Human beings are creatures imprisoned by inertia. Once they start walking, they are afraid of slowing down. Once they stop, they have no intention of taking another step.
Even if you can get some degree of satisfaction from it.
But after repeating it many times, you will feel bored, disappointed and meaningless.
It would not be wrong to give it the concept of "loving the new and hating the old".
[What the eldest brother said to his sister before that he could see the entries was also false. 】
【Youye...can't believe my big brother for the moment.】
【You Ye will not come out again until you know what big brother wants to do.】
The rejection was straightforward.
"Crack."
Su Yao lit the cigarette and looked into the venue.
"Wait for me a little longer."
As soon as Xia Xianyue came over, she was stopped by the coach and asked to run around for a while, so she could only stick out her tongue in embarrassment and go back.
There is an exam the day after tomorrow, so there is no harm in practicing more.
Then put your eyes back on the phone screen.
Try sending something over there.
Nine-square grid, the horizontal line symbol in the input field is flashing.
[That doesn’t matter, just follow what you said and find the truth you want.]
Depending on how people interpret it, this sentence can be interpreted as being full of indifference to the greatest extent.
But that doesn't matter.
Since Youye doesn't believe in himself, it's useless to say anything.
Do you think it’s child’s play to give up without even trying?
No.
No.
Just like the previous experience was first made into a text, and then changed from Yuye into a 2D animation. The way of narration or how much of the whole story is told depends entirely on yourself.
That is to say, this kind of thing should actually have happened to me several times. I know that I can’t listen to anything I say. To put it nicely, it means that I have my own opinion, but to put it worse, it means that I can’t lie to someone who is too weak to be deceived.
Youye didn’t reply again.
Su Yao also stopped paying attention to whether there were any messages on his phone. He just waited for Xia Xianyue to finish her daily routine.
"I'm sorry, the coach said that the exam is coming soon, and everyone must run without making any mistakes before he can leave."
Not long after, Xia Xianyue accurately passed the entire circle under the coach's nose and came back.
"That's okay. It's better to run more now than wait a week to make up the exam later."
"By the way, where is Xiaowan?"
Xia Xianyue could not find Lin Xiaowan anywhere.
"Ah. I was feeling a little upset in my stomach just now, so I said I would wait until you guys are over before eating hot pot."
"Feeling sick to your stomach?"
"It's okay now."
Su Yao was walking in front, and she was walking level with him, "Have you ever been sure?"
"Hmm... I feel like it took a while to reverse the car into the warehouse, but the rest was pretty simple."
Xia Xianyue paused for a moment, then said narrowly, "By the way, Ah Yao, did Xiao Youye come back and then leave?"
"Has she talked to you?"
"Just now, I said I won't be here recently..."
"If she says that, it means she won't be here soon."
"Are you having trouble?"
"Absolutely, because she is too naughty, I insist that she eat ten green peppers to improve her memory."
"Green pepper?"
"Ranked as the number one food she hates."
"Ha, just like a child."
"If it's really a child, that would be great."
"Then I can only find a lawyer to reduce Ah Yao's sentence by a few years."
"You also want to eat ten green peppers and do the splits in the air?"
"I won't eat, and I won't do the splits either. Hehe."
"What the hell, shut up."
"hey-hey."
"The laughter is getting more and more perverted."
"I'm not a pervert. Besides, no matter how perverted I am, it's all because of Ah Yao's infection..."
“···”
Because everyone knows that You Ye is not here.
So Su Yao just let Xia Xianyue go home. He went back to his apartment.
"that."
"Wouldn't it be bad if Xiao Youye came back suddenly?"
Even when we arrived at the door, I still hesitated to ask.
"Don't worry, she won't hang you from the chandelier now."
"Then, can something like that be joked about?!"
Xia Xianyue's eyes widened.
"It's just a couple's joke."
“I’ve never heard of making a wife laugh with a joke about her hanging from a chandelier...”
"Now there is."
“It’s too much…”
"Stop being so timid and acting like I've done something immoral."
"But, but, it does feel a little subtle."
"That means you have evil intentions. Come and put on Youye's pajamas first."
"?!"
Xia Xianyue was stunned for a moment before saying angrily, "This is obviously mine! It's true!"
"You can't do this. Youye has already used your pajamas several times."
"ah?"
"I accidentally let it slip, so I pretended I didn't say it."
"How could you pretend you haven't heard of it?!"
"I made it up."
"Is it true or false? Don't lie!"
"Who knows? How about you ask me directly?"
"Ask Xiao Youye, even if it doesn't happen, it will happen!"
"So it's because of this that you are always teased by her. It's so cute."
"What's so cute...it's obviously just for fun."
Although Xia Xianyue's tone was quite pretending to be angry, her expression of blushing slightly and being slightly shy because of being praised for no reason would still make her look cute no matter how many times she saw it.
"You sit down, there aren't many ingredients at home. I'm going to cook some noodles."
"Then I'll take a shower first."
"ok."
“···”
Even now, I am no longer as constrained by what I was doing at the beginning. After all, it can be considered that quite a long time has passed here.
Our relationship has reached this point, and our daily life together has become much calmer. We no longer have to make a big fuss at every turn, or worry tremblingly about doing something wrong.
Put half a pot of water, turn on the gas stove and wait for the water to boil.
I saw a small amount of smoke crawling out from the edge of the gap. I turned away slightly and saw aprons hanging on the back of the door. They were aprons of different sizes, and they were letting go of each other tacitly.
At first, Xia Xianyue always used her own apron when she came here. Anyway, the height difference between the two was not big, so it was fine for her to wear it except for the protrusion in the baby canteen which made it a little tight.
But Yu Ye also wants to tie it up, but it can’t be done.
Every time it fell on the ground and got dirty. After being scolded by myself, I still had to wear it, but the difference was that I would use my tail to roll up the part that would fall off in advance.
How to say
When I see her wearing an apron and sitting on a small bench trying to do something like that, I always feel... a little pitiful.
So I bought her a small apron.
She was reluctant at first and said she would wear her own. After telling her, "Wearing a suitable apron will make her look cuter," she started wearing it the next day.
But it didn't last long before she lost interest. For her, instead of wearing it and going to the kitchen, it was more comfortable to just curl up and sit on her lap and watch TV. Maybe it was just out of some small desire to win.
“···”
Su Yao prepared the condiments for the two plates in advance. Then he took out the lard from the refrigerator and put them in.
After a while the water also boiled.
Suddenly I heard the sound of water running in the bathroom.
Put the shaved noodles in and stir evenly with chopsticks.
Talk about it.
The fact that You Ye wore her pajamas was not a lie. Even Su Yao was shocked when she saw You Ye get into bed wearing a large pajamas for the first time.
But it was discovered after the fact that the lights were turned off before that.
Su Yao really scolded You Ye severely that time. He was very angry.
In other words, there has always been a subtle desire to win or possessiveness between the two of them, even if they compromised each other for their own sake.
But now it is clear that there is an unwritten time to not disturb each other.
When You Ye is here, Xia Xianyue will not be there.
When Xia Xianyue is here, You Ye will not be there.
And I...have never asked about it.
"——"
Su Yao scooped the noodles out first as soon as they floated for a few seconds. Xia Xianyue's noodles were slightly softer. They waited for another ten seconds before scooping them out for her.
It would also look good if you add some green vegetables and the like and blanch them, then add them to the noodles.
"Are you healed already?"
Xia Xianyue didn't blow dry her hair, she just dried it and wrapped it in a towel and came over.
"Huh?"
She rolled up her chopsticks and prepared to stir them together, but as soon as she turned her chopsticks, the noodles broke. "Why did my noodles break when I picked them up?"
"That one."
Su Yao shrugged indifferently, "I originally planned to cook it for ten seconds longer and then take it out, but I accidentally got distracted and cooked it for an extra minute."
"How could you have forgotten it for so long! Ah Yao must have done it on purpose!"
“The noodles are too thin, I thought the same time as before would be just right.”
"But how can we eat it like this?"
"Then switch with me?"
"No, Ah Yao's Taishi needs to be replaced."
"?"
Su Yao stopped his chopsticks and looked at her.
"Stupid, stupid!"
Her ears turned red at the sight, "I'm talking about noodles!"
"I didn't say anything. You don't know what you're thinking and your face is as red as a bubble teapot."
“···”
Su Yao turned on the TV casually.
"Winter is coming, and it's time for the elk in this forest to move north..."
It's the animal world.
“···”
First, they all shared a moment of silence.
"Let's change the channel."
Su Yao said.
"I didn't say anything?"
"You must retaliate, right?"
"I didn't say anything."
"That's enough, that's enough, eat your noodles."
“···”
"Ah Yao."
"Suck it, huh?"
"It's not good to go on like this."
Xia Xianyue shrugged her shoulders in despair, "There are Xiao Youye's marks everywhere."
"mark?"
Su Yao was stunned for a moment and sniffed, "There shouldn't be any strange smell, right?"
"No, I think we have to live together sooner or later."
“···”
"Does Ah Yao plan to continue like this?"
"You felt unethical just now, why did you suddenly change your mind this time?"
"But...it can't always be like this, right? Although I had the intention of avoiding Youye before, I no longer have such thoughts recently."
“···”
Su Yao was silent for a moment and said, "If your mother knew that you thought about me so much, would she be moved to show you the seven wolves?"
"Really, don't make such realistic jokes when you are serious."
"Seriously, Ah Yao."
"I have thought about it seriously since last time. I can't give up Ah Yao no matter what, so sooner or later I have to accept Xiao Youye."
"It's a lie to say that I don't have any opinions. I'm a girl too, and of course I don't want to share my crush equally with others."
"But after experiencing these weird things, I probably can't be considered a normal person anymore."
"So it's okay to make some abnormal decisions."
"That's right."
"Even if... I want to exchange pajamas with Yu Ye... it's not impossible."
"Your expression of determination is somewhat subtle."
"Anyway, I've said this. If Ah Yao still allows things to develop, then I won't have any responsibility!"
Perhaps to hide her shyness, she lowered her head and started eating her noodles.
“···”
No one is responsible.
Rather, if this is a harem romance comedy novel and there is such an enlightened heroine, then I should at least express my sincere gratitude.
Stare at that face.
Although the wet hair was wrapped in a towel to form a round head, it revealed a smooth forehead and a soft-lined face.
Pure white and smooth skin, exquisite and soft curves.
Eyelashes that stick out like ink lines. The surrounding area is filled with the smell of clean soap left after just getting out of the bath.
"Ah Yao...why do you keep looking at me?"
He blinked his eyes deliberately again.
"As I said just now, I think it's cute."
"Eh? Ah, ugh..."
He will appear at a loss when he is seriously praised. Even after being together for so long, he still hasn't gotten rid of this habit.
Make your own conclusions about the present moment.
She is satisfied now, at least in a good mood.
With a smile.
If you can avoid seeing it, or rather imagining it, I don’t want to ruin the expression of this face at this moment.
But I deeply understand that everything is self-satisfaction. It is all false and hypocritical.
“···”
He glanced out the window with his peripheral vision, seeing intermittent lights flickering in the darkness.
Just as You Ye said.
The entry has been lost for a long time, and it would be a fool's errand to find her without external help.
Maybe he'll be hiding somewhere and watching everything here.
Want to see the truth or something.
In fact, I had told You Ye a long time ago. But it was no different from what I imagined. Knowing that kind of thing would have no effect other than making them sad.
Youye's wisdom can only be flexibly used through the products of human knowledge, and in other fields, she can't do anything about things that do not belong to the category of "human" at all.
"Let me help you dry your hair."
After dinner, Su Yao took the hair dryer and motioned for Xia Xianyue to come over.
"Huh? Okay..."
“···”
The slender black hair was wet. I held it up and slowly moved it around to dry it, and it became smooth again. I must have used conditioner or something like that.
Look at the TV.
The news inside is showing that the new president-elect of the United States is Trump.
"What do you think of this guy?"
Su Yao suddenly asked.
"who?"
"On TV."
"television?"
Xia Xianyue looked at the TV screen with her peripheral vision, slightly confused, "Ah, I have seen this person before through short videos. Some people say that he is an undercover agent of Snow Country. Hehe, I think he is a very interesting person."
"···Yeah."
No exception.
Su Yao smiled casually. It seemed that he was the only one who felt something was wrong.
Trump, because he remembered that the leader of that country actually had this name, and then the original middle-aged elected man on TV disappeared and became him.
"Err?!"
“···”
"Why does the hair blowing into the baby canteen..."
"From my perspective, you have nothing. It's normal for you to suddenly have a baby in the middle of blowing."
"Well, well, at least blow dry your hair first..."
“···”
Su Yao admitted.
All this will disappear sooner or later, so all you do is self-satisfaction.
Because I feel lonely now, and because I know how cruel my life will be in the future.
Therefore, you can get immediate satisfaction in the present, but leave behind memories for those you cherish that will inevitably become painful when you think about them later.