When she got to the hospital, it was Su Yao who carried her in.
There was nothing to say all the way.
"Fortunately, your boyfriend delivered it in time, otherwise it might have scarred if it suppurated."
“···”
"No, Ah Yao is..."
"Really? Then please help her deal with it, otherwise there will be such a big scar."
“···”
Su Yao was stunned for a moment when he saw Xia Xianyue, seemingly at a loss.
In fact, Su Yao just felt that it would be troublesome if she really explained it, so it would be better to just deal with it casually.
"I, I can leave by myself."
After the wound was treated, Xia Xianyue wanted to leave on her own.
The reason is probably because I don’t want to cause trouble to myself.
"what ever."
Su Yao didn't stop her either.
"hiss···"
She had only taken a few steps when she heard her gasp. It was probably because the doctor had opened the wound and washed it, and now it hurt even more.
"Okay, I'll have to send you here when the bleeding starts."
Seeing her pajamas rolled up and the pitiful appearance of a few circles of gauze on her knees, Su Yao sighed.
"!"
When I helped her, I clearly noticed that her shoulders were stiff.
“···”
silence.
Then at some point, he put his hand on Su Yao's shoulder and limped to the side of the road to wait for the bus.
The atmosphere is a little strange.
We took the car all the way to Xia Xianyue's downstairs.
"Well, Ah Yao, are you still willing to go up?"
"Send Buddha to the West."
“···”
silence.
Get on the elevator and return to her home again.
There was still a faint smell of alcohol in the room, but the dining table and floor had been cleaned.
Very strange.
Obviously this is her home, but Su Yao is sitting comfortably on the sofa, while she is sitting on the side with a restrained look.
"Crack."
Su Yao also had a headache after lighting a cigarette.
What should I do to her now?
It's hard to say that I like her, but I don't have the same feeling that it doesn't matter whether she dies or not. After all, the reason why I still stay here is because I don't want to see her body.
"I'm going to spend the night here tonight."
"Eh?"
She raised her face in surprise.
"Don't want to?"
"No, no, that, I..."
"Stop being silly, I know what you are going to say. I don't hate you so much now. You are just...just a tool to me."
Su Yao lit a cigarette and continued, "Aren't you rich? Your house is bigger than mine and the bed is bigger than mine. It should be good as a tool."
"So, you..."
"Ah Yao!"
Xia Xianyue suddenly threw herself into Su Yao's arms. Su Yao was stunned. Fortunately, the cigarette butt didn't burn her.
"I'm really sorry..."
"Before and now, he is obviously a person who has done so many wrong things."
"Woo."
"It's obvious he's my kind of person, it's obviously like this."
"Ah Yao."
"I'm really despicable."
"Whatever you say, you want to stay by Ah Yao's side to protect Ah Yao, and what you mean, I will take care of you when Auntie is gone."
"But that's not the case at all."
"It's not Ah Yao who needs me at all, it's me who needs Ah Yao all the time."
"I'm really sorry."
"Really... misinterpreting love like this, ugh."
“···”
"Ah Yao, you are still as gentle as before. You are obviously the kind of person I am."
“···”
"Forget the tears, but blowing your nose is not necessary, right?"
"Woo."
She cried louder.
"sorry."
After a while, she let go and said with tears in her eyes, "This must be very annoying. I, ugh, I won't cry anymore."
"No, keep crying, it's quite rhythmic."
"Woo——"
"You're still here?! I'm kidding!"
“···”
Tired of crying.
She finally fell asleep on her own.
This is troublesome.
I didn't say a word of what I wanted to say just now.
never mind.
Su Yao carried her to the bed and returned to the living room.
At that time, after she died, Yu Ye didn't show up until around the 10th. I regretted not asking Yu Ye where she was. Now it's too difficult to find her. I can only wait.
That guy might turn back, so he can't go back today.
What about the next four days?
Su Yao always feels uneasy if Xia Xianyue is not in sight, because no one except himself will know that such a pervert exists.
Then the result is that I can only stay here for four days.
Does it mean that when she returned to this point, she chose to pretend more completely, ignored her at all and left. Even if she missed the pervert, she must have been completely desperate... and would commit suicide, right?
To be pitiful, I am obviously even more pitiable.
But it happened that the memory of that time was shared by two people, not just him, but also what she was thinking was completely clear.
Know her motives and her sincere feelings for him that are getting stronger and stronger from beginning to end.
Su Yao couldn't sleep.
Enter Xia Xianyue's room and lock the window.
I accidentally discovered that the pillow on the bed had a photo of myself printed on it.
It's really crazy.
She always felt weird when she saw the photo on the pillow. Su Yao exited and closed the balcony windows, the kitchen, and all corners where people might get in.
After that, I turned on the TV and watched Animal World. I watched this because of Youye. Although I thought it was nothing at first, later I felt that watching this was actually more interesting than the TV series.
Su Yao wasn't sleepy at first, but then he started to fight before his eyes.
In fact, I should have been sleepy long ago.
Whether it's the body that was already buffed by the drunken buff after loading the file, or the miserable world that no longer exists and has been around for too long.
It's just because I have too many thoughts. It's also because I forcibly cheered up because of that abnormality. When I came back and sat here, after everything calmed down, my body naturally wanted to rest.
Can you sleep now?
Is everything stable at least temporarily?
"We can see this guy trying to dig out the termite nest..."
There was only the voice of the host from the Animal World that I was used to hearing.
Consciousness begins to fade away.
Had another dream.
I dreamed that Xia Xianyue was smashed by that scumbag with a fire extinguisher can, while I watched on the side. Watching in front of the tombstone. The white chrysanthemum presented had turned yellow, and was put into a bucket by the cleaners and put together with the garbage.
Everyone is blaming themselves.
——Why are you still alive?
Then Youye killed them all.
——Youye helped his elder brother get rid of them all. Isn’t his elder brother happy?
He also became a monster.
"Crack."
She felt like someone was touching her. Su Yao opened her eyes, and her surroundings were dim. The TV was still playing, but the sound was muted by someone.
He saw a figure in pink pajamas gently covering himself with a blanket.
She was originally lying on her body, but at some point she took off her shoes and laid her legs flat on the sofa.
"...I'm sorry, Ah Yao."
"The only thing I can do is this kind of small thing. Obviously Ah Yao is the one who should be comforted, but I was the one who did such a despicable thing and was comforted by Ah Yao tenderly."
"But why, after I remembered it, I should have hated me even more. What should I do now? Can I really continue to stay with Ah Yao?"
"It must have been impossible."
"But for people like me, once I see that Ah Yao doesn't dislike me so much, I immediately hope to stay by Ah Yao's side again. Really, even I feel disgusted."
"Woo..."
Weeping softly again.
“···”
"I don't know, I thought you were crying in mourning after I died."
"ah?"
The sudden sound frightened Xia Xianyue and she stopped completely.
"Can't sleep, right? If you can't sleep, just use it as a pillow to sleep with."
"?"
Xia Xianyue was originally sitting on one side, but when Su Yao pulled her, her head was pressed against his chest, and her legs were bent on the edge of the sofa.
"...Ah Yao?"
"Stop barking, I just want to sleep now. Either you go back to the room to sleep quietly, or you can just sit here and use it as a pillow."
“···”
Xia Xianyue was really at a loss and stayed like this for a long time without daring to move. When she realized that Su Yao really didn't speak and closed her eyes to sleep, she tried to bury her legs in the blanket.
When she touched Su Yao's leg, she obviously shrank a little, and her whole body seemed to be stretched straight.
It's so funny. He was so bold when he started to push back, but now he's like a little rabbit that was startled.
"Ah Yao, is it really okay for me to stay here?"
Ask carefully and quietly.
“···”
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
When she just started crying, Su Yao covered her mouth.
"I'm so fucking sick of it!"
"Go back to your own doghouse!"
"...Oh, I don't want it."
The only answer to Su Yao was the soft body that hugged her closer and pressed closer.