Xie Lingyan paused and looked into the distance, involuntarily, many strange scenes emerged in her mind.
It seems that she has experienced such helplessness. She wants to wake up her loved ones who have fallen to the ground. However, birth, old age, illness and death are common things in life. She is unable to change or do anything.
Those repressed emotions filled up the chest and invaded the limbs and bones. For a moment, it was like feeling the pain of cutting flesh with a dull knife, so painful, so dull and unbearable.
This uncomfortable and depressing emotion affected her senses.
Fleeting, those indescribable feelings quickly disappeared.
"What's wrong with you?" The white-haired fairy noticed her uneasiness and asked hurriedly with concern.
Xie Lingyan came back to her senses and said, "Just now, I seemed to be looking at the past events. Those things were very real, as if I had lived my whole life like that. At that time, I was alone and there were no relatives around me. They all died and I was the only one left.
Man walks alone in the world."
Some surprise flashed across the white-haired god's face. He thought, could it be that his memory awakened in advance? I was about to ask you what you saw?
Xie Lingyan walked forward to check on the old man lying on the ground.
The old man was really dead, his body was cold and he had been dead for a long time.
The crying little girl, covered in dirt, looked up at her quiet and beautiful sister and asked, "Are you a god?"
Xie Lingyan said, "No, I was just passing by."
The little girl is very thin, her clothes are in tatters, but her eyes are bright and clear, and they are the eyes of a child, full of innocence.
Xie Lingyan thought that she had a lot of things going on, and even if she was overflowing with sympathy, she would not be able to kindly say, "Stop crying and come with me."
The little girl has her own destiny, and she, Xie Lingyan, also has her own destiny.
They are individuals and each has their own life. She cannot make the decision for her children.
She immediately turned around and left, leaving only a bag of food. There were a few fruits and a few steamed buns in the cloth bag. She bought them when passing through a small town and threw them in the storage ring. The food was still fresh, so it should be
It can feed the little girl for several days.
The white-haired god asked, "Are you wondering whether you should take her away?"
"Yes, I was thinking about this question, but I know very well that I have too much time to take care of myself, so how can I protect another person? Besides, there are so many people in the world who are lonely, and I can't help everyone. White hair, you think I'm like this
Isn’t that too unsympathetic?”
The white-haired god denied, "No, real help is not to save one person, but to save more people when you take action."
"But some people say that if you can't save even one person, there's no point saving more people."
"Can a leaf that blinds the eyes be compared to a leaf that knows the autumn?"
"Of course, no."
"That's right. The result cannot be justified with useless words. Everything needs to be proven by actual actions."
"I understand." Xie Lingyan felt relieved and walked forward faster.
The girl behind her looked at the fresh fruits next to her, and then looked up at her sister in white clothes. The snow-like figure was getting farther and farther away, almost out of sight.
The little girl hesitated for a moment, then she picked up the food and turned to look at the beggar who was eyeing him over there.
The beggar stared at the food in the girl's hand and swallowed. He must admit that he wanted to grab it.
For a moment, he thought, it would be better to kill the little girl. Only if she dies, then the food will be his.
But he was also afraid that the girl in white would return. She was probably a monk. She couldn't afford to offend such a person. If he was not careful, he might be cut off by her sword.
The little girl thought for a while and gave the food to the beggar.
The beggar was stunned. He never thought that this little girl would behave like this.
The little girl asked, "Uncle, can you help me?"
The beggar felt a little ashamed and said, "What?"
"Please help bury my grandma."
"you……"
"This is the reward. I can't move it alone, so I need your help."
The beggar agreed.
Then the little girl ran away and chased the sister in white.
Grandma said that if you are desperate, just follow them, maybe there is still a way to survive.
The little girl ran up and followed the figure in white through the distant road.
Xie Lingyan turned around and asked, "Why are you following me?"
"Grandma doesn't want me anymore. I don't know where to go."
"But you can't follow me either."
"Why?"
Xie Lingyan couldn't answer, and she couldn't understand the child. The little girl even cried, crying miserably, and she looked so pitiful.
Xie Lingyan had a headache and asked the child to stop crying. The most embarrassing thing to see is a child crying.
She asked someone to come over and bring out the little food left so that she could fill her stomach first.
"Thank you sister."
"Why did you just... give it to that beggar?"
"Sister, I went back and took a look, right?"
"Yeah." Xie Lingyan didn't deny it. Halfway through, she remembered that there was someone nearby, and the girl was single and weak. She thought that she might kill the child by doing something unnecessary, so she went back to take a look. She saw the beggar.
Staring at the little girl and the food with eager eyes, it was obvious that the beggar had something wrong and was just hesitant to take action.
The little girl said, "My grandma told me when she was here that it was a sin to possess a jade. Although it was just a few fruits, I had them but the people next to me didn't. And I was weak. If I was robbed, I would have to accept my fate."
share.”
Xie Lingyan was surprised, she didn't expect a child to understand such a profound truth.
The little girl said, "I saw a particularly beautiful jade pendant on the ground earlier. I originally wanted to pick it up and keep it as my own, but grandma said it was a life-threatening thing and should not be touched."
Xie Lingyan thought, the old man taught her well and the little girl learned the essence.
The little girl asked, "Sister, are you a god?"
Xie Lingyan denied, "No, I know how to do some magic and can barely beat up a few bad guys."
"Then you are a god."
"But I heard that people here who are called gods are bad."
"Then you are a good person."
"Aren't you afraid that I will sell you?"
"If you were a bad person, you wouldn't give me food." The little girl followed as she ate the fruit.
Xie Lingyan's head hurts. This girl looks similar to Ye Yunchen, six or seven years old, sallow and thin, but very strong.
"Xie Lingyan, do you want to run away?" Lei Chengyang finally caught up with her. He thought she had left the small village, but unexpectedly she went inside, causing him to run out and look for her.
When the little girl saw a strange brother, she was so frightened that she hid behind her sister in white.
Xie Lingyan said, "Don't scare the children."
"who is she?"
"I don't need to explain to you." She found a house, opened the door and went in. When she found no one was there, she asked the child to find clothes. "Just find something decent and wear it."
The little girl had no choice but to obey. Seeing her sister dressed so white and elegant, she didn't want to be so dark and poor, so she took a set of clothes and put on bright yellow clothes. With the new clothes and new appearance, she looked much brighter.
Xie Lingyan clicked her tongue and asked, "What's your name?"