Lin Xiangwan's hand suddenly clasped the scar. Chu Di didn't know why she was so nervous, so he patted the back of her hand and said, "Not a few months after you left, I was supposed to go on honeymoon with Ji Moli that day.
……What's wrong?"
"Nothing... I just..."
She just suddenly thought of what Ji Moli said to her. Chu Di got the news that she appeared in the western suburbs, and he left quickly, leaving her alone at the airport, leaving her to fend for herself.
The moderately hot spring water became a bit biting at the moment. Lin Xiangwan asked in a low voice, "Who treated your wound?"
"Who else can do this? Only that guy Ah Dao can do this." Chu Di thought of the past experience and smiled with a headache, "At that time, we were besieged and almost shot into a sieve. Waiting for all the people...
After cleaning it up, I discovered that I had suffered a gunshot wound. Because there was too much blood, I couldn't hold it back no matter how hard I stretched it. Ah Dao was quick to think, so he burned the barrel of the gun red-hot and burned it on it to stop the bleeding..."
"Stop talking." Lin Xiangwan blocked her ears with her hands. She found that she couldn't listen. After going through so many surgeries, she still couldn't accept this cruel reality. Listening to Chu Di's narration of the scene,
It was far more painful than letting her experience it herself.
She submerged her head in the water and refused to hear any more words.
Chu Di hugged her from behind with his hands, and Lin Xiangwan resisted him, struggling in his arms like a wounded animal until he completely embraced her.
"Are you feeling sorry for me?" Chu Di asked her. He couldn't see her face and didn't know her expression at this time, but his heart was slightly rippling with the water. "Ah Wan, if I knew you that day
You will feel sorry for me because I was injured today, and I will make Ah Dao handle it even worse, so will you worry more about me?"
"You bastard!" Does he feel happy if he makes her feel bad? What makes her feel bad has nothing to do with him?! Lin Xiangwan gritted his teeth and cursed, but Chu Di smiled softly.
"Yes, I'm a bastard. I only care about how much weight I have in your heart. Ah Wan, I'm a businessman. I'm a businessman. I must repay what I pay. I won't be like some people.
I have stayed by your side for several years, more than ten years, without any desire or desire. I am not that great. I want you. In the years since you left, I have been thinking about you all the time. I have found other women like you.
, not like yours, but I found that none of them can replace you, no one can be like you."
Yes, no one can be like her.
However, should she feel honored to be remembered by him?
What she has gone through, what she has endured, she is sure that if she knew the inside story, no one among ten thousand people would be willing to go through the same experience, persevere and bear the same responsibility.
But what he cared about was not her pain, but how serious he was in her humble heart. How could he have the nerve to ask her these things? She was ruined by him, no matter what she saw.
, or the invisible places are full of scars, how...how can he still ask her...
This despicable, selfish, inhumane bastard who only cares about himself and doesn't care about the lives of others!
As soon as the tears fell from the corners of his eyes, they melted into the spring water and disappeared without a trace. Lin Xiangwan's body was trembling slightly. Whether it was because of the cold or anger, a thin layer of light appeared on his skin.
"Mr. Chu, am I so good that you will never forget me? But you miss me so much, what have you done over the years? In addition to sleeping with many other women in the name of looking for me, what have you also done?
What? When I took Ye Nan alone and yelled like a shrew with others in the boxing ring for ten dollars, where were you? Which bed were you happy in?" Lin Xiangwan spoke in a low voice.
Halfway through, she suddenly turned around, and Chu Di saw the absolute light in her eyes. She pushed him away with a sneer, her long hair spread over her body, with black hair and white skin, like a witch in the forest.
Under the moonlight, she looked ghostly and enchanting. She stared into his eyes, as if she wanted to pierce his soul, making him shudder.
"I...I can't find you..."
"Excuse!!" Lin Xiangwan yelled angrily, "If you really look for it, who can escape your eyes? If I am really as important to you as you said, how could you wait four years?
Will you contact me after I return to China?"
"If your wife hadn't given birth in my hospital, Mr. Chu, when could we see each other again? How sincere and how fake is your so-called missing you all the time? What do you miss me? What do you miss me again? What do you miss about me?
Am I humbly begging for mercy under you? Are there no women as mean as me? How can you bully me without resisting?" She stood up from the water, her whole body was as naked as a baby, but Chu Di was
He felt that Lin Xiangwan had never been as aggressive as he was now, and he was speechless in response to her storm of questioning.
It's not that he can't find her, but he's worried about what he will do if he finds her. If he can find her, then Chu's mother will definitely be able to find her. His every move is under the supervision of Chu's mother. This kind of control in the name of love,
In fact, it is the scariest thing.
For her, the Chu family is the spokesperson for disaster. Did he go to great lengths to find her and then let her experience what happened a few years ago again?
When Lin Xiangwan saw that Chu Di was silent, she thought that he had a guilty conscience and did not dare to face her. In the years since she had known him, she had never hated him as much as she did today.
Such strong hatred made her instantly remember everything that had happened between them.
The past is like a knife, piercing her heart.
Ye Zhong's death, the decline of the Ye family, Ye Nan's illness, all of them were like thorns whipping her soul, making her blame herself so much. If it hadn't been for her, if it hadn't been for him, wouldn't all of this have happened?
Will it happen? Can all people live a happy, healthy and peaceful life?
Lin Xiangwan walked out of the pond step by step. Chu Di wanted to pull her, but retracted his hand when he caught her gaze.
The summer wind in the forest blew on her body, making her feel bitingly cold. Lin Xiangwan picked up her clothes from the stones by the pond, put them on one by one, and walked deep into the woods.
From beginning to end, they didn't say a word.
We never know what will happen in the future. We can’t even predict what will happen in the next second. If we knew what would happen in the future, would we still have hope?
People cannot be soft-hearted. Tolerance to others means cruelty to oneself. He can obviously break her wings and imprison her as before. As long as he wants, he can do it, just like now.
, he could rush out, catch her, ask her who gave her the courage to speak to him so boldly, and then humiliate her so that she would never dare to speak randomly again.
He can do it...he can do it with anyone else...but...those people are not her...
She is not anyone.
She was Lin Xiangwan, the eldest daughter of the Ye family. When she was eighteen years old, she stood on the front of his car and said to him, Mr. Chu, please buy me.
He even remembered what she looked like at that time. She was wearing a milky white dress with a faint stain on the edge of the skirt. When she tilted her head and looked up at him, the golden sunlight passed through her seaweed-like face.
Long hair shot into his eyes...
Chu Di stood in the pool and watched Lin Xiangwan walk away. Then he closed his eyes, held his heart, and let out a chuckle for a long time.
If someone was passing by and heard his laughter at that time, he would definitely wonder why he was laughing, but there was something sadder than crying, like a torn heart, with strong winds blowing through the holes.
It was like whizzing by.
*There was no dream or sleep all night. When Lin Xiangwan got up, he felt that his head was so swollen that it was about to burst.
She dug out a few pills she often took and drank them with cold water. The boiled water overnight flushed out the warmth in her intestines and stomach, causing her whole body to shiver, and she felt that the pitiful heat in her body was suddenly taken away.
When Lin Xiangwan was thinking about whether she should fall down and sleep again, she suddenly heard someone whispering outside the tent. She pulled up the tent and was stunned.
A group of people lined up obediently outside the tent. When the woman in the lead saw Lin Xiangwan coming out, she immediately smiled shyly and said, "Doctor Lin, we listened to A Gong and came to see a doctor."
The most serious patient in the world. When Lin Xiangwan saw the group of women, she immediately had the illusion of coming back to life. She felt that her whole body was full of energy and all the discomfort disappeared.
Most of the women who came were middle-aged women in their forties. They saw Lin Xiangwan calling people in one by one. They were curious and nervous waiting outside the tent. Every time someone came out, they caught them.
He kept asking questions, and when it was his turn, he was in a dilemma again.
Lin Xiangwan knew that these women had never seen a gynecologist before, so it was normal for them to feel uneasy, so she was not in a hurry and waited patiently. When people came in, she asked them questions in a gentle voice. The examination techniques were also very detailed.
Be careful and try not to make people feel the least bit unhappy.
For several days, Lin Xiangwan was busy from morning until dark. When she sent away the last patient on the last day, she took a long breath and collapsed on the camp bed.
If you work hard, you will forget all the suffering. This is a valuable experience that Lin Xiangwan has learned in the past few years. As long as she devotes herself to work, she can isolate herself from those disturbing things.
Fortunately, Chu Di did not come to harass her. The love porridge lunch box that always appeared at dinner time every day became a memory with his disappearance. A man like him did not do anything after hearing his words.
He was already extremely well-educated. Even Lin Xiangwan himself was surprised when he thought about what he said that day.
Some wounds, which she thought were healed, were actually just buried by the years. Every time you lift up the things covering them, you will find that they have long festered and pus will never heal.