I won’t talk about the parts that make up it, but only talk about people’s three views, or thinking.
If you park your car in violation of parking rules and the traffic inspector tows your car away, you waste four or five hours in the process. You can also know that it is your fault for breaking the traffic rules in the first place, and you will not specifically blame the law enforcement agency.
.
Well, when you've just dealt with this one rule violation.
Then one after another... Even if you are punished for violating the rules subjectively because of your problem, will you feel that you are being targeted by law enforcement agencies?
When you eat and your throat is spicy, and chili pepper sprays out of your nose, and then you choke on the water you drink, your stomach twitches, and you trip over the leg of a chair while trying to wash your face and fall... Do you think you are particularly unlucky?
Woolen cloth?
In a broader sense, you have met very good parents since you were a child, who are well-educated, well-educated, and have good education methods. Your playmates or childhood sweethearts are all good guys.
The people you meet next are all good teachers and friends. You can do anything with ease. Even small setbacks will only make you work harder. Your life is full of sunshine.
on the contrary.
You were born the third child in your family. Your parents wanted to have a daughter, but you ended up being a boy. You were born against the expectations of your parents, relatives and friends, and you are not welcome.
Because you knew you couldn't support three boys, you were deceived into going to a childless relative's house during a summer vacation, and you were put up for adoption.
You have lost all your playmates, you have lost your parents and relatives that you have always trusted. You don't trust anyone.
You are very withdrawn. You are out of place in the new environment, which is more prosperous than the place where you started. You feel that everyone looks down on you because you are a child who is not even wanted by your parents.
You have a severe low self-esteem and lack of confidence. Even if your adoptive parents treat you well, you will not be kind to them. You only think that they are hypocritical.
Even if your teachers and classmates are very nice people, you think that is charity.
In this way, your childhood is spent in self-doubt, irritability, and isolation, and you gain nothing.
It’s just that, whoever a person becomes after the age of 18 is due to various reasons.
Su Yao was also irritable.
For a long time, I felt that I was an awkward existence and was shaped by others.
But if you think about it carefully, isn't this how people form their own unique personality amid interference?
Because the other self crossed the bottom line of the law early, he was murderous for a long time. He never took life seriously, and only stopped when he finally saw You Ye like looking in the mirror - in
At that time, I recalled my mission as a guardian and felt guilty for being a failure.
So far, Su Yao has not been able to figure out clearly what the love game is like.
All I know is that it’s not just another self that interferes alone, it’s a very complex aggregation.
Starting from Lin Jie who was the first to conceive the theory, the finished product was the first to flow out from the hands of his other self. From that moment on, the timeline turned left, right, U-turn... all kinds of things that even he himself didn't know.
Complex lines that cannot be controlled in a short time.
But he doesn't care about other things. As for his other self, he always only observes himself.
I won't suddenly hand over a note telling Su Yao, 'Hey, what are you going to choose next?'
Just occasionally leaving some ordinary traces.
If you choose a destination on the map, there are seven or eight routes. Whichever route you choose, you will reach that ending. However, Xia Xianyue will die if you take the first route in the process, but she will not die if you take the second route.
Tell me why you can maintain the current ending.
It must be said that Su Yao inspired him.
In You Ye, he died together with his two children. Later, Xia Xianyue got on the grill again and died with You Ye. Su Yao returned to the original timeline.
That was another person who believed that Su Yao was destined to end up like him and didn't do anything to interfere.
But Su Yao managed to survive.
No matter what, you must be hit by a car at an intersection. But being hit does not mean you have to die. Even if you are lying on the ground, it is still considered a hit.
To put it bluntly, the ending seen by the naked eye is not necessarily the ending. Being hit by a car does not necessarily mean that you will be killed.
【What are you talking about?】
The editor replied.
【Can you not make it so complicated?】
[Nowadays, readers all read it in their free time, and you still talk about a lot of philosophical issues here. Not to mention that they can’t understand it, even I can’t understand it, and I don’t want to think about it.]
【Simplify, must simplify.】
[To be honest, I don’t know which editor signed this. If it were me, I would have passed in the submission round.]
【···】
The editor is no longer who he is now.
[How could anyone be so stubborn at the beginning? It gave me the illusion of being stuck and a sense of frustration.]
【It's enough to die once or twice!】
[Your selling point is that you’re an innocent monster who doesn’t understand anything. Just focus on her cuteness and that’s it.]
【Too niche.】
【···】
The results were not that good, and the few who could watch it said they were crazy.
But looking at my life, I may have felt that I was about to collapse at some point in the past. Now that I think about it, I no longer feel that way.
[Hello editor, do you have a childhood sweetheart?]
【?Yes, but she is already married. 】
[Where are the schoolmates I have a good relationship with?]
【No.】
【Where's the foreigner's wife?】
【What do you want to say?】
【I have all of these.】
[It’s all about emotions, no skills, right? Come on, this book is your writing practice, and it’s actually pretty good. If you’re a little more tactful in the next book, it’ll be fine for you to get better results. Take your time, and don’t have any illusions.
There is a rich woman to support you.]
【···】
No one believes it.
It is true that he is holding his petite and cute wife in his left hand and eating melon seeds. His right shoulder is next to the cute junior girl.
Childhood sweethearts are making tea.
Holding mobile phone in hand.
"Please, teacher, can't you give me a little more drama?"
Talking to the eldest lady on the phone.
"What part?"
"The Big Woman in the Baby Canteen has such an important plot, and Xiao Qing also has a small plot of her own. Why do I just run away from home and go crazy? Like a mental illness."
"No, some readers have privately messaged me and said they like the setting of a sickly young lady like Jasmine."
"No, those kind of readers are usually fat nerds, disgusting."
"Then what role do you want to add?"
"I also want to have another me, one who is very powerful. The one who can cut down the stars with a piece of grass."
“···”
"Let's just say that the other me was living in the world of immortality and started as a handyman...BalaBala."
"Has anyone ever said you're a middle-class kid?"
“···”
There was silence on the other end of the phone.
"Buzz."
After a while, Su Yao's phone vibrated slightly.
[Jasmine rewarded 1,000,000 coins and became the third golden alliance in this book]
"Eh? Why am I the third one?!"
"Because before you, a stupid woman whose only advantage you said was a big baby cafeteria threatened me and asked me to change her into a ruthless character with super intelligence."
"Someone who looked like a lost loli that I abducted into my home said that I should find a way to retain her current petite and cute advantages, and at the same time, create a character whose charm is the first in the baby cafeteria and figure.
"
"Ah? What is that? Hahaha, how come there is such a request... How can a woman who only has a baby cafeteria have a cerebellum?"
"As for Xiao Yuna...well, you should do what you can."
"It's better than some chuunibyou. I heard that you and Yao went to the comic exhibition before but didn't pay attention to it. Now that I think about it...it's really a chuunibyou."
"What do you know? It's precisely because I like fantasy that I can provide the teacher with enough inspiration."
"Inspiration? Ah Yao's writing is obviously in a modern setting. How can you say that a piece of grass can cut down the stars? Haha."
"It's just because you are a boring woman that you are like that."
"Do you want to say that you have an interesting soul and I only have an interesting body?"
"So what?"
"hehe."
Xia Xianyue smiled and lifted Su Yao's chin with her fingers, "A Yao, what did you say?"
close.
Even squeezed You Ye away.
"Who is the interesting soul?"
"It's all interesting."
"Do I have to choose one?"
"Can you please stop oppressing and condemning me against my conscience?"
"Ah Yao...will it be annoying?"
“···”
It started again.
That charming look again.
"You started cheating on me behind my back again, right?"
"It's just a very ordinary lover's interaction. Alas, someone can't stand the excitement?"
“···”
I heard the sound of teeth gritting through the microphone.
On the contrary, Jasmine never had anything happen to Su Yao.
Maybe someone had such an idea, but never found the atmosphere or the opportunity for it to happen. So she became the only girlfriend who was missing a link.
"elder sister."
You Ye suddenly spoke.
"?"
"The baby cafeteria is so annoying. It blocks You Ye from watching the legal lecture."
"babble?!"
“···”
Youye impatiently pushed away the objects that had been dangling in his sight with his hands.
"My eldest brother is also very annoying. He is always smiling and looking silly."
"If you want to have sex with your sister, go inside."
"What?"
Su Yao was stunned.
"The same goes for Big Brother's junior schoolmates. Don't look at Youye, then sister, and tea cup. Youye has agreed for you. Please ask Big Brother to take you and your sister to the room together.
yp."
"You guys...are you talking nonsense again?"
Su Yao grabbed her soft cheeks.
"There will come a time when Fei Kai is swollen and lying down. He won't be unconscious all the time."
“···”
As soon as these words came out, Xia Xianyue, who was happily interacting with Su Yao just now, suddenly didn't know where to put her hands.
This is a taboo subject.
To put it bluntly, except for You Ye who still naturally leans on Su Yao recently, everyone else has tacitly not mentioned that matter unless they are alone.
"I-I'll go check out the soup!"
Xia Xianyue entered the kitchen in a hurry.
"Then let me... help senior sister."
Qiao Qing also wanted to stand up and go in, but Su Yao held her arm.
"As for that, it's not the first day she's blocked her by making a slip of the tongue."
“···”
Although Su Yao said this, everyone knew that this was not just an outspoken statement.
"Click, click, click."
As the culprit, Yuye ignored the matter and sat on the side, eating melon seeds leisurely.
"cough."
The atmosphere was a bit awkward, Su Yao coughed lightly.
"Actually... the current situation is a bit subtle."
"At most, after dinner, we will go back separately."
"It's not that that kind of thing is okay, it just feels like... it seems that because of me, you have to think about strange things in a subtle way."
"I'm not a simple person either."
"From the moment you decide not to do anything that will make you regretful, or from the moment you feel like a scumbag, you will start to think more or less..."
"that."
Qiao Qing interrupted Su Yao in a low voice.
"?"
After seeing her, her face became very red again after a few days.
"As long as the seniors and the others don't have any objections, I...can do it."
"I haven't said anything yet."
"Betrayed Jasmine...and senior sister, I feel bad..."
“···”
"What betrayal?"
Xia Xianyue, who was talking about going to the soup, appeared out of nowhere and pricked up her ears.
"That's right, senior comes to school——"
"Cough, cough, cough, cough, cough."
Su Yao coughed violently several times.
"Ah Yao, shut up."
“···”
Su Yao couldn't cough anymore.
"I'm sorry, senior."
"The senior suddenly came to my school and gave me a large bouquet of flowers."
"I just... couldn't hold it back."
“···”
"Ah Yao?"
"Aren't you making soup? Is the soup ready? I want to take a sip."
"Did Ah Yao also send flowers to my schoolmates before sending them to me that day?"
“···”
"Big brother didn't send You Yehua."
Youye interrupted at the right time, wagging his tail. "Did you give Youye a new plug-in?"
"Why am I giving you a new plug-in? You pestered me to buy it, right?"
Su Yao's fist hardened.
Why does this kid feel more like a female kid after losing his status as a monster?
"Stop talking."
"I confess, I did send flowers that day."
"They're all given away."
"But my schoolmate and I didn't do anything. We just sent her home and kissed her downstairs."
"It's easier with Jasmine. That guy is very tough on words. In fact, when I'm alone with him, my palms get sweaty even when I hold hands."
"Youye is even simpler. Apart from asking for this and that, and buying a lot of things, nothing happened."
"Only with you."
“···”
"Huh, uh, with me?"
"Done."
"No, no? How is that possible?"
The corners of Xia Xianyue's eyes were twitching.
"Senior?"
Qiao Qing's eyes widened, "Didn't you say you wanted to make the senior feel uncomfortable for a while?"
"When did I say this? It doesn't happen! Soup, soup is ready!"
“···”
"Buzz."
At this time, Su Yao's cell phone vibrated again, and there was an incoming call.
"Oops, something happened to me."
It's the 16th.
"What?"
"I suddenly missed you on the way to your house."
"Don't be kidding."
"I'm sorry, but you were really awesome last night."
"What?!"
"I have arrived at your door. This time I have prepared for you the new gift I promised you last time for the good people."
"Ding dong——"
The doorbell really rang instantly.
"Okay, big brother is finally going to turn on the yp, Yuye is going to turn off the lights, right?"
"Wait, why did you turn off the light?"
The electric switch in the house was pulled, and everything went dark instantly.
"There's a power outage? No, it's still bright on the other side - Wow? Who touched me?!"
"Study, senior...there, if it's too sudden...wow."
"Big brother is so astringent~"
“···”
Can anyone believe it?
In this situation, Su Yao, as the protagonist in the dialogue, was artificially sent outside after the lights went dark. He was locked out.
"Eh?! You scared me to death."
He also bumped into Jasmine.
"Why is the teacher outside?"
It's Jasmine.
No, something is wrong.
"Buzz."
The phone is vibrating again.
[Forget it yp, but this gift to a good person must be cherished. 】
Right.
Su Yao remembered that No. 16 said that the gift given to good people next time would be white silk.
What Jasmine was wearing today was pure white, shining brightly under the lights in the corridor. The subtle tension when she was alone and the desire to find a breakthrough relationship were subtly conveyed to Su through her evasive eyes.