Su Yao really felt that the woman who called was very incompetent.
"To be honest, even if you want to lie to people, is it okay to figure out the lines before you come back?"
"Let's not talk about those fantasy science fiction stories you told me."
"I'll just ask."
"If you are really my girlfriend as you said, then why don't I know? Why have I never seen you?"
"So Ah Yao is now——"
"Shut up!"
Su Yao interrupted her directly, "Are you talking about the dream world and the real world, the love game, what kind of bad joke are you talking about?"
"It's not a bad joke, is it?"
It's really exhaustion in both a psychological and physical sense. I don't want to say or do anything.
But if it was an existence that could be thrown away by her with such a simple sentence, then there was no harm in going back like this.
···
Seriously.
Do you want to stay here until Qiao Qing comes back or opens the door?
What's that?
If you don't even give me a chance to explain, does that mean your feelings can only go so far?
I got a taxi again and told the driver to go back to my home.
What else should I say?
——
Turning around, I saw she was still on the opposite side.
"I think the senior and I need to talk."
——
"I understand what you mean. I don't want to delve into the reason."
I don't want to doubt that Qiao Qing is actually Bichi, and is now happily together with Xia Jia.
But the body moved involuntarily.
No way?
Is this the extent of being dumped by a woman?
no.
“···”
It's noisy.
If she is not at home, it means that she has no special mood about leaving a message for herself.
"I don't want to come."
The phone was hung up.
"The senior is still here."
I really don’t want to see your face at this time, and I really don’t want to say anything that I shouldn’t say.
To be honest, Su Yao hesitated for several seconds before deciding to answer.
“···”
"Um."
Is the person I love really married?
Can't see clearly.
"Buzz."
"But in the end, my mood didn't change even if I stayed until morning."
Why do you want to stop yourself at this time?
"You can take a taxi home later, or ask your girlfriend to pick you up. I'll go back and take your place."
Even my health was very bad, as if I had just gone to the hospital and nothing had relieved me except that my forehead was no longer so hot.
The wind blew across my face, it was bone-chilling, and my body was shivering.
"Do you need a reason?"
Qiao Qing shook her head, "It's fine here."
It seems that the side effects of being brave and coming out of the house are coming. So does the accelerated infusion have any effect?
Very little.
Now that I think about it, even if the crazy woman called me, I wouldn’t really blame her.
"I don't have any feelings for senior..."
I feel like this is really a mother-in-law, very cool.
"yes."
Can't sleep.
He must be in a daze and his head is completely messed up.
"Got a cold?"
"Dong dong——"
silence.
Did you say something?
"I will always be here waiting for you, senior."
Want to see.
A two-bag bag would normally take two hours to lose, but Su Yao finished it in one hour.
If you want to refuse, don't ask for something inexplicable like a destination, because for me, the best destination is right in front of me.
Unacceptable.
“···”
"I thought it would end like this. There is a destination that is more suitable for seniors. A destination that is many times better than mine."
"To be honest, if you have problems in your position, I will have more things to worry about."
The visual lines began to distort and overlap, like an earthquake. A nauseating dizziness.
It's a phone call that never goes through.
“···”
Don't want to care.
My head is also dizzy.
He looked away, took out another cigarette and lit it.
"Need not."
"It's hard to say."
What else is there to say?
To be honest, Su Yao felt that Qiao Qing was annoying in some way for the first time.
Ahhh.
"It's me."
“···”
"Ah, that's enough!"
The nurse didn't bother to pay attention to anything the nurse said.
it's over.
she said.
"I...ha, if you are abroad, I advise you to come back early and stop harming your compatriots."
We walked over and reached the other side before the green light ended.
"Has big data become so outrageous now? You can easily find out what I wrote."
There is also an increasingly clear fear of losing something.
WeChat still failed to pass verification.
My head was feeling dizzy. Because the place name was not clear, the driver took the wrong route and went around twice, and said he would charge more. It was really troublesome.
Does the person I love really have no feelings for me at all?
The store manager asked as he passed by.
Even though it was a complete lunatic, it was a lunatic that could make Qiao Qing so angry that she wanted to break up with him. If he continued to stay here and did nothing, the situation might get worse and worse.
I took a taxi home and went to sleep.
"no."
"But there must be something wrong with your brain."
I wanted to explain it clearly right away, but it was really hard to feel the thorn in my heart.
“···”
Don't want to go to work.
"False, false...like a game of house."
But why does it feel so heavy?
It's as if even this body doesn't belong to him.
calm.
"Rather than being sorry, I want to know why."
“···”
"I'm not a devil who has to force employees to go to work even if they're sick. Just tell them if you're not feeling well!"
intersection.
"Senior, when you say this...is it a confession?"
"You are in danger!"
It doesn't matter.
Just like the cold expression when he was doing that kind of thing with himself, he was actually such a decisive person, not intending to listen to what he had to say, and at this time he relaxed and went out for a walk.
What can I say if I have to go out on my own?
The wind at night made it colder than during the day.
"No, it's not! Ah Yao now——"
Got an answer.
is that so?
Her thin black hair hangs down on her snow-white cheeks, outlining complex patterns.
Wearing furry gloves on the hands, it looks perfect from start to finish.
It’s not just that my nose is blocked and my body is getting more and more uncomfortable, but there are other things as well.
Can't hear clearly.
During the infusion, Su Yao didn't know what he was conflicting about. There were only two choices.
Su Yao felt weak all over.
Su Yao stayed for a while before taking out his cell phone and trying to call Qiao Qing.
Su Yao paused, "If you really want to meet today, you can come to my house. I mean, if you want."
"I called back to ask about this phone call. It was a crazy woman I didn't know. I want to know, is it because of her?"
The time has also come.
I want to understand the so-called reasons. I think that you need a reason to love someone, and you also need a reason to leave. This is unfair to me.
Don't want to pay attention.
She turned around and looked at the closed flower shop behind her, "I'm sorry for saying that suddenly."
The body is very tired.
"You have to make things clear, right?"
"pedestrian mall."
"Senior, did you catch a cold? Your voice seems to have changed."
Because I know that even if I don't go to work, I won't be able to see Qiao Qing.
Su Yao frowned, "Then you have to give a reason, right?"
After the driver drove away, I took a deep breath.
“···”
"Where?"
Finally arrived at her house.
My mood was really bad.
She stretched out her hand and frowned instantly, "You have a fever! It's so hot. Stop doing it and go to the hospital quickly."
"Thank you for the good guy card."
This is just like ordinary girls getting into trouble, it's definitely a common thing, it's not a big problem, as long as it's explained clearly.
Su Yao stared at her face. There was no expression on it, she was just spying on the passing vehicles. The falling snow on her uniform was replaced with new ones.
“···”
What are you talking about?
I thought about borrowing someone else's cell phone to make a call.
Is it possible that I have to commit suicide because I fell out of love?
It's too disrespectful. There is no such thing.
···
She is not very old, so she is most likely her first love. She does not have much experience.
My body is bone-chilling and my heart is even colder.
Knock on the door.
It’s not clear whether it’s the remnant of not wanting to lose that was left before the amnesia, or whether it’s the feeling of not wanting to lose the warmth that we’re used to because of these days of getting along.
Even if she said that, she must have waited for half an hour, and she would have left in disappointment within an hour at most, right?
wait.
"A little bit, nothing serious."
But why did Qiao Qing just say that sentence without even giving herself a chance to explain?
Qiao originally planned to send Su Yao back in the name of asking him to come to the intersection to explain things clearly, but Su Yao made him give up with his sincere words.
think.
Just want to go back.
There are sluggish nerves that finally transmit signals to the brain.
It finally became a green light.
It's just a crazy woman who made trouble on the phone like this.
As long as you go from here to the main road around the corner and take a taxi home, you'll be fine when you get home and nothing will happen.
Su Yao peered into the pedestrian street and said, "There seems to be some shops open over there. Let's go over there and see which shop we can enter to chat."
"must."
"···Feel sorry."
Her tone became more and more natural, "In this case, I will send a seat to the senior."
"That's when I suddenly realized I didn't like it that much."
I want to know.
Neuropathy.
"Dong dong——"
Qiao Qing smiled slightly, "I'm serious, people like seniors should have a better destination instead of being tied up by people like me."
——
"Ask you again."
"Trying to lie to me about the contents of my novel? I really...well, even if you can find out that I have been hospitalized recently and have lost my memory, you can't lie to me like a fool, right?"
Su Yao tried his best to make an apologetic expression towards the driver, indicating that he did not need to take the car for the time being.
lose.
The red light is flashing.
No matter how many times I hit it.
"no."
shaky.
"Yeah, I got it."
What were you thinking about when you put on your coat?
This spot only has emergency services.
Sit in a chair and give the infusion.
“···”
She said without any hesitation, "The senior is a good person. Because of this, I don't want to deceive the senior anymore, and I can't continue acting."
"Senior, have you gone to work today?"
"It won't be too busy, I'll drive you there."
If you really have to wait, just wait there all night!
If you really do that, I can kneel down to you tomorrow.
"Dong dong——"
"But now I should be able to explain my feelings for you clearly. Why do emotional matters involve the destination? What kind of destination is the best for me should be decided by me, not you.
.”
"What's wrong with it? I can't figure it out, but I tried to change it, so I went to my senior's house."
As I am older, I should be more considerate of her in these places.
Let’s talk about it after you wake up, maybe there will be changes after you wake up.
After thinking this, although Su Yao was still in a low mood, he finished the rest of his breakfast, changed his clothes and went to the restaurant.
I didn’t know that I did it because I wanted to be an invisible guardian.
“···”
"I want to talk here."
Is it a psychological effect or is it reality?
Don't understand.
"Because of me?"
"If the other party says, 'I'm not the best destination for you,' that's probably nonsense. The underlying meaning is that you're not suitable for me, so find someone else."
If you do nothing, you may really lose it.
bother.
But why are you waving your hands at yourself?
The figures in sight and the intersecting car lights, the green lights swaying.
Although his head was still groggy, Su Yao wanted to communicate, "My mobile phone shows that there was a call that was answered for 47 seconds this morning. Was it you who answered it?"
I didn't have any problems in the morning, but from the afternoon I started to feel more and more tired and dizzy.
Then Su Yao stopped waiting and took steps as soon as the light turned green.
Su Yao unconsciously took out a cigarette and lit it, "Ask yourself, I didn't do anything wrong, so I have to be treated like this by you?"
No one responded.
Su Yao hung up the phone directly.
But after Su Yao set up to reject all calls, no calls could be made from there.
I am like a newborn baby. I have only seen her and felt the warmth from her when she was born. That warmth makes people attached, but now it suddenly ceases to exist for no reason.
"Senior will understand when you come."
“···”
"Why--"
"call--"
"ha···"
Are you such an untrustworthy person? Just a few words from a lunatic and break up with you?
No matter what, you should ask yourself clearly before making a decision, right?
"But I still want to say one more thing."
I simply asked the doctor to diagnose me and it was confirmed that I had a severe cold. The cause was probably the cold shower I took yesterday.
"——"
“···”
Still can't get through.
Communicating with such an idiot made him feel extremely bad.
Su Yao exhaled the hot breath and looked at the cold, dark night sky, "I plan to go home and sleep. Let's talk about anything tomorrow."
"···Hospital?"
Go to that place.
"Tomorrow? Is the senior angry?"
Slowly and staggering back.
Go back to sleep.
Su Yao opened his mouth, wanting to say something but nothing came out.
"It seems..."
So, Su Yao threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, walked to the zebra crossing, and turned his back to her.
Because there are very few people in this spot now, Su Yao can easily spot Qiao Qing.
He was waving his hand in his direction again.
Light snow fell like goose feathers from the endless night sky.
It was a call that came unexpectedly just as I was taking a taxi.
No matter whether it was a gentle knock or a hard slap, no one responded.
Really sad.
"Is it playing house?"
The voice in the receiver was equally calm, and the words that seemed to be concerned seemed to have completely lost their usual warmth.
Even his vision began to blur.
Su Yao is angry.
"It's the hospital."
"I think you are very good."
“Big data is very useful.”
The green light that was counting down the seconds on the opposite side began to spread out, piercing my temples like needles.
[Hello, the number you dialed is temporarily unavailable.]
"Is anyone here?"
“Does this count as giving me a good guy card?”
Perhaps it was because of my health that even my thinking was slow for a moment.
How to say?
Do you feel like you are now because of sunk costs?
There will always be a time when we meet, and it can't end with just one sentence.
Later, my nose started to runny again, and my throat was very uncomfortable. It seemed that I had tonsillitis.
Su Yao slid the infusion roller to the fastest speed.
But it was because of this kind of madness that Qiao Qing left such a message to herself. What exactly hit her and made her angry and misunderstood her?
Su Yao put her hands in her pockets to breathe in the heat and stepped over. She still stood there motionless.
She didn't stop her and just let Su Yao click on it.
"It's very emotionless. But I just said everything that needs to be said."
How might this be done?
Could it be that people don’t even need the most basic logic just to think about who they can deceive?
I don’t understand why I can call again even if I set up a blacklist.
Are you sure that you are a fat sheep? Even if the secret is revealed, you still have to be slaughtered?
I have to go to work again.
What kind of relationship is this that can be easily destroyed by a mindless phone call? Playing house?
"Whoosh-"
"I will wait here forever. The voice I heard on the phone is really cold. I still want to hear my senior's voice in reality."
I want to know.
"beep."
How long did he stand in silence for how long? He didn't realize it until the cigarette butt became hot to his hand and he came to his senses.
Eleven o'clock in the evening.
Su Yao took a puff of cigarette and said, "Well, it is indeed quite sudden."
The beautiful baby canteen, which is not too big or too small, and this slender waist. Standing there motionless, there is still a little bit of white light falling on the daily JK uniform.
This damn liar also pretended to be the same, crying and insisting on believing that kind of fantasy story. It was completely useless to try to find out what she and Qiao had talked about.
As the saying goes, if you give something, you will hate losing it.
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, as if after taking a deep breath, "Senior, can I come to a place now?"
"After you go back, you must live well."
I think this is disgusting.
But a truck happened to drive by and the noise was too loud to hear clearly.
"Ah, it's a little bit. But I'm not feeling well right now and I want to rest."
I tossed and turned several times and even got up to smoke again.
However, she ignored everything she did.
So please don't make any more noise.
——
alive?
"Don't talk about a destination this time. I'm just asking. Do you really have no feelings for me and want to be together?"
Not at home?
Still don’t want to see yourself?
Can you really explain it clearly on the phone? What should you say if you hear your own voice and hang up?
My body and brain are still very sluggish, but a sense of fear is getting clearer and clearer.
Maybe my throat is more uncomfortable, and it has something to do with the fact that I smoked two cigarettes.
She didn't finally speak until they were face to face. During this period, her gaze remained on Su Yao's face.
"Hard to say?"
"Do you want to stand here and say it?"
But is it right to do that? When others don’t want to see you, do that.
Either do nothing, or do it and make it clear.
"Na."
After arriving at the place, she went back directly.
"Senior should be very angry, right?"
I don’t want to lose it just after I have it.
Click on the location and take a taxi there.
The store manager decisively took Su Yao to the hospital.
But the body didn't seem to listen to the answer, and after a brief red light turned green again, it automatically started to move towards the opposite direction again.
"I think you are very good. This is not a lie. I do like you. Maybe it's because I've gotten used to it recently, maybe it's because of some details, but I do have such feelings."
"I have something to say about that crazy woman on the phone."
After talking about it for so long, the more I listened to it, the more familiar it became. Isn’t it the content of my own novel?
It's half past eight in the evening.
"I went, but now I have got off work early for some reasons."
Her eyes were wandering and erratic.
"Senior——"
What are you doing?
“I don’t know what state you and I were in before amnesia.”
"It sounds like I'm turning into a duck when I hear your voice."
Even if he answered the door, he was not as eager as when he knocked on the door just now. He just waited quietly.
"——"
think.
Perhaps consciousness is also in the wavy line state like the electrocardiogram.
When Su Yao walked to about the middle of the zebra crossing, she suddenly tensed up and straightened. Then, just like she said she suddenly didn't like it for no reason, her consciousness suddenly and unreasonably stopped.