After a while, Fu Qingshi whispered: "I regret it."
Xu Wei's expression was sarcastic, and Pei Fangquan was secretly surprised.
Fu Qingshi lowered his eyes and sounded extremely regretful.
"I'm just a bastard. I don't know her at all. I don't even know that Aunt Qin and the others are not her biological parents. I don't even know who she is..."
Last night, he didn't sleep all night.
He suddenly realized that he knew nothing about Su Xun.
What does Su Xun like?
What do you hate?
Besides studying, what do you do in your daily life?
What to think about?
When he and Jiang Xiaoman were getting closer and closer, what was she thinking?
In fact, he doesn't even know when her birthday is...
Fu Qingshi didn't know the answers to any of these questions.
This was the first time Pei Fangquan saw him put aside his pride and say so many words.
Pei Fangquan was a little confused when he saw that he was no longer motivated, looked depressed, and was in a very bad state.
Doesn't he like Su Xun?
Su Xun just transferred schools, so he wouldn't be so lost?
Fu Qingshi himself didn't understand why he felt so uncomfortable.
I felt so uncomfortable that my heart felt like there was a big hole in it.
Pei Fangquan said: "Fu Qingshi, don't be so sad. You are just used to Su Xun always treating you well and liking you. After a long time, everything will get back on track."
But Fu Qingshi felt that it was not what he said.
He just didn't think that was the case.
However, I don't know the reason.
Last night, scenes from the past that he had ignored, forgotten in the corner, or even abandoned without cherishing them were replayed before his eyes.
He sat dazed all night.
He had a bad life since he was a child. He was beaten from time to time by his alcoholic and gambling adoptive father, and his back and neck were covered with blood marks from whips.
Until Su Xun's arrival.
She rescued him from the darkness and allowed him to live toward the sun.
The adoptive father was sent to prison, and Fu Qingshi received warmth from Su Xun that he had never felt before.
This silent and moist warmth permeated his whole world, following him like a shadow, silently, for four years.
Over time, he demanded this warmth as a matter of course.
Later, Jiang Xiaoman's appearance made him leave Su Xun behind and gradually forget about her.
He mistook Jiang Xiaoman as his sponsor and completely stood against Su Xun.
Fu Qingshi pursed her pale lips and said in a low voice, "It's all my fault."
Pei Fangquan didn't know how to comfort him, so he just said: "Fu Qingshi, don't be like this. You can get admitted to Yenching University. Su Xun's grades are so good, he will definitely go to Yenching University."
His words suddenly brought Fu Qingshi back to life.
He remembered the night when his adoptive father was released from prison and she had said that he should be admitted to Yenching University.
But he refused at that time because of Jiang Xiaoman.
If he wants to find Su Xun, he must be admitted to Yenching University.
Xu Wei sneered: "Do you think she will forgive bastards like us?
Stop dreaming."
Pei Fangquan frowned, "Xu Wei, what's the matter with you?
Didn’t you hate Su Xun before?"
Unexpectedly, Xu Wei's face suddenly darkened and he glared at Fu Qingshi: "Why do I hate Su Xun so much?
Let’s ask his pure and kind-hearted Jiang Xiaoman!”
The two of them looked at him at the same time.
Fu Qingshi's face turned cold, "What's going on?"
Xu Wei turned away and remained silent.
He didn't want to explain the reason, not only because it was too embarrassing and made him extremely ashamed, but also made him extremely regretful.
"Why don't you speak?"
Xu Wei said angrily, "Ask Jiang Xiaoman yourself!"
Fu Qingshi was quiet for a few seconds, then took a long breath and said, "Forget it."
He doesn't want to know anymore.
Xunxun is gone.
But at this moment, Pei Fangquan suddenly said: "Look."
He handed the phone to the two of them.
It turns out that during the ten minutes that the three of them skipped class, the forum of Gaoyang No. 1 Middle School exploded again.