I felt a little collapsed, so I stood up and reached Nuan Nuan. After hesitating for a moment, I still stretched out my arms and hugged Nuan Nuan. Nuan Nuan buried her head in my arms. Tears slowly flowed down.
"Cry, just cry. You are always so suppressed and have a straight face. Who can show you. In fact, you are very wronged. Why do you always pretend to be indifferent?" I scratched helplessly.
My own hair "The world is so messy, who can I show to you by pretending to be pure?"
After hearing what I said, Nuan Nuan let out a "wow" and burst into tears. She cried hard, with runny nose and tears. After crying for about ten minutes, Nuan Nuan gradually stopped crying and saw that she had gone from
She took out some tissues from her clothes. I looked at my chest and smiled, "I feel better after crying."
Nuan Nuan nodded and smiled at me, "I'll show you the joke." After saying that, he picked up my hand and said, "Where did the blood on the back of your hand come from?"
"Caught it myself."
"Why are you so cruel when you catch yourself?"
"As a person who has lived so long, the most unbearable thing for me is a girl crying. You are so kind. Not only did you cry, but you also cried on my chest. I was going to collapse, but I didn't dare to say anything. In the end
I have no choice but to catch myself. Fortunately, I got through it. You know, for me, I would rather let you beat me than let you cry in my arms."
Nuan Nuan smiled, "Then the person you were with before, didn't you cry?"
"Crying, crying so hard."
"Then it was you who cried miserably, or her."
I thought about it and spread my hands, "It's very miserable."
"You are a person who doesn't know how to deal with these feelings. Often the result is that many people get hurt along with you, and in the end, you get nothing."
"Why do you say that to me?"
"After being in contact with you these days, my feelings are that you don't understand what rejection is at all. You can let me cry in your arms, hold me and comfort me when you have a girlfriend. If you
Have you ever thought about what will happen if your girlfriend finds out?"
I was stunned for a moment, then smiled helplessly, "I seem to have always been like this."
"You haven't been punished?" Nuannuan smiled, "For example, the girl on your phone. You love her very much, right? But why has she left you now?"
"It was torn apart."
"Even if one person separates you, there is a reason why she can separate you, right? If there is a reason, it must be a reason created for you." Nuannuan looked at me and said calmly, "Wang Yue, it stands to reason.
For example, when I first found out I was pregnant, I hated you so much that I wanted to kill you. But as time goes by, I hate you less and less. Just like now, when I look at your actions just now, I realize,
I actually don’t hate you at all, I even like you a little bit.”
"Then I should feel honored."
Nuannuan shook her head, "Do you love your girlfriend?"
I smiled and said, "I love her, I definitely do. If not, why am I staying with her?"
Nuan Nuan looked at me and said, "Yes, what do you mean?"
I was stunned for a moment, "What do you mean?"
Nuannuan looked at me with a half-smile, "How did you two get together?"
When I heard this, my head buzzed, "How do you know this?"
"Do I have to tell you?" Nuan Nuan's eyes were a little provocative.
"Only me, Bo Long, Yang Qiong, Shanshan, and Sister Hu know about this matter. Even Hukou Dong and Fatty Tao don't know about it. How could you know about it?"
Nuan Nuan lay down on the bed, "No matter what, if you don't want others to know, you have to do it yourself. Really. I especially believe this sentence."
"How do you know?" I continued to ask.
"I forgot." Nuannuan smiled at me, "If I remember it one day, I'll tell you. I'm tired."
I sighed, "If you don't want to say it, don't say it. It's not necessary anyway. Even if you didn't love me then, you still have feelings now."
"Then you shouldn't be here."
"Why."
"Because your girlfriend will be sad if she finds out."
"No, because the child in your belly is mine, and I have this responsibility and obligation."
Nuan Nuan sat up, "How many girls are you responsible for, how many girls are you obligated to, you don't know how to refuse, and you want to be responsible for all the girls, can you handle it?" "Nuan Nuan"
"Humph" and leaned against the bed again. "Do you know why you can't keep anyone alone in the end? It's because of your bullshit responsibility. Let me tell you, you don't need to be responsible to anyone, you only need to be responsible to yourself."
My girlfriend can be responsible for it by herself, do you understand? To put it harshly, you are just a sentimental person." After finishing her words, Nuan Nuan took a deep breath, "Okay, I'm done, it may be a bit too much, but you
Just live and listen. If you don't want to hear it, you can just think I'm farting."
I was silent for a long time. "Do you know something? Why, I always feel that what you said is very pertinent."
"I heard what others said." Nuan Nuan said straightforwardly, "That day you comforted me, made me happy, and took good care of me. Although we had a relationship, I, Qin Siran, still don't want to owe you anything. Secondly,
When you were sleeping that night, I wrote down the phone number of the girl named Xiyu from your mobile phone."
After hearing Nuan Nuan's words, I raised my head and asked, "What did you say?"
"I wrote down Xiyu's phone number, and called her when I went back to school. Naturally, I didn't say anything about the two of us. I just said that we were classmates. I said that you were depressed and drank every day.
It's quite miserable for you. I want to reconcile you two. I really want to reconcile you two, because I can feel that you love her very much." Nuan Nuan said here, paused, "But there are some
You've gone too far. That girl named Xiyu is really pitiful. Do you regret it now? It's too late, she will never come back to you again."
"No, she said she would wait for me for four years."
"Idiot, she wanted to use those four years to completely forget you." Nuan Nuan smiled wildly, "My phone call revealed a lot of things about you in the past, that Lin Ran, and those brothers of yours.
My phone call cost me more than 100 yuan in phone bills. But I feel it was worth it. I learned a lot about your past." After saying this, Nuan Nuan smiled and said, "The fairy tale you sang to her.
, she will remember it forever. You haven’t contacted her during this time. Go call her and see if the call can still be answered."
I looked at Nuannuan, slowly picked up the phone, and tried to call Xiyu. It showed that the other party's phone was turned off. "It's just turned off. It will be turned on soon."
"Haha, you are here, having so much fun with your new girlfriend, have you ever thought about Xi Yu?"
"I don't love her."
"Haha, you admit that you don't love her now, but who will explain to Xiyu. Whoever sees you happily guarding the woman beside you all day long will believe that you don't love her. Whoever sees you,
I will believe that you still love Xiyu."
"You have Xiyu's contact information, right?"
Nuannuan shook his head, "I called Xiyu twice. When I called Xiyu for the first time, I was curious and wanted to know about you. Xiyu told me that he could tell me, but there is a condition in exchange." He said here.
, Nuannuan paused, "So that prompted the second phone call. The condition Xiyu said was that if you have a new girlfriend, let me tell her, and then let me wish you happiness for her. You are not a reliable person.
A man. Don't say you still love Xiyu, no one will believe it. After I called Xiyu for the second time, she said thank you to me and said she would never use this number again."
I suddenly remembered the angry look in Nuan Nuan's eyes when she saw me and Ziya together again. I never knew why Nuan Nuan was angry. It turned out that she was angry after knowing about Xi Yu and me.
No matter how angry she was, I found a new girlfriend and forgot about Xiyu.
"Since you know that Ziya and I have a misunderstanding, why don't you tell Xiyu again."
"I didn't know at first, but I found out later." Nuan Nuan spoke in a low voice. "After I first saw it, I thought you two were very in love. You had forgotten the woman who was infatuated with you, so I told you
Xiyu, after that, I can no longer contact her. When I really find out what happened between you and Ziya, I will no longer be able to contact Xiyu. I, Qin Siran, what do you want, what do you say?
.You can blame me. I really didn’t know about you two at the time.”
I smiled and picked up a cigarette. "It doesn't matter. When I go back, I will definitely get back everything I lost."
"Is that okay?" Nuannuan looked at me with a half-smile.
I didn't speak, I was silent. I just continued to smoke.
"This is a hospital, you just like smoking so much."
I didn't say anything, just squatted in the corner and smoked.
Nuan Nuan went down to the ground and opened the window. "Can you smoke less? Is it so easy to smoke?"
I ignored Nuan Nuan and continued to smoke. After a while, I finished half a pack of cigarettes. The trash can next to me was full of cigarette butts. The whole room was full of cigarette smoke. Nuan Nuan opened all the windows. It was already December.
, it was quite cold outside, but I didn’t feel the cold at all. Nuannuan had already wrapped herself in the quilt and stopped talking.
Just then, my phone buzzed.
I held the phone and said "Hello."
"Liuliu, where have you been? I miss you so much. Why can't I find you when I wake up?"
"I have something to do. Are you awake?"
"Yeah, hubby," Ziya called sweetly on the phone, "I want to eat KFC, buy me some. I saw the snacks you prepared for me, but I don't want to eat them. I want to eat KFC. Buy a takeout."
Bring a bucket and let’s eat together.”
"Okay, wait for me."
"Yeah, bye, hubby, come back quickly, I don't want to stay here." After Ziya finished speaking, she kissed the phone.
I hung up the phone and stood up, "I'll buy you whatever you want to eat. I'll leave after that. You can stay here at night or go back to school. It's your choice."
