One hundred and ninety-sixth chapter: helpless flowers go
That man was extremely cruel, that woman was extremely hypocritical, and those siblings were extremely ignorant.
But his family... really didn't have such good conditions. They just gave him the best. They always did this, without asking him if he wanted it, and put valuable things on his shoulders without permission, letting them become
It became a heavy burden. Then, this group of people fell into an inexplicable self.
I was moved and euphemistically called it "for your own good". Until now, he started to feel sick when he heard these four words. All the imposed things should not be his, but everyone is asking for something in return from him. This is simply unreasonable.
. Without permission at all, and without even asking, how can we start talking about the so-called repayment and understanding?
He really couldn't understand. It had always been for himself, for the family, for the future, to be worthy of all of their contributions... In the final analysis, wasn't it for themselves? He felt like a money tree. He was losing money.
If it doesn't drop, everyone will be happy. If it doesn't drop, they will keep shaking and beating it under the tree until the money drops.
However, it is said that a long time ago, our family was indeed famous all over the world, and there were many talented people. Many onmyojis who left the family entered the palace and ate the imperial food. No matter where they went, people knew them and knew their names.
;whether
Anyone who saw them, even relatives of the emperor, would bow politely. But from a certain day, they began to decline. His mother always complained that her ancestors had obviously done nothing wrong.
Doing good deeds, accumulating virtue, exorcising evil and stopping evil, why not?
But there is no benefit, and it is getting worse? God is really blind. When he heard this, he was thinking that maybe for the purpose of giving them some benefit from God, he had evil intentions. Take a step back.
Talk about a master who teaches onmyoji
He also said... Everything has its own reason. Where there is prosperity, there will be decline and decline. There will be victory and defeat, and there will be gains and losses. Things will turn to their extremes, and prosperity will inevitably decline. He has learned these truths at a very young age. Why does his mother
Even if you live to the age of gray hair, you still don’t understand?
Why doesn't everyone understand?
In order to regain the love and resources of the people above, in order not to be ridiculed by their peers, in order not to be gossiped by the people below...their family must return to its previous position. Which step was wrong? No one knows. They only know,
You can't rely on your own generation. If you want to look forward to it, you can only place your hope on the next generation. Some birds can't fly, so they just lay eggs and wait for their sons to fly up the branches and become phoenixes.
Three aunts and six aunts flying towards the sun, following a forest.
This bird's son is really trying his best, and his wings are much bigger than those of any of his ancestors. He can also fly very high and very far, but he is just too playful and doesn't know how to return to his nest in the dark.
They didn't understand at that time that this kid didn't like the sun at all.
No matter how big this hospital is, it's still a forest, and no matter how high this house is, it's just a cage. He just thought, forget it, he won't fly. His father was embarrassed all day long. In addition to building relationships, he also tried every means to find the best teacher for him.
——He can understand all of this to some extent. Let’s just stay there for a while. Because at that time
, the book boy who flew with him has... fallen to the ground and never came back. Before his death, the book boy would wake him up and always use a mirror to glare at his eyes. Sometimes he practiced martial arts in the morning, and the book boy didn't have to get up so early.
, he just waited until he finished practicing, took the mirror, and shook it back. He felt that he was his true brother.
At least, he can survive until he gets away with the two old people, right? No one will care about him then. And to be honest, it’s not that he, Xiao Huan, has no conscience. These two old people really can’t last long at their age.
Obviously, they are also aware of this problem. For this, they have also made preparations.
A preparation that their Huan'er didn't like.
It is said that among the crazy children who went out with him, in addition to a few boys, there were also two girls. One of them was the sister of a boy. His parents were never at home, and his grandparents left early, so he took them with him.
The girl is very small, although it is a bit in the way
The other one is the daughter of a tailor on South Street. She doesn’t like to learn weaving from her mother, but likes to chase and fight with the boys. Because she has two children at home.
Brother, her parents rarely care about her.
She is very strong and very loyal. If you ignore her rather pretty face, she is really no different from a kid. To say that her parents can indeed give birth, their eyes are big and her mouth is small.
. Apart from being a little tanned due to too much sun, she is still very cute. She
There was a ring on her hand. It was made of stones and was worthless. But she liked it very much and said that her grandmother had left it for her as a dowry. The last one who dared to snatch it for fun was beaten half to death by her, so the brats fought to let it go.
In addition to being sympathetic to her, she was also a little afraid of the tigress showing off her power.
When everyone asked what she wanted to do in the future, this girl said getting married. Her parents told her that if she didn't want to learn, she wouldn't learn anything. Anyway, if she was good-looking, someone would definitely want her.
At that time, the girl was thirteen or fourteen years old and he was sixteen. Her mother, who was a tailor, arranged a match for her and she became a concubine for a rich boss. She could live a happy life. He felt sorry for the girl, but he couldn't say it.
So, at that time, everyone was young and didn't understand anything. We only knew that when the girl told everyone that they couldn't play together in the future, everyone was very sad. The girl was very happy, saying that it was her grandma's ring that blessed her, so that she could live a prosperous life.
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They and Yatou played happily until dark, and then reluctantly broke up. The boy who usually made fun of her cried, crying very hard, and had to be comforted by everyone in turn.
When I got home, I found that my father had come back at some point. He was surprised that the old man didn't beat him for sneaking out to play. I just remember that that day, the whole family was very happy, and everyone who saw him had to say something.
Congratulations. As a result, during dinner, Master
The son suddenly said that he had arranged a marriage for his son. The eldest daughter of a certain family would be a good material for being a good wife and mother. Moreover, she had a distinguished family background and a high status. At least during the lifetime of the two old men, the family would not be able to see a revival.
There is no need to be looked down upon by anyone.
No one looks down on you! Don't you think it yourself? He stood up and said angrily that he didn't even eat. His mother said he didn't understand. That kind of contempt was in the heart and silent. Then how could you hear it? I thought too much
Is that too much? Who watches it all day long?
Us. He was really angry, and he had endured this kind of self-indulgence from his parents for too many years. It was rare that his parents didn't beat him, they just said that they couldn't hear it, but they could feel it. He was going crazy -
-These people have low self-esteem and are selfish to the core.
"I don't want to get married," he said, "I don't want to marry someone I've never seen or heard of."
"You are still young, what do you know? What dad has arranged for you is the best. Be obedient, this is all for your own good." said the mother.
"I don't love her at all!"
"What does a child know about love? You don't need to like her, you just know that she is nice, beautiful, and her family is rich and famous. How handsome are you when you go out?" said the father.
"You said I don't understand, why are you -"
"Our Xiao Huan, doesn't he already have a girl he likes? Otherwise, why would he be so reluctant?" said the elder brother.
"Brother? You..."
At this time, he paused, rolled his eyes, and thought of a plan.
"Well, yes - I have someone I like."
His father and mother looked at each other, and his brothers and sisters also looked at each other. He couldn't understand their expressions. After a long time, his mother said:
"This is indeed a good thing. Which girl is so lucky that she can be chosen by our family? Is she beautiful?"
"Beautiful, I think she is beautiful. She is the girl from the tailor shop on South Street."
"That girl... I heard about it. But she is too wild. How can she take care of the family and take good care of you?" said the elder sister.
"I don't like good wives and mothers, I just like her like that!"
Against his will, he actually doesn't like her and only sees her as a sister. He keeps saying sorry in his heart. But it should be fine. Anyway, she will get on the sedan tomorrow and go to a rich man's house to enjoy life. She needs the rich man more than he does.
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His parents nodded, told everyone to continue eating, and stopped talking. Although the meal was suffocatingly quiet, he thought to himself that he didn't know if he could survive this disaster. Forget it, let's just talk about it later.
He would not marry her unless she had the chance to meet again, and he would definitely apologize.
Early the next morning, he practiced sword fighting with his master in the courtyard. After practicing, it was noon. He wiped his sweat and walked into the house. The meal was already prepared and very rich. But he felt very thirsty and just wanted to drink water.
, but there was no tea. He asked where the tea was
, His mother said that the tea leaves were not stored well and were all damp. She had dried the soup in advance. So he took a sip and found it very fresh and fragrant. So his mother moved a pot of soup directly in front of his eyes. He also
He didn't bother to eat the food and just drank enough water to fill his stomach.
In the end, the pelvic floor is two tiny hands.
Although the skin and flesh were cooked to pieces, he saw a ring of stone fingers stuck on it.
He fainted.
As soon as he woke up, he grabbed the servant who delivered the medicine and asked how the tailor's house was doing. The servant didn't know. Although he didn't know why, he said he would help him find out. So he refused to eat a grain of rice and insisted on
When the servant came back after asking about it, the parents still didn't say anything. They waited for the servant to come back and told him in person that the tailor on South Street moved away overnight. I heard that the only daughter was seriously ill. Let's go find someone to treat it. Big
Early in the morning, I didn't even find anyone who wanted to marry her.
After hearing this, he started to vomit, and the bile came out from the vomiting, and then he started to have a fever, which made him confused, and his head was hot for several days. When he woke up, he vomited again, and then he was forced to forcefully drink rice paste.
Go down, fall down again and fall asleep, wake up and vomit again.
His mother regretted this a little bit, but not for the girl. Both his mother and his father blamed each other, saying what a bad idea it was. His father was angry because the originally agreed marriage was gone. He still couldn't hide it-
-The girl's family heard that the child was too weak, so she refused. Her mother felt that she could still get a wife, but if her precious son got sick, she would be in big trouble.
In the chaos, he felt dizzy every time he opened his eyes. No matter whether it was night or day when he woke up, there was a bright light with flowers in front of him. He was confused and yelled at the book boy to stop making trouble. His vision finally cleared up.
When I was a little older, I caught a glimpse of a small mirror, dangling in the sunlight.
"Give it back to me!" Jun Aoyan snatched the mirror from Bai Ya's hand.
"Stingy." Seeing that Qi Huan woke up, Bai Ya walked away boredly and asked Ao Yan, "You actually have gadgets for women."
"I don't need it, my dad gave it to me." Aoyan put away the mirror and glared at him again, "Don't play with my things."
Qi Huan lay on the ground without getting up and breathed a heavy sigh of relief.
So heavy that it would blow away the glory of sixteen years old.
