After listening to this, Brother Dong nodded and gave me his thumb.
I felt quite uncomfortable, but I didn't say anything.
The two of us got up, cleaned up briefly, and chatted for a while. The atmosphere was a bit dull. After all, Yu Ming's matter was still very uncomfortable in our hearts.
"Okay, stop being so dull. It doesn't suit your personality." After I finished speaking, I stretched out my hand to Brother Dong and said, "Let's have a cigarette."
Brother Dong nodded, and the two of us went to the balcony, holding cigarettes in our mouths.
"Brother Dong, you have never told us about your past. I am very curious."
Brother Dong turned around and said, "What's there to be curious about? We are all quite ordinary. The only one who is mysterious is you. At least I can't remember my past. Your past always makes you sad and makes you cry."
"Right." I thought for a while, "My past is a legend. If I have time, I will write it into a book. If it doesn't happen, it will become a big hit. Just like Han Han."
"It's just you, writing a book?"
"What's wrong with me?"
"Can you write?"
"No, I haven't learned it since I was a child."
"The book about Mao."
"According to your statement, if you don't touch your vagina, you won't let it go?"
"Fuck, what's your logic?"
"That's the logic of a pervert like you."
"Haha." Brother Dong pushed me, "Write it, I support you. I lived until I was 20 years old, and then I truly understood what the word "brother" is, and I met a few of you. Fatty Tao almost,
But I regard him as a brother, you and Bo Long, really. I am very happy."
"Not that much."
Brother Dong shook his head, "I really didn't have any friends before. In the beginning, I always thought that I had brothers. Do you know why my dad is so strict with me? Do you know why my dad always calls me a prodigal, this and that?"
?"
"You are indeed a prodigal. You spend thousands every month. Is this what a student should do?"
Brother Dong put his arms around my neck and said, "Because I don't treat people well."
"Isn't it nice to meet people?"
Brother Dong nodded, "When I was in junior high school, I was still barely there. Who knew who? It was only a few hundred yuan a month. No one in my family gave me money hard enough. I still kept the money I had, but looking at
Those people who hang out in school, the girls around them are always very beautiful, so I came up with the idea that I want to hang out too."
"But when I was in junior high school, everyone already knew everyone, and everyone knew everyone. I wanted to hang out, but I was suppressed. So when I was in high school, I changed places and restarted my journey. There, I also stayed in our dormitory.
A situation, but high school was too strict, and it was really small at that time. I was full of brotherly loyalty. I followed the people in the dormitory, ate together, drank together, chatted together, and did everything together. I regarded them as brothers, and they regarded me as brothers.
As a cash machine.”
I turned around and said, "What do you mean?"
Brother Dong thought for a while, "When we are together, I spend all the money. I can spend one thousand to two thousand a month, and their living expenses are four hundred and five hundred. I thought at that time, we are all brothers, it doesn't matter."
.Besides, if you get involved in school, you will naturally become famous."
"Money cannot measure the love between brothers."
"Then it will be decided when." Brother Dong said helplessly, "I still remember that time they encouraged me to chase a girl. She was quite beautiful, but she was just a very messy girl. But I don't care, that girl is always chasing her.
She was having an affair with me, and I paid her money, but she continued to do everything. Every time I said that I was dating someone, she didn't agree. People around me encouraged me, saying that she was testing me, and I was so stupid that I actually believed it.
I kept spending money on that woman for a whole year. Because of this, my family and I didn’t know how much money I took from her. I spent all of it on her. Later, this woman really couldn’t bear it in her conscience, so she told me the truth and said
He and the few people around me who I considered brothers had already conspired together, saying that those people were not trustworthy. I felt like a bolt from the blue at that time. How could it be possible? I was in a small restaurant near the school and drank too much.
, although I only had less than one bottle, I felt very uncomfortable. I wanted to cry, but I couldn’t cry. My head hurt so much that I rolled up on the ground holding my head. Many people laughed at me. I didn’t have anything to do with it.
Due to the alcohol's effect, I stood up, took a stool and threw it at the person who was laughing at me, and broke his head at that time. I beat several people away."
"It's pretty awesome." I extended my thumb to Brother Dong.
"It's not bad." Brother Dong smiled at me, "I later found out that the person I beat was a very good boy in the second year of high school. He also had some friends outside school who went there at night.
They came to our dormitory, and it was obvious that all of us were beaten. Of course, it was because of me that I got up. When we were beaten at night, those people helped me. I was very touched. I still think about myself.
What a fool. If I believed a woman, or a woman with a very bad style, I would buy them food and cigarettes that night to thank them. I was really naive. Maybe after fighting once, I knew the opponent was very powerful.
They all began to alienate me and isolate me intentionally or unintentionally. The final result was that I was beaten up again and paid a lot of money. From then on, I finally understood that in the eyes of these people, I
Here, there is nothing. There is a person who has a relatively good relationship with me, and secretly told me that they have never regarded me as a brother, and they only approach me because I am rich. I still act like a fool.
, played with them, made trouble, gave them money, invited them to dinner, and went to KTV. As for why the woman told me everything, it was because the woman had a falling out with those men, and it was not a true discovery of conscience.
Since then, I no longer have any brothers, and I don’t go to school very much. I always go to commercial places. I don’t dare to go to prostitutes. I can only go to KTV to find girls and sing with me. A row of people come in all of a sudden.
, and the feeling of letting you choose is really good, and most of the girls are pretty good, they please you, you give them money, you are still happy, at least everyone is sincere, so, I always go in and out of KTV, at home
The money I was given was naturally not enough to spend. I went to the Internet cafe by myself during the day, and went to KTV at night, or took a shower, and had regular massages. It was quite enjoyable. But when the money was not enough, I began to secretly sell off the jewelry, mobile phones, and other random things in the house.
, my father and the others found out, they beat me, they beat me, I didn’t resist, they scolded me, I didn’t fight back, they said all the excessive things, but I just didn’t listen, whatever should be done, it would be the same. It’s just that
Later, they always locked me in the basement, and I had no chance to play around. I even ran away from home a few times, but with no success. I had no money, so I went back within a few days. After all, it was better than starving to death.
Later, I went to school. I just no longer stayed in the dormitory, no longer interacted with those people, and I was bullied. I was treated like a fool. After nearly two years of hanging around, I finished the college entrance examination. I wanted to leave here and leave.
Stay away, go to a private school, you will be happier. I haven't even gone to school, so how can I take the exam? Private universities don't require scores anyway, so I just took a random score. Later, I was deceived and ended up here. Now
Think about it, I was really stupid at that time. But who has never been young and who has never missed it."
Brother Dong threw down the cigarette, "But fortunately, my hard work has finally paid off. You see, now that I know a few of you, I am really happy. You are with me and you truly treat me as a brother."
Look, look at it as a friend. I was not willing to go to school here at first. I even planned to leave by myself after coming here. But when I met you, I really couldn’t bear to leave. I was also the one who planned to leave here. I saw
This city is disgusting. Meeting you is the motivation for me to stay. The reason why you said you were leaving and I decided to follow you so firmly is because I wanted to leave a long time ago, but I am very happy to be with you.
, that’s why I stay here all the time. I’m not afraid of your jokes. During my high school years, I was always looked down upon by people in school and treated as a fool. Really, it was worse than when I was in junior high school, when I was unknown in school. It’s just that
But now that I’m in college, a few people know me. When I go to college, it’s a different image.”
I smiled at Brother Dong, "Don't think so much, it's normal. Many people are the same when they were in junior high school, the same when they were in high school, and the same when they were in college. When they participated in social work, they were the same again.
This is the case. Because people mature and change slowly, everyone will change. The closest example to me is that my brother was bullied in junior high school. In high school, he became awesome and started hanging out with us.
He fights, drinks, skips school and surfs the Internet every day. Now that he is in college and has a major undergraduate degree, he has already made his future planning the first priority in his life. Because a woman has an extremely deep prejudice against gangsters, she no longer recognizes me.
You want to cut off contact with me because that woman broke up with her former girlfriend, who we were sworn to, to ensure that he will rely on that woman to recommend him to graduate school, and then to get a master's degree and a doctorate. Now he has changed from the person who followed us to the one who followed us.
Now that he has become a minister with a group of people, do you think he has changed a lot? When he enters the society, he will change again. If he doesn't make trouble, he can become a big boss. In fact, these are very normal phenomena. As long as he enters the society, he will change.
Just smile, it’s no big deal, as the same saying goes, there is no obstacle that cannot be overcome, and there is no person that cannot be killed.”
Brother Dong nodded, "That's really good, but I look down on people like that. People like that won't do anything in society."
I turned around and thought about it for a moment, "Brother Dong, you are wrong. Only that kind of person can achieve something, putting interests first, being cold-blooded and rational enough, knowing what he needs, and using all means to get what he needs.
Such people have a greater chance of making a difference. Today's society is a cannibalistic society, with only money and no people."
Brother Dong looked at me and suddenly smiled, "Liu'er, you are younger than me, why do I feel that you are much more mature than me?"
"Because I have suffered many more injuries than you. After I finished speaking, I pointed to my body. "Some scars are still very obvious, and some are not obvious, but you can see them if you look carefully. Haven't you also studied these?
, is a sign of maturity.”
Brother Dong pushed me, "Don't come here." He stretched out his hand and pointed at my finger, "The scar on the finger with the ring seems to be the most serious."
