[By the way, the last few chapters are all based on reality, and they are a little evil. I hope you don’t criticize me! Gah!]
As soon as the words came out, Sister Ling immediately stopped eating breakfast and her eyes turned red.
Looking at the foggy eyes that looked like a downpour, I immediately panicked: "Sister Ling, don't cry. What's going on? Is someone bullying you? Tell me and I'll teach him a lesson."
I was filled with righteous indignation, which immediately made Sister Ling burst into laughter.
Seeing a smile appear on Sister Ling's face, I also breathed a sigh of relief. The gesture just now was intentional. I know very well whether Sister Ling was bullied. The jade plaque I gave her is still hanging around her neck.
, with this jade tablet, unless they are cultivators, no one can pose a threat to Sister Ling, including innate warriors.
Since I was not hurt, there must be other reasons. At the moment, I sat quietly and waited for Sister Ling to tell me the reason.
After a moment of silence, Sister Ling finally spoke: "My real name is Shangguan Ling. My family is one of the eight ancient families in China. The family has been passed down for thousands of years. Although we are now a democratic society and a scientific world, we
Although those ancient families have kept pace with the times, they have retained some feudal ideas. Since I was a child, my parents and elders in the family have loved me very much. I originally thought that what happened to my aunt would never happen.
On my body. But..." Sister Ling's eyes turned red as she spoke, and she suppressed the tears that were about to come out of her eyes. Sister Ling continued: "But, not long ago, the family actually sent a notice saying that the family has decided to let
I am married to Nangong Jie, the second son of the head of the Nangong family. It is said that this Nangong Jie is uneducated and a prodigal, and has ruined countless girls at his hands. Such an arrangement by the family is tantamount to pushing me into a pit of fire, but
, but I have no way to resist the orders of my family. Although everyone in my family loves me very much, as a member of a family, everything must be based on the interests of the family. I really want to pursue my own happiness, so I left Shanghai to open a business in Yanhua City.
Moonlight Fairy Bar was just to escape from this day, but now..."
Looking at Sister Ling with tears pouring down in front of me, her sobs broke my heart into pieces. Sister Ling, who was once so noble, generous, mature and elegant, has now been reduced to this state by an order from her family that was born for profit.
Although she knew it was a pit of fire, she could not refuse. The despair of giving up her own future and happiness was enough to make her, a seemingly rational woman, become extremely fragile.
"No, I don't allow it." Looking at the slightly trembling delicate body, I couldn't help but feel pain in my heart. At the same time, a surge of anger went straight to the top of my head, and I couldn't help but roar out.
Sister Ling stared blankly at me, who was furious. A trace of relief and happiness flashed in her soft eyes, but was instantly replaced by sadness and helplessness.
I was stunned. I was stunned just after I yelled that sentence. What qualifications do I have to say this sentence, or in what capacity to say this sentence, I fell silent.
Seeing the sadness and helplessness in Sister Ling's eyes, I suddenly felt my heart aching. My eyes were in a trance, as if I was back on the chairs in the park. A man and a woman cuddling together, looking at the bright moon reflected in the lake, listening to the music on the other side
The chirping of insects coming from the forest, feeling the cool breeze blowing on your face, is so warm and sweet.
I was silent again. Looking at Sister Ling's tear-filled eyes, I thought again of the pear-shaped face with rain last night. At that moment, the tears dripping on my chest were like sharp knives piercing into my heart.
Colic pain. The moonlight shone on our bodies. On that quiet night, I held her in my arms and gave up everything. That night, my heart finally calmed down completely. It was also from that moment that I understood that Ling
Sister’s place in my heart.
I want to escape, pursue the illusory way of heaven, seek the secret of my life experience, and revitalize China. They have overwhelmed me. I have no energy to do other things, let alone the personal affairs of my children. So, I choose to suppress it.
The emotions in my heart choose to escape. Emotions are like a quagmire, stuck and unable to extricate myself. My future is destined to pursue the way of heaven and be the enemy of heaven, to seek my life experience and be the enemy of the world of cultivation, to revive China and be the enemy of the whole world. I am already overwhelmed.
, I can no longer let anything distract me. However, when I think that Sister Ling may marry a scumbag and ruin a lifetime of happiness, my heart seems to be shattered. The pain is so painful that I can't breathe.
I was silent again. For a moment, I seemed to see the gentle face of the master who was free in the mountains and forests. He told me that on the way to cultivation, you have to fight against heaven, people, and yourself, and do whatever you want.
Only by following your heart can you achieve the great road; I seemed to see the earnest face of Master's heavy instructions before his death. He told me, who can achieve complete tranquility and inaction in this life? Everyone has unshirkable obligations.
Responsibility. Only by taking on unshirkable responsibilities can you have a clear conscience.
Do it spontaneously! Have a clear conscience!
Have a clear conscience! Do what you want!
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Two obsessions kept swirling in my mind. My mind seemed to be divided into two halves. A huge pain made me cry out in pain, and the golden elixir in my dantian was also unstable, and a stream of true energy appeared in it.
The body was running wildly, hitting the meridians wildly.
This was a sign of obsession. I endured the severe pain and tried to cross my legs to stabilize my mood. However, the two obsessions in my mind kept circling like demonic obstacles.
Do it spontaneously! Have a clear conscience!
Have a clear conscience! Act forthrightly!
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I felt like my head was going to explode, and the pain made me almost faint. I held my head, curled up, and howled like a wild animal.
The severe pain almost caused my mind to lose its clarity and began to gradually become blurry. Just when I was about to lose myself, a sound like a drum in the evening and a bell in the morning came, which cheered up my confused mind.
"Xiaochen, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me."
I looked up and saw Sister Ling standing in front of me with tears in her eyes, her eyes full of anxiety and love.
Looking at the helpless little woman in front of me, I suddenly pulled her into my arms and hugged her tightly. Smelling the faint fragrance of Sister Ling's hair, I secretly said in my heart: Master, I'm sorry. I still can't let go of the feelings in my heart.
Maybe, my choice is wrong, but I will go on, even if I am broken into pieces, at least I have faced my emotions. I will be responsible for my responsibilities, but I don’t want to give up my emotions. Maybe, I
Very greedy. However, faced with such a two-sided choice, I have no choice. Instead of suffering a lifetime, or being overwhelmed by responsibilities, it is better to be greedy and take both. Maybe I will be wiped out in the end, but I have no regrets.
No regrets.
Perhaps, my choice is not to give up!...
I slightly relaxed Sister Ling, who was a little pale as she was hugged too hard by me. I looked at Sister Ling with red eyes and said firmly: "Sister Ling, I will not allow you to join the Nangong family. You are mine.
Yes, I love you!"
Ignoring the surprised Sister Ling, I kissed her lips vigorously. Her soft, rose-like lips, with the faint scent of a girl's teeth, made me intoxicated.
The overbearing and aggressive kiss made Sister Ling stunned for a moment. After a slight struggle to no avail, Sister Ling had to close her eyes and let me kiss her aggressively. I pried open the snow teeth and inserted my tongue into Sister Ling's mouth.
Li accurately caught the little fragrant tongue!
A long tongue kiss finally ended when Sister Ling was out of breath.
Looking at the blushing girl in my arms, I hugged her tightly. At this moment, I knew I could never leave her again.
Silently feeling each other's heartbeats, I silently exercised "Yu Xian Jue", and the golden elixir swallowed the true energy and slowly wandered in the body's meridians, repairing the damage. After running for a week, I took a long breath,
Fortunately, in time, I didn't suffer much damage, and I only need to rest for a while to recover. However, although the meridians were slightly damaged, my mental state of cultivation jumped directly to the Nascent Soul stage, which was really a blessing in disguise!
