There is a small and steady breathing sound in my ears.
Half of the arms were hugged tightly.
Su Yao used his usual trick, pulling out his arm and stuffing the pillow into her arms.
Then he quietly left the bedroom.
Close the door.
It's almost a full moon outside tonight. You can still see the scenery clearly even without street lights.
The unfinished building in the news is the suburbs that run straight ahead along the national highway from the hospital.
"Little brother, why are you going to a place like that so late? Are you the anchor?"
"Ah, that's right."
After boarding the online car-hailing service, Su Yao casually said to check the building online.
It has been eleven years since the house was unfinished. At first, some residents were reluctant to live there, but later they couldn't bear the fact that it was in a suburban area (when they sold it, they said it would be a school district house in the future), there was no water, and there was no electricity.
Nowadays even homeless people rarely live there.
to the place.
After the online taxi left, there was almost no sound here, and there was no light in the building. At least that's what it looked like from the outside.
It was surrounded by colored steel tiles, and the door was locked. Su Yao walked around and found that there was a place where the colored steel tiles were pried open and a gap big enough for one person to get in and out was revealed.
"Kacha——"
When I stepped on the ground, I didn't know what I stepped on, and it made a crisp sound like crushed rubble. Because it had been too long, there were already a lot of weeds on the ground.
If there are really people living here, it is basically impossible to enter carefully. This kind of crisp sound is too obvious at night in such a suburb.
After thinking about this clearly, Su Yao just let go and stepped forward. After all, You Ye wanted her to hear him here.
There are too many buildings here. Su Yao couldn't see the entry on the building in front of him with his naked eyes. But the entry cannot be seen on the floors ten or twenty floors above the ground. So Su Yao still has to climb up.
Find them one by one.
Look inside with the flash on.
First floor.
Second floor.
···
top layer.
Elevator shaft.
basement.
No one was found, but some people's dried feces were found. Fortunately, maybe because of the time, there was no unbearable smell.
Go out, change to another building and continue.
"Yuye?"
"Come out. I know you're here."
"Stop hiding."
"It's just you and me here. I know you care about your stupid look. But can you really endure loneliness?"
"Stop thinking about finding other humans to trust you. That's something you can't do with what you have now. You still have a lot to learn."
"There's really no need to be discouraged. Just trust me again, okay?"
“···”
Change to another building.
···
Change to another building.
Because I kept climbing up and downstairs, and kept shouting, my voice started to become hoarse. I didn’t bring any water.
That kind of thing is no big deal.
"Youye, let me tell you."
"There is nothing wrong with you and there is no need to change yourself."
"There is something wrong with me. Human things are suitable for humans, but they may not be suitable for you. You should not accept all human knowledge."
"Don't say it's you, even people themselves have biases against the knowledge they create."
"People say that existence means rationality, rationality and existence. But because there are too many reasonable things, this one is unreasonable and that one is wrong. Many things themselves have two sides, and there is no pure existence in this world."
"Just like me, when I saw you in your anthropomorphic form, I thought we could be together, but when I saw you in another form, I started to shrink back."
“···”
"I'm really sorry for showing that expression at that time."
"But, have you ever thought about another answer? A momentary reaction does not mean everything. Maybe the answer you get again after all the facts are clear will be more real and valuable."
"Yuye!"
“···”
"Stop hiding. Haven't you figured it out yet?"
"Not that smart? Can't figure this out?"
"Don't you know it yourself?"
"You're right. It's just that every human being is rejecting you. Even I am saying that you need to change. But I neglected to tell you why you need to change. You haven't even found anything about your true 'self', but I asked
You blend into human society.”
"Really, ridiculous."
"But that's it."
"It's not just you, people treat their own kind like this. If you want to live in human society, you have to pretend to be like the masses."
"How strange are humans?"
"Obviously they are all clothes and have the same function. But they have to be distinguished by price, and they must be differentiated by style to distinguish authenticity and trend."
"Obviously we are all human beings, but once part of the body is missing, we become disabled. If a human being has lost a leg and walks in the crowd, he will be treated differently and be removed from the collective of 'human beings'.
If you want to return to the human world, you have to work hard to become like most people again."
"I can say it now. I can accept you in all your ways."
"Actually, I am no different from other humans. But for some reason, I know your essence and become absolutely different from other people."
"Youye, don't be afraid. It's not a big deal. It doesn't matter if you just decorate your tail and can't get out. You can also use dolls. Have you seen it on the computer? There are often dolls of humans wearing animals.
It’s very popular outside.”
"Don't worry about having to go out like that all the time. After all, You Ye is so smart, you will always find a way to change, right?"
"While I am hiding my identity, I will always be there. You will feel at ease if you are by my side, right? You don't have to wander."
“···”
"Yuye!!"
"How long do you have to stay in this place before you are willing to move forward?!"
Su Yao could no longer shout at all.
My body has reached its limit and I can no longer climb.
It was only after two o'clock in the morning.
The news report came out in the morning. The host only mentioned last night. In such a short period of time, it was impossible for You Ye not to be here.
Just hide. Just like the note she left for herself. The words undoubtedly showed that she would never see her again.
But this is too bad.
When she wanted to see her, she suddenly appeared in her peripheral vision. She found an opportunity to meet her, said what she wanted to say, and left. And if she wanted to see her, she couldn't see her as long as she still insisted on not wanting to see her.
?
The shouts just now echoed violently in the unfinished building. With Yuye's five senses, it was impossible for her not to hear it. She could only hide further after hearing it, or even leave.
What to do if she really leaves?
Su Yao took a rest and climbed upstairs again. If there was really no other way, then maybe he could only use the despicable and practical method he had seen Xia Xianyue use before.
"Did you hear anything just now?"
"What the noise is, don't scare yourself by making him meow."
"That's it, are you sure the tranquilizer gun can catch that thing? I feel like if you pissed that thing off, it might kill us all."
"What nonsense are you talking about! I was there that day, and that thing was not afraid of people at all. If it was really a beast, it would have eaten us long ago. It probably escaped from somewhere, and it is not aggressive at all. And this tranquilizer gun is like an elephant.
Not even a single needle has fallen, let alone such a small animal."
"Hey, if you catch it, you can definitely sell it for a lot of money."
"Money is absolutely indispensable. After all, there is something in that weird thing that can cure all cancers..."
"Okay, stop talking. Turn off the flashlights. Use thermal imaging to see. If something happens, use the gestures you practiced before."
Su Yao stood on the edge of the window frame on the tenth floor and vaguely heard people's voices.
Turning his eyes, he saw a few flashlight lights coming in from the gap where he first got through. Then, the flashlight light source disappeared, and all he could hear was the rustling and small movement of someone stepping on something from time to time. 0