As the saying goes, after three rounds of drinking, the conversation begins.
I ate quite a bit of food.
The atmosphere couldn't have been bad with Lin Xiaowan's kind of personality.
But why, the wine that I thought was completely fine at first started to get a little alcoholic at this time.
"Is this newly opened bottle of wine different?"
"What's the difference? Aren't they all the same twice?"
Lin Xiaowan took the bottle with a different packaging and showed it to Su Yao with the logo, and then said jokingly, "You two are really bad men, you are not as good as us girls."
"Especially this kid, he actually drank wine and fell down. Although I knew he was a bad drinker, I didn't expect it to be so outrageous."
"Hey, wake up, it's time to go. It's time to make room for the two newcomers."
"···ah?"
"Ah for what!"
Lin Xiaowan was so angry that she kicked her boyfriend, and then the latter staggered out with her.
"Snapped."
The door is closed.
It was already dark. Now only Xia Xianyue, whose cheeks were red, and Su Yao, who was a little taller, were left in the room.
The current situation evolved because Lin Xiaowan finally came up with an assist.
"Seeing that both of you are so worried, hurry up and confirm your relationship with me. We'll make room right now."
Xia Xianyue did not deny it.
Su Yao said nothing.
Hence the scene just now.
"Um, does Ah Yao have a headache? I'll get a towel and soak it for you."
Xia Xianyue slipped into the bathroom, her heart beating hard.
Didn't deny it.
Not only himself, but also Ah Yao didn't deny it just now.
This made her ecstatic.
"Still uncomfortable?"
"A little bit."
Su Yao leaned on the sofa, and Xia Xianyue leaned over and carefully wiped his sweat with a towel, and then applied it to his forehead.
There is a pleasant light fragrance that infects the nasal cavity.
"Ah Yao, if you want to sleep, just sleep."
“···”
For some reason, Su Yao felt the heat coming from the towel on his forehead, and when he was touched by Xia Xianyue, his consciousness became even more blurred. There were more and more ghost images.
He felt like he was being laid flat on the sofa, with a soft pillow under the back of his head.
"Wow——"
I vaguely heard the sound of water. Is it Xia Xianyue taking a bath?
It went on for a long time.
"Ah Yao?"
Xia Xianyue came to Su Yao wrapped in a bath towel.
“···”
Su Yao just glanced at her vaguely, feeling dizzy and unable to say anything.
"Can I take you into the room to sleep?"
“···”
After confirming that Su Yao had fallen asleep, Xia Xianyue's heart beat harder and harder, and the blush on her face became more intense.
But with incomparable determination in his eyes, he helped Su Yao into the bedroom.
After carefully placing Su Yao on her bed, she stood by the bed with her chin propped up and stared at Su Yao's sleeping face without blinking.
"Ah Yao is still the same as before. Even if he just mixes white wine with red wine, he will still fall asleep as soon as he touches it."
"The sleeping face is so cute."
“···”
"Na."
"Just now Xiaowan said that the relationship was confirmed, you didn't deny it?"
"That means you know that I like you."
"very happy."
"But this happiness is also fake."
"I'm a liar."
"What kind of good friend I haven't seen for many years? That has long been a thing of the past. In Ah Yao's world, I have been no different from the air since that day ten years ago."
"Actually, I shamelessly got into Dongda University and insisted on staying by Ah Yao's side, even if I was ignored. This is what I deserve."
"It hurts to be ignored by the person I like, but I can bear it."
"The only thing I can't bear is Ah Yao seeking death. Why? I know that the original reason was because I destroyed it. This is my sin."
"But that won't work. Auntie would never want that. It was at that moment that I understood the meaning of my existence."
"Don't you hate me now?"
"Xiao Wan said that my good intentions are so obvious that even a fool would know it."
"Yes, I understand. The reason why I know and don't point it out is because I don't remember me at all, which is a bit baffling. After all, A-Yao and I have only known each other for less than a week since the memory loss."
"Maybe if this continues, Ah Yao, who no longer hates me after losing his memory, will be attacked by a shameless girl like me one day."
"But I can't gamble."
"When is a certain day? Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow... or next year."
"Similarly, who knows when Ah Yao will suddenly remember."
"There is only one way to get rid of worries. Now, at this moment, become lovers with Ah Yao immediately. Become the most intimate existence, and have many, many memories."
"In this case, even if the memory is restored, it will be shaken by so many new memories, right?"
"and···"
"I know, if it's Ah Yao, after having sex with me, even if he hates me, he can't be as indifferent as before."
"sorry."
"Even I know this idea myself. It's too despicable. It's like taking advantage of Yao's kindness and sense of responsibility."
"But it's just me."
"Ah Yao has lost too much, so much that he no longer even has the thought of living."
"No, this won't work."
"I can accept the punishment of being ignored, but I can never accept Yao dying like this. That's too despicable. He was obviously the one who punished me, but he died before the punishment was over."
"Na."
"Ah Yao. In fact, I have been trying to explain and make amends for the past ten years, not just in college. As early as junior high school and high school."
Xia Xianyue's slender fingers caressed Su Yao's face, "When I was in junior high school, I ran away from home and wanted to find you. But I was too young at that time, and I was caught as soon as I got in the car."
"I sent a lot of letters, and I thought you received them. In the end, I found out that those letters were intercepted by my mother afterwards. The funny thing is that I always thought it was you who refused to forgive me and refused to reply to me, and even scolded you in my heart.
mean."
"Later I realized that what you experienced at that time was far more than the simple confinement or scolding I experienced."
"When I was in a girls' high school, I saved up money and ran away, and I met you."
"But when I saw Ah Yao walking alone on the road at that time, my legs felt weak and I didn't have the courage to go up and talk. I realized that it was already too late, and what I had messed up was irreversible. Even at this time
So what if I jumped out and said I was sorry? I... escaped."
"I really want a girl who loves Ah Yao as much as I do, but doesn't dislike me when I make mistakes, to warm Ah Yao for me."
"If it were a girl like that, even if I would be jealous, I would probably give up in the end."
"I don't hate it when someone warms up Ah Yao for me. As long as that girl can truly love Ah Yao as much as I do."
"But no one like that showed up."
"It wasn't until I learned about my aunt's death in an accident that I finally stopped escaping. No matter what, I had to come to Dongda and be by Ah Yao's side."
"It doesn't matter if I'm ignored or disliked. But I have to watch."
"Because it's just me."
"There will never be a girl in this world who cares more about Ah Yao than me, let alone a relative who truly loves Ah Yao like my aunt."
"I'm the only one left, even if I'm treated as air, it's fine as long as I'm here."
"Actually, I couldn't talk at first. As long as I could look at him and see him in the same place every day, I was satisfied."
"But after Ah Yao's accident and hearing the doctor say that the accident was caused by suicide, I suddenly found that something in my heart suddenly broke."
"can not be like this."
"I can't accept it, and I can no longer feel that it doesn't matter being ignored and treated as nothing."
"How could this be? I've obviously accepted the fate of being ignored, and it's obvious that I'm still here."
"If this continues, won't I be just like ten years ago, unable to do anything but watch things slowly get worse?"
"Now it's just me. This is something only I can do."
"Na."
"I like Ah Yao. I like Ah Yao very much."
"Can I be Ah Yao's lover?"
“···”
"Hehe, if you don't answer, I'll take it as my default?"
Xia Xianyue leaned down and kissed Su Yao.
"Look, this is specially prepared for Ah Yao, do you like it?"
Then, she stood up and took off her home clothes to reveal her winning bra.