Xue Miyin walked on the street and walked a long way. The town was not big and there were few people, so it was very quiet. She had lived in many places and had seen all kinds of street scenes, but her favorite was indeed
It's still a town like this. If it's a more backward village, it won't work too well. The thatched roof will fly off when it blows, and the wall will start peeling off again after a little rain...
After escaping the topic she didn't like and walking in the quiet scenery for a long time, she finally felt better. In fact, if it was just something that happened between her and Lord Shuangyue, she might not be so... so awkward. She didn't
She likes to talk about this because she always thinks of something she lost, which is the only thing Miaomiao left behind.
One's relic. On the night of the fight with Shuoyue Lord, the cat's eye stone fell out of her body. Either it fell where it was and was picked up by others, or Lord Shuoyue took it, the latter is the most likely. No matter what,
, those things are not on her body, and she doesn’t even have the last prop worth remembering.
Amiao followed her, often keeping a distance from her, and then playfully pounced on her, tapping the bells on her shoes between her feet. He was very keen on this game, and Miyin never worried about stepping on it.
Miao may be considered a thought, but it's just...just a name, which is meaningless.
But...but Miaomiao didn't die.
Not only did she not die, she also grew up. At that time, she was so small... She was so thin, and in Miyin's impression she was as pitiful as an abandoned stray cat. When I saw her again, she was so tall
She was older, about fourteen or fifteen years old in years. The reunion happened one night. She couldn't see her face clearly, but it was enough for her to recognize her. Miaomiao looked very healthy.
, like all children of this age, but still so skinny.
"She didn't mean to kill me," she said that night. "You have to forgive her. She didn't mean to kill me."
If the person in front of her said frankly that it was Lord Shuangyue who "gave her a ride" in order to avoid trouble, Miyin might still be a little suspicious. After all, she knew very well that she was not this kind of person. However, the Miaomiao in front of her
She is also so sincere, just like when she first met this child... She seems to rarely care about her own affairs, and always thinks about others. Even...
"She has to kill me, you have to understand."
"I can't understand," Miyin said. "Since she saved me at that time, she could obviously save you too! Even if I bring your body back, I can..."
"I was captured by a monster. If you don't kill me, everyone will be in trouble. In comparison, the life of a dying little girl is naturally insignificant. You know, she is the Six Paths Impermanence, and the Six Paths Impermanence knows what she should do.
How to choose? My situation is different from yours..." She said softly, "There is nothing around you that will threaten people, so of course she should save you."
"...I don't believe it." Miyin only remembered that she kept saying, "I don't believe it. You, me, she..."
Miaomiao is right, her voice, her words, her appearance, her every move... everything reinforces the fact that Miyin gradually believes: she is Miaomiao, Miaomiao is her.
She knew that Mr. Shuangyue would tell white lies, but she didn't know if Miaomiao could. In fact, they only knew each other for ten days and a half, which was a much longer life than the eight long years - this was just a snap of the fingers.
one
It's just a moment. Memory can beautify many things, and this short and dark experience has made her feel that the weight of such a little girl in her life is so heavy that it can be compared with this kitten and Lord Shuoyue.
I can match them. Now the two are standing on opposite sides... No, not opposites. Miaomiao didn't say that. She personally put the two people on opposite ends of the scale and had to decide the winner.
Miaomiao just kept repeating:
"I didn't lie to you, I didn't lie to you...Give me your hand, I can let you know what happened that day."
Xue Miyin remembered clearly that it was very cold that day, and the night wind was a bit strong, making her hands and feet cold and her head about to freeze. Her mind was as stiff as her body. But since Miaomiao said this, she worked hard
Stretching out her hand, every slight movement made her joints crackle. In the cold wind, Miaomiao was wearing thin clothes. It's strange, isn't she cold? She
Her hands must also be cold. This thought prompted Miyin to speed up the movements of her hands, and she even tried her best to lean forward. But it was still too slow, too slow. Every blink was so long, and every blink was so long.
Even taking a breath was unbearable. But her friend was not in a hurry, he just looked at her kindly, innocently, and even worriedly, waiting for her.
When he touched her hand, Xue Miyin's whole body felt as if he was electrocuted.
Labor pain, severe labor pain. She tried to express this strong feeling in words, but she couldn't speak. The overwhelming sight in front of her made her unable to make a sound, and even her breathing seemed to be still. This is... this is
Miaomiao's perspective? The vision is a little blurry, as if there is a layer of dirty and transparent mica, and the vision is a little shaky, shaking up, down, left and right. Is it Miyin himself who is shaking, or is Miaomiao's perspective like this?
, she still doesn’t know.
Soon, she saw a familiar figure appear in her field of vision.
The dew hides in the snow and sees Mr. Shuangyue.
In her memory, she had rarely seen Shuangyue Lord like that... no, she had never seen her before. She was so - so ferocious, so ferocious, so full of hostility. Her umbrella, Ye Yinlu, was her weapon,
At least that's what she said. Miyin had never seen her take out the umbrella tube and use it like a sword, but now she saw it.
Those fragments were chaotic, disorderly, and broken. They needed to be sorted and reorganized in a certain way to restore the appearance of the matter. But that was enough. Xue Miyin understood clearly enough what was going on. Stirring, slashing, and thrusting,
She is a six-path impermanence, an onmyoji, and a
Fighter. She was... attacking herself - not herself, but Miaomiao at that time. Miyin only saw all this from her perspective. Occasionally, she could still see strange things flashing in the corners of the screen.
... Tentacles? Or, a snake's tail? Anyway, it's not something that belongs to humans.
Those scenes were intermittent, each scene was very coherent, but the splicing was a little rough, but the memory was so fragmented. The whole battle may have lasted a long time, but Miaomiao deleted and compressed these experiences and instilled them into her mind in a moment, making her
She couldn't resist. Soon, the battle came to an end. Her eyes rolled around and saw the broken sky among the green leaves. Shuangyue Lord came closer and stared at herself blankly - she had never used this method before.
Her eyes looked at her. Then, she raised her umbrella and pointed the tip...
Xue Miyin screamed and bounced away, as if the power in her memory had really hurt her.
But... those are all things in the past, even though it didn't last long. At some point, Miyin had walked to the edge of the town and followed a path to the depths of the woods. She raised her head and looked at the sky, feeling that this scene was different from the past.
It looked very similar to what I saw in my hallucination that day, but it wasn't the same after all.
The same scene. The sunshine here is real and warm, completely different from the cold memory. The skylight at that time was pale and feeble, like a light shroud cut by the shadow of the trees and sprinkled on myself.
It rises again, like light funeral paper money.
She touched her hand to the dagger at her waist.
This is also something Miaomiao gave herself for self-defense. She never said anything to tell herself to do something, but she just felt that there was a voice telling her that she must do something with it. Miaomiao said, this
A knife can be used to "correct mistakes", but Miyin feels that some things and some people are the biggest mistakes.
Maybe a little paranoid - Miyin often said this about herself. But it doesn't matter, she won't die anyway. This is just a declaration, a statement, an attitude. She has no intention and has never made a decision
Putting Mr. Shuangyue to death, she also knew that she would not be able to do it, and no one could do it. But if she did not do this, she would not be able to do it.
That arrogant and stupid woman realized her mistake and could not let her wake up from the self-satisfaction kindness that kidnapped her. She wanted to leave her, the source of this mistake. Miaomiao would take her away, she promised herself
, pray to yourself to let Miyin leave with her. They can live a better life and a more worthy life than now.
Xue Miyin finally realized that in the final analysis, Lord Shuangyue was just a "person".
She is not a god, never has been. In the past, she was regarded as the most respected person, the most admired person, the person who was closest to the gods with the most unsullied faith - "But I am not wrong," this voice sounded in Miyin's mind.
Lasting for a long time. It was Shuangyue Lord who showed such a majestic image in front of her without permission. It was Shuangyue Lord who made her mistakenly think that she was an absolutely sincere person. It was Shuangyue Lord who intentionally or unintentionally created such a special image in front of her. Even
Glowing.
Now, Xue Miyin only finds it funny and eye-catching.
She took out the dagger and looked at it carefully in her hand. There was no trace of blood on the blade, or it was integrated with the lines of the knife. She touched it carefully. Although it looked rugged on the surface, it was actually very smooth.
There is no trace of impurities. She
I really can't believe that I have actually done such an inhumane thing... She can kill many people, it can be anyone, but Shuoyue Lord, a person who has been kind to her as a nurturing person... No, she can
Don't think too much, she will never regret it.
"Found you."
A light figure passed in front of her, a familiar person jumped down from the tree crown, and the leaves fell rustling. She was startled.
"wonderful--"
"Shh," the child made a silent gesture, "you know my situation is very dangerous, there are always bad people trying to catch me."
"Well..." Xue Miyin lowered his voice, but still couldn't hide the excitement in his words, "I thought, I thought I lost you again, and I was trying to find a way to find you through Yun Waijing. I know, you
Said someone coveted your spiritual power..."
"It's great that you still remember what I said."
This teenage child is so - so straightforward. Her round head is still so round, which reminds Xue Miyin of the lost cat's eye stone. She wants to hold Miaomiao's hand,
In order to confirm whether she was hallucinating due to her thoughts just now, Miaomiao took a step back.
"The people around you have good noses. I dare not let anyone know my whereabouts."
"I thought you were still angry... angry that I lost your family heirloom."
"Yeah, I really thought it was you at that time. You should have seen and heard it. I asked her if it was you. You finally found me... but she started fighting without explanation. It doesn't matter, I understand and forgive her.
Otherwise I wouldn’t be here today, and I wouldn’t have the courage and ability to come to you.” When she said these words, Miaomiao’s eyes seemed to be shining.
Of course Miyin remembers it. She still remembers hearing Miaomiao's desperate words before the fight.
"You're not her - you're not her! Why are you holding our things? Why! Give it back to me!"
At that time, Lord Shuangyue took action. Thinking of this, Xue Miyin slightly tightened the hand holding the knife.
"I'll come find you again tonight when I'm ugly."
These were the last words left to her by her friend today.