In the living room, the old and new TV set was playing loudly, and the remote control panel was placed somewhere. Tian Seyu hunched over and squeezed his increasingly thin body into the narrow sofa, deliberately
The TV was turned on very loudly. Only when it was so noisy could she feel a little quieter in her heart.
The pain in her heart spread like vines to her limbs, but she was so powerless. She didn't know what to do! How hard could she try to escape from this man? His love overbearingly made her rest. She couldn't
She needed this kind of love. However, there was still a faint pain in her heart. Yes, she finally believed again that three years later, she still fell in love with this man. She fell in love with him for no reason, just like
In the past, I was struggling to survive in his love panic, and in the end, I was completely defeated.
She curled up deeper on the sofa. She didn't want to accept this kind of love. At the beginning, there was Yu Ruoxian. If there was another Yu Ruoxian in the future, what should she do? She was just an ordinary woman.
, what I want is just a peaceful life, not to be with such a superior man, accept the love he bestows, and live in fear every day.
The sunset engulfed the entire sky, the sky was getting dark, and the entire sky outside was darkened. There was no day or night in the apartment. She still curled up on the sofa. She really hoped that everything was a dream and that she didn't wake up.
He closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
It was another day when she woke up. She hugged her knees and nestled on the sofa. Her whole body was sore from being on the sofa all night. She just lay on the sofa in a daze and listless state. She fell asleep last night.
Afterwards, she thought a lot, about the past, about Qian Junyan, about the child who would not be able to come to the world in the future, and about the past, and these made her make a decision in her heart. Since she couldn't drive away
He, then, it was up to her to leave. She didn't want to see him again, and was afraid that if they met again, she would not be able to control herself. After thinking about it and making up her mind, she began to worry again, where should she go? Suddenly she
Thinking of her mother, after so many years, I wonder what she will be like now?
She packed some simple clothes and decided to go to City J. She did not return the house. She hoped that when she came back from City J, Qian Junxi had already given up.
Qian Junxi, I choose to leave this time, please, please, never come to me again!!
She got on the shuttle bus to City J and looked at the passing scenery outside the window. Her memory was brought back bit by bit, and her eyes hurt. She stopped looking out the window and started watching the TV in the car. The TV
The clown's voice in it was very funny and harmonious, and occasionally there would be laughter from adults and children. However, in her heart, she could not laugh at all and was full of bitterness.
The shuttle bus finally arrived at the stop. Tian Seyu got off the bus with the luggage compartment and stopped a taxi on the side of the road. After getting in the car, she began to hesitate again. She didn't know whether she should go. In the past three years, she
I’m afraid I don’t even remember that she has such a daughter!!
"Miss, where are you going??" the driver asked professionally, already a little impatient.
Tian Seyu clenched her fists, gritted her teeth, and said cruelly: "Go to the alley." The alley is a slum area in City J, and it is also her home. The driver turned his head in confusion when he heard the name alley.
After looking at her for a few times, he dutifully stepped on the accelerator.
She only needs to take a look at her mother to see what kind of life she is living now. Three years later, she looks like the person she once hated so much, but now her hatred has gradually faded away.
The taxi took many twists and turns and went around every corner. What we saw in front of us was a stretch of poor, dilapidated houses and a bumpy road. Unexpectedly, after three years, everything was still the same, nothing had changed. Tian
Seyu paid the fare, got out of the car with the luggage compartment, and walked along this road. The one on the left was her mother's home, which was also her home. When she came to the dilapidated courtyard gate, the fence was even worse than before.
Okay, Tian Seyu only pushed it gently, and the courtyard door opened.
Tian's mother was boiling water. She took a thermos bottle with trembling hands and filled the bottle with the kettle. Tian Seyu suddenly opened her eyes incredulously, because she could clearly see Tian's mother's legs.
She was actually lame, and when I saw her again, she didn't put on that much makeup, let alone any makeup. In fact, she was much, much older than before.
Somehow, her hand holding the kettle was weak, and the kettle fell from her hand, and the steaming hot water spilled onto her shoes and trousers. "Ah!!!" Tian's mother screamed hoarsely,
Afraid that the hot water would also splash into her calves, she hurriedly stood down, not thinking that she was still holding a thermos bottle in her hand. At this moment, the thermos bottle also fell from her hand and fell to pieces on the wet ground.
Tian's mother looked at the spilled hot water and the broken thermos bottle on the ground. She didn't care much and sat down on the ground, covered her face and started crying.
Tian Seyu put down the suitcase and walked in anxiously. Before Tian's mother could recover, he pulled her up from the cold ground and pushed her to sit on the bench beside her, complaining slightly:
"Look at you, why are you sitting on the ground? It's so cold on the ground. I'll give you some medicine for your injury. Is there any medicine at home? I'd better buy it now!!"
The sudden sound made Tian's mother stunned for a while. When she saw clearly that it was Tian Seyu, her big, cloudy and weathered eyes actually shed tears. She held Tian Seyu's hand and was speechless with excitement: "Xiao Yu."
, is it you back, is it you?"
Tian Seyu's eyes dimmed a little, and finally couldn't bear to let go of her hand. She said calmly: "Yes, I'm back." She lifted up her trousers and looked at it. Sure enough, there was a swelling on her calf. She
Seeing her formerly intact legs and thinking of how she was limping just now, I couldn't help but blurt out the words of concern: "What's wrong with your legs? Where is your daughter? Why didn't I see her??"
Tian's mother was already crying when she said this, and there were sobs in her throat, "Xiaoyu, it's rare that you can still care about me. I treated you like that before." There was no calculation in her eyes at this moment, but only sincerity, Tian Se
Yu's throat tightened and she felt a little choked. It wasn't that she didn't complain, but when she saw her like this, she couldn't hate her at all.
Tian's mother was already crying when she said this, and there were sobs in her throat, "Xiaoyu, it's rare that you can still care about me. I treated you like that before." There was no calculation in her eyes at this moment, but only sincerity, Tian Se
Yu's throat tightened and she got a little choked. It's not that she didn't complain, but when she saw her like this, Tian's mother murmured with tears: "My legs were broken by her father in school."
, he always gambled, and I couldn't persuade him. He would beat me when I lost the bet, and he would beat me when I ran out of money. I wouldn't give him money. Finally, he got so angry that my legs were disabled by him; and
"Xiaoxiao, I made a lot of beauties out there, and with the money I gave me, I would bring men to my house from time to time. When I ran out of money, I would ask for them. Now, I guess I don't know where to go fooling around." Tian's mother looked a bit confused.
Laughing at himself, he continued, with relief for life in his eyes, "I'm afraid I won't die soon. I have lung cancer and it's already in the advanced stage."
Tian Seyu's shocked hands were trembling, and he held her hand tightly, "What are you talking about? How could something happen to you??"
Tian's mother's eyes were filled with kindness, and her big calloused palms touched Tian Seyu's smooth and tender face, "Xiaoyu, my mother has been sorry for you all her life. She has been doing things that are sorry for you, and she has never let you feel this.
Motherly love, you should blame me? Only now do I know that you are my mother's daughter." Tian's mother suddenly knelt down in front of Tian Seyu with a "plop" sound, and Tian Seyu's head was banged.
With a sound, he hurriedly pulled her up and complained: "What are you doing? Get up quickly."
Tian's mother was as gentle as a mother. She held Tian Seyu's hand tightly with a tearful smile, "Xiaoyu, if you are still willing to call me mom, if you are still willing to forgive me, I will get up."
Thousands of tastes flashed through Tian Seyu's heart, as if all the tastes were overturned and mixed together. No matter what, they were all different tastes. If she still hated them before, she really didn't hate them at this moment.
It's too much to care about a dying person, not to mention that this is her mother. She stretched out her hand to help her up, with tears in her eyes, "I stopped hating you a long time ago," she sighed, looking at
With her expectant eyes, she hesitantly opened her mouth and called: "Mom."
Tian's mother's weather-beaten face finally showed a smile, so kind. So, it turned out to be her mother's smile. Was she finally waiting for it? Tian Seyu wiped away his tears in embarrassment, turned his back to the door with a choked voice.
He walked out and said, "I'm going to buy medicine for you and I'll be back soon."
Tian's mother watched her running away, with a smile in her eyes and face. Did God take pity on her, a sinful person? Let her see her daughter again in her lifetime and get her.
Forgiveness, even if she died right now, she would have no regrets.
Tian Seyu ran out of the courtyard, finally couldn't help it, and squatted down by the wall, soft sobs escaping. She had hated and complained for so many years, but she received a gentle gesture from her mother.
The look in her eyes was before she was about to die, God, how cruel you are to me!!!! She cried for a long time, and finally remembered to buy medicine, and then stood up staggeringly, step by step
He walked towards the small drugstore on the street.
It wasn't until the night was dark that Bai Bai's tracks disappeared, so she found a small hotel to stay. She rejected her mother's kindness and opened the door with her luggage. As soon as she fell on the bed, tired sleep came over her heavily.
Then, she began to doubt whether coming back this time was right or wrong!!!