Chapter 229 Let’s take You Ye home [Update 3 for the leader’s Shadow Guard Chakra]
That scene was wonderful.
But Su Yao can be sure that it was not homicide. It was suicide.
First, I cut off my tail with a kitchen knife or a sharp knife, and stuck it on the ground.
He hollowed out his body by himself and neatly folded the contents aside.
A very strange scene.
You Ye... cut himself into pieces on his own.
The core part of her is the base of her tail, which is the source of the virus. Now the blood stain is put aside.
"Crack."
Su Yao lit a cigarette and stared at this scene for a long time.
Understood.
This was the result of her thinking.
Even if it's selfish, I don't want to do what I say.
Feeling very tired.
Or should I say...
Would you rather disappear while you still exist than go to another room?
But no matter what it is...it's somewhat selfish.
It cannot be evaluated like this.
After all, what you do is also selfish.
I can no longer think like this.
Because I've had enough of this endless cycle. When will it end?
"Crack——"
In a daze, Su Yao heard an inexplicable noise.
"Crack-"
If you follow the sound and look carefully, you can easily spot it.
The knife stuck in one of the tails was shaking.
Shaky.
"Click——"
At a certain moment, the knife was bounced away.
Then the tail continued to untie other parts like a living creature, and slowly merged with the blood of the source of the virus, close to the dismembered residual fragments, and was restored bit by bit like a jigsaw puzzle.
No.
It cannot be said to be restored.
He became a monster.
There is no monster covered with black cloth.
If there are entries...
【A mixture of madness and distortion】
[Character: Youye]
[Favorability: 103]
【describe:···】
With her tail touching her neck like this.
“*&*###!!!”
The attitude of shouting at himself with his mouth wide open.
The rough description would be that because of chaos, because of being too sad, it entered a period of violence, or something else?
Ahhh.
very nice.
"Are you going to kill me?"
Su Yao stopped where he was and looked at her calmly.
“@###!!!”
Even Su Yao could clearly see the chrysanthemum-shaped layers of sharp serrations in the mouthparts.
"ha···"
"Come on!"
"It doesn't matter if it's like this, even my consciousness has been lost because of this!"
"Are you still the Yuye I know?!"
Su Yao held the teeth in her mouth with one hand. His finger was pricked and blood dripped out, but he didn't care.
“#*###!!!”
I can't understand what she is yelling.
But when she saw her, she opened her mouth and bit her neck.
"Puff——"
Physical pain is not enough for the Tao.
Su Yao just suddenly felt a little sad.
Why?
I want to live well in this world, but this is always the case.
Ahhh.
There's nothing you can do about it, right?
It was just a fake room, so how could there be anything beautiful in it?
Anyone who searches for reality in a world of illusion is mentally ill.
Do you understand it or not?
I don't care at all whether this world is true or false. If there is a future... it doesn't matter whether it is true or false.
Where is the gentle person?
I just hope that you can go out and see it and live in a real room.
This cyclical world, unnecessary misfortunes...there is really no need to continue.
How can you get tired of it?
If you could really cycle the happy time infinitely, it would probably take thousands of times before you get tired of it.
But I'm not sure, and I don't want to believe it.
The love game is not a nice guy.
If the pain only stays with you, then that's fine.
If only it could be cycled a few more times...
Maybe people like me don't have the determination to let you disappear and stay in this ethereal place to enjoy loneliness.
It's also a selfish decision.
But this is really the only determination I can make.
——
I once thought about finding a way to trick Youye into disappearing first.
But Su Yao hopes that You Ye can protect Xia Xianyue for her in the new room. Because she has the ability, she can survive beautifully even if she faces unknown circumstances in the new room, and even protect Xia Xianyue.
This is selfishness.
Very selfish.
——
“···”
I had a nightmare for a long time.
I dreamed of Xia Xianyue.
With tears in her eyes, she dug hard at the roots of the tree.
"Whoosh-"
Over and over again.
After scraping hard, my nails turned over and started to bleed. I didn't care at all.
So what's underneath?
Found it.
A knife.
She picked up the thing and stabbed it into her abdomen and heart over and over again.
There is blood everywhere.
I want to ask her why she did this.
Although she didn't make a sound, she turned her face, slurred her lips, and looked at him with very hateful eyes.
"Ah Yao..."
"You couldn't save me."
“···”
woke up.
Su Yao felt wet all over.
I subconsciously touched my back and found that it was covered in cold sweat.
Looking around, I am still in my room.
Read the file?
But I didn’t see the file loading prompt.
"Crack."
I can't get rid of my dependence on cigarettes, and I habitually grab one from the cigarette box on the cabinet.
Um?
This lighter...
There were also scraps of rope on it, which were scorched black when he burned the rope that bound his feet.
In other words, even if you read the file, you will not go back to March.
even···
Su Yao left the room directly and saw blood stains on the edge of the sofa that had not been cleaned up.
Picking up the mobile phone on the coffee table, the time displayed on it was yesterday, May 29th.
Not dead?
Even if you were bitten like that, you wouldn't die?
Su Yao went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. He didn't find any scars on his neck, but he found several blood stains on the shirt he was wearing. It seemed that he was injured above the collar and spilled it.
"call--"
Su Yao took a long drag on the cigarette and found something sticky when he fiddled with his hair.
It seems like mouth, water?
In other words, it is not dead or loaded.
"Yuye?"
Su Yao came out of the bathroom and tried to shout, but didn't get any response.
This is normal. If it was really there, you would have seen it when you left the room.
"Whoosh-"
When the floor-to-ceiling curtains on the balcony swung, Su Yao discovered that there was a mark there.
There is a little blood stain.
Those are traces of the tail being touched, and there are also traces on the balcony handrails.
It seems that You Ye left from here.
"What on earth is..."
Su Yao suddenly remembered something and turned to look at the coffee table.
There is a box on top. It was delivered on the 16th and is dedicated to good people. I took the business card in it that day and stuffed it into the drawer again.
There's no way I would put it there intentionally.
“···”
Su Yao walked over, sat on the sofa, and opened the box.
There was still the strange black silk that was delivered on the 16th. In addition, I thought there was also a piece of diary paper with the corners torn out not neatly.
[I'm sorry, big brother, Youye really did a lot of wrong things]
[It even got out of control again.]
【Youye...probably very useless.】
【Um.】
[Youye accepted the big brother’s proposal, and Youye is willing to disappear]
【So, big brother!】
[Please come back to the place where you first met you after eight o'clock in the evening to take you home with you]
[Also, Youye is hungry. I need to bring some delicious imported dried fish.]
[Don’t come early because you miss Yu Ye so much? Big brother should be on time just like you taught Yu Ye. 】
“···”
"call···"
Staring at the crooked handwriting on the note, Su Yao took a deep drag on the cigarette.
I feel puzzled.
I always feel like something is wrong.
But this is undoubtedly Yu Ye's handwriting specifically for her. Well, she can copy anyone's notes, but she will use her own "Yu Ye's twisted font" in front of herself.
I can't understand.
But there's no need to worry, at least Su Yao doesn't believe that what he sees this time will be a corpse.
Wait until we meet again and think about how to communicate.
This thing must always go on.
“···”
The world in our sight has become more and more distorted. Soon it will be time to cycle again, and everything will happen again.
Who says you can’t think?
It's just that Su Yao forced herself not to think about what it would be like when Xia Xianyue arrived in another room.
What will it be like?
What will happen?
Will you have a good time?
Are you still as good as Lin Xiaowan?
None of this is known.
Su Yao rubbed her temples and went to take a shower again. When she came out to change clothes, she found that the closet was empty.
ah.
After all, Xia Xianyue and things related to her have been eliminated from this world.
Speaking of which, it's a little strange that he can still remember her and Youye can still remember her.
You mean, would it be better not to remember?
no.
Even if it's painful enough...Su Yao would rather remember those precious things and the people he cherishes. How pitiful it would be if the memory was gone?
Only then did I realize that there were only old clothes in the closet. The new trendy styles seemed to have been selected by Xia Xianyue.
have to.
Su Yao randomly picked out a casual suit and opened the refrigerator. The imported dried fish that You Ye wanted was there, but it was not the freshest.
After looking at the wrinkled clothes on his body, Su Yao simply went out.
Xia Xianyue bought herself the same clothes she had matched before, and then went to the supermarket to buy Youye's favorite imported dried fish that was just on sale today.
I felt a little nostalgic when I saw the cans, so I picked up a few cans. However, these cans were different from the cheap sardine cans back then, they were higher-end and more expensive.
Buy another pack of cigarettes and four or five cans of beer.
Su Yao thought that he might have to stop on that hillside for a while tonight. If he had a beer to pass the time, he might be able to talk more smoothly.
Return home.
While waiting, a small episode occurred.
There is a girl I don’t know, and the comment message is ‘Hello, I am a newcomer under the editor of xx. I am the same editor as you. I like your writing style very much, and the works I write now are also based on yours.
I've changed it, can I add you as a friend to ask some questions?'
Where is the spare time?
Su Yao chose to ignore it.
But somehow I found that the manuscript I wrote was not affected, and Xia Xianyue in it, under the pseudonym Xia Li, was still alive.
Opening the notebook, the 2D animation Youye made for Xia Xianyue in order to explain what happened to him was still there.
'The eldest brother will kill himself with one blow of the knife.'
‘···’
'The eldest brother hid in the bathroom and cried while killing himself, while the stupid woman was outside and didn't know anything.'
‘···’
'Big brother said to the stupid woman, get out. I just like You Ye now and hate you very much. Get out now.'
‘···’
'Big brother asked Youye what to do with these fish that he rode on. Of course Youye thought that they should be eaten after using them.'
‘···’
"The eldest brother came to find Youye who had become a monster. At that time, he told Youye very intimately that I was wearing a purple gold crown with a three-pronged hair, a Xichuan red cotton hundred-flower robe on my body, and an animal mask with a head-swallowing chain armor tied at the waist.
Su Yao, with his exquisite lion belt, holding Fang Tian's painted halberd, sitting down and neighing in the wind, the red rabbit horse...'
‘···’
At that time, I thought it was completely nonsense.
But now.
"ha···"
I don't know why, but I always feel a little sad.
Tears fell uncontrollably.
It doesn't matter now, right?
No one is there, no one can see it.
Just release it a little bit.
'Although the eldest brother sometimes teaches Youye very harshly, Youye knows that the eldest brother actually loves Youye very much.'
‘···’
'Big brother likes Youye's tail very much, hehe, Youye also likes big brother to touch Youye's tail. But sister can't touch Youye's tail casually, Youye will not mate with her sister.'
‘···’
'You don't know about this, do you? Hum hum, this is my time and Ah Yao's time.'
Huh?
Why···
Why does her voice still exist?
‘At that time, Ah Yao just banged me against the wall. Ah, you don’t even know what the wall-dong means? It was so intimate that he pushed me against the wall and looked into my eyes...’
‘Say, please be my girlfriend. Yeah, I always feel incredible and very happy.’
'You said Ah Yao likes your tail. Although I don't have a tail, I have this!'
'That idiot Ah Yao, as long as I sit on the edge, he will touch my baby canteen unconsciously.'
'Wow! Why are you biting, Xiao Youye!'
‘···’
Maybe because it's a synthesized sound?
Specifically processed to fit the video.
I don’t know.
I just feel like hearing this voice now makes me miss it so much.
Can't be seen.
There is no contact information, and I can’t even see the photos. I can only look at the Q version of Xia Xianyue in the video.
Yu Ye may have done the painting with a little guilt, but he painted it carefully. It's very similar.
"Ahhh."
I haven't been so completely released in a long time.
It doesn't matter, no one can be seen here anyway.
Weak things can be dealt with here. When it comes to facing You Ye, you can't be so cowardly even if you rely on yourself. What kind of guardian is that? What kind of reliance is it?
——
Finally, it was half past seven.
Su Yao calculated the time and took a taxi at the entrance of the community to the agreed place.
The time we arrived was 7:52, eight minutes earlier than agreed.
What You Ye said about Su Yao's teachings was that you should not make an appointment too early to cause inexplicable psychological burden on people, nor should you delay the time and let others wait. It is best to make an appointment thirty to ten minutes in advance.
, this is suitable for everyone.
The renovated hillside was less dirty, and the greening had been redone. I still remember that it was under the streetlight here that You Ye suddenly asked herself if she wanted a child or something.
I guess I did the same thing later.
Um?
Now that I think about it ten years later, when the child was that age, maybe Youye deliberately stopped blocking his genes after returning here, or maybe he saved them at that time. Then there were Ozawa and Oguri.
Who knows...
Can't tell.
Su Yao looked around, but after losing the entry, he only looked for it with his naked eyes. He couldn't see anything, and he felt a little nauseous.
It's eight o'clock, but Youye hasn't shown up yet.
What are you doing?
It can't be that You Ye lets his own pigeons go, right?
There's no need to leave a note, just disappear. It's not her style to leave a note asking for a meeting and then disappear.
20.12 points.
Su Yao still didn't wait for You Ye to come out.
No one is around.
"Crack."
He lit a cigarette and looked around with a frown.
The strange overlapping and distorted scenes from time to time are really uncomfortable to watch.
"Yuye?"
"are u there?"
"If you are here, stop playing and come out first. I know you didn't mean what happened before, and I don't intend to blame you. Don't worry."
"Stop making trouble and come out quickly."
"If you don't come out again, I will really feel the need to teach you a lesson."
“···”
But no matter what Su Yao said, no one came out.
"You really can't come out?"
"Then I'll leave."
It seems that Youye was hiding in the shadows because she was worried about something or because she was crying and didn't know how to face herself.
If you were pretending to leave like this, you should have come out, right?
But even so, I still didn't hear any sound.
"Whoosh-"
The wind blew through the tops of the leaves, making a sound.
Su Yao felt a slight chill. The smoke was gone, and her hands were a little hot.
"What on earth is..."
Su Yao frowned and simply sat down on the ground, sitting on the lawn as if he had just met him for the first time.
Peeking into the shadows, no matter how I looked, there was no petite shadow there.
"Crack."
Open the beer can.
Su Yao took a swig.
Just looking at the night sky, the weather seems to be good today, and there are many stars.
I remembered something again.
You Ye left at that time, and Xia Xianyue became a vegetative person and stayed in bed for more than a year.
Ahhh.
He planned to push her and carry her up here to commit suicide.
What's the result?
It's funny, why do you admire your own unparalleled courage? You are just having fun with yourself.
Is that true now?
Playing happily.
That's not bad either.
It doesn't matter how they play with themselves, as long as they can no longer experience misfortune.
It's really gentle to think so.
Obviously at first I was scared to death of You Ye and annoyed to death of Xia Xianyue. But now it has become like this.
What a contradiction.
If it doesn't come out again, maybe the only choice for me is to load the file and cycle again.
But this time, as You Ye, without Xia Xianyue, it is impossible not to know that something is going to happen...
It might be even harder to convince.
Ah, this is really troublesome.
"Gulu——"
After taking another sip of beer, Su Yao felt a little tipsy.
Think, maybe this is the legend that people who want to get drunk can get drunk quickly?
Who knows.
"Rustling, rustling..."
Inexplicably, I heard something moving behind me.
"Pap..."
I heard someone's footsteps again.
"I thought you wouldn't show up."
Su Yao breathed a sigh of relief and turned around. What he saw was no longer the monster that wanted to eat him, but You Ye who was wearing a pure white dress.
However, the pure white dress was somewhat dirty, and it looked like it had been in a sewer or something.
"Didn't I tell you not to get dirty by wearing white clothes like this?"
It's not that he is blaming, Su Yao just wants to make the atmosphere a little more relaxed.
“···”
But Youye didn't say anything, his eyes just fell directly on the imported dried fish in Su Yao's bag.
"Gudong——"
Seeing her, he couldn't help but swallow his saliva. The tail on his back was also swaying.
"Are you hungry?"
Su Yao took out the sealed dried fish from the bag and wanted to hand it to her.
"!"
But she instantly took two steps back, hesitating to move a large amount of Su Yao and the dried fish in his hand.
"Yuye?"
Su Yao finally realized something was wrong.
“···”
Youye didn't respond to the call, and finally took out the hand that had been hidden behind his back.
"Zhizhizhi——"
It was a mouse whose mouth was covered. As soon as it was released, it screamed crazily and tried to break free.
"Crack-"
She twisted her little hand and the mouse made no sound.
His eyes were alert, and he hesitated for a while before handing the mouse to Su Yao. His eyes were fixed on the dried fish in Su Yao's hand.
“···”
Su Yao was really stunned for a long time, and then looked at her with an incomprehensible look, "You... do you want to trade me with a mouse for this?"
“···”
She nodded.
The moment he took the mouse, he saw her sitting a little far away from him happily eating dried fish.
Su Yao knew.
You Ye...has forgotten himself.
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