Lu Xiaobei had always closed his eyes tightly. Ever since he entered the bathtub, he had been using a more relaxed attitude to soothe his guilty mind. He was very relaxed physically and felt a little relieved mentally.
At this time, there was a slight turbulence in the water in the bathtub, and Lu Xiaobei felt it very sensitively. It was like waves, but it was calm, and the small turbulence in the water quickly disappeared.
Lu Xiaobei didn't pay attention at first and just closed his eyes slightly, letting the warm water sway. It wasn't until Kang Miaomiao got close to Lu Xiaobei that Lu Xiaobei noticed it. His nerves suddenly became tense and he didn't even have time to open his eyes.
Directly push Kang Miaomiao's body away.
Kang Miaomiao was hurt by the push and groaned. It was only then that Lu Xiaobei saw clearly that the person approaching him was Kang Miaomiao.
"Miaomiao, are you... okay..." Lu Xiaobei asked sheepishly.
Kang Miaomiao had been pushed to the other side of the bathing pool at this time, which was the farthest distance from Lu Xiaobei in this small bathing pool. Kang Miaomiao said a little aggrievedly: "I see you are very tired today, I want to help you in the water."
Let me give you a massage and a spa treatment to relax your muscles and bones. I didn't expect you to push me away so recklessly." Kang Miaomiao pouted, looking a little unhappy.
Lu Xiaobei's beating heart finally calmed down. He continued to soak in the water and closed his eyes slightly. He didn't want to talk or flirt with Kang Miaomiao because he felt guilty and felt that he had too much on his hands.
He wanted to atone for his sins and get out of this business, but he couldn't, because there was no turning back in life. The seemingly glamorous gangster brother had little-known embarrassments, not to mention the mere Ma Zai's younger brother Lu Xiao
North.
"Xiaobei, are you worried? Tell me and I will help you." Seeing Lu Xiaobei's nonchalant look, Kang Miaomiao became more serious.
"You can't help me. Even the King of Heaven can't help me." Lu Xiaobei said with a sigh.
"What's wrong? What makes my Lu Xiaobei so worried?" As she said that, Kang Miaomiao moved towards Lu Xiaobei. The two of them sat side by side. Kang Miaomiao's jade hands were touching Lu Xiaobei's strong chest muscles.
He touched it twice, his hands were very dishonest, and occasionally he slipped under Lu Xiaobei's crotch to check out what was going on.
"Since I joined the underworld, I have committed too many sins. I feel that I am a bit heinous. I want to atone for my sins. Can you help me?"
"Haha." Kang Miaomiao chuckled twice, and then said seriously: "Brother Lu Xiaobei, you fight in school, and you really think you are a member of the underworld when you fight outside? You lead such a
How many of these brothers have seen real fights, and how many of them have injured other people's lives? You are not called a gangster. The gangsters among you are still far away. I guess you have encountered a real gangster, and even the courage to do anything is scared.
It's gone." Kang Miaomiao still doesn't know how far Lu Xiaobei and the others have achieved it. To Kang Miaomiao, Lu Xiaobei is nothing more than a little bastard who fights in school and helps Scar run errands.
Ponyboy has never seen the world at all, nor has he fully entered the underworld.
Lu Xiaobei sighed, feeling that Kang Miaomiao was already one of his own, there was no need to hide anything from her, and it would probably be better if he could talk to someone about his guilt, so Lu Xiaobei said: "I have something in my hand.
Four lives. It turns out that I also killed Black Rose, the boss of Lingbei Town. It was I who killed Black Rose and sent Scar to the throne of the emperor under Lingbei. This afternoon, I also killed a bunch of couples.
They were a thorn in Scar's side. Scar ordered me to kill them, so I killed them. I felt that I was too cruel, I..." At this point, Lu Xiaobei was interrupted by Kang Miaomiao.
"You kid, don't talk nonsense. Don't blame yourself for killing people. Now, no one in Lingbei knows who killed Black Rose. It's all a mystery. If you talk nonsense like this, you will suffer.
He is a vendetta."
"Am I the one who talks nonsense?" What Lu Xiaobei said was as serious as yours. Kang Miaomiao could tell from his tone that what this guy said was true. Kang Miaomiao was stunned for a moment. She didn't expect that Lu Xiaobei
A minor like Xiaobei actually did so many vicious things. No wonder he couldn't bear it anymore. No one else could bear this.
"Xiaobei...it's okay...it's okay..." Kang Miaomiao didn't know what words to use to comfort Lu Xiaobei for a while, but Kang Miaomiao felt that this was the right time to comfort Lu Xiaobei with his father's experience, so he simply said
: "Xiao Bei, you see, my dad is the boss of Cross K in Guangyang City. He is also responsible for many lives. But you have to know that if you join the underworld and do such a thing, don't blame yourself, because
It's not your fault that you are cruel, but you are forced to do so. Maybe if you don't kill others, others will come to kill you. Sympathy for the enemy is to push yourself to death. Do you understand? What is guilt and self-blame?
, there’s no need for it, just do what a man has to do, and besides, those people should have died, you are doing justice to God, do you understand?”
"Okay, let's stop talking and go to bed." With that, Lu Xiaobei stood up from the bath, put on his bathrobe, wiped it clean, and returned to the bed.
The bed was very soft, a Simmons mattress. At that time, the Simmons brand was definitely the best in bedding stores. The quilt was also new. Kang Miaomiao had put it on during the day, and it was still warm from the sun.
A flash of lightning suddenly flashed outside the window, and then the heavy rain came pouring down. The first heavy rain since the beginning of autumn came without warning. With one autumn rain and one cold, Lu Xiaobei covered himself tightly with the quilt. He knew that tomorrow would
The weather will cool down.
Kang Miaomiao also lay on the bed with Lu Xiaobei, and then held the dear Lu Xiaobei in her arms like a child. Lu Xiaobei was originally smaller than Kang Miaomiao
He was seven or eight years old, so Kang Miaomiao still couldn't get rid of the image of his little brother to Lu Xiaobei. As a little brother, he needed his sister's protection.
Kang Miaomiao hugged Lu Xiaobei tightly, hoping that Lu Xiaobei's mood could be relieved. Lu Xiaobei's face was pressed tightly against Kang Miaomiao's breasts, and everything felt soft, despite the heavy rain outside the window.
There was pouring rain, lightning and thunder, but Lu Xiaobei was comfortable. At this moment, he was quite comfortable.
(Deleted, skimmed...) In this way, Lu Xiaobei entered Kang Miaomiao's body naturally. This night's fierce battle also benefited Lu Xiaobei's body a lot. It seems that appropriate male-female affairs can help people
Lu Xiaobei's physical and mental health has returned to its best condition, and the psychological guilt has disappeared with his physical health...
In the morning, Kang Miaomiao drove Lu Xiaobei back to school. As soon as he entered the class, Lu Xiaobei felt refreshed. He felt like he had become an ordinary student. What kind of underworld, what kind of murder, etc.
These are all external matters. Inside Yingde, Lu Xiaobei is just an ordinary student.
Thinking of this, Lu Xiaobei felt better and forgot what happened yesterday. He sat in his seat and looked around. He saw Zhao Penghui and the others were also in their seats, but they were all bleary-eyed. They probably played with women last night.
It was so fun that I didn’t even get a good rest.
Lu Xiaobei's deskmate, the four-eyed girl, asked Lu Xiaobei with some concern: "Why didn't you come to class yesterday afternoon?"
"I skipped class and went out to play. It's so boring in class." Lu Xiaobei said disapprovingly.
"I'm from out of town, and I don't know what Lingbei Town is like. Is it fun?"
Lu Xiaobei became interested, and he and the four-eyed girl bragged about Lingbei, making it look like Hong Kong. The four-eyed girl also became interested, and even made a request: "Then take me back with you.
Let’s go have some fun in Lingbei Town.”
Lu Xiaobei saw that the girl was also a playful guy, smiled and nodded, and said: "When I have time, I will organize an outing for my classmates to visit the beautiful scenery of our Lingbei Town!"