I vaguely heard someone's footsteps, which gradually disappeared not far away. The cycle.
“···”
Su Yao tried to open her eyelids and saw a snow-white ceiling with some spots.
It's bright outside the window.
You can smell a faint smell of disinfectant.
This is a hospital. I am lying on a hospital bed, and there is a head lying beside the bed.
Xia Xianyue. It seems that she took care of herself and fell asleep here.
not dead?
Su Yao's heart skipped a beat and she picked up the mobile phone placed on the coffee table. The pink mobile phone seemed to belong to Xia Xianyue. Anyway, she clicked on it.
March 09, 2015, 9.30am.
call--
Fortunately, it didn't last more than a day and I could still go back.
Only then did I begin to feel a burning pain in my neck. My neck was wrapped in a circle of gauze. There was gauze in many places on my body.
My right leg seems to be in a cast?
“···?”
Xia Xianyue woke up as if sitting up. Her red eyes stared at Su Yao for two seconds.
"Woo..."
Then he hugged Su Yao for a moment and cried muffledly.
"I was really scared to death when I got the call, ugh, idiot."
"Why would you sneak out alone at that time?"
"Blame me···"
"If I don't pretend to be asleep and stop you..."
“···”
Yeah?
The behavior of stuffing the pillow was just a cover-up. In fact, she woke up the moment she pulled away. She just didn't pay attention to it, as she said, she didn't want to give herself a sense of restraint.
"Stop crying. Am I okay?"
Su Yao stroked her hair. Her crying gradually became quieter, but her shoulders were still twitching from time to time.
"Woo..."
"Can you please don't leave me behind in the future?"
Xia Xianyue's tears kept overflowing. Those words were really scary and had a clear meaning of begging. Those hands grabbed Su Yao's back very hard.
“···”
I want to say that I didn't do that.
I want to say yes.
But it's just a lie.
If this world exists even after one's death, then... what's the point of making a promise when you're about to find your dead self again?
However, I should say what I say now even if it is a lie.
What should I say?
I like you?
I won't leave you?
have no idea.
Su Yao put his hand on her thigh, "I give you full marks for your outfit today. It's very cute."
“···”
She raised her face, and her face was not as shy as before. She just flattened her mouth.
"Woo... ow!"
Then suddenly he cried like a child. People passing by outside the door were so shocked that they looked sideways.
well.
I was trying to liven up the atmosphere, but it seems I messed up.
This kind of thing is definitely not something that can be comforted by just a few words.
Because for her, the gloomy, worried and various complicated emotions had already started since she secretly left last night. She must have been waiting for her all night long. As a result, she waited until she got the call that something had happened.
You must be very scared, that's why you are in such pain.
“···”
It really took a long time before Xia Xianyue left Su Yao, pathetically covering her face with her hands, "I'm sorry..."
"It's me who should apologize. I had something to go out last night."
“···”
"Stop crying, am I still alive and well?"
Seeing that her mouth was flat and she was crying, Su Yao quickly moved to the side and motioned for her to sit on the side.
After she took off her shoes and came up, Su Yao took the initiative to hold her head against his chest.
Then start asking.
"Can you tell me? What happened to me last night?"
"I, I received a call from the inspector at 3:30 last night, saying that Ah Yao was lying on the roadside with blood everywhere. He was taken to the hospital and asked me to go there immediately..."
"At that time, I thought Ah Yao was dead..."
"No one can die but me."
As soon as he noticed that she was crying, Su Yao quickly pinched her cheek. Who knew that once he used the trick that had worked so well in the past, her tears began to flow silently again.
Forget it, don’t ask first.
First, put the warm body in front of you into your arms to give her a sense of security.
Reach out and touch.
Black silk really feels good.
"嘤咛——"
But the situation became completely different from what Su Yao expected.
"Woo."
Xia Xianyue's tears haven't dried yet, but her eyes have become blurry.
"etc."
Su Yao's original intention was to divert his attention in other ways, so that he could read the file after knowing what happened after he fell into coma.
···
Feel pitiful.
I started to feel a bit guilty.
She didn't have any anxious thoughts, she was just uneasy and wanted to seek something.
I don't want to ask anymore.
He has no interest in what will happen next, and even the Xia Xianyue in front of him can be abandoned. Anyway, this is just a world that is destined to end.
"Huh? Uh-huh."
But why kiss her?
She also responded.
Wrap your arms around yourself, tightly, as if you want to blend in.
Just can't do that.
Even if the world has ended, can he really slap her away and die in front of her eyes?
That kind of approach.
It would be nice to call it indecisive, but I just can't do it.
I don’t have much time, but I just want to die with a white lie. Can I do that? Me.
"Dong dong——"
An unexpected knock on the door interrupted the two of them who might actually be going to the next step.
"Well, although I really don't want to interrupt, there are some things we want to talk to Mr. Su Yao first."
A middle-aged inspector stood at the door.
After knocking on the door, he closed the door again.
"Why are you still looking at me? Do you want to continue when there is an inspector waiting outside the door?"
“···”
Xia Xianyue looked at Su Yao steadily, and then said seriously, "Can I be coquettish again?"
"···Can."
"That--"
She removed the quilt, got down, then carefully smoothed out the wrinkles on the sheets, and patted the quilt. Then her eyes looked at Su Yao with very strong and sincere feelings.
Get close again and kiss each other for a long and narrow time.
"Okay, now I can bear it even if I can't see Ah Yao for a short time."
She smiled happily and went out.
But everyone could see that it was just a pretense. Su Yao knew that the most intolerable thing for her who knew that she had committed suicide was that she was in danger. It must have been because of this moment that she tried hard to restrain herself.
All emotions are aroused.
"It's great to be young."
The inspector waiting at the door came in and sat on the stool where Xia Xianyue was sitting just now.
"I think Inspector, you also kissed your lover like this when you were young, right?"
Su Yao said calmly.
"Haha, who hasn't been young yet?"
The inspector smiled, his expression was cheerful, his tone was as if he was chatting about everyday things, "So, classmate Su Yao, can you tell me now why you showed up in the unfinished building over there in the suburbs last night?"
404 Divine beast, don’t be crazy, little brother, I have been very restrained and didn’t write anything.