The first time he was hit, the other party paid a little money in advance and left. He probably felt very bad. This was already the biggest obligation for him.
Of course I wouldn't know if it was just my own memory.
When Xia Xianyue learned of her death, she sat in front of the hospital and cried loudly.
That man is really twisted.
At that moment, I wanted to die with myself.
Should I say it's a love brain?
No, that's not the case.
Xia Xianyue's childhood experience was completely unfortunate.
My mother always had private meetings with different men, just for the sake of her company. However, it was obvious that adults did that, and what she was asked to become was the all-around strong person her mother expected.
She believes that the most precious thing she can give is her body. As long as she does that, she can save it.
Suicide is also a weapon in her eyes.
Because I once witnessed my mother pretending to commit suicide with a knife to force the man to give out the benefits her mother needed.
What she witnessed was not a normal world at all. There were only scheming, interests, body, and the appearance of the doll she had to become.
So she also used suicide when she broke up with her mother.
Of course, she didn't even have the courage to talk to Su Yao at first. She was content just staying in the same school. Begging for help one day.
She always thought she could prioritize the mixed feelings of guilt, atonement, and love.
But after Su Ma's death, and then Su Yao's death, the order of her forced customization was messed up.
She originally planned to die, but after Su Yao was revived by You Ye and the doctor said it was a miracle, some strong emotions burst out in her head.
That was even stronger than when I was in elementary school - I was the only one, and I had to get close to her no matter what, even if I was hated.
After being revived by You Ye, he fell into a coma for a while.
She was taking care of him every day. She even thought that if she waited until Su Yao woke up, being seen might be able to ease the relationship.
But on the last day, she received a call from the doctor saying that Su Yao had woken up. Instead, she lingered at the entrance of the hospital for a long time because of fear. In the end, she hid aside and watched Su Yao go back. When the accident happened, she went home and took care of her.
And the expenses are all hers.
Of course, she couldn't always be afraid because she had already made up her mind.
So I contacted Su Yao for the first time.
If the amnesia hadn't happened, she would probably have endured being disgusted while carefully staying by Su Yao's side and trying to slowly build a relationship.
Her brain circuit is very magical. She believes that just taking care of such things should be counted as atonement and should not be a bonus.
Now it became clear that to this day, although she is not as ignorant as she was when she was a child, she still regards her body as a weapon and a bridge that can definitely connect with herself because of family reasons.
Even if he didn't have amnesia, he might still have used this weapon in the end.
After her 'death', all the emotions in her heart exploded together, and the final thought she formed was to stay by her side. No matter what the means.
If he ignored her motives and experiences, then he would obviously be even more pitiable.
He was misunderstood since he was a child, and his relationship with Su's mother had been subtle until high school. For some reasons, it began to ease. Just when he was about to get into the winter university and everything was about to get better, Su's mother died.
In fact, it's not just Xia Xianyue's fault. It's also because of his father's cheating. Before Xia Xianyue, Su Yao had already experienced friends saying bad things behind their backs. It only deepened and made her even more unwilling to communicate with others.
Su Yao went through all the 20 years of 'himself' from birth to being rescued by You Ye.
This is not watching from the side, but truly experiencing it from the first perspective.
There is no distinction between first consciousness and second consciousness at all.
To know is to know, and you are yourself.
It seems to be Su Yao, also ‘Su Yao’.
It can only be said that I am forcing myself to separate out a first consciousness, but there is no such distinction at all.
[Because the other party and you are in a special state, the memory is activated and the reading is completed]
When Su Yao saw this line of words, he realized that the surroundings were dark.
If it is a dream, then when you realize it is a dream, you will wake up by remembering how you got here.
Killed...
The last thing I felt was who was pressing on my chest.
Light begins to appear in the dim world.
There is a faint smell of disinfectant in the nose.
Opening your eyes, the snow-white cloth slowly swayed with the wind.
This is a hospital.
When Su Yao got up from the bed, she realized that she had a large circle of bandages tied on her chest, and it hurt even the slightest movement.
I'm not dead?
Su Yao slowly recalled everything.
She completely gave up on Xia Xianyue out of disgust. When she was walking up the stairs to leave her house, she fell behind and ignored her. Later, she limped behind and he was the first to go out.
Killed...
He was mistakenly thought to be Xia Xianyue's family member by the person who had hit and killed him once.
What would happen if that guy came out and saw himself killed?
"you're awake?"
A nurse came in and saw Su Yao, "Don't move, I'll call the attending physician."
“···”
Why do I always feel that the way the nurse looks at me shows a kind of pity?
"Wait a moment···"
When I made a sound, I realized that my voice was hoarse.
But ask anyway.
"Excuse me, is there any other girl who is also injured?"
“···”
The nurse was stunned for a moment, then took a deep breath, "It's better to wait until your friend comes to ask these questions."
friend?
Su Yao didn't know who she was referring to.
But Su Yao found out the truth before the so-called friend came.
"There was a knife that was just a little bit away from your heart. If you were unlucky, you died from this wound on the spot."
"But the biggest reason is that the police were called promptly and your girlfriend..."
"She protected you with her own life."
what does that mean?
That is to say, Xia Xianyue dialed the phone, although she couldn't say anything.
But the person who answered the phone heard the noise, knew that something serious had happened and immediately called the police. As a result, the inspector patrolling nearby quickly arrived through the location of his mobile phone.
Xia Xianyue is dead.
When he was sent to the hospital, his head had no shape of a human head at all. The body and limbs that protected Su Yao were also completely damaged.
The doctor said that when the inspector arrived, the lunatic was still frantically trying to remove Xia Xianyue's hand that was protecting Su Yao. He hit it with a fire extinguisher and the bones and flesh of that hand were twisted together.
When 120 arrived at the scene, Xia Xianyue had already expired.
Because there were too many injuries, even cardiopulmonary resuscitation could not be performed, and epinephrine could not be administered, because the intestines had been punctured so many times that they had leaked through the entire abdomen.
"My condolences, I hope you can live well. We have arranged psychological consultation for you."
After the examination, the doctor comforted Su Yao.
Su Yao didn't hear any of this.
He just thinks why?
Why would that stupid woman do such a stupid thing?
Why, do you think you can like her just like this?
What a joke.
If you don't do such unnecessary things, you can just load the file after you die.
I don't care at all, what does it have to do with her?
I have been stabbed several times, and now I have to think of a way to stab myself again and load the file back.
Su Yao can confirm two things.
First, if you are killed by You Ye, you can load the file.
Second, you can load files if you are hit or killed by others.
I have never attempted suicide.
I still wonder whether committing suicide is equivalent to the player pressing the option to exit the game and truly exiting the world.
He has no intention of quitting this world. Everything is obviously going in a good direction, but he is just a pervert, not even a monster. There are too many ways to kill him.
So, Su Yao got up from the bed, walked into the elevator and went downstairs while no one was watching.
No one would know that they are going to do such a crazy thing.
"Su Yao?!"
It happened that I met a loser like Lin Xiaowan in the lobby on the first floor.
"What do you want to do now?!"
"roll!"
The wound on her chest burst open due to the pushing action, and blood immediately soaked into the red snow-white gauze.
The people lining up in the hall were all attracted by this scene.
"Hey, that patient."
The nurse on duty on the first floor saw Su Yao's hospital gown and wanted to stop her.
Why is everything so annoying?
What pain, what wounds keep bleeding.
Don't care about anything.
Ran out of the hall like a mad dog.
Because he moved so fast, before the security arrived, Su Yao ran out immediately following a car going out and raising the railing under the surprised eyes of the doorman.
"Bang——"
As expected, he was hit by a car.
"Are you fucking crazy?"
The driver was startled.
not enough.
Not dead at all.
But because of the accident, the cars behind slowed down and passed by.
"Su Yao!!!"
"Are you really crazy! Are you going to die?"
"Why weren't you like this when Yueyue was still here?"
"Now that she died for you, you no longer hate her and are you going to die for her love?"
"Aren't you cheap?"
“···”
Listening to Lin Xiaowan's crying voice as he approached and scolded, Su Yao staggered up from the ground.
It doesn't matter if no one understands.
Anyway, you just have to do what you want to do.
"Hey, let me take you to the hospital."
The driver also parked the car, flashed twice and got out of the car.
"unnecessary."
Su Yao lay on the railing and looked at the opposite lane.
"You're bleeding."
The driver saw that all the bandages on Su Yao's body were stained red, and blood was dripping on the ground along his clothes and pants.
Saw it.
An approaching bus.
"you···"
Just when the driver was about to speak again, Su Yao used all his strength to grab the railing and climb over.
"ah!"
Everyone who saw this scene was shocked. The timid ones even closed their eyes and screamed on the spot.
"Death, just die like this, you are really a waste!"
I heard Lin Xiaowan's last words before his head was crushed by a bus tire.
Laughed.
I'm trash.
So who do you think you are?
I'm just giving a life for a life.
Who owes a favor to a troublesome woman like that? I'm not like you losers who can't do anything but yell.
"Click."
"squeak--"
The skull was caught under the wheel.
Even if the bus braked suddenly, it was too late, and the entire huge body full of people ran over Su Yao.
The pain only lasts a moment.
The wish came true in an instant.
【You are dead】
[Current node: 20150310.10.30]
"you're awake?"
“···”
Su Yao looked around blankly, and saw the nurse looking at him with pity.