Originally I planned to do double updates at night, but after opening the code software, I felt a little confused and didn't know what to write.
I haven’t had much motivation lately because my subscriptions have plummeted since school started. I used to get five or six hundred or even more than a thousand a day, but now it’s just over three hundred and two hundred.
The average order keeps dropping, and I don’t have much motivation. I have a lot of worries recently, and I feel so tired...
To be honest, I kind of want to start a new book, but my sense of responsibility doesn't allow me to do so, so I must finish writing this book.
But it’s really difficult. I haven’t written out the double update I wanted today. I’ve been inking until now, but I can’t write anything because I’m too sleepy.
Alas, I'm sorry, I know I disappoint you all by frequently discontinuing updates, but I want to say that it is really difficult to persevere, especially when I have been writing continuously for three years.
For the first book, I said that I was practicing writing, and I could write happily even if I only had a monthly subscription of fifty yuan.
The subscription for the second book was 400, and I told myself that it would be good to double the subscription, and the third one would definitely be better.
Then the third one...
The monthly income is one thousand two thousand, well, judging from the current subscriptions, it is probably only more than four hundred a month.
It's really annoying. I know that if I want to increase subscriptions, I need stable updates. I also want to get rid of the problem of always interrupted updates.
I really don't know what to do. I put it off until the last minute every night and curse myself for being a fool. As a result, I still can't guarantee the update the next day.
I felt very guilty but couldn't change it. Maybe I was just an incurable waste.
No more talking, I went to bed. I hope I can update twice tomorrow.