I thought everything was ready, all I needed was the decoration of the proposal scene.
Suddenly I woke up and realized that there was still one most important thing that had not been completed.
"You have never confessed your love to me." During a morning mountain excursion, at the top of Fenghuang Ridge in the capital, Liu Yifei faced the beauty of the rising sun and inadvertently confided her heartfelt words, which Chu Xuan has always remembered.
Chu Xuan decided at that time that he must satisfy Liu Yifei's regret when proposing.
Perhaps in other people's marriage proposals, the man can kneel down on one knee, hold a bouquet of flowers, and offer a ring to complete this important event.
But in his mind, he still needed to write a love letter and express his love to fill up and complete this beautiful ceremony.
I still remembered this idea well when I was filming in Los Angeles, but I really didn't expect it. I probably forgot about it because I was going crazy with Fumino and his friends.
Now I am also worried.
"Wake up!"
In the morning when the sun was rising, I was woken up by Liu Yifei.
Chu Xuan slept restlessly all night and yawned repeatedly when he woke up.
After washing and dressing up, the two of them each dragged their suitcases downstairs, and Liu Xiaoli also got up early and went out to see them off.
"Mom, bye!" Liu Yifei waved to her mother.
Liu Xiaoli crossed her arms and listened to her daughter's excited tone when she said "bye". She couldn't help but said: "Are you excited without me following you?"
Since she had to stay to deal with Longyou's equity this time, she could no longer join the filming crew with her two children.
Since the beginning of "The Golden Family", this is the first time in these years that my daughter has gone out to film without her.
"No way, I'm so sorry." Liu Yifei said with nostalgia: "Mom, why don't you come with us? How can we live without you?"
She knew Liu Xiaoli couldn't go, but she still said that, which was obviously intentional.
It seems that the status of the boss lady was officially established yesterday, which really made Liu Yifei a little arrogant. Now she dares to act like a monster on her own head.
Liu Xiaoli couldn't help laughing, so she came over and grabbed her daughter's face, making Liu Yifei look slightly embarrassed.
Liu Xiaoli glanced at Chu Xuan again, raised her eyebrows and said: "Didn't you sleep well? You're out of your mind."
Chu Xuan's absent-minded look made Liu Xiaoli think that Chu Xuan didn't sleep well at night.
Liu Yifei also looked at Chu Xuan, and she felt strange that Chu Xuan was so worried, but she just thought that Chu Xuan was worried about groupization.
Naturally, Chu Xuan would not explain that he was thinking about the love letter. He took the suitcase from Liu Yifei's hand and put it into the nanny car, one suitcase in each hand: "Auntie, let's go then."
"Go." Liu Xiaoli said. Seeing Zeng Ni leading the team into the car, she and the two children who opened the window waved again and watched the car go away before turning back to the villa.
The Olympics are approaching and there is a constant flow of vehicles on the road.
The city scenery passed quickly outside the window. After seeing Chu Xuan sitting in the car, Liu Yifei was silent and closed her eyes for a nap. She just thought that Chu Xuan had not slept well at night and was catching up on sleep, so she leaned on Chu Xuan's shoulder and closed her eyes to rest.
.
It's true that Chu Xuan didn't sleep well, but in fact, all he can think about now is: How to write a love letter?
If his friends found out that he was struggling with such an issue, Chu Xuan would definitely laugh to death.
But who on the outside can understand the current state of mind of Chu Xuan, who is at the center of the incident? He just wants to satisfy the regret of the person he loves deeply.
It's just that he has never written a love letter, let alone studied it.
He thinks he has some literary talents, but he currently has no clue.
Therefore, he was a little anxious.
Being together with Liu Yifei every day is destined to leave us with little alone space.
And immediately joining the group for filming gave him an opportunity to miss the scene and sneak away alone. If he didn't find his mind quickly to finish the love letter during the filming, and the two of them got along day and night after returning home, then it is estimated that this matter would be gone until the day of the proposal.
Can't figure it out.
"Director Tang, Director Chen." After meeting the directors and teachers at the airport, Chu Xuan and Liu Yifei sat in the lounge waiting for the arrival of the flight with the teachers.
Liu Yifei was drinking coffee and reading magazines.
Chu Xuan's thoughts were flying, and his mind was wandering.
Every age has its own writing styles, and every age has its own way of expressing itself.
He looked through the memories of past eras in his mind, searching for and drawing on the imprints of each era.
Like in the 1970s——
Hello Comrade Liu Yifei, the greatest leader, the reddest sun in our hearts has taught us that the world is yours and ours.
We young people are full of vitality and are in a prosperous period, just like the sun at eight or nine o'clock in the morning, the spring breeze, thousands of willows, and the six hundred million Chinese land.
Comrade Liu Yifei, we are all revolutionary young people influenced by the thoughts of great men. We have formed a fighting friendship of mutual support and mutual achievement, and we also have a common dream of industrializing film and television.
There are close friends in the sea, and there are neighbors in the world.
I hope our friendship can go deeper and create a better future together, do you agree?
This is the way of expressing love in the 1970s. From the beginning to the end, the word "love" will not be mentioned, and only "friendship" will be used to represent love very euphemistically. There are thoughts of great men between the lines, and everyone is a revolutionary youth of the new era.
.
However, this way of expressing love in the 1970s is exclusive to people in the 1950s.
Comrade Liu Yifei...
The corners of Chu Xuan's mouth raised slightly, making himself laugh.
"What are you doing? Are you so funny? Let's go." Liu Yifei felt strange that Chu Xuan was laughing to himself, but after hearing the flight announcement that it was time to board the plane, she stopped asking any more questions.
Chu Xuan, Liu Yifei and the teachers followed the flow of people towards the aisle, and after successfully boarding the plane, they took their seats.
Soon, the plane took off and cut through the blue sky.
Chu Xuan leaned on the back of the sofa chair and looked at the blue sky and white clouds, and then closed his eyes to reverie and learn from the style of the times.
Compared with the extremely euphemistic expression of emotions in the 1970s, the 1980s after the reform and opening up were much more liberal.
like--
Liu, you may be surprised that I contact you through letters. For me, I just want to express my inner feelings to you.
The happiness and sadness, joy and melancholy, confusion and smugness we have experienced together during the four years of college are so worthy of our infinite remembrance.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Time flies, but the four years are vivid in my mind, as if it happened yesterday. We were so innocent, naive and fearless at that time.
More than two years have passed since graduation, and we have not wasted our time.
You traveled thousands of miles away to study, and I stayed in the city where we first met to work hard and struggle, waiting for your return.
But now I really can't hold back the longing for you in my heart, and want to go to the future with you. Are you willing?
This was the way of confession in the 1980s, which was more open than in the 1970s.
Although there is still no word "love" between the lines, the full emotion in it can still be easily seen through.
It looks a little gross, but it is innocent and pure, and has a feeling of true love.
However, the way of expressing love in the 1980s was exclusive to people in the 1960s and 1970s, and it seems a bit out of place now.
"Here we are, still sleeping. Did you have insomnia last night?"
Shenghai, the plane has arrived.
Liu Yifei shook Chu Xuan, and Chu Xuan opened his eyes and woke up.
The two got off the plane together and got into the nanny car that the crew came to greet.
Watching Liu Yifei flipping through the script and reading it, Chu Xuan also flipped through the script in his hand.
But his mind was not on the script at all. His thoughts drifted directly to the sky, and he began to reverie about the way to represent whiteness in the 90s——
That day, the sun was shining brightly and the sky was blue.
The wind is blowing, the leaves are swaying, and you are smiling.
I vaguely remember that we were walking on the lawn of Century Park, enjoying our alone time in the hot summer when no one was around.
However, your extended hand interrupted our moment of tranquility.
I never thought that you would confess your love to me, let alone that I would make you shed tears under my self-righteous rationality.
Tears flowed down your brow bones, slid down to your cheeks and then to your chin. They hurt in your heart, but they also broke my psychological defense.
I held your hand and made a beautiful vow with you.
This beautiful memory is still unforgettable. The beauty of the past also symbolizes the happiness of the future. I wonder if you are willing to let this beauty and happiness continue?
This is the way of expressing love in the 1990s, which is more open than in the 1970s and more disgusting than in the 1980s.
There is no "love" from beginning to end, but words such as beauty and happiness are used to express the longing for love.
This is the way people in the 1970s and 1980s express their feelings. He and Liu Yifei were also in the 1980s. A few years ago, the two of them also expressed their love in this way. However, with the development of the Internet, various non-mainstream cultural expressions
Appear, this expression seems a bit out of touch with the times.
"ah--"
"Chu Xuan!"
"Liu Yifei!!"
"Oh my God, it's true. Chu Xuan and Liu Yifei came to our school to film. Who knows this feeling!"
At a sports school in Shenghai, Chu Xuan and Liu Yifei got out of the car and appeared on the campus.
In the movie, there are several scenes of Liu Yifei practicing shooting at school, and Chu Xuan's character also has scenes of practicing Sanda with her classmates. Since the corresponding scenes were not built in Los Angeles, the size of the group performances did not meet the requirements for the number of students.
, so these scenes have to be reshot on location.
The crew didn't find a local sports school in Beijing, probably because of communication or time constraints.
"Sissi, you go get makeup." After hearing Tang Jili's words, Zeng Ni took Liu Yifei to another makeup nanny car.
Since Chu Xuan was a grown man, it was much easier to change clothes, as he had already changed them in the car.
After waving to the onlookers of college students, he followed the crew into the studio of the teaching building.
While waiting, he picked up his mobile phone and searched online: [Non-mainstream way of expressing love.]
Relevant information pops up immediately on the mobile phone page——
Loving you is a warm sadness, a romantic feeling, a gentle gesture, and a kind of love that I want to say but have to say.
Maybe I'm not very good at pleasing you, but I'm really attentive.
Maybe I don't know much about romance, but I will never give you any bond.
My dear, let the sunshine bring my most sincere blessings! Let the rain and dew nourish your drought-stricken heart! Let the birds carry my most affectionate greetings! Let the fragrance of flowers fill your lonely world!
For you, I am willing to give up everything!
"Fuck..." Chu Xuan couldn't help but swear.
Sure enough, the way of expressing love in the 1990s is out of touch with the way of expressing love in the 2000s.
It's not the most disgusting, only more disgusting.
He recalled his first love with Liu Yifei a few years ago. The way he expressed his feelings was already disgusting, but compared with today's non-mainstream, he was at a disadvantage.
However, the 1970s, 1980s, 1990s, and 00s have all traces of expressing feelings in the four major eras. So how should he write this love letter?
This is still a problem.
"Chu Xuan, be serious!" Tang Jili's voice came from the intercom.
Chu Xuan was distracted during the filming, which is rare in the eyes of the director team. After all, Chu Xuan has always had very good professionalism. It is probably because too many things have interfered with him recently.
If it weren't for the fact that the actor was Chu Xuan, Tang Jili would have started scolding him.
"What's wrong with you today? It's just like what mom said. You're out of your mind." After filming today's scene, Liu Yifei looked at Chu Xuan strangely.
"It's probably the company's business," Chu Xuan explained vaguely.
Liu Yifei looked as if she was like this. When she set out in the morning, she guessed that Chu Xuan was thinking about the company's conglomeration. Now it seems that she guessed it right, so she was relieved: "Mom, Sister Hua and the others are in the company, let's play a good trick."
Once the photo is taken, don’t think too much about it.”
"Yeah." Chu Xuan responded, and Liu Yifei took a car to the hotel.
Zeng Ni brought two meals, and the two finished dinner while chatting.
After a simple duet with the script, the young couple lay on the bed and watched TV.
Liu Yifei actually enjoys watching TV. The effect of the variety show "The More Careful the Joyful" makes her laugh out loud from time to time.
Chu Xuan's eyes were in a trance while watching TV, and his attention was obviously not on the TV.
The expression methods of the four eras each have their own writing structures that suit the characteristics of the era, but they still did not inspire him.
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! If modern love doesn't work, why don't we let him look at ancient times?
Three thousand years ago, the words "A graceful lady, a gentleman and a good husband" in "The Book of Songs" were full of leisure and elegance.
Three thousand years later, Nalan Rongruo said, "A pair of people from generation to generation compete for education and ecstasy in two places." Love is supreme and unparalleled.
No matter how bad it is, Li Shangyin also said in the Tang Dynasty poems that "I don't have the wings of a colorful phoenix, but I have a clear mind", which can be said to reveal the spiritual aspects that a deeply in love couple needs to pursue.
There is also a Song poem by Li Zhiyi who said, "I only hope that your heart will be like mine, and you will live up to my love for you." This points out the spiritual connection required for love, as well as unswerving loyalty to each other.
Chu Xuan slapped his forehead, dumbfounded.
Good guy, the more I think about it, the more outrageous it becomes. Should I write a love letter to describe China’s 5,000-year love culture?
It's really a bit crazy.
It's no wonder that he is like this. He is often eager to do something, and this matter will become a knot in a person's heart at the first time, and he will try his best to get it done.
But he forgot that in such a state, the more he tried to do well, the less likely he was to do it.
Chu Xuan is currently in such a situation.
Liu Yifei looked at him blankly, why did she suddenly hit herself?
"What's wrong?" Chu Xuan looked at her.
"You can't be..." Liu Yifei moved away from Chu Xuan and said warily: "Have you been possessed by Gao Ye?"
Chu Xuan's head was full of black lines: "Where did Kayako come from? She is still dueling with Ultraman."
Liu Yifei let out a "puff", fell down and lay in Chu Xuan's arms, laughing non-stop.
For a long time, probably for two years, the sequelae of watching horror movies with Chu Xuan at home was dreams, and then she dreamed of a fight between Kayako and Ultraman, and told Chu Xuan about this dream.
She just saw Chu Xuan hitting herself for no apparent reason. She was just joking. She never expected that Chu Xuan would still remember the fight between Kayako and Ultraman, which made her really unable to hold back.
"Sleep." Chu Xuan turned off the TV, closed the quilt and lay on the bed.
Liu Yifei turned off the light and fell asleep with her pillow on Chu Xuan's arm.
I don't know how much time passed, but the moon was already hanging in the sky.
In the dark bedroom, there were two intertwined and even breathing sounds. Suddenly, one of the breathing sounds was abnormal.
Chu Xuan opened his eyes suddenly, thinking about it day and night. This love letter thing really made him worry so much that he couldn't sleep well.
His eyes moved, and he started to think again as he stared at the ceiling in the dark night.
But after thinking about it for a day, it didn't have any practical effect, so he changed his mind and decided to try writing.
Anyway, he couldn't sleep, and tomorrow's filming was in the afternoon, so he was worried about staying up late and delaying the filming. The only difficulty was not to be discovered by Liu Yifei.
But Liu Yifei's sleep quality has been very good since she was with him, which made him no longer worry. He quietly and slowly pulled his hand out from under Liu Yifei's head, picked up the laptop on the bedside table and tiptoed to the living room.
He also closed the bedroom door and did not dare to turn on the lights in the living room to prevent accidents.
Under the only light of the computer screen, Chu Xuan pondered in the darkness and tried to type on the keyboard, demonstrating the hacker style. The hacker was just typing code, and he was writing a love letter.
But he overlooked one thing. It was a new environment in the hotel and he was not used to sleeping in it. Liu Yifei was used to sleeping on his hand, but he suddenly left...
Due to the strong inertia of habit, Liu Yifei opened her eyes inexplicably. She was shocked to find that Chu Xuan was not there, and she immediately sat up from the bed.
The bedroom was not big. After turning on the light and scanning around but not finding Chu Xuan, she got out of bed and went straight to the door. When she opened the bedroom door, she saw Chu Xuan's mysterious cat looking at the computer on the sofa, following a
Like a spy.
"What are you doing in the middle of the night?" Liu Yifei rubbed her sleepy eyes and frowned.
Chu Xuan was frightened and turned around, looking at her in shock. Why did she wake up?
Liu Yifei walked over, looked at the computer screen, and immediately blinked cutely.
【When I look up at the sky at night, the silence is endless.
Just like the dream I once chased, it was dark.
I once asked where I was going and was silent.
What makes me rekindle my flame is your appearance.】
"What is this?" Liu Yifei sat down next to Chu Xuan and shook his hand.
Chu Xuan was silent and pressed the delete button to delete the few essays in the document.
He didn't expect Liu Yifei to wake up so soon. He hadn't found inspiration yet, so he just wrote a few inner monologues based on the environment and his own feelings. He was very embarrassed when he was discovered.
It's really embarrassing.
"Tsk, don't delete it!" Liu Yifei slapped Chu Xuan's hand away, smoothed her hair and said, "Does this 'you' refer to me?"
"Sleep, sleep." Chu Xuan closed the laptop cover, pulled her up and returned to the bedroom.
"You haven't answered my question yet. What are you doing up so late at night?" Liu Yifei refused and prepared to get to the bottom of it.
"I couldn't sleep because of the company's affairs. When I got up and played online, I suddenly felt something." Chu Xuan explained.
"Oh~" Liu Yifei said in a very interesting tone: "It's just a sentiment, but it's also so literary. It's written like a modern poem, and it also has the flavor of a love letter. Teacher Chu, are you so romantic now? Otherwise
Don’t sleep yet, go and continue writing, okay? I’ll accompany you.”
Chu Xuan looked at him with helplessness in his eyes.
Liu Yifei looked at him with cunning eyes.
Chu Xuan couldn't sleep because of company matters. She got up in the middle of the night and went online to kill boring time. She suddenly felt something and wrote something casually. This was within the scope of her understanding.
When she was bored in New Haven, she would write something down.
What she didn't expect was that what Chu Xuan wrote casually seemed to be a love letter to her, which made her very happy, and she suddenly lost all sleep.
"Sleep, what are you doing in the middle of the night?" Chu Xuan went to bed and lay down directly, turning his head to one side without looking at her.
Nothing else, it's really embarrassing.
"What am I doing in the middle of the night?" Liu Yifei laughed angrily and turned Chu Xuan around: "Is it me doing it in the middle of the night or you doing it in the middle of the night? Are you blaming me?"
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! "No, no." Chu Xuan held her in his arms: "Go to bed, it's very late."
Seeing that he was determined not to talk about the matter, and knowing his embarrassment, Liu Yifei stopped teasing him, closed the quilt and snuggled into his arms to sleep.
However, this matter made Liu Yifei very interesting. She couldn't help but poke Chu Xuan's belly under the quilt: "Teacher Chu, write the complete version of the love letter for me someday."
"Which of your eyes saw that it was a love letter?" Chu Xuan closed his eyes and said, "That 'you' represents the glorious era. I am writing about the corporate culture exchange established between me and the company."
Liu Yifei was stunned. What rekindled your dream was the Brilliant Era?
This makes sense and there is nothing wrong with it.
But, I believe you as a ghost!
"Okay, okay, it's not a love letter, it's corporate culture." Liu Yifei was overjoyed. My boyfriend is so funny.
But the next moment, she felt a twinge of fear in her heart.
Chu Xuan was absent-minded all day today. It would be reasonable to say that it was because of the company's conglomeration, but her sixth sense told her that this matter might not be that simple.
What if Chu Xuan's absent-mindedness is not because of the company's affairs, but because of the love letter that she just accidentally discovered and was not acknowledged by Chu Xuan?
So what does this... mean?
Chu Xuan and her mother refused to let her return to China...
One month before Chu Xuan returned to China, he was running around the country, suspected of preparing something...
Chu Xuan is now secretly writing love letters in the middle of the night as if he is deliberately avoiding her...
Liu Yifei's heartbeat accelerated, and she had a premonition that something was about to happen.
She opened her eyes, kissed Chu Xuan's lips, then reached out and put her hands under the quilt around Chu Xuan's neck, pressed against his chest and gradually fell asleep. She was destined to have a good dream that night.
