Wu Fangmei looked very frail, very thin, and her face was as white as a piece of paper.
Lu Beicen really couldn't believe how the woman in front of him, who even spoke as softly as a cat, could do such a cruel thing. Even if she hated her deeply, it was not difficult to set fire to vent her anger, but how could she let it go?
A pillow to send away her biological daughter who she kept beside her every night to lull her to sleep?
"There will be no pain if you die. What I feel most sorry for her is that I didn't die." Wu Fangmei's voice was as smooth as a silk thread. There were no tears in her eyes, and there was no excitement on her face. Instead, she had a self-deprecating smile.
"But I, for a while, can't die. I killed someone and set a fire. Can you give me the death penalty? You are a reporter. You must know. Can you tell me about it?"
Facing Wu Fangmei's expectant eyes, Lu Beicen really didn't know what to say. She knew very well that in Wu Fangmei's situation, the possibility of immediate execution after being sentenced to death was very small, and there was a high probability that it would be a suspended death sentence. But for a dead person
Having made up her mind, she could only sigh secretly.
"She is so young and cute, why do you think that death would be better for her than life?"
Wu Fangmei sneered softly: "You must not be married or have children, so you don't understand. In fact, women are reincarnated in this world to suffer. I don't want to live anymore, and I don't want my daughter to continue to suffer. I gave birth to her."
It's my fault that she came out, so I might as well take her away with me."
"Don't you want your daughter to live like you in the future?"
Wu Fangmei still had a sneer on her face: "Unless she doesn't get married in the future, I don't want to live anymore. I can't wait for her to grow up. I can't keep watching her. Getting married is the beginning of a woman's tragedy, and having children is a tragedy."
By extension, when I was a girl, I lived very well every day..."
Recalling the past, Wu Fangmei seemed to have a desire to talk. For her, these nearly forty years of life were a dream that turned from joy to pain.
Wu Fangmei had a pretty appearance and good family conditions. She lived smoothly for the past thirty years until she was thirty-two years old when two accidents occurred in her life.
The first accident was an unexpected pregnancy. Although their son was almost ten years old, the couple decided to give birth to the child because her husband Zhang Jun relied on his father-in-law's care and his business was doing well. The family didn't care much about Wu Fangmei.
With the income from a stable job, she resigned and stayed at home to take care of her husband and son.
The second accident happened when Wu Fangmei was eight months pregnant. Her father passed away suddenly. A person who was less than sixty years old suddenly suffered a heart attack due to unknown stimulation. Wu’s father was not in a high position, but he had a little bit of trouble.
In the past, Zhang Jun had to rely on his father-in-law for food, so the family was still very stable.
Although they were two accidents, for Wu Fangmei, it meant that in the same year, she had a child, quit her job, and lost her father's support.
Not only that, Zhang Jun also exposed his true face.
In fact, Zhang Jun had already cheated on her when Wu Fangmei was pregnant, but it might have been just for fun at that time. According to Wu Fangmei, maybe Zhang Jun had cheated on her many times before that, but it was her
I'm just stupid and don't know anything.
Because after that, Wu Fangmei slowly discovered a reality. Although she usually had no worries about food and clothing, Zhang Jun would give her a living allowance regularly every month, and there would often be transfers such as 520 and 1314. But what exactly did Zhang Jun do?
She didn't know how much money he had. She had never seen his bank card. Whenever she mentioned it, Zhang Jun would just pass it by casually.
When taking care of his father's funeral, Zhang Jun acted like a filial son in front of his father's colleagues, relatives and friends, but when he finished taking care of Wu's father's funeral, his expression was completely different.
When Wu Fangmei gave birth to a baby and was in confinement, the old Zhang family members stopped coming, so they left it to Wu's mother to attend the confinement period and help take care of the house. Wu Fangmei and Wu's mother complained a little. At first Zhang Jun reluctantly listened, but later
He simply put down his chopsticks and walked away, and later he dared to confront Wu's mother directly.
Wu's mother was so angry that she went back to her home. Wu Fangmei, who had lived smoothly for more than thirty years, only cried and often made trouble with Zhang Jun. Then it developed into scolding, smashing things, and beating people. Then, Zhang Jun began to be away from home often.
Home.
It doesn’t matter if she doesn’t have a home, the key is not to provide for the family. Wu Fangmei’s spine was straight at first, because she had some savings, but she was left with nothing. She was not someone who was good at calculating her life, and she still had two children to raise.
My daughter has been basically strapped for money since she was two or three years old.
Wu Fangmei didn't want to bow her head, so she had to occasionally ask her mother to help. Wu's mother was already very dissatisfied with Zhang Jun. When she couldn't stand it, she blocked Zhang Jun from quarreling with the woman outside him, and she got angry again, and the cycle continued.
After hearing the news twice, Wu Fangmei couldn't find her mother anymore.
It's not that Wu Fangmei has never thought about going out to find a job, but she doesn't have any skills. In the past, working was just a mess, and she was tired of fishing every day. It's not that easy to find a job outside.
Zhang Jun would not give Wu Fangmei any money, but he would give enough to his son Zhang Hao. As a result, the family was in a deformed state. As a mother, Wu Fangmei even reached out to ask for living expenses from her underage son. In addition, Zhang Jun
Brainwashed intentionally or unintentionally, Zhang Hao became more and more contemptuous of this mother who could not even support himself.
Wu Fangmei thought about divorcing Zhang Jun countless times, and she also proposed it. Zhang Jun just said: divorce, when do you want to divorce?
But after divorce, Wu Fangmei has no financial resources. Her son is already that big, but her daughter is still so young, and her father has never taken care of her, let alone the deep relationship between father and daughter. If she gets divorced,
It will undoubtedly be a tough road for her daughter to follow her, and it goes without saying that it will be a hard road for her father.
Thinking of this, Wu Fangmei became scared.
From last year to this year, two more things happened. First, Wu Fangmei's mother suffered from cancer. Surgery, chemotherapy and radiotherapy were reimbursed by medical insurance, which was about 30% of the total expenses. With Wu's mother's savings, and then
I borrowed some money, but still couldn't keep Wu's mother, and she died at the end of last year.
In order to pay off the debt, Wu Fangmei sold the old house where her parents lived. The house in Blue Lake District was not worth much, and the property inherited from the inheritance was sold, and the taxes were also high. The house was sold to cover the cost of her medical treatment, which was almost the same.
, Wu Fangmei is equivalent to losing both her time and money, and she is also exhausted mentally and physically.
People always need an outlet to vent. At the beginning of this year, Wu Fangmei had a particularly good chat with a male netizen on the Internet. She often talked to him about her pain, which could be considered as comfort.
Unexpectedly, his son Zhang Hao found out about this matter. Zhang Hao reacted very strongly. He thought that his mother was eating his father's food and drinking his father's food. In the end, he even cuckolded his father. He scolded Wu Fangmei very unpleasantly, which was directly equivalent to
His mother was nailed to the pillar of shame, and this family once again began to have no peace...
But how could a mother withstand such insults and belittling from her biological son who she raised? And in the words her son scolded her, she could strongly feel Zhang Jun's shadow.
Wu Fangmei slowly fell into despair. Her parents passed away early. Her daughter was her last concern in the world. So, after several nights with her eyes open until dawn, Wu Fangmei made such a decisive and crazy move...