Manxue looked at him with his eyes slightly lowered and his broken hair hanging down, and shook his head, "No, really. Junyun, I said it. Treat tonight as the last time. After that, I will definitely live a good life."
.Continue with the past days, as long as I can work by your side, I am really satisfied."
"Perhaps, you never know. I already liked you when I was studying in England. You were too dazzling at that time, and I... couldn't get close to you at all. I could only look at you from afar.
You, but now I can work beside you and look at you every day, I really feel very happy."
Tears fell from the corners of his eyes. Jun Yun looked at her crying, but he couldn't bear it after all. He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears she shed, held her face, looked into Man Xue's eyes, and said: "Man Xue,
There is simply no possibility between us. And I...ever since I met you, I have always treated you like a sister. So, I hope you can be happy. But, this kind of happiness is not something I can give you.
"
"Why..." Manxue looked into Junyun's eyes, which looked even more charming in the darkness, "I said, tonight is the last time. After that, I will still be the same me. Okay?"
Jun Yun looked at her and suddenly fell silent. He slowly lowered his hands and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I won't hurt you again. Maybe you think it's the last time. But for me, it's the last time.
The guilt I feel towards you is also the guilt I feel towards Ning Ning.”
When Manxue heard the word "Ningning", she suddenly smiled bitterly, "Junyun, you are really a good man. If it hadn't been for that night, maybe there would never have been such a union between us.
"
"Man Xue, stop talking." Jun Yun's brows were full of pain. He reached out and took the shirt and put it on. Man Xue watched him button up the buttons and hide his charming chest under the shirt.
Then, he picked up Manxue's windbreaker, put it on her body, glanced at her, and said in a low voice: "Manxue, please go back early."
"What about you?" Manxue was stunned. By the time she reacted, Junyun had already opened the car door and got out of the car.
The coldness of the rain came as he got out of the car and the bedding was blown, and it quickly wet his eyebrows and dripped on his face with a cool chill.
Man Xue looked at his back through the car window. It was obviously a very close distance, but it felt really far away. She didn't know if it was because of the rain, which blocked the distance.
With tears in her eyes, Manxue turned around, opened the car door, and ran out.
The coldness outside quickly enveloped her whole body. Manxue subconsciously covered her chest with her hands and ran forward. The rain soaked her body and clothes, and flowed down her face.
Maybe it was the sound of running splashing water on the ground. Jun Yun turned his eyes and looked back, squinting slightly. Raindrops fell from his eyelashes. His voice sounded a bit blurry in the rain, "Why did you get out of the car?"
"Then why did you get out of the car? You knew it was raining outside, so why did you insist on leaving?" Man Xue ran in front of him and looked up at him. The light here was slightly brighter than that in the car.
Jun Yun stared at her face. Tears and rain had already been mixed together. There were a few traces of bloodshot eyes in her eyes, and she felt a little pain in her heart. "Manxue, I am not..."
Suddenly, Junyun smiled bitterly and sighed, "I really hate myself. Why did something like this happen to you that night?"
Manxue looked at him, her face stained by the rain, a little confused, "So, is this why you got out of the car? But, Junyun... you have to know. I am willing to do all this, really willing."
"
As she spoke, she held Junyun's arm.
Jun Yun glanced sideways, with sadness flashing in his eyes, "Maybe you are willing. But in my heart, I feel guilty for you, and also guilty for her."
"Man Xue, please let me be quiet." Jun Yun's voice became gentle, and his expression was helpless.
Man Xue was silent for a moment, her clothes had been soaked by the rain, and strands of coldness spread from the soles of her feet. She still looked at his face and shook her head gently, "Jun Yun, get in the car. You will get sick if you are exposed to the rain like this.
Yes, even if it’s me begging you, okay?”
Manxue's hand grasped Junyun's arm tightly. If she could, she would really hold on to him for the rest of her life and never let go. But, after all, he was not hers.
Perhaps, all this is destined.
What happened that night may be a kind of satisfaction for oneself. A woman's love may not necessarily lead to marriage, but... for the first time, a woman can give to a man she loves and is worthy of her sacrifice. That is a kind of
Happiness, really happiness.
It can also be regarded as a woman's memory, no matter what...every first time in life is always clearly retained in my mind, whether it is happy or sad, I will always remember it.
Jun Yun reached out and gently pulled her hand away, with a sweet smile on his lips, "It's okay, don't worry. I just stood in the rain for a while and wanted to wake up. It's really okay."
Man Xue's hand was pulled away by Jun Yun, and she found that his palm no longer had the warmth it had in the car. At this moment, it felt a little cool and wet.
"Manxue, please go back. I just want to be alone, you don't have to worry." Junyun glanced at the dim light, making Yusi look even more confused.
As the words fell, Junyun walked past Manxue. Manxue stood upright in the rain, watching him slowly pass in front of her eyes. Looking to the side, she saw the stain on his dark eyelashes.
Raindrops.
His clothes were completely soaked, and drops of water kept dripping down. His black hair also kept dripping with drops of water, sliding down his face and down to his neck.
Heart-wrenching and painful, Man Xue stretched out her hand to wipe the fog from her eyes, then slowly turned around and looked at Jun Yun who was walking in front, with her back so straight and her white shirt sticking tightly to his back.
The road ahead is heading towards Man Ningning's residence.
Does he want to find her?
Man Xue frowned, suddenly ran up, hugged Jun Yun from behind, and said tightly, "Jun Yun, I'm begging you, okay, don't continue to get wet in the rain."
Jun Yun stopped walking, lowered his eyes, and looked at the hand on his waist. He was about to break it open, but unexpectedly Man Xue's hand tightened, "Jun Yun, please, go back."
.”
The sound of crying mixed with the sound of rain, and there was a trace of helplessness.
Manxue's face pressed against Junyun's back, it was very cold, very cold, "If you don't get in the car, let me get in the rain with you."
"Manxue, why are you so stupid?" Junyun's hands froze in mid-air, hanging leisurely on both sides. He sighed helplessly. When he looked at Manxue, he suddenly found that her face was pale and pale.
"Manxue, what's wrong with you?" Junyun looked at Manxue's face uneasily, and suddenly remembered that she had a heart disease.
Could it be that she...
Jun Yun immediately leaned over to pick her up and walked to the car. Man Xue was holding her in his arms, the wetness of her clothes clinging tightly to her. Her lips were purple and her body was trembling slightly. "Okay, it's so cold, Jun."
...Junyun...I...I'm so cold."
Jun Yun glanced at her, frowned, and immediately opened the door and put her inside, "Man Xue, I'll take you back right away."
After the words fell and the door closed, a sly smile flashed across Manxue's face. She curled up on the co-pilot and watched Junyun open the driver's door and sit down.
His face was full of worry, and it looked like he was really worried.
Looking at his expression, Manxue felt a trace of satisfaction and happiness in her heart.
At least, there is still a little place in his heart, right? In fact, at this moment, all he can think about is her safety, not Man Ningning's figure.
The car started, Jun Yun pursed his lips tightly, and drove to Man Xue's home as fast as possible. The scenery along the way just passed by in a flash.
The streetlight shone on his face, only making his face look bright and dark.
Man Xue moved slightly, the purple color on her lips had faded a lot, maybe because of the heating in the car, it had gradually turned a hint of red.
When she stretched out her hand and placed it on Junyun's hand on the stall, she could clearly feel his slight startle, and a smile crossed his lips.
At least, he didn't refuse.
The other hand in her hand, holding a delicate lipstick, quietly fell into the base of the car with a silent movement.
When the car arrived, Junyun drove in without caring about how bad the road was.
The rain outside is getting harder and harder, mixed with the wind, making it a bit wanton.
The sky was so dark that it was difficult to tell the difference between east, west and north.
Junyun drove the car directly to the door of Manxue's house and looked at her, "Do you have the key to the basement?"
"In my bag."
Manxue replied softly, her voice weak.
Junyun immediately took the bag from the back seat and saw the medicine bottle quietly placed in the bag at a glance. It was for heart medicine, and he felt worried unconsciously.
He immediately took out the key, opened the door, and drove the car directly into the basement.
After the door closed quietly, blocking out the rain outside, Junyun got out of the car, opened the passenger door, leaned over and held Manxue in his arms, and ran upstairs.
He has been to Manxue's home once. He also knows the general environment and Manxue's room.
All the rooms were brightly lit. After Jun Yun carried her into the room, he immediately put her on the bed and said, "I'll go out first. You can change your clothes."
After Manxue lay down, she saw Jun Yun was about to leave, and immediately grabbed his hand. Her voice was very weak, and her face was completely white under the light, mixed with the crystal white.
"I...I don't have any...strength...Jun...Yun...you...cough...cough." Halfway through her words, she suddenly started coughing,
Covering her lips, "It's cold... so cold..."
Her body was trembling slightly, and her other hand was holding herself tightly.
"Let me get you a towel first." Jun Yun took out her hand and walked to the bathroom. He took a clean white bath towel, walked to the bed and wiped Man Xue's hair.
"I...I want to change...the clothes...it's cold..." Manxue's beautiful face showed a hint of pain, and she took Junyun's hand again, "Junyun...can you...