The delicious lunch was placed on the table, but Shen Wan lowered her eyebrows and lowered her eyes, poking at the rice in the bowl without knowing the taste.
An, a one-and-a-half-year-old boy, was wearing a bib and sitting on a special baby chair. He had a spoon in his left hand and chopsticks in his right hand, eating rice and vegetables from a bear wooden plate. The rice was white rice, and a small amount of water was added to the dishes. Salt, green vegetables drizzled with sesame oil, boiled carrots, half a soft-boiled egg, and four or five pieces of radish and braised beef.
Hui'er was eating with a bowl, and found that the lady had not used chopsticks to pick up the food, so she took a look. The lady's beautiful eyebrows were slightly frowned, as if she was worried about something.
She glanced at the young master. He was eating his rice obediently. He ate deliciously. He even picked up the rice that fell on his pocket and ate it. He was so obedient!
I thought about the newly opened shops again. The business in the shops is very good, especially in Youranju. The talented and beautiful women in the imperial city like to go to Youranju to drink tea and eat snacks. There is nothing going on in the shops. So. What is madam worried about?
Shen Wan was not worried about anything, but was thinking about herself and Yun Luochuan. Yun Luochuan was interested in her, and she was in love with Yun Luochuan. If she wanted to put aside her love as a modern husband and concubine, they could just be together. But They are not in modern times. Although Yun Luochuan is a person reborn in someone else's body like him, he is an ancient person.
She believed that Yun Luochuan really liked her, and she also believed that he now wanted to marry her and be with her for the rest of their lives. She didn't mind that she was a widow and was willing to treat the boy An as his biological son.
But what about ten years from now or twenty years from now?
Having been a lawyer for so many years, and also a divorce lawyer, she has seen through human nature and understands the fickleness of people's hearts.
He doesn't mind his identity now, and he doesn't mind that she has her son An, but as time goes by, her love gradually fades away, and others always laugh at him about her status as a widow and her son An, won't his thoughts change? ?Will he despise himself and Xiao An? Will he regret being with him?
Although he had a bad reputation before, he is now a real crime boss with both talent and appearance. How could the Yun family allow him to marry a widow with children? If they forcefully get married, what will happen to the Yun family? He won't like her, and his life will definitely not be comfortable. Even if Yun Luochuan doesn't feel anything at first, over time, he will feel bored and uncomfortable, and he may start to regret marrying her.
There is another thing, which is also the most critical. When she gave birth to her son, she suffered a dystocia and lost her health. Qi Yan and the imperial doctor in the palace both said that she might not have any more children. There should be no one in the world who got married. People don’t want to have their own flesh and blood!
People of this era, even though they do not have a throne to inherit, would still want to have a descendant who can carry on the family bloodline, let alone the Yun family.
After analyzing the pros and cons, and the various possibilities that would happen in the future, Shen Wan came to the conclusion that she should not be with Yun Luochuan.
The conclusion was drawn, and Shen Wan's heart was twitching.
"Madam, what are you thinking about?" Hui'er couldn't bear it any longer. Madam's brows were so furrowed that she could kill a mosquito.
"Mother?" An, the boy who had finished his meal, also looked at his mother. Seeing that the rice in her bowl was not touched, his little mouth started to pout. "If you don't behave well, eat well."
If my mother is not good, she will not eat well.
Shen Wan came back to her senses, met Hui'er's concerned eyes, smiled and said, "Some little things."
How can she frown like that over some trivial matters? Hui'er didn't believe it and felt that the madam was hiding something from her. But she was sensible. If the madam didn't say anything, it must be because she didn't want to say it. Since she didn't want to say it, she wouldn't ask further questions.