Love between a man and a woman is a normal thing in the world, and it is also an extremely pleasant thing. However, when one party uses force, it is a different story.
As a man, Yang Fan really didn't know how to describe his feelings at this time. Pleasure was definitely inevitable, but there was an inexplicable emotion or touch in his heart.
This touch reminded Yang Fan of Su Meng. The first time between him and Su Meng, he used force. But at this moment, he was drugged by Lin Duckweed. Although men don't refuse such things very much.
, but being drugged, the woman is still on top, which feels a bit weird.
"Could this be retribution?" Yang Fan thought silently in his heart.
The messy thoughts passed away in a flash, and then the feeling of complete joy overwhelmed my mind. I don’t know how long it took, but after the clouds and rain in Wushan, the clouds and rain began to subside.
Lin Duckweed took a short rest, then immediately got up and went straight to the bathroom. The few underwear she had had were soaked with sweat. Lin Duckweed took them off and threw them outside the bathroom. The hot water from the shower head was flowing.
Lin Duckweed scrubbed every part of her body carefully. It wasn't that Lin Duckweed didn't think Yang Fan was dirty. Since she was giving her first time to her beloved Yang Fan, she naturally wouldn't think Yang Fan was dirty. But the sweat stains all over her body made Lin Duckweed.
I feel very uncomfortable.
Not long after, Lin Duckweed finished taking a bath. The bathroom was filled with steam and it was so foggy that she couldn't see clearly. Lin Duckweed wiped the mirror surface with her hands and looked at herself in the mirror.
The person in the mirror said: "I don't have any regrets now, right? You won't regret it in the future, right?"
"Yeah!" Lin Duckwee responded shyly.
The man in the mirror said again: "No one in this world knows you better than me. You are absolutely right to listen to me!"
"Yeah!" Lin Duckweed responded again.
"As long as the two of us agree, there is absolutely nothing we can't do!" The man in the mirror smiled. This smile came from the heart and was extremely confident.
Lin Duckweed said nothing more, picked up the bathrobe in the bathroom, put it on, opened the bathroom door and walked out. Unexpectedly, she saw Yang Fan standing not far from the door, and was surprised. The look on his face
It also became extremely unnatural. This unnatural expression was not only because of what she had just done to Yang Fan, but also because she didn't know how long Yang Fan had been standing outside and whether he heard the conversation between herself and the person in the mirror.
"I want to take a bath too." Yang Fan had recovered a little strength at this time and whispered calmly. He avoided Lin Duckweed, walked into the bathroom, and closed the door. He could see that Lin Duckweed was unnatural, and he didn't want to go back to the bathroom.
Lin Duckweed was embarrassed again at this time.
After a simple shower, Yang Fan also put on a bathrobe and walked out of the bathroom.
Lin Duckweed was sitting on the sofa in the room. When she saw Yang Fan coming out, she immediately lowered her head and avoided looking at Yang Fan.
Yang Fan sighed softly. This was not because he was being nice because he got a bargain, but because he did hear what Lin Duckweed said in the bathroom. Thinking with his toes, he knew who Lin Duckweed was talking to. Especially when Yang Fan entered the bathroom.
When I took a shower, the traces of hand wiping on the mirror were still there, which fully proved this point.
"I didn't expect you had such a side to your personality." Yang Fan sat down opposite Lin Duckweed and was silent for a while before he considered what he said.
If the silence continues, the atmosphere will become even more depressing, and the two will not know how to face each other. Yang Fan does not want to see such a situation. In other words, Yang Fan does not intend to become enemies like Lin Duckweed.
Yang Fan's words were a pun. Firstly, he meant that he did not expect Lin Duckweed to have such a bold side in his character. In order to have no regrets in the future, he would actually drug himself and give himself the first time. Secondly,
This is the side of Lin Duckweed talking to herself in the mirror.
Yang Fan naturally meant what he said. It was a pun. The choice of topic was given to Lin Duckweed. It was up to Lin Duckweed which topic he chose to continue.
How could Lin Duckweed not understand the meaning of Yang Fan's pun? After a few seconds of silence, Lin Duckweed said calmly: "You...you heard it all? You...won't make fun of me, right?"
Obviously, Lin Duckweed chose to avoid what had just happened between the two of them, and chose to talk about the option of talking to the man in the mirror.
Not hearing Yang Fan's answer, Lin Ducking couldn't help but raise her head, with a worried look in her eyes, and asked: "Do you think I'm crazy?"
It is normal for Lin Duckweed to worry about talking to herself in the mirror. In the eyes of many people, even if it is not a mental illness, it is definitely a mental problem. Therefore, Lin Duckweed has always kept this secret.
I didn't want anyone to know, but I didn't expect that Yang Fan would reveal it today.
"No." Yang Fan replied softly.
"Really?" Lin Duckweed's eyes glowed with enthusiasm.
"Of course it's true, there's no need to lie to you." Yang Fan thought for a moment and said, "Actually, everyone has their own secrets, and because of people's natural gossip mentality, keeping secrets is the most difficult thing. So,
It's actually very pleasant to have someone to share your secrets with.
Sharing your own secrets with others is no longer a secret. This is a very contradictory thing. However, telling your little secret to yourself in the mirror is indeed a good choice. Because you have shared your
A secret makes you happy, and you don’t have to worry about others knowing. Am I right?"
What Yang Fan said is right. This is the fact. This is how we treat everything. Maybe many people can't understand it and think that Lin Duckweed's behavior is completely a mental problem. However, there is nothing to refute Yang Fan's analysis.
Lin Duckweed had a look of joy in her eyes and immediately asked: "How did you know?"
"It's very simple, because I did this when I was a child." Yang Fan said: "I also have my own little secrets to share with myself in the mirror. However, as I grow older, I choose to bury many secrets deep in my heart, even in the mirror.
I don’t even share it with myself anymore. This…maybe it’s a kind of sadness?”
In fact, many people probably did this when they were children, talking to themselves in the mirror. Especially when they were very young, when they saw themselves in the mirror for the first time, they would definitely make a few weird faces and say a few words. It’s just that
, most of these happen at an age when you can’t remember things.
Yang Fan did not lie. He did do this when he was a child, and it was only after he was older and could remember things. However, he gradually stopped doing it because he grew up. The reason why Yang Fan sighed and said
This may be a kind of sadness, because in Yang Fan's opinion, this kind of behavior should be a kind of childlike behavior.
Lin Duckweed did the same thing after she was old enough to remember things. The only difference is that she retained this behavior until now. According to Yang Fan's opinion, Lin Duckweed belongs to the
A person who still has a childlike innocence, but judging from her deliberate concealment of herself, she has also hidden her childlike innocence.
"Thank you for saying that." Lin Duckweed said as if she didn't believe what Yang Fan said.
"I'm just telling the truth." Yang Fan spread his hands to show that he wasn't lying: "So, you don't need to thank me. I'm not saying this deliberately to show that I understand you."
Lin Duckweed nodded, was silent for a while, and finally summoned up the courage to say, "Yang Fan, don't take it to heart about what just happened. I have no intention of holding you responsible! As a woman, I just feel
It’s really a pity that I can’t give it to the person I love for the first time!”
"I understand." Yang Fan nodded and said softly. He really didn't know what to say anymore. Lin Duckweed would say this, which was not what he expected. What he said to Lin Duckweed before was just
It was just to lighten the atmosphere so that the two of them would no longer be embarrassed and dull, and could look directly at and face the facts of what happened.
"I don't like my current boyfriend, but my parents seem to like him very much and have been urging me to get engaged to him." Lin Duckweed felt a little sad when she said this: "And you and I are not destined to be together.
,So, I don’t want and don’t want to let myself get married with regrets!”
Yang Fan was silent. He was not a woman. He could only say that he understood Lin Duckweed, but he could not truly understand how persistent a woman was about the idea of giving to the person she loved for the first time.
"Yang Fan, let me ask you a question." The two of them fell into silence again. After a while, Lin Duckwee spoke.
"Ask." Yang Fan didn't waste any time and answered simply and clearly.
"If, I mean if," Lin Ducking locked her eyes on Yang Fan's face and asked: "If you don't have those women around you, and this happens to us again, what will you do?"
"If it's like what you said, I will be responsible for you." Yang Fan said: "However, the reality is very cruel, there are not so many ifs, and there is no fairness at all! Just like there are too many women around me, I can't
Qingyan is responsible for you. I have said responsible words to them, but I can't say the same words to you again. Comparing the two, it seems unfair to you. It's also like you planning to get married, but you gave up your first time.
, isn’t this a cruel reality for him, and isn’t it also unfair?”
Yang Fan's answer seemed to satisfy Lin Duckweed. Lin Duckweed nodded and said with a smile: "Yang Fan, I finally understand you."
"Thank you for your understanding as well." Yang Fan also nodded and grinned.
This was the first time the two of them smiled at each other after what happened, but this smile came from their hearts and represented their understanding of each other.
After understanding, Yang Fan and Lin Duckweed dressed separately, left the deluxe room at the same time, and left the hotel.
Yang Fan opened the car door, got into the driver's seat, started the car, and saw Lin Duckweed standing in the hotel with no intention of getting in the car, so he asked, "Do you want me to give you a ride?"
"No, thank you." Lin Duckweed smiled, winked mischievously, and said, "I've made you tired tonight, so take a good rest!"
Yang Fan rolled his eyes angrily and drove away. Based on his understanding, Yang Fan knew that Lin Duckweed would not get in the car.
Lin Duckweed waved a taxi to stop, and got into the taxi with a smile on her face. Also based on understanding, she knew that Yang Fan was not being polite to her when he said he wanted to give her a ride, but was sincere...