The last time we had dinner in Lin Ducking's single dormitory, Lin Ducking had questioned Yang Fan. From that time on, Yang Fan had always wanted to find out what he had done to leave a deep impression on Lin Ducking.
impression?
Now that this topic was brought up by Lin Duckweed again, Yang Fan, who wanted to know the answer, naturally followed Lin Duckweed's words immediately.
However, in this dark cave on a rainy night, Yang Fan could not see Lin Duckweed's expression at this time. If he saw the expression on Lin Duckweed's face at this time, he would definitely regret that he immediately followed it.
Lin Duckweed’s words.
Because the corners of Lin Duckweed's mouth turned up at this time, showing a weird smile on her pretty face! The reason why Lin Duckweed's smile at this time is said to be weird is because it is impossible to describe her smile at this time!
It was a sly smile, with a hint of anger in it! It might be said that he was laughing out of anger, but it didn't look like it, because there was also a hint of playful smile in the anger.
All in all, it is a very complicated and weird smile.
Lin Duckweed said calmly: "I told you last time, he is an orphan."
"Well, because Yumin Primary School responded to the country's call and allowed children in orphanages to go to school for free, he was able to go to Yumin Primary School. Teacher Lin already said this last time," Yang Fan said.
"You remember it quite clearly." Lin Duckweed said with a playful smile.
When Yang Fan heard Lin Duckweed's words, he immediately became alert and said, "He has the same name as me, so I didn't forget it."
Lin Duckweed gave a soft "hmm" and then said: "I was still in the second grade at that time. In our class where we all have parents, his arrival seemed very unexpected. Orphan is always a very sensitive word.
, words that make people feel pity. Coupled with the teacher's care, the students are actually quite good to him."
Yang Fan looked at the heavy rain outside the cave in the darkness and nodded slightly silently. His thoughts seemed to fly back to that time following Lin Duckweed's words.
"However, I don't know why, but he never accepts the kindness of his classmates. This makes everyone feel very strange!" Lin Duckweed said this at this time.
"Maybe it's because he doesn't want others to view him as a charity!" Yang Fan, who was silent, said lightly.
Lin Duckweed nodded and said: "Usually, he is taciturn, and it is easy for people to ignore his existence. Until one day, he broke out!"
"Oh? Why did it break out?" Yang Fan asked.
"An apple." Lin Duckweed replied: "There is a girl in the class. Every day when she goes to school at noon, she will bring an apple from home to school. She will eat the apple during the second period! But that day, this
The girl found that the apple in the hole in the table was missing.
Immediately, the girl complained to her classmates, saying that apples would be eaten by others! Unexpectedly, this was heard by the squad leader, who immediately regarded this matter as a big deal! He wanted to find out.
This apple thief!"
"Haha!" Yang Fan smiled and said, "You must have thought it was Yang Fan in the end, right?"
Lin Duckweed sighed and said: "Now that I think about it, the world of children is really incomprehensible! Just an apple can cause such a big thing.
That's right, the squad leader investigated and investigated and found that only a few people did not leave the classroom after the first period. In the end, it was determined that Yang Fan had eaten the apple. The reason why he was determined to be him was also very simple. Other students all
You have parents. If you want to eat apples, you will tell your parents and ask them to buy them! You won’t do this kind of thing like eating apples secretly!”
"What's next?" Yang Fan asked again.
Lin Duckweed continued: "The next step is very simple. Yang Fan refused to admit that he ate the apple secretly, but the squad leader insisted that he ate the apple secretly! Yang Fan exploded. No one could have imagined that there was something hidden in his thin body.
With powerful explosive power, the squad leader, who was nearly a head taller and fatter than Yang Fan, was knocked to the ground by Yang Fan.
Immediately, Yang Fan sat on the monitor's body. Without saying anything, he gritted his teeth and punched the monitor in the face! All the students present were frightened, and they didn't pull away until the teacher came.
Yang Fan went crazy!
From that day on, Yang Fan never appeared in our class or Yumin Primary School."
After listening to the story told by Lin Duckweed, Yang Fan chuckled: "You are so impressed by Yang Fan because he beat the squad leader?"
"No!" Lin Duckweed stood up in the darkness, groped towards Yang Fan's position, and said, "I will be deeply impressed by him, actually because of his eyes!"
"Eye?" Yang Fan asked in surprise: "His eyes must be very ferocious when he hits someone, right?"
"No!" Lin Duckweed said again.
"No?" Yang Fan immediately asked: "Then what did his eyes look like when he hit someone? A gentle look?"
"You misunderstood, I'm not talking about the look in his eyes when he hit someone." Lin Duckweed was already standing beside Yang Fan at this time and continued: "But before he took action, he looked around at the classmates around him.
eyes!"
"What kind of look is that?" Yang Fan continued to ask. After many years, he has long forgotten these nonsense football things! For an orphan like him, too many things have happened to him! This kind of thing
I can’t even remember the nonsense football stuff I did at that time.
Even if Lin Duckweed didn't say anything, Yang Fan knew that the reason why he left Yumin Elementary School was because of a fight and he beat the guy badly. However, Lin Duckweed's narration made Yang Fan remember what happened.
!As for the details, Yang Fan couldn't remember them.
As for the look in Lin Duckweed's eyes at that time, Yang Fan had no memory at all! How could he remember the things in his memory after so many years, and the human brain is not a computer!
Lin Duckweed said lightly: "He looked around at the classmates. That look still lingers in my heart! How many years later, I understood it! It was a look that expected others to believe it.
A look that is almost aspirational!
However, none of the classmates said that they believed him, so the look in his eyes turned into a look of despair, and then he broke out because of the monitor's words.
The class monitor said at that time: Children without parents are uneducated children, and only uneducated children will steal apples!"
Yang Fan listened to Lin Duckweed's words silently and tried hard to recall the situation at that time! However, no matter how he thought about it, he could no longer remember the details at that time.
Hearing the last sentence, Yang Fan snorted and said: "This kind of person deserves to be beaten, so he should be beaten to death!"
Lin Duckweed stood beside Yang Fan, smiled softly, and said nothing.
Yang Fan stood up at this time and said, "Teacher Lin, is it because of this look in his eyes that you are so impressed by him?"
"Yeah." Lin Duckweed nodded.
Yang Fan said: "Let me tell you something, Teacher Lin, don't be angry!"
"Say it!" Lin Duckweed said.
"That's it. In fact, you are quite nonsense!" Yang Fan burst out, and then said: "After all these years, you are still deeply impressed by him. The reason is actually because of the look in his eyes that he inadvertently showed.
What’s this if it’s not nonsense?”
As he spoke, Yang Fan subconsciously took a step back! It was obvious that Yang Fan thought that Lin Duckweed would be angry if he said this.
Contrary to Yang Fan's expectation, Lin Duckweed was not angry, but she remained silent and did not speak.
"Teacher Lin, are you angry?" Yang Fan asked tentatively.
"No." Lin Duckweed said softly, and then sighed: "Hey, actually, that's not the case. There are some things I didn't say, so you don't understand."
"Yes, I don't understand. But if you don't tell me, can I understand?" Yang Fan said angrily. The relationship has come to this, but the story is not finished yet? Why is Lin Duckweed imitating herself? Himself
That was a ghost story, but what you are telling is a real story! Why are you trying to imitate yourself?
Suddenly, Yang Fan suddenly felt his hand being held by someone!
"Teacher Lin?" There was obviously no one else in the cave. Lin Duckweed must have held his hand, but despite this, Yang Fan still asked this question uncertainly.
Lin Duckweed did not speak, but stretched out her other hand to hold Yang Fan's other hand, and the two of them faced each other, holding each other's hands.
What is she going to do?
Yang Fan couldn't help but be confused.
I just heard Lin Duckweed say at this time: "I am the little girl who lost the apple! At that time, I wanted to say to Yang Fan that I believed in him, but at that time I failed to take this step and say this
talk!
Years later, when I understood what Yang Fan's look meant at that time, I felt extremely regretful! If I could have stood up and said I believed him at that time, things would not have turned out like that and he would not have left Yumin Primary School.
!
He was an orphan. He finally had the opportunity to go to school, but something happened to an apple and he was forced to leave! He lost the chance to go to school! And I am the owner of this apple!
I don’t know what his future life will be like or what path he will take, but I am ashamed of him in this matter!
This is the reason why I am so impressed by him! Now I just hope that I can meet him again in my lifetime and say to him personally: Yang Fan, I believe in you! Add the words "I'm sorry" after that!"
When Lin Duckweed said these words, she was obviously very excited, because she grabbed Yang Fan's hand and kept exerting force! So much so that her nails almost dug into Yang Fan's flesh.
Yang Fan had a look of astonishment on his face at this time, completely confused! He really never thought that Lin Duckweed would feel guilty to him because of this matter! However, he did not take this matter seriously at all, and even then,
After leaving Yumin Primary School, Lin Duckweed was not included in the hate list at all, right?
"I believe he will hear it." After a while, Yang Fan responded to Lin Duckweed.