Although she couldn't remember it, Su Yao was sure that she loved him deeply.
From the details, from the movements, from the expressions, you can feel the clear love everywhere.
It doesn't feel like a pretense.
But why?
"Buzz-"
The phone rang.
The text message has arrived.
I didn't see the content, I just saw the caller number.
"Puff——"
The cell phone on the old folding table in the bedroom was vibrating again.
He was stabbed without warning.
"Hey, hey."
If you think about it, if she only remembers many good memories, such as the first time we met, it would be emotionally unfair to some extent.
Qiao Qing said that she didn't say anything about the problem with his head, and she wanted him to choose whether to tell it or not.
Just knowing that she is indeed an important person to him is enough.
Yesterday, Su Yao was unsure about the distance between him and her, and now it's the same. He didn't know whether to get closer or just let nature take its course.
"It's really great! It will definitely be easier if you can come!"
In short, Su Yao stayed at home until 6:30 in the afternoon, then went outside to eat rice bowl and then went to the restaurant.
"Crack-"
"It doesn't matter···"
She closed the book. It seemed to be a physics textbook.
"Thanks a lot."
【Senior, I’m going to school.】
"Ah, it's almost done."
She's not outside either.
Is your attitude towards her relatively cold?
That's not right either.
The environment is obviously unfamiliar, but it feels inexplicably familiar.
Have no idea what she is talking about.
The text is followed by a cute bunny emoticon.
[Senior, I’ll wait for you at the gate of the university.]
With Qiao Qing's appearance and personality, it's probably pretty easy to find any kind of boy. Besides, she doesn't need a bride price.
The pink bow hair accessory is tied up in the back of her bun. Her long straight hair is like the first snow in winter falling slowly, and her straight bangs make her look very well-behaved.
【good.】
"Last night, the senior was very gentle to me..."
Su Yao had no reason to refuse.
the next day.
"I feel like there's nothing wrong with it."
I turned on my computer and found that I had contacted the editor and was writing an article.
To put it bluntly, maybe the direct contact last night gave him an inexplicable sense of reality and warmth. It might make the relationship that was still at a certain point instantly leap forward, but that doesn't matter.
Unreserved words.
"Then what, you..."
Of course she noticed the restaurant manager standing next to Su Yao.
If she could remember even a little bit... she would probably be very happy?
But the wish is beautiful, but the reality is cruel.
She was only wearing shorts. There was a faint scent of a girl under the quilt. Her long hair was definitely not her own.
Su Yao stared in her direction and said sheepishly, "I didn't say it before for some reasons, but that's it, she is my girlfriend."
Very brief words.
"Yes, she is still in high school, right?"
Having no memory is not a big problem, and you are not alone.
Kill yourself?
"Senior didn't remember anything about them at all."
The store manager waved his hand with a smile and stared at Qiao Qing for a while, "It seems that my employees have good taste. They are really cute and capable."
But when he saw an inappropriate number that he didn't want his senior to see, he killed his senior.
Now we are just chatting online, I don’t know what it will be like meeting in real life.
It really happened.
After that, go straight back to the apartment.
[If you ask me, seniors should be more honest...]
Why did he kill himself so easily and then lie next to him crying?
"ah!"
Su Yao struggled for a long time, then picked up the harmonica and tried to play Where the Stars Are.
When she returned to the store, she sat on the packed seat in the corner and took out a book from her shoulder bag to review.
After work was over, Su Yao walked over to her.
It's really ugly.
I don’t have the guts and perseverance to read files in a self-torturing way like my seniors.
Qiao Qing stared at Su Yao quietly, and gradually she no longer saw the rise and fall of his chest, nor did he breathe when touched.
"That's great, I'm envious. If it weren't for the quarrel in the end about the one I talked about last year, I wouldn't have known that her ex was in the double digits. I'm still sad. The person has already found a new partner. It's good next year, but not so much next year.
Very considerate and easy to coax."
"Can I take a short walk?"
When the store manager turned around, Su Yao saw her smiling softly at him.
"Maybe, maybe?"
Consciousness began to blur.
It's just such a small request.
"Do you still want to show off? I said why you two seemed to be angry when you met. Let me think about it, she wanted to work part-time at the same place as you, but you didn't want to. She just came here to care for herself and started a conflict.
She left suddenly, did you ask her to leave?"
"Buzz-"
Is it a sense of pride?
My mind started to get confused.
The store manager suddenly looked towards the opposite intersection. The light just turned green now.
Although the noodles were completely cold and even a little lumpy, they tasted pretty good.
You can start over.
It doesn't matter.
“···”
"Don't be shy, I've been here before."
"Really, like me."
Although her ears were starting to turn red, she could clearly detect the light and fluttering emotion in it that made her chest feel as warm as feathers fluttering.
"I thought you weren't even here!"
"Can you come to work tomorrow... or not tonight?"
"Then what, Xiao Qiao, can you just sit in the store and wait for a while? It will be over in about ten minutes."
I worked until the end of the evening rush hour and then finished at 11 o'clock.
"I told you it didn't matter on the phone before. Besides, I already know about your situation now, and I don't care anymore."
Qiao Qing stepped over slightly cautiously, with a student-like shoulder bag slung over her shoulder.
"Walking, does it really matter?"
Speaking of chat history.
"Oh, it's a promise that only appears in TV dramas, and then what? How far has it progressed now?"
A few seconds after she disappeared at the station entrance, a message came from Su Yao's cell phone.
"Today's seniors don't know anything, and their answers don't count."
"No, and I came without saying anything in advance."
"If I had told you earlier, I wouldn't have said anything."
The conspicuous mark means that the picture in the memory actually exists.
"Senior."
I took some sleeping pills. This was how I read files before.
"Are you feeling better already?"
[Hmm! Let’s talk after the senior gets off work.]
Specifically, I didn't think of anything in my head, but my hands moved on their own. When I came back to my senses, the work was completed.
"She must be her first love, right?"
Su Yao didn't light up the cigarette, but quietly watched the fewer and fewer passers-by outside the restaurant.
Feel the fleeting soft touch.
“···”
I can only say it to myself every moment.
"?"
Not holding hands like yesterday.
“···”
"Senior...have you remembered it again?"
But if I really have to ask, I feel like it will make the atmosphere awkward.
Walking side by side on the road, Su Yao noticed that her walking posture was a little strange.
"Senior, can you close your eyes?"
I was also surprised.
"I can finally relax a little bit today... Phew."
He obviously did something like that last night!
But she didn't show any special emotions and was still very calm.
Also responded naturally.
——
Those jewel-like pupils seemed to see through Su Yao, gazing at him tenderly.
“···”
"Before?"
It was already nine o'clock in the morning when Su Yao woke up.
“···”
Nostalgic.
How good is it to live in a cramped apartment?
"Really."
"Even though the channel has been closed, information can still pour in."
And I can't be called handsome at all, and my family's condition... I need to come here part-time to make money, which is definitely not good.
Hospital···
Why don't you plan to send yourself there?
Why does his girlfriend, who obviously wants to protect her, just look at him indifferently?
"The last train is almost here."
Not right either.
they?
"I would like to say that it doesn't matter if you take a few more days off, but we are really too busy now. We are already short of manpower, and we are missing a capable person like you."
When others said this, Su Yao felt a little frivolous unconsciously.
“···”
After hesitating for a moment, Su Yao said directly.
"Thank you, store manager..."
I can't see her clearly.
“···”
The memories in my head gradually revived.
The store manager shook the cigarette ashes and said, "By the way, are you dating that part-time student from before?"
[But the senior doesn’t plan to confess that there is something wrong with his head, wouldn’t it be very difficult? 】
【Senior, can I come to your house today?】
He spoke in a very small voice.
"···sorry."
"Hey."
I sat there and read a book very seriously. No matter how I looked at it, I looked like a top student.
"Wait a moment, I will ask the senior again..."
She wanted to light a cigarette, but thinking that this was her home, Su Yao went to the balcony to make a phone call.
As his thoughts became clearer, Su Yao silently opened a corner of the quilt.
No hatred can arise.
"Are you okay with your health?"
Su Yao closed the door and sent a message to Qiao Qing saying that he was leaving.
There is a note on the side.
"Wow, you're finally here!"
"Senior, are you okay now?"
Because she doesn’t even know why she exists in this world, so all the information depends on her.
She blushed instantly, lowered her head and remained silent for a moment before quietly holding Su Yao's hand.
When Su Yao wanted to respond, she was interrupted first.
Everything can be done again here.
Send her to the station.
Occasionally, I would see myself sending her some cute expressions, such as the little bunny wagging tail expression. It was quite embarrassing.
"I felt that you were not in a good state at first, and then you seemed to suddenly cheer up. Didn't you force yourself?"
Of course, you will also pay attention to the departure time. The last train is at 23.10.
"this···"
"Really not, I just haven't been here for a few days and my hands are a little rusty."
[Let’s see first. If it doesn’t work, I’ll have to confess. 】
I feel that she is quite positive, but my reply is a bit slow.
But the knife inserted into the chest was real. The warm liquid spreading from the chest and staining the clothes was also real.
jealous.
"...Gu, uh."
"yes."
"Hey, there's no need for this."
"I'm really sorry..."
Su Yao smoked a cigarette lightly and said, "I can come in the evening."
"Not yet."
She did not invite Su Yao to her home, nor did she go home with Su Yao.
Su Yao told her that she was going to go to the restaurant in the evening and continue working normally, and she had no objection.
“···”
The early shift workers had left an hour ago, leaving only a few latecomers in the store.
"Are you talking to her?"
There are all the time and other chat records.
[Senior, good night. You can’t stay up late.]
An unfamiliar environment, whether it is the bed, the ceiling, or the furnishings in the house.
He lay next to Su Yao and curled up beside him. He looked at his face and stroked his cheek. The touch felt a little rough.
"Is that the girl who worked in this store before?"
'Senior, can I have a little more time?'
"What's wrong with high school students? Nowadays, if you want to find a girlfriend, you have to go to high school. There is no such thing as simplicity in college. Let alone society."
To be honest, Su Yao didn't understand what she was talking about at all.
I really don't understand.
[Senior, I made curry rice today and I will send you one later. When will you get off work? 】
···
After struggling for a while, Su Yao gave up.
Who are they?
【···】
A little before noon, Qiao Qing sent back a message.
The store manager sighed, "Do you think I'm being old-fashioned here? I've always believed that age doesn't matter as long as you're in love. Of course, anyone under 16 is exempt. You don't have to feel embarrassed. I think you two are pretty good."
What is this?
Su Yao didn't think people who came here would be so gossipy.
It's like I have muscle memory to play the music and I can play it very skillfully after just a few plays, but I can't remember it at all.
"Well···"
Su Yao also tried to recall things about her.
They didn't need to tell Su Yao to know that although Qiao Qing didn't dress up much now and wasn't particularly outstanding, in a year or two she would definitely be a flower of the high mountains.
She patted Su Yao on the shoulder, "Is there any agreement that we can only officially fall in love or live together after graduation?"
But when I opened the wps document and saw the story inside, I was completely blind.
dead.
Such self-comfort, even though I know this is a one-sided bondage.
This is the only thing I can't believe. What are you resisting subconsciously?
Why can't I feel afraid?
Find the number of the restaurant manager from the address book.
"Senior will not die..."
Su Yao took a special look at the chat history between himself and Qiao Qing.
They are happier than themselves. Even if they can't see it, they still have the love that they can't get.
The blurry figure under the streetlight crossed the zebra crossing and became clearer and clearer.
No.
Su Yao stopped where she was and watched her enter the station.
"Is that your little girlfriend across the way?"
The lovely girlfriend who was a few years younger than him was nestled in his arms just now, and he had sworn to protect her and let her live a good life.
"Huh?"
Breakfast was left on the dining table in the living room, which was a piece of fried noodles that smelled very fragrant.
Then, let the consciousness dissipate.
"Okay, Su Yao, since your little girlfriend is here, hurry up and finish the last steps and get off work."
But it's quite strange.
She lit a lady's cigarette and puffed lightly.
night?
"That's great. She's still a high school student, right?"
"I, really like senior."
What followed was just small talk.
[It’s okay if the senior wants to stay here forever, but the senior must remember to explain the situation to the place where he works. My time to help with the leave will end the day after tomorrow. 】
He showed an awkward smile again, "Store manager..."
Won't you die?
"For, for...what?"
"Buzz-"
have no idea.
Since you have entered the store and sat down, of course you can't be seen by others.
"Well, my work is almost over. I'll leave the rest of taking out the trash to them."
Shouldn't people be afraid when they are about to die?
"It's you, you've been waiting for a long time."
The store manager didn't leave, but invited Su Yao to smoke outside the restaurant.
"I thought it was over."
He killed the senior with his own hands.
To be honest, Su Yao didn't feel relaxed at all when he said this to people he didn't know at all in the restaurant.
Are the original purpose and what we are doing now the same or the opposite?
Seeing that moving expression always makes me feel very satisfied.
Different from the confusion when I first woke up in the hospital, I am very fulfilled now.
Um.
It's really great to have such a lovely girlfriend.