Shen Shijun looked at Lin Xiangwan with a half-smile but not a smile. Lin Xiangwan's heart was filled with knots and he didn't know how to continue speaking out. The atmosphere was a bit awkward.
In the end, Shen Shijun relented and decided to let her go, "It's good to go out for fun, it's just a good way to relax. It will be difficult to find such opportunities in the future. I guess you won't be able to go out to play in the next few years."
Lin Xiangwan didn't understand.
Shen Shijun continued, "Ah Wan, I think I may have helped you find the source of your heart."
Lin Xiangwan suddenly sat up straight in her chair, and the things on the table were knocked to the floor by her, "You...senior brother...I..."
She stammered and didn't know what to say. The shock and ecstasy instantly overwhelmed her like a sea tide. She didn't expect that she would still have a chance to live. She had always been determined to die and returned to her country to be alone, but she didn't expect...
…she can still live…
Can I still live again...
She can also watch Ye Nan grow up. She can hear him calling her mother every day when she wakes up. She can hold him in her arms and take him to see all the beautiful and magnificent scenery she thinks. She can watch him meet the person he likes, no matter who he is.
Whether the person is a chubby girl or someone else, she can watch from the sidelines. If he doesn't object, she can also take care of the child for him...
Can she survive...
Lin Xiangwan covered her mouth with trembling hands, and tears burst out of her eyes with great joy. It turned out that Shen Shijun had been running around all the time, all for her. How could she be so virtuous and capable, with such a person standing behind her?
Be kind to her without expecting anything in return.
Shen Shijun touched her head, took out a tissue and covered Lin Xiangwan's wet face, "Although the source of the heart has been found, your health is too bad. You must take good care of yourself before surgery. Surgery is very risky.
There is also the rejection reaction after surgery, which will be very uncomfortable, but I know you can persevere, right? Senior brother doesn’t dare to let anyone else operate on you, and I don’t trust anyone who hands you over, so I
I want to do the surgery for you myself, Ah Wan, is that okay?"
Although Shen Shijun has won many honors in this field, he is still too young after all.
If Lin Xiangwan disagrees, Shen Shijun will not feel unhappy. He will introduce her to a more experienced old doctor, his mentor. When the operation is done, he will watch over her until the operation is over.
"Of course, I'm afraid of letting others perform the surgery. If it's a senior brother, it doesn't matter." For her, Shen Shijun is not only someone she can trust, but also someone she can trust with her life.
But one who never hesitates.
As Lin Xiangwan spoke, he stretched out his arms and hugged Shen Shijun tightly. Shen Shijun was a little surprised, but after a moment's pause, he also hugged her tightly.
"Senior brother, thank you. No one will be as kind to me as you are to me."
"Silly girl, senior brother said he would take care of you for the rest of his life, and senior brother is true to his word."
Sometimes we think that life is very long, long enough to use it to measure the authenticity of oaths, but sometimes we don't expect that some people's lives are so short, so short... so short that we can't even start.
It's over...
In the following days, Lin Xiangwan was very obedient and fed herself according to the direction of raising pigs. She slept until she woke up naturally every day and ate until her hands cramped. Chu Di actually had no objection to her cramming method of gaining weight.
When I hugged her to sleep at night, I praised her for getting better and better...
"It was very bad before?" Lin Xiangwan raised an eyebrow at him. Chu Di was lying behind her and couldn't see her expression, but he already knew that she was a little hairy, so he touched her back like a cat and said,
"It's not bad, but it's not as good as it is now. When you were in school, you saw that kind of human skeleton model, right? You can try sleeping with it for a few nights. Will it feel good?"
Lin Xiangwan knew that she was thin before, but she didn't expect that she had become the skeletal model Chu Di mentioned. "Then... the model doesn't have breasts either." She protested in a low voice.
Chu Di didn't speak. Lin Xiangwan heard a faint sound behind her, and the man seemed to be twitching. After a while, she suddenly realized that Chu Di was laughing at her. Lin Xiangwan blushed and then became furious.
Chu Di hugged her with his hands and feet, which was very effective in preventing someone from running away. He smiled and kissed her back and said, "You have breasts, you do have them. Although they are small, they are in good shape. Be good.
, Don’t be angry, don’t be angry, you see you not only have breasts, but you also have bones. During the exam, if you are asked how many ribs you have, you don’t need to memorize it, just count yourself..."
Early the next morning, Chu Diqing left the bedroom with eyes wide open. Ye Nan curiously asked him what happened. Lin Xiangwan answered for him with a cold face, "Uncle Chu didn't sleep well at night. He talked in his sleep and sleepwalked."
, and then hit the wall.”
Ye Nan nodded thoughtfully.
On the day of the trip, Lin Xiangwan packed up Ye Nan's things and gave him a few more words, before he was picked up by Xiaozhen's mother. When Ye Nan got into Xiaozhen's car, Lin Xiangwan actually had a childish feeling.
The sadness of a bird leaving its nest.
When her son grew up, he held the little girl's hand and told her, "It's very dark in the mountains, don't be afraid, I will protect you...and she is also old..."
Chu Di followed up and waved his hand towards Ye Nan, who was looking back from the car in the distance. Watching the car disappear at the end of the road, he put his arms around Lin Xiangwan and whispered in her ear, "Should we also
Starting off?"
Lin Xiangwan thought it would be a few days late, but she didn't expect Chu Di to be so impatient, "But I haven't packed anything yet."
"No need to clean up, there's everything over there." Chu Di kissed her, then pulled her and ran to the garage, "Come on, elope with me."
From tomorrow on, be a happy person, feed horses, chop firewood, travel around the world. From tomorrow on, care about food and vegetables. I have a house, facing the sea, and flowers are blooming in spring.
This poem was written by a poet named Haizi. When she first read this poem, Lin Xiangwan was only in her early twenties. At that time, she was still with Chu Di, and he often tortured her to the point of death.
.When she heard this poem, she was moved instantly. She didn’t know there were such simple people in this world.
As long as he faces the sea and the flowers bloom in spring, that's all he wants.
She also wanted that kind of life, leaving behind the complicated and trivial matters of the Ye family and the demonic man beside her.
But she never got what she wanted...
But now, Lin Xiangwan and Chu Di stood at the foot of the mountain, breathing in the breath of the ocean tide and the fragrance of green pines and cypresses. She raised her head and saw a winding path flickering in and out of the mountains. When she turned around,
It is a silent and deep sea.
The eastern ocean, far away from the large-scale fishing industry and the bustling commercial ports, is the most natural and natural appearance of the sea, without any trace of artificial sculpture. All the scenery is a gift of nature.
The ocean monsoon blows the plants on the mountain road very clean. Different from those in the city, the trees here are truly green and the flowers are colorful.
Lin Xiangwan couldn't even use words to describe the scenery she saw. She felt that her poor words would greatly discount the scenery here.
So she quietly followed Chu Di up the wooden plank road built in the mountains. He walked in front of her, holding her hand and climbing up the steps until she could no longer walk.
She didn't know what was at the end of the plank road, but Lin Xiangwan knew in her heart that there must be a wonderful view there. She wanted to fly to the top of the mountain, but her body didn't allow her to do so. She sat on the steps in frustration.
, panting in a low voice, angry with himself.
Chu Di felt that she was like an awkward little girl. She didn't know how much her appearance made him feel distressed. He walked back a few steps and squatted on the steps below her.
Lin Xiangwan: "What?"
"Come up, I'll carry you."
"But... it's still so far from the top of the mountain..." Lin Xiangwan raised his head, and the path hidden among the ancient cypresses spiraled up, and it was almost impossible to see the end.
Chu Di smiled and said, "Come on up. When I can't carry you anymore, you can walk on your own."
The man's back was very broad and thick, and the smell of soap and tobacco emanated from his clothes. Lin Xiangwan lay on Chu Di's shoulder. It was a little awkward at first, and it was unaccustomed to pricking her hands and feet. She made a fuss a few times.
She wanted to come down, but Chu Di didn't let go. Gradually, gradually, she felt that her body began to soften. She lay on his back and sang softly.
"If your heart is open, remember it; if you are discouraged, forget it. I will accompany you to complete this distance. It's too late to cry. I just ask you: Give me some time on the road of benevolence, give me the memory of a flower, and walk to the end.
, no one will turn a little touch into someone's promise, give me a neon flame, give me the light to identify you, maybe I won't see you again..."
Her voice was very sweet, and it was obviously a sad old song, but it gave her a lively flavor. Chu Di walked forward step by step, whistling in his mouth, and sang in harmony with her.
Give me some time on the road of benevolence, and please accompany me to the end.
Lin Xiangwan suddenly thought that even Ye Zhong rarely turned her back on him. Ye Zhong always warned her that girls should behave like girls and not pester adults all the time, but he liked to hug Ye Rong and Ye Rong.
Kuan, but I don’t like hugging her.
And Chu Di... this man... she had never imagined seeing his warm and gentle appearance, but at this moment, he loved her as a little daughter, making her feel precious and loved.
"Where are you taking me?" She asked him softly, and the moist hot air hit his ears, making the tips of his ears turn red.
"I want to take you into my heart."
I hope this road will never end, and then I can carry you on my back and keep walking...