128: First glimpse of the mystery of life experience
[The recent chapters about cultivation are relatively important foreshadowing, foreshadowing the improvement of the protagonist's strength, the revelation of his life experience, and his connection with the state machinery. Well, this chapter is over, and there is only one chapter about cultivation. Next time
Enter the game, hehe, don’t be scared! It’s very perverted!!]
"...Your father is the 235th generation head of our 'Yuxian Sect'..."
In a daze, I remembered what Master said in his letter: 235th generation leader!...My father?
Since I am the 237th generation head! Master is the 236th generation head! Then, my father is the 235th generation head!
I touched the Xumi ring on my hand and recalled that when I was going through the inner demon tribulation, the invisible figure was wearing a ring exactly like mine. Based on what Xiao Lingfeng said, then, when I was going through the inner demon tribulation,
That battle in the desert was real. The battle between Chinese cultivators and Western cultivators twenty years ago! Then the man who wore a Sumeru ring and was finally forced to self-destruct his Nascent Soul was...
my father?!!
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but clenched my fists tightly. If this is the case, no wonder when I saw him, although I couldn't see his face clearly, I felt an indescribable feeling. It turned out to be a family love that is thicker than water.
!
Those bastards from the West, you are so good! Not only did you invade China several times, but you actually forced my father to death. Originally, I was adhering to the legacy of my master and the ancestors of the Yuxian Sect to guard China, and I only intended to protect it.
Now that there is this blood feud, if I don’t kill you all, how will I be able to face my father, my master, my ancestors, and the innocent souls of the Eastern cultivation world who died at the hands of Western monks in the future? So what do you have?
What can I do to make up for the pain of being without a father and a mother for twenty years?
My killing is just to protect my family!
My killing is only to protect love!
My killing is only to protect my duty!
Two of my three ways of killing have been violated by the Western supernatural world. If I don’t slaughter the Western supernatural world, how can I protect my family? If I don’t slaughter the Western supernatural world, how can I be responsible for guarding China? Dragons have reverse scales,
When touched, it becomes angry. The dragon's wrath lays down millions of corpses, covering thousands of miles. Now, the second of my three reverse scales has been touched. The pain of being an orphan for twenty years, the thousands of lonely souls of Chinese cultivators, my father
The blood feud between the three groups has accumulated enough rage in my heart to burn the sky and scorch the earth. Haha, the Western supernatural world, are you ready?
Since my father was the master of the Yuxian Sect who was forced to self-destruct his Nascent Soul twenty years ago, what about the figure that appeared in my sea of consciousness many times and gave me the same feeling as him? And him.
Could that petite figure next to me be my mother?
I frowned, recalling the two figures in the sea of consciousness whose faces could not be seen clearly but who gave me an extremely warm feeling. The first time was when Master taught me the exercises before he died, and he fell into a trap because he could not bear the huge amount of real energy.
After I met in the sea of consciousness after coma, I helped me straighten out the rioting true energy in my body, and let it stay in my dantian obediently, and was slowly washed away by me; the second time was the test in the blood inflammation space, that is,
At that time, the mysterious gray energy in my body was penetrated into my body by them, helping me to control the killing intent in my body and seal it in the depths of the sea of consciousness. I also obtained this mysterious and powerful energy that even Zi Lei could
The energy swallowed up; the third time, that is, when I was going through the inner demon tribulation, the war between Eastern and Western cultivators twenty years ago helped me successfully understand the way of killing, successfully overcome the inner demon tribulation, and also brought
I entered the mysterious world, absorbed the purple thunder with gray energy, opened up the Tianling Purple Mansion, and possessed the power of the purple thunder, the pure body of thunder, and washed the hair and cut the marrow!
The 235th generation head of the Yuxian Sect, whose surname is Huang, a mysterious figure in the sea of consciousness, his father...
These words kept flashing in my mind and slowly connected in series. I took a deep breath and thought of the two words that helped me in the sea of consciousness and the inexplicable warm feeling that seemed to be born. They were, in all likelihood, the same ones.
my parents.
Thinking back to the first time I met them in the sea of consciousness, under the blue sky and white clouds, bees and butterflies were dancing, and in the spiritual valley, which was isolated from the world, they were teaching kung fu to a baby in a small hut...
Pass on the power!?......
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly. Maybe the two consciousnesses they had in me were left over from that time.
Thinking about the past, I boasted that I was a rare genius who could only be seen in ten thousand years. At the age of 20, when the earth is so short of spiritual energy, I reached the golden elixir stage. It turns out that during my cultivation, there was an inexplicable gentle and pure spiritual energy that warmed my meridians.
It was actually transmitted to me by my parents. No wonder every time Master mentioned this to me, although he looked calm and indifferent, his eyes were so sad.
If it is true that their parents transmit the pure spiritual energy in their bodies, then their vitality will inevitably be damaged and their strength will decline. If so, and their father died in the war twenty years ago, then this must have happened there.
What happened before the war.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but clenched my fists tightly. I didn't even notice that my nails were digging into my flesh, and my whole body was trembling. No wonder, no wonder, with my father's cultivation in the out-of-body period and his inner spirit.
How could the elixirs, magical weapons and the Qimen Dunjia Formation be forced by those bastards from the Western supernatural world to have to self-destruct their Nascent Soul to annihilate the enemy? It turned out to be because they taught me kung fu!
Self-blame, regret, frustration, pain... all kinds of emotions lingered in my heart. I was hesitant and helpless. It seemed that I was walking into the abyss step by step. Self-blame and regret were like poisonous snakes, biting my heart constantly, and slowly moved towards
despair!
Step by step, my mind was like a walking zombie stepping into the bottomless abyss. The light in my mind was gradually extinguished, and heavy snow fell like goose feathers in my whole mind. The cold snowflakes kept floating, almost covering the entire soul.
Consciousness world.
At the same time, in reality, my whole body exuded a feeling of death, and I stood there like a wooden stake without a trace of life. The whole body was exuding a constantly rising air of death, which made me look extremely gloomy and cold.
Regret and hatred are constantly intertwined in my heart. There is nothing greater than grief. My heart is dead at this moment, and my consciousness is walking towards the abyss of despair.
One step, one step, one step,...
Suddenly, a cool feeling came from my face, and the cold feeling made me shiver. At the same time, an inexplicable warmth, a feeling of being cared for spread out from my heart. Within my consciousness, that
A dazzling light lotus suddenly appeared among the already covered snowflakes. As soon as the warm and dazzling light lotus appeared, the snowflakes in the entire world quickly dissipated.
The cold winter is lifted, and the flowers are blooming in spring!
The tears kept flowing, and the warm feeling in my heart was like the gentle comfort of my parents. The warm feeling spread from my heart and penetrated into my soul. The warmth that comes from the soul and the blood is thicker than water made me unable to help but
Immerse yourself in it and cannot extricate yourself.
A man doesn’t shed tears lightly, but it’s just not the time to feel sad!
My hot tears rolled down. Although I couldn't see or touch it, the warm feeling of blood thicker than water made my dry heart, which had been empty of parental love for twenty years, moisturized for the first time. Thick warmth filled my heart, like a dark cloud.
After dissipating, the bright moon was revealed, and its silver brilliance spread down, covering the entire mountain with a warm coat. The insects chirped at night and the fireflies danced, as if they were also praying for me, a lost person who has lost the love of my parents for twenty years.
