Fu Qingshi really couldn't tell what his feelings were for Su Xun.
Growing up, his childhood was filled with violence and abuse. He never had love and could not learn to love others.
He couldn't tell what he was feeling and what he was suffering from, let alone what he was reluctant to let go of.
What I can’t let go of is her four-year companionship?
Or those vague and difficult to distinguish feelings?
All he knew was that he didn't want Su Xun to leave.
He wanted Su Xun to stay with him forever.
"Oh, why is he sleeping here?
Come on, Guojian, help him up, he seems to have a fever..."
Vaguely, Fu Qingshi heard Qin Qin's voice.
He suddenly woke up and opened his eyes suddenly.
Seeing Su Guojian and his wife, he was stunned for a moment.
Then a bit of luck and surprise arose in my heart.
Her parents are still in Jincheng, how could she go to Yanjing to go to school alone?
Is she still in a school in Jincheng?
Fu Qingshi tried to open his mouth, but his throat hurt very much.
Su Guojian helped the man up and found that he was very hot, so he had to help him into the house.
Qin Qin didn't want to see him, but seeing how ugly his face was, she went to pour him a glass of warm water.
Fu Qingshi drank the water and glanced at Su Xun's room.
"Uncle Su, has Xunxun been discharged from the hospital?
Is she resting in her room?"
Su Guojian was surprised, "You don't know?
Xunxun has returned to Yanjing."
Hope was dashed, and the last bit of luck was gone.
It took a long time for Fu Qingshi to come back to his senses.
After a while, he asked again: "Then when will she come back?"
Aunt Qin and the others are still in Jincheng. It's impossible for her to stay in Yanjing forever and not come back, right?
Qin Qin finally couldn't help but sarcastically said, "Xunxun's home is in Yanjing and she will never come back."
"Are you leaving too?"
"We are going back to our hometown next month, so you can take care of yourself from now on."
Qin Qin got angry when she saw him.
Su Guojian looked at Fu Qingshi who looked like he was about to cry and sighed softly.
"Qingshi, Xunxun has been good to you in the past few years. She funded your schooling, secretly asked the principal to give you living expenses, and even the house you live in was settled in your name with Xunxun's help.
I don’t know why you did this to her. I watched the surveillance of that day. Is it because of your girlfriend that you are alienated from Xunxun?
Qingshi, Xunxun never owed you anything, even if you are no longer friends, you can't treat her like this."
Fu Qingshi couldn't believe it and asked blankly, "Uncle Su, what did you say?"
Originally, Xunxun refused to talk for fear of hurting his self-esteem. Now that Xunxun has returned to Yanjing, there will be no chance for the two of them to meet in the future.
Su Guojian simply confessed to Su Xun about supporting him.
Finally, he said: "You will study hard and get into a good university. Your adoptive father will not trouble you again. The card Xunxun gave you in the end will be enough for you to use until you graduate from university."
Fu Qingshi bent his thumb and curled it up so hard that his fingernails turned white.
"Isn't the person who sponsored me named Jiang?"
He didn't want to believe this sudden news, and he was afraid that he would collapse.
Fu Qingshi clenched his hands tightly, "I asked Teacher Zhang and the person who sponsored me was named Jiang."
Qin Qin said something even more heartbreaking, "Xunxun is not our child. Her grandfather's surname is Jiang."
Fu Qingshi clenched his hands.
Therefore, she is his sponsor.
She is the mysterious sponsor who has been silently giving him warmth and care for the past four years.
What has he done?
What did he do to Xunxun?
Why should she leave?
Didn’t she take his photo with her and like him very much?
Fu Qingshi gritted his teeth hard, and he didn't know whether it was because the blow was too big, but his whole body was trembling and convulsing.
His body suffering from a high fever finally couldn't hold it up any longer. He fell down and closed his eyes in a daze.