Chapter four hundred and fifty-third: Going to Zhe Shi and
The night before, there was no real sense of returning to reality, and there was not much concept of "a month has passed." A few people walked out of the Cinnabar Desert under the guidance of Lord Jiyue, and it was just dawn the day after tomorrow. He had already
Accommodation and meals have been arranged for several people
The dishes were also prepared by someone, which can be said to be taken care of in every possible way. But rather than eating something, they still preferred to sleep first. Lying down was a big deal, and most of them slept for a whole day and a whole night, even
Lin Tianshi and Shi Wuqi didn't say anything more.
Maybe, except Xie Zhe.
It was so cold at night that he even had the illusion that it was colder than in the desert. But this coldness was actually only relative, compared to a month ago. Even to him and his friends, it seemed that it was just a relative cold.
Things happen in the blink of an eye. In this brief moment, it seems that a lot has happened, and it seems that nothing has happened.
This battle was simpler than imagined, but they also experienced more torture than imagined. Xie Zhe, who was sitting on the roof, did not wear any clothes, just blowing dryly in the cold August wind. He
He saw one or two trees with yellow flowers on the street in the distance, but they were too far away to recognize. It was the time when the golden osmanthus was fragrant. He remembered what Ling Huan said about other trees in her sister's house.
There were three sweet-scented osmanthus trees in one of the courtyards. He wanted to see "one of the courtyards" ever since she mentioned it. The house was really big. The place where he and his mother lived was cramped just by the clothes drying rack, so he had to be careful.
Clothes hung to dry in the wind may be blown into the well. The two of them have done this several times. But it is better than blowing to the neighbor's house and then never coming back.
This does not mean that all neighbor relationships are harmonious, depending on the person and the situation. He has moved with his mother several times, but he can’t remember the reasons clearly. Maybe it has something to do with money. In his impression, there are two
They were kicked out three times. Later, Mutsuki-kun arranged for them to be placed in a place where there was less trouble. After that, they never moved again.
There are many people in the world, and they are also very wonderful. The poor are more likely to be bullied, bullied by the rich, and bullied by the same poor people. Sometimes they are also favored by others, favored by the rich, and favored by people in the same situation. No matter they are
Charity, sincere help, or other purposes that can relieve people's urgent needs at the time or give people unexpected joy are considered good people.
If you are harsher, what good people are there in the world? Are there any good people who are worthy of redemption?
The best people become impermanent and die; the worst people become impermanent or monsters, which are nondescript things anyway. Relatively speaking, the so-called nondescript is still defined by people. These things are really complicated.
Xie Zhe often doesn't think clearly, but he always wants to figure it out.
Is Wu Yongzhen's last whisper an unintentional delusion, or...
"You haven't slept since you didn't call back..."
When did the Hundred Skeleton Master stand here? He didn't mind being dirty, so he just leaned against the chimney. It was strange. He made no sound at all when he came up. Sure enough, he must have been careless. There was no threat, so Xie Zhe just
Not alert at all. This may be good, but it is also dangerous.
"I still slept," Xie Zhe quickly stood up and explained, "I just woke up again before nightfall. I don't feel sleepy, but I feel a little flustered, and I can't fall asleep no matter how hard I close my eyes."
"That's not possible. You and I are not impermanent, and we need to rest anyway." Shi Wuqi took two steps forward and stood with him on the eaves. "Although your mentality...I can generally understand it.
"
"Oh. If you can't sleep, then you just can't sleep."
"I was like this a long time ago. But after living long enough, my mind has relaxed. There is no problem that cannot be solved. Even if there is one, if it cannot be solved, why bother."
"This idea is quite..."
It sounds simple, but if you really do it...
"I occasionally feel that you are somewhat similar to my friend," Shi Wuqi said, "I mean Master Lintian."
Xie Zhe was quite flattered: "You really flatter me by saying this -"
"What's the point? There are many differences between people, and there are also many similarities. To put it more clearly, is it the way to behave in the world? It seems that I always feel that I should help everyone. This is some kind of obligation and some kind of responsibility.
Do you have to say that it’s the feeling of caring about the world?”
"...It's still a compliment." He laughed dryly, "I'm not afraid of your jokes either. The evil messenger who tells lies comes forward.
They talked to me a few words later, and I really couldn't let it go. I wanted to ignore it, but they seemed to have some kind of magic - maybe there really was magic. They
It has taken root in my ears and extended its branches and leaves into my heart. Sometimes it can even stir up my internal organs until it hurts. I would never dare to say these words to others, so I will just listen to them for your enjoyment.
.”
Shi Wuqi tilted his head slightly and said in a funny tone: "This kind of thing... I don't think it's worth being happy. Who do you think I am? I think if you can't let go of these words, it's okay to think about them like this.
.”
Xie Zhe was a little confused.
"But, but... isn't this very affecting my state of mind? I have always regarded Master Lintian and Mutsuki-kun as my role models, but no matter before or after this, I feel that I still have a long way to go.
I have to leave. I still remember... I remember Qing and Can
Flower thing. She is a martyr for her own righteousness. In comparison, I don’t even know what the morality that I serve in my heart is. I just obey the secular definition and follow the guidance of the predecessors. I can’t see the future.
, but I don’t dare to look back and think about the past.”
"Well...this is where I think you are completely different from Shanhai. Let me ask you, do you think everyone is born the same? Are they all a clean, undifferentiated piece of white paper?
"
"I don't know." Xie Zhe said truthfully, "The soul itself should be pure and unsullied, right?"
"Well. After being washed by the stream of reincarnation, no matter how sinful a person was in life, the soul is pure and flawless. But people are born with differences. The moment they come into the world, this life is constantly exposed to the beauty of the world.
, so there is a tendency. Let me take two evil angels as an example - Yin Guihong, as you know, he was born as a human a few lives ago, and we had many interactions. It should be said that this
Was he a bad person in this life? He shouldn't be like this.
But Lord Kotsutsuki imposed the retribution of memory on him. In this way, no matter how much he rejects it, his soul will have a tendency, whether it is positive or negative. Whether it is close to the past or going in the opposite direction, the influence is bound to exist. Another example is bad words,
He is still a naughty person in this life, but it still has nothing to do with the vicious monster he was in his previous life. After meeting his brother, even if he was given the memories of his life, he could not return to his past appearance as he wished."
"...You mean, those two people from Death Shadow Pavilion?"
"Yes. In the same way, the soul of the same person may have similar development under the same circumstances. But whether it is extreme or slow, everything is related to the guidance of the outside world. Rather, everyone in the world is alive.
We are focusing on ourselves, and everyone’s self has become the “external appearance” of others.
"World". No soul's experience in life can be completely reproduced, and everything is in motion. Look again, Miss Ye's sister, Miss Yinhuan, was still a Kalingbinga in her previous life.
A determined monster. I don’t know what she looks like now, but you
You should have heard about it. You will definitely be able to figure out what is the difference between you and that monster. If you feel that you can only follow the principles of common sense - this is of course normal. Not everyone can understand their own
Tao, not everyone can follow it to the end. There is no right or wrong way, only altruism
And self-interest. As the saying goes, some people are laughing and others are suffering. Even if you don't correct it in time when you notice something is wrong, it is also a personal choice to be determined to go all the way to darkness. In the end, you will be responsible for your own choices.
Yes. It doesn't matter if you are not responsible - just bear the consequences."
"...This is not good," Xie Zhe quickly retorted, "This is not normal."
"Who will define good and who will define normal?" Shi Wuqi shook his head, "You don't have to react so quickly, you can think about it more. In the end, some of the things I said to you are still foreign objects.
Is it an influence? It depends on whether you accept it, so what?
Thinking is what matters. I also know that what I say does not conform to the worldly definition of good and evil, because it is also the Tao in my heart. Don’t tell Master Lintian these words, I just whispered them to you. These things
Ah, very different from what he thought."
"That's actually the case... But even so, you and he seem to still have a good relationship."
"A friend won't be unable to do something just because your ideas are different from his. If he really can't do something, he is not a friend."
For some reason, Xie Zhe thought of the gossip and the two tongues on the snow-capped mountains. Perhaps it would be better to remember the former as Xue Miyin.
"But, I think, if it is beneficial
If you cause conflict, you won't be able to be friends."
"Then do you think your idea is harmful?" Shi Wuqi asked, "Harmful to your family, harmful to friends, harmful to the world? Many things seem to be contradictory, but they lead to the same goal. Even if the righteousness is for the individual, or for the
What does it matter if an individual achieves great righteousness? Since the result is the same, then there is no difference. What is similar and different is nothing more than a way for the party to fight against the different. In my eyes, there was no difference between humans and monsters a long time ago.
"
Before Xie Zhe could speak, another bluish-white figure suddenly appeared in the field of vision below. It was Lord Jiyue who walked out from under the eaves. Hearing the movement above, he raised his head and said to the two people on the roof:
"What are you secretly talking about there? Is there any ulterior conspiracy, or a secret that no one else can hear?"
"Say less. Mr. Xie doesn't like to talk to begin with. If you say a few more words, he will become a complete squib."
"Well, that's right..."
"Since you have nothing to do, just come back to your room." Lord Jiyue laughed, "Your brothers and sisters are all awake. Madam Jiaomo has something to say, and I also have something to look for you."
"Okay, here we go."
With that said, Shi Wuqi jumped down from the eaves. As Xie Zhe followed him, he secretly thought to himself. Mrs. Jiaomo might have fulfilled her previous promise, that is, to tell them about warming the wine. What's wrong with Mr. Jiyue?
?Shi Wuqi's words were still swirling in his mind. He couldn't understand them all for the time being, but he felt much better.
