"Everyone who has passed away must be buried here in our family's ancestral grave." Qingqing's mother turned her head away, her voice choked with sobs.
I held the envelope and looked at Sister Qing's mother, dumbfounded. After a long time, I slowly said, "Auntie, you are teasing me."
Sister Qing's mother did not speak, but slowly walked to a stone monument in front of her, "Qingqing, mom is here to see you. Are you lonely these days?" After saying that, Sister Qing's mother sat down on the ground limply, tears streaming down her face. It flowed out loudly.
I felt like a bolt from the blue, "No way, no way, no way." I said and stepped back.
Then Lin Ran's voice rang out, "Wang Yue!" The voice was very loud. After shouting, Shen Lin also rushed up. Each of them took one of my arms and pulled me forward a few steps. I turned my head. He glanced behind him and took another step back. He would have to roll down the mountainside. If he rolled down, he would lose half his life.
Lin Ran took a deep breath, "You're crazy, you're going to step back even if you don't care about your life."
Shen Lin covered her mouth, "How is that possible!"
I held the envelope in my hand and looked at the tombstone over there.
I ignored Lin Ran and slowly opened the envelope
"Little Wang Yue, how are you doing recently? Why did you just think of visiting your sister? My sister is angry^_^."
"But I forgive you. I have lived so long and you are the only younger brother. I still want to see you get married and make a big living with you, but I didn't expect that day to come so quickly."
"When you come to see this letter from my sister, I believe that my sister has already gone to another world. Don't blame my sister for not saying hello to you, don't blame my sister for lying to you. This is the first time in my life that my sister has lied. .My heart is dead. It is really dead. From the moment I saw your brother-in-law’s ashes, my sister’s heart stopped. Don’t blame your sister for deceiving you. If you are really angry, then my sister will apologize to you now. I'm sorry. I just want to go home and see my parents who gave birth to me and raised me. After all, we haven't seen each other for many years."
"I still remember many years ago, when I was at the train station, I saw that young boy who acted like he was poor. He looked like a little kid who didn't care about anything. He didn't think about anything and didn't care about anything. My child, I still remember that over the years, I watched that young boy slowly grow up and mature from a naive student boy. He slowly began to learn to call me sister sincerely."
"I like this young boy, I like it from the bottom of my heart. I am very happy to be with this boy. He always has some ways to make you unhappy people happy. I thought well before, I not only want to watch I have to watch him grow up, watch him get a wife, get married, have children, and then look at his children and call me aunt. Except for little Wang Yue, I have no other brothers and sisters. So, I always regard you as my My dearest and dearest brother comes to see you”
While I was reading Sister Qing’s words, I thought about how Sister Qing looked when she wrote these words, and I felt a little uncomfortable.
"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that sometimes gaining is more painful than losing. I am physically and mentally exhausted now. After so many years of persistence and hard work, in the end, I am still empty-handed. I don't blame anyone. This is fate, don't you believe it? .”
"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that I have never had true love in my life? What I want most, I have never been able to get. After going through so many ups and downs, I finally got it, but I didn't expect that it would be like this.
Soon, it will be lost again."
"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that the happiest days in my life were the days when your brother-in-law had an accident? When we hid together, he could stay with me every day. The happiest days were when I
On the day of my wedding, I didn’t expect that I would become a widow just after I got married.”
"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that the people I feel most sorry for in my life are your aunt and uncle. When I was a child, I was not sensible. I had a problem with them and ran away for many years. When I grew up, I was not sensible. They didn't
I desperately wanted to follow the men who wanted me to follow them. Now, I am even more ignorant. I finally should be filial to them, but I left them alone and walked away alone. I think they must also blame me. Xiao Wangyue,
Those are my biological parents. They raised me and educated me bit by bit. Now that I’m gone, I beg you, sister, to come and see them more often when you have time. For my sister, please fulfill your filial piety."
"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that all my life, my sister has done good things, she has been good to the people around her, and she has helped those in need. She has never done anything wrong in her life, but she has treated everyone
I have enjoyed all the harm I have never suffered. In this life, I have never done a bad thing, but I have experienced all the hardships that no one has ever experienced."
"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that my whole life, I only want two words, Shen Feng, but from the day of the wedding, the groom became a fugitive, and until he was caught, I never saw him. He is like this
He left quietly, without even saying hello to my sister, a woman who had been waiting for him for so many years. But I don’t blame him. This is fate. If you don’t believe it, it won’t work.”
"Little Wang Yue, do you know, what is my biggest wish in my life? That is to live a peaceful old age with Shen Feng. I have a child with Shen Feng, watch our children grow up, and watch my little Wang Yue
Marry a wife and have children, and look at my little Wang Yue, feel secure and stable. Look at little Wang Yue's child, you can call me aunt. Then I will give him a big red envelope."
"Little Wang Yue, do you know that the person I love most in my life is Shen Feng, the person I feel most distressed about is my parents, and the person I feel most uneasy about is you. You still don't know that you are
What do you want? You are still living a life of just hanging around day by day. You are no longer young, it’s time to think about it carefully. Lin Ran is a good girl, don’t let her down anymore, and know how to be content. In fact, she is better than her sister.
It's tragic. When I see her, I seem to see my past, where I also gave up everything for the one I love."
"Xiao Wang Yue, my sister is gone. We are destined to meet again in the next life. Remember, you still have to be my brother."
"Xiao Wangyue, my sister is gone. Remember to come often to see your aunt and uncle."
"Xiao Wang Yue, sister is gone, take good care of yourself. Treat Lin Ran well."
"Xiao Wang Yue, my sister is gone. Don't blame her for leaving without saying goodbye. Don't bear any grudge against her."
"Xiao Wang Yue, I've left, but I still want to call you, Xiao Wang Yue."
"Xiao Wang Yue, my sister is gone. Listen to her. You can't go on that road anymore. Get out as soon as possible."
"Xiao Wangyue, sister is gone, don't worry, she will be in heaven, watching you, blessing you, and protecting you. Sister always keeps her word."
Qingqing, a masterpiece.
I was holding the letter on my phone, and my body was shaking uncontrollably. I couldn't imagine it. Lin Ran and Shen Lin were standing quietly behind me. The wind had picked up and it was a bit cold. I walked numbly to the edge of the stone monument and looked at it. Sister Qing's smile on the stone tablet was still so bright and sunny. I slowly knelt in front of Sister Qing's grave, took off my coat, and put it on Sister Qing's mother. "Auntie, it's cold." Come on, don't catch a cold." Sister Qing's mother cried even more seriously.
I didn't shed a single tear, I just kowtowed three times "bang, bang, bang" to Sister Qing's grave, "Sister, don't worry, I will do whatever you say."
Lin Ran and Shen Lin also walked to my side. Lin Ran also knelt down from my side, with slightly red eyes, "Sister, why are you so stupid."
Sister Qing's mother was still crying on the side, and the atmosphere around her was very depressing. Shen Lin looked at us quietly on the side.
After a long time, Sister Qing's mother stood up and sighed, "Let's go back."
"You guys go back, I'll go back later." I said slowly, "I want to stay here by myself."
Just as Sister Qing's mother was about to speak, Lin Ran pulled her aside and said, "Auntie, just let him stay by himself from here. If he can't get over this hurdle, he will die of discomfort. Let him stay by himself."
Sister Qing's mother glanced at Lin Ran, thought for a moment, and said nothing. The atmosphere was very depressed.
I stayed here by myself, and the three of them went down.
I knelt in front of Sister Qing's grave. My mind was in a mess, filled with every detail of Sister Qing. Suddenly I found that I couldn't bear it. I leaned here and watched the sky gradually getting dark and the breeze blowing slowly. It's quite cold. Looking at the starry sky at night makes me feel sick to death.
I don't know how long I stayed here, but I heard the sound of footsteps. I turned around and saw Lin Ran. He was carrying two bags and a thick quilt in his hands. "It's cold here. Go back to the car. It's close." , let’s have something to eat, you’re hungry.”
I shook my head, "Why are you here?"
"I don't trust you." Lin Ran took out a few newspapers from the bag, threw them on the ground, and then put the food aside, along with a bottle of Golden Liufu and some side dishes to go with wine, all of which are my favorite. He raised his head and glanced at Lin Ran.
Lin Ran smiled, "There are only a few things that can be bought in the village. These were all bought by my aunt when she came here. The Golden Liufu happened to be at Sister Qing's grandma's house. I took a look and found that these are all what you like. I I brought it over for you, as well as the quilt. It must be cold here, so cover yourself up so you don’t catch a cold."
"Don't stay here anymore. It's cold here, but you're still here."
"I want to stay with you."
"Where's the car?"
"It's down there."
"You go back and leave me alone for a while. You call my mother and tell her I will go home tomorrow."
"Oh. I'll watch you eat something, and then I'll wait for you in the car."
I reached out and took out the car key. "There is a bucket of oil in the trunk. They poured it from Piaoyi. You can light the fire in the car and turn on the heater. Don't catch a cold."
Lin Ran said "Yes" and said, "I'll watch you finish eating and I'll go down and wait for you. Don't worry, I won't cause you any trouble."