My parents taught me since I was little that there is no beauty in this world.
But I want to believe it.
Everyone has their own little flower, no matter if I am deformed, twisted, despicable...it doesn't matter what, I will definitely find it.
With this longing in my mind, I spent those days that were extremely painful for me.
But why?
My once best friend died because of me.
The senior I like is now experiencing misfortune because of me.
···
He clenched his fists so hard that his nails dug deep into his flesh.
That is, if it has an entity.
No matter what Su Yao thinks.
"Wait a minute! If you continue talking, I have no choice but to jump from here!"
Su Yao's face turned red and he was speechless.
"Yes."
The implication was too obvious, and Su Yao swallowed involuntarily.
oh.
【Do you want to spend money to jump to free nodes? 】
“···”
"It doesn't matter, you can go take a shower too. I'll mop the floor and it'll be ok. I haven't drunk the cup yet, so you can take it if you want. After dinner, your stomach is a little too full to drink."
[About voting for the next student president.]
In a good mood, Su Yao thought about seeing a Mixue Bingcheng store that had not yet closed, so she went to buy two cups of Bobo pearl milk tea.
I was very busy just now, so I just had time to go out for a smoke, and I happened to receive a call from Qiao Qing.
[Current node: 2015#￥#%%#%￥%%￥......?】
regret.
A bit embarrassed to apologize.
No need to look back.
"Then let's try it now. Choose any of the three above."
"Teacher, is there anything else you can do?"
It's okay to continue to boo like last time. It's all lies anyway.
"Hello?"
The feeling of guilt keeps pouring out from deep inside, even stronger than before.
Being hugged.
It is true that I always think that as long as I am self-aware and willing to accept any price with a sense of guilt, it doesn't matter how long the delay is. Therefore, I can take possession of everything my senior has.
result--
"Senior still hasn't thought of calling me by a more affectionate name."
“···”
——
"My clothes accidentally got wet this morning and I can't wear them."
"good."
The head teacher stared into her eyes and sighed after a moment, "Forget it, if it's you, then it's true. The clothes have been dried, right? If you can, I'll go back and change them at noon."
In fact, this is indeed the case. She has not caused any trouble. Compared with when Su Yao lived alone, everything is ready when she returns home.
Just want to...
Let everyone who has hurt the seniors disappear.
"Senior..."
As soon as Qiao Qing reached the door, she was stopped again.
A large number of people laid flowers at the door of the ward.
"Why do you want to apologize, senior?"
If I have entities.
"Senior... No, what do you think, husband? Are you satisfied? Or..."
“···”
"etc."
The teacher paused and waved his hand, signaling her to go.
But now, I regret it.
Because the body has been hugged tightly from behind.
"My senior asked me to use the computer casually. I accidentally saw it when I returned to the history."
Not right either.
It's really strange.
The phone was hung up.
Su Yao really made her uniform very dirty.
"It's such a coincidence. Teacher, do you want me to ask for leave today and not go to class?"
Speak clearly.
wait.
"Look, you can't do it too, can't you? It's the same for you when it comes to me. Okay, let's not talk about it for now, I have to go -"
"Choose any one?"
"I said...there's something wrong with you today."
Su Yao was a little puzzled.
He also obviously added an affectionate tone, and Su Yao got goosebumps at that moment.
It's so heartwarming, it makes your chest feel warm after listening to it.
But that was what Qiao Qing originally planned.
"Senior, aren't you blushing because there is someone next to you?"
"beep--"
"Not that much."
But only this time.
Obviously, the unprocessed uniforms left last night cannot be worn immediately even if they are washed immediately. We don’t have a high-end automatic washing machine with integrated drying and washing at home. It will definitely be too late to blow them with a hair dryer.
“···”
Just the second week after moving into Su Yao's house.
"Wait, wait! I really have something to do, so I'll hang up first!"
I watched him crying alone in an empty room.
"I obviously have a lover but I don't want to use it too much. I would rather go to the bathroom secretly——"
He didn't even bother to look at the class group, he just moved the contents of the document sent by the students and forwarded it to the student union of Dongshi High School.
It's like a cadre is facing a test.
The small baby canteen began to oppress the back of Su Yao's conscience with greater force.
“···”
There are math textbooks and test papers on the table.
No one cares about me.
“···”
There is no need to be as suspicious of such a good student as of those thorns.
‘···’
"My ears are perked up."
The time is...
"Um···"
"——"
"Welcome home."
Because at that time, the brain is secreting too much happy hormones, and the brain’s thinking is stagnant.
"I took a shower before senior came home."
In the process of falling in love, Su Yao always believed that whatever anyone said was unreliable and untrustworthy.
But I can figure it out.
“···”
[Detected that you are dead]
Just waiting -
"If you ask others to change their words, you have to change it yourself first, right?"
——
The phone vibrates.
In front of Qiao Qing was a table, sitting on the office chair that Su Yao later bought specially for her.
"What's wrong? Do you need me to bring something when I come back?"
"There will always be times when you are unable to wear your uniform to school due to some accident."
It's like something that was once lost is found again.
Now, I don't ask for anything.
Suddenly he blew a breath of hot air from his ear.
I saw him walk out of the room and come to my hospital bed with a smile as if nothing had happened.
"Senior..."
There will be no sadistic or strange requirements during the process.
"Well···"
I saw him being indifferent to everyone's malicious, positive, and all comments.
I have been waiting for words like this for three years.
"Are you going to wear your uniform tomorrow?"
She was wearing the pure white lace-trimmed lotus short-sleeves that Su Yao bought for her before, and a very beautiful light blue plaid skirt underneath. Her shoes were just the right white sneakers, and she also wore the opposite ones from last night on her legs.
Pure white silk stockings.
I watched everything my seniors did for me.
"Qiao Qing?"
Weird.
I thought I could let guilt be my motivation.
Qiao Qing still got up very early to make breakfast.
"The sign of a wooden man...this pair of shoes costs close to a thousand yuan, right?"
Qiao Qing closed the textbook in front of her, stood up, picked up her cell phone and dialed the number.
"hehe···"
"Senior is very strange."
“···”
But then he thought about it, and with Qiao's attitude towards supporting poor students and going to work-study studies, there was a high probability that it was a fake.
"Feel sorry···"
"Senior, do you feel it?"
It doesn't matter.
“···”
Because she felt that the original old computer chair was not comfortable to sit on, and the posture was unhealthy for Qiao Qing's height, so she replaced it with a new one.
Of course, Su Yao has also heard that women and men drink milk tea in completely different ways. A man can drink it in ten minutes at most, while a woman can drink a cup of milk tea for a terrifying amount of time.
"How could it be such a coincidence?"
Su Yao took the mop and said something inside before starting to mop the floor.
But I heard very light footsteps, approaching quickly.
Really regret it.
"I think I should have privacy?"
“···”
It is especially obvious today.
The warmth of being touched on the cheek is still there.
The more you cherish it, the more reluctant you will be to let it go?
The more it feels like it's coming to an end, the more I cherish it.
When I close my eyes, I can immediately clearly recall the haggard figure on the easy chair.
She hadn't finished drinking when she came out of the shower.
It's just that her tone of voice is always in sharp contrast to her usual good-natured behavior.
"It seems that senior is not ready yet, so I will choose one at random. 123.321.123...Okay, I decided to call the last one."
She put the half-cup of milk tea left on the coffee table and entered the bathroom.
After Qiao Qing left, she turned on her computer to search for trademarks that matched those on Qiao Qing's shoes.
"I want to call, um..."
"Then what..."
It's easy to hear the warm sound.
No matter what, those eyes were fixed on him and he hugged him tightly.
Qiao Qing didn't say anything, and her fingers landed on the window glass. They moved gently, drawing mist-like lines.
It wasn't obvious before.
He then looked at the recommendation form for class 2 student council president submitted by the class committee member.
"Um?"
Why do you always feel so completely insincere?
But it’s not something that requires an apology per se.
"The senior's [ ] is limp."
"Your clothes..."
'I vote for Joe!'
"It's nothing. I just suddenly miss my senior."
"Senior, are you sniffing my scent? That's a bit perverted."
It was a message from the class group.
Qiao Qing smiled.
"——"
When Su Yao eats, she drinks little by little.
"Wow--"
The legs highlighted by white are very slender and graceful, and eye-catching.
I will be serious and argue with false things. I will never tolerate it again.
"Whether it's Xiao Qiao, Xiao Qing... or my wife."
Su Yao is so clear.
My consciousness drifted strangely.
yes.
"I love you."
Just as Su Yao was drying her hair and preparing to tie up the thread, she suddenly found that a lot of the milk tea she was holding had spilled on her own baby canteen.
Back.
Humans are truly contradictory creatures.
"Senior."
It would be more meaningful to keep those pierced ear-piercing delinquents away from causing trouble. They are always looking for trouble all day long.
'Oh my, if I want to be the teacher's lackey, it has to be our monitor Qiao! I think it will work!'
I was about to hang up when the call was answered.
Didn't get a response.
Su Yao didn't have to bear the weight. She just held Su Yao's neck from behind, without any weight on her.
"I think you should get up first before—hiss."
But today is very strange.
"Please, if you press on my back, it's hard for me not to hear you, right?"
“···”
"call--"
"Old man~"
'Hehehe, I will vote for her too.'
I can say anything irresponsibly.
She smiled again and said, "I just want to say that maybe... I want to be with my senior more than I imagined."
The next day.
‘I miss my senior very much.’
"Pfft... Well, I'm a little nervous for the time being... I'll try my best?"
Just to be eye-catching.
Su Yao woke up in a daze and after washing her face and brushing her teeth, she realized that she was not in the uniform she was accustomed to. Just as she was about to say something, she immediately remembered the last thing left last night.
here we go again.
"Senior, don't think too much. What I did last night was because I wanted to wear the clothes my senior bought."
It's like going to a party, getting someone drunk and then taking the opportunity to ask them to sign a contract.
But what does this mean to me?
Almost at the same time as her words.
But Qiao Qing didn't have a good expression on her face as she said these cheerful lines, and she just looked out the window blankly.
"Uh... no wonder it smells so good."
I watched in nothingness as my body was pushed into the general ward.
——
"Just leave it there, wipe it off later or wash it with soap, then dry it with a hair dryer and it should be fine."
After all, he and she are like ordinary lovers, so it would be strange if she never acts like a spoiled child.
Can't refute.
After being together for so long, Qiao Qing basically only made phone calls because it was too late, or because Su Yao needed to bring something back. He would not call at other times. What he said was that it would not affect his work.
"beep--"
"Gudong——"
Now I will definitely cry bitterly, and I will try my best to say sorry to my senior.
It's like I've experienced this kind of thing myself, so I can spot it right away.
"Buzz-"
Those ignorant fools started making noise again.
"Don't use this tone of remembering the dead, it's unlucky."
"Senior's Google Chrome can restore historical bookmarks, and the fifth name is called Girls' High School Uniforms——"
Su Yao couldn't explain clearly how he felt about Qiao Qing.
“···”
"Can't wear both sets?"
I just want to finally do my little bit that I should have done long ago.
···
I saw him lying on the euthanasia equipment, closing his eyes without regret, waiting for death.
"Hello?"
Meals, bath water...and the indispensable 'welcome home' every day.
If you become the student council president, you will receive a subsidy.
"Isn't the clothes I'm wearing now cute?"
"But I remember that Dongshi High School has a rule that you must wear uniforms."
"Ah, yes..."
"It doesn't matter if the uniform is dirty if the seniors get it..."
“···”
"Owner?"
"Well, a little bit. But as a lover, I want to do it with my favorite senior. Is there any problem?"
"You just smell the smell, don't you feel anything else?"
I don't know when, a pair of small hands moved to Su Yao's chest. There was a cold but delicate touch.
“···”
Why are you feeling so nauseous all of a sudden today?
"I'm sorry, senior. I accidentally spilled it."
It's like the quilt unilaterally evokes a certain atmosphere.
Finally, the curve on the monitor straightened.
It was quite sensible, and the vote was almost unanimously approved by Qiao Qing.
"What's wrong?"
Sure enough, when I arrived at school, I was stopped at the door and called to notify the class teacher.
"Cute is cute..."
"Nonsense, am I that kind of person?"
Should I say it's a little bit sadistic?
"Don't you have to wear your uniform tomorrow? It's better to put it aside and don't get it dirty."
It was an extremely heavy and sincere emotion.
——
"Why do you feel shy, senior? That's not a bad thing. It's something I can do, and I'm willing to do it."
When she turned around, she saw the teacher looking directly at her shoes.
"Hmm~ Senior, don't you like me wearing such clothes?"
This is how you go to school.
I recalled the time when he married me beside the hospital bed in order to sign.
Well, for a capable student like Qiao Qing, he has a clear conscience about this subsidy. He thinks that he has done something good again.
If he was willing to spend a little time to participate in the election in the class group, or take the time to go to the class group to take a look, he might come to a different conclusion.
But now...
From the bottom of his heart, he believes that he is a good teacher and is keeping the students he likes on the right path.