"She still doesn't understand you very well." Lin Ran spoke in a low voice, "I know you don't know how to deal with these relationships, it doesn't matter, I have dealt with it for you, Wang Liuliu, believe it or not, as long as I am by your side now
No woman can enter your life, including her. What's more, you two are not suitable for each other."
"No, what you do is very unreasonable."
"I can't be reasonable with you. With you, I have to be more domineering in this regard." Lin Ran smiled at me, "Don't say you don't have me in your heart. You just don't want to accept me. In fact, you still have
You love me, and you care about me. You don’t have to admit it to yourself, it doesn’t matter, I will wait for you. We are not children anymore, and we have experienced so much together. My previous life was indeed a bit depraved, but then
It’s not what I want. You are also responsible for me doing that, but you are no better than me. You are still degenerating. In fact, you are better now. All the relationships around you have been cleared. The relationship between you and Tutu
It's not feelings, it's not love, it's just mutual dependence. You just need a woman to accompany you when you are lonely. You know it in your heart, so I will stay by your side quietly and will not find anyone to stimulate you, because through
Shaochen discovered that I wanted to stimulate you, but it was not you, but myself. Why should I bother? I might as well tell you everything and make it clear, but you can't mess around anymore.
No, I will not allow other women to appear in your world. You should think carefully about the ups and downs between the two of us for so many years. You should think carefully about who understands you best and is the most suitable woman for you.
My child, you should think carefully about everything I have done for you for so long. You should think carefully about whether you are sorry for me. You should think carefully about whether I, Lin Ran, am not worthy of me at all.
You, you should think about it carefully, what obstacles are there in your heart that prevent you from accepting me again? Besides, have you met many girls? I have always been a very willful and stubborn girl. I believe that the two of us are the best.
The most suitable, because in this world now, except me, no one will always wait for you, no one will always love you. Including Xiyu, and Nuannuan." Lin Ran looked up and smiled, "You said so.
?”
I was speechless by what Lin Ran said. I was speechless by what Lin Ran said. I looked at Lin Ran blankly.
Lin Ran looked at me and stopped talking, smiled, and kissed my lips. "I'm going to take a shower. I'm tired today. Think about it." After finishing speaking, Lin Ran got out of bed and entered the bathroom.
I sat on the bed blankly, picked up a cigarette, and fell into the habitual confusion, thinking about myself six or seven years ago, when I was only eleven years old, thinking about the present, and thinking about what I have experienced.
I couldn't believe these things. I closed my eyes and a feeling of fatigue swept through my body. When Lin Ran came out of the shower, he sat next to me and lay down without any clothes on.
I stood up and took a shower. I lay down on the bed, not knowing what to say. To be honest, I really felt sorry for the girl in front of me. I have never left her for so many years. She was right, I will never leave her again.
I will never meet a girl who loves me so much. I will never meet a girl who is so willing to follow me wholeheartedly. I put my arms around Lin Ran, and Lin Ran buried his head in my arms. I said lightly, "
It feels so familiar.”
I feel a little uncomfortable. After all, this is the first woman in my life, my first love. After so many years, she is still by my side. Thinking about what she has experienced over the years, a good family has been ruined.
The mother who gave birth to her and raised her left her, and her father disappeared and was hiding from debts. Such a thin girl was alone, so young and young, and her face was often filled with a smile that didn't matter. In fact, she felt so uncomfortable inside.
, only she herself knows, and she doesn’t know how she survived these days. Suddenly she felt extremely uncomfortable, feeling that she was so inhumane. She no longer made any excuses for herself, she just stretched out her hand.
I hugged Lin Ran and kissed her forehead. Gradually, I heard Lin Ran sobbing. It was a bit suppressed, but I didn't stop it. Just cry, there was too much accumulated in my heart. It was time to vent it out.
I hugged Lin Ran tightly and slept like this all night. When I opened my eyes, the sun was already high, and my body was full of energy. The feeling of getting enough sleep was really comfortable.
After tidying up with Lin Ran, I looked at the time, it was past eleven o'clock, almost twelve o'clock, so I went downstairs to eat.
Keep driving and go home.
At about five o'clock in the evening, the familiar small county town appeared again. I haven't been home for a year. It was very kind. I couldn't express my super excitement in words. And this time I came back and drove back. How much was in my heart.
Still a little proud to show off, I rolled down the car window and walked straight. When I was approaching our house, I suddenly stopped the car. I was so excited.
Lin Ran looked at me from the side, "What are you doing? Why did you park the car? Could it be that your home has arrived."
I ignored Lin Ran, turned on the handbrake, got out of the car, and ran to the side of the road. I didn't know whose home it was for decoration. There was a big pile of sand outside. I gently picked up a handful of wet sand. I used my strength.
After sniffing it, I felt quite comfortable and said "Ah~~".
Lin Ran followed me and got out of the car. Looking at my behavior, he obviously didn't understand and was even a little surprised, "What are you doing?"
I looked at Lin Ran and shook my head deeply, "You don't understand." Then I smelled it again, "Ah, this feels so good."
At this time, an old lady appeared next to me and said slowly, "Young man, are you okay?"
I turned around and saw this old lady, hunched over very low. There was a little poodle surrounding the old lady.
I smiled and felt quite comfortable. "Hello, grandma."
The old lady stretched out her hand and pointed, "Does this one you are holding in your hand smell good?"
I nodded vigorously, "It smells good, it must smell good."
The old lady was a little surprised, "What you said is true."
"Yeah, or you can smell it too, it feels so good to be home. Even the sand is full of the smell of home."
When the old lady heard this, she asked, "Can this thing smell like home?"
"Yes, you also want to ask." I held the sand and stretched it in front of the old lady, "Can you smell it?"
The old lady shook her head, "It really doesn't smell like home."
I sighed and said seriously, "You won't understand. I haven't been back for more than a year. Now that I'm back, I really like this feeling and smell."
The old lady looked at me doubtfully, then put her nose over, smelled, and then reached out and fanned the front of her nose, "I still only smelled the odor of Huanhuan's urine in our house, not any smell of home."
." After finishing speaking, the old lady looked at me, turned around and left.
The puppy behind him yelled "Wangwang" twice, followed the old lady and walked aside.
I suddenly felt bad. I looked around carefully. Only the handful of sand in my hand was wet. The sand around me had been dried by the sun. It was all the color of sand. I was the only one.
This one was moist. I smelled it carefully again, then threw the sand on my hand to the ground, and then ran to the sand pile and rubbed my hands vigorously.
"Haha." Lin Ran laughed exaggeratedly on the side, laughing so hard that he fell back and forth.
I was so fucking depressed that I ran to a small stall on the side. I bought two bottles of mineral water and poured it down as hard as I could. After washing it, I still felt that it smelled bad. So I ran to the canteen again and drank it.
I bought a piece of soap, rubbed it hard, wiped it hard, bought mineral water, and washed it hard. The old man who sold the water was so confused: "Young man, what's going on? Why are you washing your hands so hard?"
I ignored him. Lin Ran was laughing with tears in his eyes. He was already on the ground, and he didn't forget to reach out and hold up a handful of sand. "Ah, it smells like home." Then he laughed again with "Haha".
She originally planned to go home directly, but Lin Ran refused and strongly insisted that I take her to a large shopping mall here. In the shopping mall, we could buy Maotai, Wuliangye, Zhonghua, bird's nest, and various other things.
I was pushing the car and looked at Lin Ran, "Did you win the lottery?"
Lin Ran ignored me and continued to take things.
"Hey, hey, I wonder if you secretly won the lottery. If so, you still have four million after taxes. Look, since I have been with you for so many years, can you give me one million?"
Lin Ran ignored me and continued to take things, and took a lot.
"It's not like today's supermarkets don't charge for money. That shouldn't be the case. Even if they don't charge for money, I don't know how you would know. That's not right either."
"Okay." Lin Ran scolded me, and then continued to pick things up. After buying so much food and supplements, he went to the gold jewelry counter and bought a platinum necklace and a pendant.
"Holy shit, you're really crazy. I said, sisters, what are you going to do?"
"Buy something for your mother. And your father."
"Fuck, you don't need so much, you're crazy."
"Don't worry about it."
"No, it's really not necessary."
"Stop talking nonsense." Lin Ran said to me, "Just stay here and stop talking nonsense. Just help carry things later."
I sighed, "I thought you were really rich. Sister, it's not easy for us to make some money, so don't make blind investments, okay? What if there is no return on your investment?"
Lin Ran turned around and looked at me fiercely, "Can you stop talking? Is that your mother or my mother?"
"Don't I want you to waste money?"
"Go ahead. Before you talk to others, think about yourself. Besides, do you think I'm spending money indiscriminately? Look at my parents, how can I be afraid of spending money?"
"That's my mom. My dad."
Lin Ran turned his head and glared at me fiercely again.
