Let me talk about my recent situation. I have been in a very tired and anxious state for about a month. I am sleepy during the day and have difficulty concentrating. Even if I drink three cups of coffee a day, I can’t keep myself up, especially if I have to.
When I think about the update every Monday, I feel like I have to go through a difficult time, and my mood will become very low two days in advance.
Since the beginning of Zhengdao Qianlong, I have maintained the state of adding updates every Monday. It has been going on for almost five years now. I have never stopped in the middle, and at most I have added two chapters less. I really can't bear it anymore.
Especially if you have to open a business recently.
Secondly, for me personally, the transformation of the Ninth Special Administrative Region has opened up new ideas for me, but my six books are all created in a real urban background, which makes it more difficult to create fresh plots in the later stages.
It’s getting harder and harder to think, not only to write what I want to express, but also to show readers something new, so I don’t know how many nights I’ve spent just looking at the characters of The Wind Rises in Dragon City. This is also what I want to do.
Why can I guarantee that the character direction in the later stages of this book will be different from other books? Many people have not noticed that many of my recent plots are foreshadowing female characters.
But the pressure of weekly updates is too great, and it doesn’t give me too much time to think. When adding updates has become the norm, some readers will get used to it, and may not feel that my adding updates is giving back to everyone.
, so once updates are discontinued, someone will definitely complain.
I am actually very afraid of what others will say or criticize, so I can only persevere on my own.
But today I am in a very bad state. I have actually thought about the plot a long time ago, but I am not satisfied with the degree of completion. I can write it by hand, but I don’t want to force myself to create it just to cope with updates.
In the next week, let me adjust the status a little. The updates may be lower, and there may be fewer updates on Monday, but I will remember the few updates and update them one by one after the status recovers.
I have been writing the book for ten years. During the serialization period, I only interrupted one update. That was when I suffered from back pain and took half a month off. This time we will continue to update and only reduce the amount. The climax of the plot is about to happen.
It's over, I'll take advantage of Monday to go to the hospital for a full body checkup.
I'll rest early tomorrow morning and check the status in the evening. Anyway, it will definitely not be interrupted.
I'm not young anymore. I hope everyone can understand. Well, that's it.