"No one will watch someone die in front of them and remain indifferent."
"I really don't let you die because I don't hate you or because I am responsible. Don't you understand?"
"You understand very well. You just want to use this as an opportunity to do what you want to do."
"I don't know anything, but you know everything. It's because you know that when I say I want to know what happened in the past, you avoid the important things and only say some things that are beneficial to you."
"What do you think you were like in my mind when you threatened me with a knife?"
"A total lunatic."
"Who would fall in love with a madman? Who would like a madman who lies constantly."
"So what now."
"Want to have sex with me?"
"Okay, you also said that your body is honest. Then you do it."
"I will do it until you are satisfied, until you have the illusion that I like you. I agree. Is that okay?"
"No, that's not the case..."
"What's not like this? Aren't you ready for everything? Now it's just the last step. Come on!"
Su Yao reached out to touch her, but she suddenly avoided it.
"What are you hiding from? Don't you like being touched by me? Didn't you just say you like me?"
"keep going."
“···”
"sorry."
She got up from Su Yao with a lonely look, picked up the underwear on the ground and put it on, then picked up her pajamas and left.
"You're planning on finding a place to die, right?"
"no···"
"I'm sorry, I already know. I messed up again and caused trouble to Ah Yao. From now on, I will disappear into Ah Yao's world. I won't die, because that will cause trouble to Ah Yao.
I will go back and sleep well, and from tomorrow on I will continue to live a life ignored by Ah Yao as before."
"Well, it's very painful. But that's the life I should live."
"Call Lin Xiaowan and ask them to pick you up."
"Um."
She made the call as promised.
Lin Xiaowan came quickly, and she was alone. When she saw Xia Xianyue, she glanced at Su Yao with hatred and didn't say anything. She comforted Xia Xianyue softly, and then took her away.
"Snapped."
After closing the door, Su Yao breathed a sigh of relief.
This time it has nothing to do with me. With Lin Xiaowan here, the previous tragedy will not happen again.
Only the wound on his hand was still burning with pain.
"Brother, do you want Youye to deal with her?"
Youye came out of the room and his eyes fell on the bandage on Su Yao's hand.
"What are you dealing with? She will have nothing to do with me from now on. This is a good thing."
"But I have to praise you for not showing up as I said."
Su Yao touched her head.
"After a while, Youye would rather make big brother angry than deal with the kind of human beings that big brother hates."
"It would be troublesome if you really do that. Go to sleep."
"Big brother has that human smell on him, it's so annoying."
Youye sniffed Su Yao's clothes.
"...Then take a shower and go to sleep."
Su Yao broke into a lot of cold sweat because of what happened just now.
After coming out of the bath, You Ye said that she wanted to see the animal world and asked Su Yao to watch it with her. Su Yao felt that she was acting like a child, but he happened to be a little sleepy, so he watched it with her for a while.
sleep.
When I woke up the next day, everything was normal.
That's not right. At least when he woke up, he realized that his phone had been smashed. The screen was completely cracked, as was the back cover, but it was still usable. He had no money to buy a phone now.
Su Yao received a call while having breakfast.
It's from the inspector.
"Why don't you answer the phone? Anyway, there are some things that require you to come to the Inspectorate immediately."
Inspector?
Still not answering?
Su Yao's mind was in a mess. He looked at the call record and found that it was indeed not there.
"Youye, did you touch my phone?"
"Well, Youye thought it was a phone call that would make big brother uncomfortable, so she deleted it."
You Ye replied.
“···”
I want to say something, but now is not the time to say that.
"I'll go out for a while, and you stay at home."
Without enough time to wait for Youye's response, Su Yao picked up his coat and rushed out of the house. He went straight to the gate of the community and took a taxi to the Dongshi Supervision Bureau.
On the second floor of the Inspectorate, I saw Lin Xiaowan squatting by the emergency exit with red eyes. When he saw Su Yao, he showed a look of complete hatred.
Su Yao ignored her and went directly into the office designated by the front desk inspector.
The thing is very simple.
After Lin Xiaowan sent Xia Xianyue home last night, she chatted with Xia Xianyue for a long time, and then slept with Xia Xianyue.
But when she woke up, Xia Xianyue had disappeared. Then she saw the suicide note and received a call from the Inspectorate.
Xia Xianyue died in a car accident. It was suicide.
The reason why Su Yao was called here was because the suicide note left by Xia Xianyue was related to him.
The inspector also showed Su Yao a suicide note written on A4 paper with beautiful fonts.
as follows:
'I must have made a mistake. The person I liked had abandoned this world that day, and I still stayed in this world like a fool.'
'Now I understand that this is a test for my timidity.'
'If it were the past, I would have been extremely scared, but I am different now. If I were to pursue the person I like and go to a new world, no matter what kind of world it is, I would have nothing to be afraid of.'
"The only one I'm sorry for is you, Xiaowan. I hope you won't be sad for me, because I didn't die. I just went to the new world to pursue the person I like. It is a beautiful world, and I will definitely live a happy life.
.'
There is no name related to Su Yao in the full text. However, based on Lin Xiaowan’s confession, I determined that the person I liked was Su Yao, so I invited Su Yao to come over and ask briefly. I don’t need to take any responsibility for this.
"Anyway, my condolences."
After finishing the note, the inspector patted Su Yao on the shoulder, and that was the end of what Su Yao needed to do about this matter.
Lin Xiaowan was still outside when he went out, apparently waiting for Su Yao.
"Su Yao, are you still a human being? Treating someone who likes you hopelessly like this."
“···”
"Didn't you say that you should be gentle and do it slowly? I also agreed. What on earth did you say to her last night! That's why she would do such a stupid thing... Wow."
"Scumbag, now that she is dead, will you be happy?"
“···”
Su Yao glanced at her who was crying again, "Are you done scolding me?"
“···”
She looked at Su Yao with hatred, "You are really a scumbag."
"Yes, I am a scumbag. You are a good person."
"I asked you to send Xia Xianyue back just to show me this kind of result? What a waste."
"Who do you think you are, and what do you know? Not knowing anything will only cause chaos. If you hadn't made Xia Xianyue aware of my thoughts for some reason, how could she have come to see me sick at night?"
"In order to prevent her from getting into trouble, I specifically asked her to call you and ask you to pick her up. I gave you the baton, and you're going to show me this result?"
"I really thought you and her were such good friends, but that's not all."
"Snapped!"
Lin Xiaowan slapped Su Yao on the face.
“···”
Su Yao didn't get angry, just looked at her, "I won't hit you."
"Even if I slap you, you are still a sinner."
"In the same way, even if you slap me, my responsibility will not disappear even a little bit. I will not waste my time fighting with you, it doesn't make any sense."
"You, just like you said to me before, just live with guilt for the rest of your life."
“···”
Lin Xiaowan stood there blankly, then sat down on the ground and cried like a child.
How could she not think that she was right to let Xia Xianyue go out and commit suicide while she was asleep? She did not put all the blame on Su Yao. Her disgust for Su Yao was real, and her disgust for herself was also real. If only she could do it again
Be more attentive.
Su Yao left the Inspectorate and walked while watching the busy traffic on the road.
For him, he actually doesn't think anyone is at fault.
A person whose thinking has become biased and goes to extremes, no matter how hard she tries, will always take the path she wants one day. No one should be responsible for what someone else does.
When it comes to responsibility, of course it has nothing to do with who I am now. What I have experienced in this world from beginning to end is almost all bad things. What do you want such a poor person to do?
This must be the last time.
If she still behaves like this next time, then I won't care about it anymore. It doesn't matter whether she dies or commits suicide, whatever happens is fine.
"Dudu."
Seeing a truck approaching, Su Yao sighed, closed his eyes and rushed over.