudong, Gudong——"
In just three or four seconds, she drank all the wine in the beer glass that could hold half a bottle of beer.
"...Xiao Yueyue, are you okay?"
Lin Xiaowan was also confused and stared at her blankly.
"I didn't... hiccup~"
As soon as Xia Xianyue opened her mouth, a wave of heat surged up.
Her face was rosier than before.
There seemed to be something tumbling in my stomach, and my head gradually became a little wandering.
"Boom!"
She smashed the cup on the table and stood up immediately.
Then he looked straight at Su Yao.
"I, I..."
I saw her hemming and hawing for a long time without even uttering a complete sentence.
"What?"
Su Yao asked doubtfully.
"sorry···"
Xia Xianyue sat back down like a deflated rubber ball.
Why···
It's obvious that you can say anything when you drink.
By the way, Ah Yao drank from the cup just now.
Then bring it and drink it yourself, isn't that...
Would it be considered weird or frivolous to do this in front of Ah Yao?
wrong.
If you are a lover...
"Well...I'm going to the bathroom."
Lin Xiaowan raised the corners of her mouth and left her seat without looking back.
"GuluGulu..."
The only sound left in the private room was the rolling sound of the mandarin duck pot.
Su Yao turned down the fire and the sound disappeared.
"Ah Yao..."
A very small, nervous voice.
"Um?"
Su Yao refilled his glass, and it was almost over when he thought it was over.
"I... like Ah Yao."
"Know."
"I like it very much. I have since I was a child."
"I know, otherwise you wouldn't be sitting next to me now."
“···”
"Can someone like me... really be Ah Yao's girlfriend?"
"Is there any reason why someone like you can't be a person?"
"That···"
Xia Xianyue tightened her skirt and turned sideways in an instant.
Put your arms around Su Yao's shoulders and stick to her.
It was a very young and active kiss.
The specific description may not be much different from what Su Yao just said about hiding under the bed and gnawing randomly ten years ago.
Neither.
There is still a difference.
Ten years ago, she wanted to use that behavior to achieve a certain purpose.
And now it's to respond, or show your sincerity.
For her, it was a great courage to make such a move.
It means not being able to experience physical pleasure.
But you can experience something more precious from that disregard.
Su Yao recalled the first time he met her.
You can be willing to be ignored.
You can live in a corner with guilt.
Call it timid?
Su Yao never felt that Xia Xianyue lacked mobility. When it came to mobility, she was the kind of character who dared to think and do. She only hesitated because it was related to herself. But as long as she was sure she had to do it, she would do it.
will do.
“···”
Su Yao originally wanted to respond in a naive way, pretending to be a newbie.
But gradually I became too lazy to pretend, and I had a clear conscience anyway. Speaking of the first time, it was indeed with her.
The so-called proficiency also comes from her, there is no deception.
Simply guide her to find the fun she deserves.
"Woo!"
“···”
Too bad.
Accidentally, I subconsciously followed my instinct and communicated with the baby cafeteria.
But this time it was as if some kind of switch was turned on on Xia Xianyue, and she hugged her even tighter. Su Yao couldn't even pull out her hand.
"Ahem."
"?!"
Xia Xianyue was frightened by the sudden coughing sound and instantly pushed Su Yao away.
"I, I'm going to the bathroom too!"
Then he blushed and ran out in a panic.
"Tsk, that's great, you two."
Lin Xiaowan sat down calmly, took out a piece of paper and handed it to Su Yao, "Wipe it off, the lipstick is all on your face. If you bring it up when Xiao Yueyue comes back later, you may feel ashamed again.
"
"This is really..."
Su Yao didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he took the tissue and wiped it.
"Su Yao."
"Um?"
"I found that I can't see through you a little bit."
"Of course, you don't have clairvoyance eyes either."
“···”
Lin Xiaowan did not answer Su Yao's joke, but stared at Su Yao for several seconds, "Xiao Yueyue really likes you."
"I know."
"Yeah?"
Lin Xiaowan shrugged his shoulders, "That's fine, then I'm relieved. People like you seem to be pretty good at the moment. You're not very eye-catching in college, and your image is average. The chances of cheating are as high as Xiao Yueyue's.
The girlfriend should be very young."
"Is this a compliment?"
Su Yao knew that his current image was not very good.
My hair is not very long, and even though I have combed it, it still looks a bit uncomfortable.
"flutter--"
Xia Xianyue ran out to the bathroom and washed her face with cold water, managing to calm down a lot.
But when I think of the sudden and bold move I just made.
The baby canteen was also attacked...
No, no, no!
My face started to feel hot again.
What would happen if Xiaowan didn't come just now?
That's when the brain gets really weird.
Ahhhhh.
Stop thinking about it!
"flutter--"
I don't know how many times I repeated this before I came out of the bathroom.
Go to the counter to pay.
Because I knew that Su Yao didn't have much money, I planned to settle it here secretly.
"Private room No. 32? There was a girl just now. She must be your friend."
"ah···"
It's the small knot that fell off.
Xia Xianyue hesitated for a while, and finally dared to return to the private room with evasive eyes.
"Oh, I thought no one dared to come in."
Lin Xiaowan joked.
"Talent, I don't know how to..."
Faced with such words, Xia Xianyue could only sit back in the booth hesitantly.
"Okay! I'm full of dog food today, so that's it. Next time I have time, I will let you two eat some dog food too."
Lin Xiaowan stood up and picked up the small bag, "I called Mo Yi and he was already waiting at the door."
"I'm treating you to this meal today, and the bill has just been settled. Although Xiao Yueyue has already said in advance that it's you who is treating me, I still feel that I can't kill Xiao Yueyue's boyfriend when we first meet him."
"but···"
"After we get to know each other, we're going to kill each other next time, right?"
While speaking, she even looked at Xia Xianyue with a wink.
"If you kill Ah Yao, I will kill you!"
After subconsciously retorting, Xia Xianyue remembered that Su Yao was also there, "Ah..."
"Then I'm sorry today. You really need me to treat you next time."
Su Yao didn't say much, "It's getting late, let's withdraw."
“···”
The three of them went out together. Outside, the SUV was parked on the roadside with double flashes.
Lin Xiaowan naturally sat in the passenger seat.
Xia Xianyue could only sit with Su Yao. Different from her bold appearance before, now she was timid again.
It seems that while she is progressing, she can enjoy the 'bold' buff, and she dares to do anything. While waiting for the progress, she can enjoy the 'cowardly' buff, like a shy little rabbit.
interesting.
"?!"
“···”
Just like now, as soon as he touched her hand, he could see that her whole body was shaking because of nervousness.
Gentle.
He held her soft hand, which was slightly smaller than his own. She didn't dare to move at all, pretending as if nothing had happened, but everyone could see that she was shaking violently.
The palms of my hands also started to feel slightly moist.
Su Yao didn't care about that and said hello to Mo who was driving the car in a friendly manner.
Su Yao originally had no impression of this person.
But because of what happened before when I knelt down in front of Youye and asked for help, it deepened a little bit.
In the current timeline, Lin Xiaowan shouldn't have had any of those bad things happen to him, nor has he ever committed suicide. At least it doesn't look like his jumping-off character has experienced it.
I can only say that it's pretty good. It's like a bonus level. It's relaxing and comfortable, and you don't have to worry about who will die next. In other words, in a short period of time.
While chatting, we waited for the car to arrive at its destination.
"Please take a special detour to send me back."
Su Yao got out of the car and saw Xia Xianyue already asleep with her head tilted on the back of the seat.
"I'm asking you to take my girlfriend home."
"Don't worry."
Lin Xiaowan waved her hand and the car started again. It gradually disappeared into the distance.
"call--"
Su Yao breathed a sigh of relief, he should have done pretty well today.
The knot in her mind must have been resolved a lot, and she will be able to treat her more relaxedly and harmoniously when we meet again in the future.
Return home.
Su Yao still remembers what happened on the 16th.
But she was gone, and the balcony window was half open.
Actually, at that time, was it said that I hoped it was You Ye who was here, not the 16th?
It's not like that either.
In such a set timeline, it is best not to meet. Just like the previous one.
If the result is known only at the end, at least there won’t be much mental internal friction during the process.
"Crack."
Turning on the light, Su Yao was surprised to find a bag of apples on the coffee table.
There was a card stuck on it, and it was written in a skewed and ugly font. Even the words were broken.
'Something that humans can eat, raw meat, thank you.'
ha?
“It’s really…”
Su Yao lit a cigarette and couldn't help but want to laugh.
He even got a special gift in return.
Looking at it this way, Su Yao really can't bear any ill will towards those so-called 'monsters' who are controversial online.
Looking at the apple, Su Yao couldn't help but think about it.
So, if Yuye really became the leader of those monsters, what would become of Yuye who didn't meet him?
"Dong dong——"
I didn't even finish a cigarette, and someone knocked on the door.
Could it be that it was No. 16 just after I said it, or that the person tracking the monster found this place?
never mind.
Anyway, Su Yao would not feel any pressure when facing them, whether they were monsters or the people who were tracking them.
"Dong dong——"
"Coming."
Su Yao put out the cigarette, stepped over, and looked through the peephole first.
Um?
Not by any stretch of the imagination.
Open the door.
"I'm really convinced."
It was Lin Xiaowan who supported Xia Xianyue and stood at the door, "On the way, I asked this guy where he put the key card, but he didn't know anything about it and slept like a pig."
"I didn't find the key card in my bag. I probably forgot to bring it. It was troublesome if I didn't bring it last time. At this point, I can't go to the property management to get the spare key."
"So, after thinking about it, I might as well deliver your girlfriend to your door."
"Here, I have raised the baby cabbage for 20 years. Please sign for it."
"···this."
Su Yao smiled bitterly and scratched his head, glancing at Xia Xianyue who was still leaning on Lin Xiaowan's shoulders and hugging her, with the corners of her mouth raised as she didn't know what she was dreaming about.
"Thank you for bringing her up, then leave it to me."
“···”
Lin Xiaowan personally helped Xia Xianyue into the house, placed her on the sofa, and looked around again.
"Not bad, Su Yao, quite neat."
"Actually, it was just cleaned up not long ago."
"Okay, I'll leave first. There's someone waiting for me downstairs."
"Uh-huh."
“···”
Lin Xiaowan went out and suddenly came back not long after, saying thiefly, "Don't do anything weird. If you have to do it..."
"Just take a look at what's in Xiao Yueyue's bag first, and then wait until she opens her eyes before making a decision."
"I'm really leaving this time, so I won't disturb your accidental world together."
“···”
What?
Su Yao sighed, knowing what Xia Xianyue would have in her bag without even thinking about it.
That was a memory I had long ago.
But he didn't plan to do anything. Even if he did do something, it would have to be done when Xia Xianyue was awake. If he was shy or bold or fell asleep, there would be no interesting reactions. What's the point?
Su Yao took off Xia Xianyue's shoes, then picked her up and carried her to the bedroom. She placed her firmly on the bed without moving anything else. She covered her with a quilt.
I touched my face because I just felt that the breath this guy exhaled was very hot. It was like having a fever.
My forehead is not hot when I touch it, but my cheeks are warm.
It was probably due to drinking the beer so quickly in one go and blowing the wind that the stamina increased.
Just take a nap and you'll be fine.
Go to sleep. It's time for you to go out and wash yourself and go to sleep on the sofa. I'm sleepy.
"——"
But the hem of his clothes was suddenly pulled by her.
?
Awake?
"Obviously... I didn't let you go."
The bedroom light was not turned on, but the light came in from the living room. It was very dim, but you could clearly see that Xia Xianyue's eyes were slightly open.
Very strange.
He seemed to be awake, but his blurred eyes were in a trance.
"Awake?"
Su Yao asked tentatively.
"If you're not awake, come here and hold me."
"???"
"This is in my dream, even if you are Ah Yao, you have to listen to me."
"What?"
Su Yao is a little confused, right?
"If you disobey, I will punish you~"
Su Yao was still dazed when he was suddenly pulled down by Xia Xianyue. Although he was separated by the quilt, he could still clearly tell that there was a great baby canteen underneath. It was so obvious.
"Why is there a quilt in the middle? Let it disappear quickly!"
Xia Xianyue was completely immersed in her fantasy, still talking to herself like a spoiled child.
"This...maybe it can't be done?"
"Then let the stockings and clothes disappear, it's too hot."
"This can't be done either."
After all, she is hugging her so tightly that if you try to get up, you will be pulled back immediately. It is not impossible to forcefully leave... but it seems to be quite troublesome if you wake up. Move out slowly.
"Why can't I do anything? It's obviously my dream. Come on, bala la, get cool~"
"Um...it's so annoying, why is it getting hotter and hotter..."
"Isn't that nonsense? You have to hold me while you are covered with a quilt."
"Um um um, it will be fine if Ah Yao turns into ice cubes~"
“···”
It seemed that because it was really too hot, Xia Xianyue instinctively let go of Su Yao, urging him to get out of here.
All right.
Nothing too interesting, just a dream.
No, I'm still smashing my mouth.
"Good night."
Su Yao turned around and prepared to leave.
“···”
"Ehehehe, hehe~"
"So cute~"
"?"
Inexplicably, I heard Xia Xianyue whispering in her sleep, not knowing what she was dreaming about.
"Women's clothing...it turns out Ah Yao is so cute in a little skirt..."
"Huhu..."
"Show me what's under your skirt, sister?"
"Don't be afraid~"
"Sister is not a bad person, she is your girlfriend?"
“···”
"Huh? Ah Yao is actually blushing? Hehehe..."
“···”
"Do you also want to see your sister's? No, A Yao and I are both girls, so that's not allowed."
"Boom boom..."
"If Ah Yao has to do this, then..."
“···”
What is this?
never mind.
It seems good to wait until tomorrow to say it specifically as a way to tease her.
"Oh, Ah Yao. Why are you at the door? You clearly said you would hold me in your arms all the time. This is my dream. Even if you are Ah Yao, you still have to listen to me."
“···”
If you can't hear her, ignore her.
"Come here quickly!"
“···”
Can't hear.
"Woo, Ah Yao...don't you want me anymore?"
What the hell?
Why did you start crying now?
"Don't leave me..."
"ha···"
Su Yao had no choice but to give up and go back.
"It's so annoying, so hot..."
Was pushed away again.
“···”
Repeat this cycle several times.
"——"
I can't bear it anymore.
Why do I have to go around in circles like a fool, go back, go, go back, go...
Su Yao reached out and turned on the air conditioner.
It's 16 degrees, do you want to try it hot again?
"Woo...it's so cold..."
No more words.
But to put it another way, it’s like I’m being hugged tightly like a pillow.
"Ah Yao also came in and covered himself with the quilt obediently. It's so cold outside..."
Still, she lifted the quilt, pulled it in and covered her together.
After that, the smooth legs and hands wrapped in stockings were wrapped around Su Yao's body like an octopus.
"——"
With blurred eyes, he moved his face closer without hesitation.