Chapter four hundred and twentieth: turning back without shore
It was too sudden and too severe. The two tongues in the past and the two tongues in the present seemed to be different people. But Miyin knew better than anyone at this moment that there was never any distinction between demonic nature and human nature. She was deceived from the beginning to the end.
Miaomiao is no longer alive, and the old friend she spent time with is nothing more than a demon in human skin. In other words, a kind of monster.
A huge impact sound exploded in front of her eyes. What the Demon-Conquering Pestle stabbed straight at was an open oil-paper umbrella. When Miyin came back to her senses, she found Mu Wan standing in front of her for the first time. She took a bow,
The center of gravity is lowered, and Ye Yinlu is used as a shield to resist from the bottom up. The tip of the magic pestle is facing the tip of the umbrella, and the two forces are concentrated on this tiny point.
"Run!" Mu Wan lowered his voice, "There's still time."
"You, you are no match for her... She is very strong. She was very strong in the past. Now she has the Demon-Conquering Pestle in her hand, but you, you are already..."
Miyin stumbled as she spoke, her hands gesticulating helplessly. At this moment, she heard a slight cracking sound. This was not surprising. There were cracks on Ye Xinlu's wooden umbrella handle, extending from the tip to the handle.
and is still extending. Once this crack appears, it will be full of flaws.
The demonic power around the two tongues condensed into strange colors in the air, but the direction was directed at the two of them through the demon-subduing pestle. Mu Wan tried her best to resist, and the tiger's mouth that was holding the umbrella handle was green and white. Her feet began to move,
Two short but deep ravines were drawn on the grass, and the distance was slowly extending.
Mi Yin could clearly see that Lord Shuangyue's long hair, lifted up by the air waves, exposed a red spot on the back of his neck. On this pale skin, it was so eye-catching, like a small blood stain spreading on the vast snowfield.
She felt her eyes hurt.
Mu Wan stared at Liang Tongue, her snake-like pupils slender and terrifying. She said to Mi Yin without looking back:
"I have done many wrong things in my life...so I don't care if I do one more. Just leave. If you don't leave, it will only cause more trouble for me, and maybe we will all be buried in the belly of the snake. Even if this battle is over...
Others will not forgive you lightly."
You no longer have a backer.
The meaning of this sentence is very obvious. The amber fragment in her hand conveyed Mu Wan's thoughts most directly. But she didn't say it out loud, it was already another kind of tenderness, even though she deliberately let her hear it. But Miyin really didn't want to admit it,
From the past to the present, does she have to rely on others to handle everything? In the past, she could not survive without Lord Shuangyue, and later she could not survive without Miaomiao. She has been manipulated her whole life.
The only choice that belongs to you seems to be just adopting a kitten.
No, she is not so fragile. She knows very well that she cannot live without anyone leaving her. She must admit that all this comes from her own...some kind of...vanity.
vanity.
She can actually live alone, but her life is not as good as before. Although the life provided by Lord Shuangyue made her look down upon, after all, she has no shortage of food and clothing, and there is a decent atmosphere during the holidays. Together with Ling Huan and the others
Walking together, life is dull most of the time, with occasional adventures. But that kind of friendship gives
The comfort he gave her can only be noticed by her to this day. After traveling with Liangtang, she had more and more money, food and clothing were getting better and better, and she didn’t need to think too much. From
It is easy to move from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to move from luxury to frugality. Once people adapt to the good times, they will only be afraid of the bad life.
Even though she has experienced unparalleled tragedy.
All the "misfortunes" after that would remind her of the feeling left by that experience. She was too greedy for a better life and never wanted to suffer any grievance, even if it was less than one ten thousandth of that tragedy.
She spoiled herself rotten.
She used high-sounding reasons to cover up the reality, completely shifting the responsibility to others, and even she was completely convinced.
Everyone can say nice things, but they may not always say it nicely.
Whether it sounds good or not, she believes it.
Is this the tragic, "Qiyu" life?
There is no chance of winning, Miyin knows this very well. Her sorcery is taught by Liangguan, and she can see through all her intentions. In other words, her staying here can only cause chaos for Mu Wan and will not have any effect.
.
But, does she really want to run away like that?
At this time, suddenly a white shadow flashed past.
"Amiao!"
Xue Miyin recognized it at a glance and blurted out two familiar words. Liangtang's pupils immediately moved there, capturing the whole process of a calico cat rushing forward and taking the dagger away quickly. The strength in her hand did not diminish,
Her eyes moved to where the cat came from. Xue Miyin also turned around and saw someone she didn't expect.
Ye Lingyu...?
When did she come? Mi Yin's thoughts became even more confused. And next to Ling Huan, Xie Zhe was actually standing there. How, how... why... why on earth... why did they... do what happened just now?
, the people in front of her were all like a dream, weird and distorted. But all of this really happened, and many parts of her body were still aching from the battle. She couldn't figure out what was going on.
No, when the amber shattered just now, she did seem to be aware of the thoughts of some familiar people... She thought it was her illusion, but it was not. She actually appeared clearly in front of her. That's right, since the fox demon was present
, they should be nearby.
Maybe this is a true friend.
Ling Huan held a shamisen in her arms. Xue Miyin didn't know where she found it. In her memory, she clearly hid it - because it was inconvenient to carry this thing up the mountain, wasn't it? She originally
That's what I thought.
The two tongues decided to fight quickly.
Miyin heard the complaint of "the most disgusting cat" from her thoughts. She no longer wanted to care about whether her past love for Amiao was just an act. Anyway, Amiao had never liked her, so this should be a warning.
.In any case, Amiao had already escaped with the dagger in his mouth, and did not even stay by his side for a while. Of course, this is a good thing.
Mu Wan was about to lose his support. The exposed cracks in the leaves glowed with green light, both on the umbrella handle and on the umbrella surface. The spiritual power was overflowing, which was not a good sign. Mi Yin didn't think much and chased after Amiao who left.
So he went.
She couldn't lose this weapon - it was all she had left.
Ah Miao ran towards Ling Huan without saying a word. Ling Huan looked at Mi Yin with a crazy look on his face and was at a loss. He threw the shamisen out intentionally or unintentionally. But Ah Miao passed her and ran towards Ling Huan.
In the direction behind Quan, Miyin subconsciously rushed forward to pick up the instrument.
Yi Wei fell to the side. Even though she fell, she was still holding the shamisen tightly in her arms. She didn't want it to be damaged any more. She tried to stand up again, and a strong pain came from her left foot. But she
He had no choice but to continue holding the shamisen and chase Amiao.
Miyin limped to follow, but saw with his own eyes that Amiao put the dagger at Xie Zhe's feet.
Fengyun Zhan was no longer in his hand, so he bent down and picked up the dagger without much hesitation. As he straightened up, he cast a complicated look at Mi Yin. She couldn't read what was going on in Xie Zhe's mind, probably because of Xie Zhe's thoughts.
He did not open his mind to her. He held the knife in his hand and looked straight at her, making Miyin feel at a loss.
She had thought they were friends.
But she never knew what they were thinking. It was the same in the past and it is the same now.
Miyin turned around and ran away.
How to understand Amiao's behavior, she can find ten thousand different reasons. Perhaps the most obvious one is that she "abandoned" it. To put it nicely, it should be "shelved". After all, it is just a
A cat will have the emotions and caprices that a cat should have. Moreover, in this matter, it was she who failed to do a good job.
Miyin's speed was not fast. She hugged the shamisen and limped away. She was too embarrassed to face every friend in the past. This may be a bit wishful thinking, because she felt that she did not deserve to think so. She simply
She is not qualified to regard these people as friends, even though they have treated her sincerely.
Even if she was deceived, she could never change the fact that she had betrayed them.
She didn't look back, but Xie Zhe didn't seem to come after her. Indeed, there was bigger trouble over there, and who had the time to beat up a drowned dog right now? She wasn't afraid of death, she just didn't want to die at the hands of those people.
If there is a chance, it would be a good idea to repay the debt to Mr. Shuangyue.
It’s just that Luyinxuejian no longer exists.
Xue Miyin ran down the mountain tirelessly.
The self-healing power of monsters is always very strong. The small injury on her ankle healed quickly, and she was not even conscious. She just kept running, without stopping for a moment. The scenery on both sides of her sight receded rapidly, so fast that
She couldn't capture any information. But it didn't matter, she didn't want to look. Her eyes were only forward - which may not be accurate. She just placed her sight there, parallel to the ground. There was nothing in her eyes.
She had never thought about where she should go. Where else could she go? Just leaving here, leaving this battlefield, she had to try her best. Even she did not officially participate in the battle from beginning to end, so she ran away. Time passed.
After such a long time, she actually followed Mu Wan's advice this time - "listen once."
But when she thought that she was no longer Lord Shuangyue, she felt unspeakable sadness.
You are you.
You are not you.
Who are you?
Who am I?
She couldn't think about these questions. She had mistaken Miaomiao and Sheshe at the beginning, and now she couldn't distinguish between Shuangyue Jun and Mu Wan. Although the latter was completely different from the former, she couldn't tell how to distinguish them.
.I can’t think about it anymore, I can’t think about it anymore, she can only keep telling herself this and hugging the shamisen tighter.
She passed through many spiritual veins without any careful consideration, and all her choices were full of randomness. What's the point of thinking carefully? It's as if none of this would have happened.