Ji Rongzha told her children not to think too much, "No matter how bad things are, as long as they haven't happened yet, there is always room for change."
Xie Lingyan nodded, she thought, I hope so.
"Grandma, I'm going to rest first. I'm a little tired. If there's anything else, I'll talk about it when I get up tomorrow."
"Okay, you go ahead. I've been busy here and there for two days and haven't had a good rest."
Xie Lingyan turned around and entered the room.
She was lying on the bed and felt a headache.
The white-haired god asked, "Why are you troubled?"
"I'm wondering if Zhou Yiyan will..."
"He won't die so quickly."
"Then why would he go back and throw himself into a trap?"
"I really can't tell if I don't go back."
"Will the royal family really take action?"
"The person currently in charge of decision-making is the regent, who is in charge of the world and the Su family. The empress dowager is from the Su family. Do you think they will take action?"
"Isn't there still the Ji family here?"
"The Ji family has too much time to take care of themselves and is anxious to find your grandma to go back and join the battle."
"Will grandma be implicated?" Xie Lingyan thought of the most important thing. She just wanted the elderly to enjoy their old age in peace. Why did she find it so difficult?
The white-haired fairy knew what she was worried about. The love of close relatives was heavier than anything else in her heart.
This was also Ji Rongzhao's fate. If they treated her badly, she wouldn't have to worry about it. However, they gave her a little bit of warmth in exchange for a rough half of her life. It's hard to tell who paid more.
"White Hair, why don't you speak? Don't tell me..."
"No need to worry, your grandma will not die if she goes back now, but she will die if she doesn't go back."
"What's the meaning?"
"It's very simple. Your current strength is not enough to protect her, but the Ji family can."
Xie Lingyan frowned, "Why do the Ji family pay so much attention to grandma? What did they do in the early years?"
"This must be the last wish of the head of the Ji family. If your grandma does not go back, the Ji family may directly collapse."
Xie Lingyan was surprised, "Is it that serious?"
The white-haired god muttered, "We have reached the end of the road. The Ji family is now breathing its last breath. They are counting on your grandma to support the entire family. Her appearance can build confidence in the entire clan. She returned to help train useful people."
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"What's the point of despising her so much in those early years?" Xie Lingyan felt aggrieved on her grandma's behalf.
The white-haired fairy said, "Do you know what it means to have a beginning and an end? She came from the Ji family, and the whole journey back was also the Ji family. Without the Ji family, there would be no Ji Rongzhao. Her youth experience was indeed criticized, but when she was a teenager
If she knew how to behave, why would she be like this?"
"White hair, I don't agree with what you said. Is it wrong to live with someone who is not tactful in dealing with others?"
"I didn't say that such a person is wrong. What I said is that such a person is destined to have a bumpy road, because her personal desires and thoughts determine her future, not the involvement of others.
lifetime."
"It seems that you are the only one who can look at the problem this way. I can't do this."
"If you can't do it now, you will do it one day."
"what for?"
"It means..." The white-haired fairy wanted to say it, but stopped when the words came to her mouth. Thinking about it now, how could she understand it.
If this emotional matter cannot be explained clearly in a sentence or two, it is better to let her realize it on her own.
"What do you mean, tell me?" Xie Lingyan couldn't sleep and insisted on arguing with him to the end.
The white-haired fairy asked her to sleep, "Aren't you tired?"
"I can't sleep. Do you think it's interesting for those royal nobles to fight over each other?"
"It's not interesting. Some people are greedy, and some are indifferent to their ambitions. You can't say that people who are indifferent to their ambitions are stupid, nor can you say that they are really noble. Some people are indifferent to their ambitions because they know they can't compete and choose to escape. If one day such people
If he encounters problems himself, he will be fine if he dies, but others who care about him will be implicated."
"..." Xie Lingyan felt that she could not communicate with this white-haired person, "Who are you criticizing?"
"Let me tell you the truth."
"Do you think this makes sense?"
"Why not? Let's talk about Ji Rongzhao's choice. She can ignore anything, so who did she rely on to make a difference back then? Did the Ji family give her resources and platform? Is she a member of the family?
The family is now in danger, and it is not just about the fate of one person, it is about thousands or even tens of thousands of people in the whole family. Do you think these are not human beings?"
Xie Lingyan asked, "Are there so many people?"
"have."
"Hey, White Hair, I noticed that you seem to have become more humane?" Xie Lingyan said it didn't matter.
The white-haired fairy denied, "You think too much."
What he really cares about is whether these people will be of any help to her in the future.
The situation in the southern border is not optimistic. Currently, the regent of the Su family is in power and is lawless. In order to contain such a big family in the future, we must have some manpower among them to prepare for emergencies.
In short, at present, the Ji family cannot fail, and neither can the Zhou family. They are the only bargaining chip to contain the Su family.
Ji Rongzhao must have understood this truth, so she agreed to go back. She had served Ling Xirui for more than ten years, and Xie Lingyan even called her grandma. Based on this feeling, she will definitely do her best to do what she can, no matter what.
No matter what, she had to find a way to leave enough escape routes for Xie Lingyan.
Xie Lingyan suddenly sighed, "You said that Cangyu Continent is so big, why is there no place where I can settle down?"
The white-haired fairy was stunned. He heard the vicissitudes of her words. Logically speaking, at her age, she shouldn't think about these heavy things, but after thinking about it, she can understand it, because she grew up alone in another world, and her experiences were uncertain.
Therefore, I have a deep understanding of being alone.
Xie Lingyan asked, "White hair, do you think it is important to have a family?"
The white-haired god pursed his lips.
Is family important? The answer is yes, but he has not personally experienced how to maintain and build a family, so naturally he does not know the good and bad aspects of it.
Xie Lingyan said, "I feel like everyone has a place to go, but I don't. You know, sometimes I feel sad when I think of such things."
The white-haired god couldn't see her like this, so he just said, "When you go back, you will have a home."
"Do you think the Southern Realm Emperor is my home?"
The white-haired fairy thought, of course, that is your home, you once lived there.
It’s just that it’s not the right time to say this yet. Instead, ask, “Do you have any other ideas?”
"No, I'm not a person without ambitions or goals, but now I don't know what to do tomorrow. Maybe it's because I know nothing about this world. White hair, why did you save me? It's because
Is my name the same as Xie Lingyan in this world?"
The white-haired fairy said without thinking, "You are Xie Lingyan, not because you look the same or have similar names."