"Just be yourself. Of course, being yourself doesn't mean being the same as before."
"Think about it."
"Putting everything on another person will make the other person feel heavy?"
"If you can find an easy way to live, that would be the best."
"Don't you feel too humble like this?"
“···”
"I don't feel humbled."
Xia Xianyue's knuckles that grabbed the apron started to turn white from the force.
"Ah Yao wants to let me get over the past and turn my eyes away from Ah Yao. Think about me."
“···”
"I'm really happy. Even though I'm like this, I'm still willing to be gentle. If it's making friends or doing other things, I usually do that."
"But I'm not the kind of girl that Ah Yao thinks is completely pathological. Don't look at me like this, but I'm usually very cheerful. I also have a lot of friends."
"Yeah... I like it."
"That's the only thing. I've liked Ah Yao a long time ago. It hasn't changed until now, ha. So whether it's a stone or a tool, as long as I can be by Ah Yao's side, I'm satisfied."
"I don't feel humble. On the contrary, I feel precious every minute and every second I stay with Ah Yao."
"Being able to speak like this has been my dream for the past ten years. What else is there to be dissatisfied about?"
"So, Ah Yao, don't worry about me. I'm really happy now, and my heart is beating very fast."
"In the past, Ah Yao was like a door to me, a door that I kept knocking in the wrong way and causing it to get shut tighter and tighter. I also know that it is rude to keep knocking on a door that I don't want to open, but...
··Finally, I saw the door open a little."
"Even a little bit is enough. This is enough for now."
Xia Xianyue peeked at Su Yao and smiled, "And Ah Yao seems to have changed now. I thought Ah Yao would be more gloomy when he thought about the past, but now he is here to take care of the mood of people like me. Basically.
It’s not what I imagined, but also because of this... I think maybe I’m not the only one who can do it.”
"I just proposed to help Ah Yao find another girl. My real idea is that I don't want to, but if I can't be Ah Yao's lover no matter what, then try to help Ah Yao find someone better than me.
It’s a girl. In that case, it’s okay to just watch silently from the side. As long as you can see Ah Yao’s happiness.”
"I think if I like her enough, I can tolerate other girls warming Ah Yao for me."
“···”
"Woo."
She suddenly vetoed it again, "As expected, it still doesn't work. At least it can't be done yet."
"When I think of Ah Yao being with another woman, and then that woman cheating on her, and Ah Yao smiling happily without knowing it, I can't help but feel sad."
"If it were me, I would never cheat on you. I would only love Ah Yao."
“···”
"Die the tauren! Why do I have to be green?"
Su Yao was left speechless, "I almost cried out for you about what you just said, but this is what happened."
"But, is there really a girl who likes Ah Yao more than me?"
Her cheeks were flushed and she lowered her face slightly, "Although it is suspected of self-promotion, this is my only plus point."
“···”
"Tools don't sell themselves."
"But tools also have souls, and a tool that likes its owner will be easier to use."
The pupils were shining brightly, staring straight at Su Yao.
To be honest, Su Yao was a little overwhelmed by those emotional eyes.
“···”
Should have expected it.
Once he shows a less disgusting attitude, this person will definitely find ways to exploit it. Look, the identity of the tool has been perfectly substituted.
This is not a tool. It is a tool that you asked for and rolled in strong glue.
"Ding dong——"
Just as Su Yao was about to speak, someone suddenly rang the doorbell.
“…”
Xia Xianyue looked at Su Yao, as if waiting for him to speak.
"What are you doing standing still!"
Su Yao said unceremoniously, "Miss Tool, open the door!"
"Okay~"
Xia Xianyue didn't mind Su Yao's tone at all. Instead, she stood up with a smile and went to the door to see through the peephole, "It's Xiao Wan here. Does the master want her to come in?"
"What master?"
Su Yao was a little confused.
"I am a tool, a handy tool for the master."
She smiled.
“···”
"Stop barking and open the door."
Su Yao's head is getting bigger and it feels really weird.
It's over. The thing that she mentioned casually before is really available to her now, right?
The door opened.
"Tsk——"
As soon as Lin Xiaowan came in and saw Xia Xianyue limping back, he sighed, "Well, that's good. Young people still know how to exercise restraint. I thought you two were still playing poker in bed at this time."
“···”
She ran to Su Yao and sat down carelessly, "How is it? What I told you before was good, right?"
"Xiaowan, what are you talking about? Yesterday was..."
Xia Xianyue wanted to explain, but for a while she didn't know how to explain.
In her mind, what happened yesterday was a complete mistake, and it was definitely not something that could be joked about. Especially now that the relationship has finally eased a bit.
"Yesterday was? Yesterday was your birthday, and it will also be your anniversary with this kid from now on. How nice."
"Now that we are lovers, why are you so shy? Su Yao can't spend the night here and you still want to lie to me and say that you two played backgammon all night last night, right?"
Lin Xiaowan carelessly poked Su Yao's shoulder again, and said with a stern look, "Just tell me, kid. I told you that Xiao Yueyue's touch is absolutely superb, right?"
"She took the initiative to wear that underwear at that time——"
Lin Xiaowan was completely unaware of the atmosphere and when he wanted to continue speaking, Xia Xianyue, who was ashamed and angry, covered his mouth.
“···”
“It feels really good.”
Su Yao smiled, but didn't care. Anyway, Lin Xiaowan didn't know anything. Instead of explaining so much, it would be better to explain it in one sentence. It was just in time for her to do something for him.
"Ah, that..."
Xia Xianyue's face instantly turned red, and she stood there at a loss.
She was originally thinking about how to explain it so as to put aside the relationship without letting Su Yao take any responsibility.
"You are here just in time to ask you to help take care of Crescent Moon. I have to go out for something. If you see any strange people knocking on the door, don't open the door and wait for me to come back."
The reason why Lin Xiaowan came in was that Su Yao had originally considered asking her to come over and replace him for a while, but she happened to come uninvited, so if she didn't leave now, when would she leave?
Therefore, Su Yao ignored the silent gazes of the two people and left directly.
It only takes less than twenty minutes to go back and forth, so nothing will happen. Besides, it's still broad daylight. It's not that I haven't thought about taking Xia Xianyue back with me, but I took a step back and said that if I happen to meet You Ye, then I have to
Set out to solve new problems.
"?"
The two women watched Su Yao go out with their own thoughts and closed the door.
"What are you doing, Xiao Yueyue!"
Lin Xiaowan took off the hand covering his mouth and looked at Xia Xianyue, who was blushing with shame. "You are blushing like a bubble teapot at this time, but this kid, why does it feel like he is throwing you away like a baggage?"
Me."
"I thought this guy was pretty good just now. It seems that my impression score was high. Just after I finished eating, I patted my butt and left. Why don't you open the door? He looked like he was treating my little Yueyue as a fool. But he still cared.
?”
"Hmph. But my attitude is still not very good."
"Xiao Yueyue, I suggest you not play poker with him these days because of your physical discomfort. Instead, hang him up for a few days."
"I'm telling you, this is what men are like when they first get it -"
“···”
Xia Xianyue didn't listen to what Lin Xiaowan was talking about at all.
She was just thinking about why Su Yao let Lin Xiaowan misunderstand the mistake.
Is it to save face for yourself?
It's clearly a tool, but I care about the face of the tool.
I called her Xianyue just now. I had never called her so affectionately even when I was a child. My ears were burning.
Really, even gentler than before.
Talk about it.
"Xiaowan, what did you tell Ah Yao without telling me before?!"
Xia Xianyue stared at Lin Xiaowan with unkind eyes.
"Ah, uh, it's nothing."
Lin Xiaowan avoided looking with a guilty conscience.
“···”
"It means it feels comfortable to touch and so on. Hey, I'm helping you, selling you to him. Now everyone is happy, right?"
“···”
After pressing Lin Xiaowan for details, Xia Xianyue understood immediately.
Although she didn't say anything at that time, Lin Xiaowan went and said something to Su Yao without authorization. In other words, before attending her birthday, Ah Yao had already made a decision. At that time, he said that he originally planned to accept that he was
real.
It was me who pushed away that possibility with my own hands.
But now he is still willing to talk to himself like this, such a despicable person.
What tools, what stones? Is it just saying this on purpose, hoping to relieve the guilt in my heart? But because of this, I feel even more guilty and like it even more...