Chu Di didn't expect her to think so much, but still asked with that lazy look, "Do you really want it?"
At that moment, Lin Xiangwan wanted to tell him, stop making trouble, the boss is not young anymore, and he is not born in the 1990s. Do you feel stupid for playing such a boring game? But when the words came to her lips, she swallowed them back, and she didn't know.
For what reason, Lin Xiangwan said as if by mistake, "I really want it, I want it now, right away, right away."
Chu Di smiled and said, "Then close your eyes."
Lin Xiangwan curled her lips, "Don't give me a handful of water. I'm not a monkey. Looking at the moon in the water is something I can't handle." After saying that, she closed her eyes obediently. After a while, she suddenly felt a nagging sensation on her neck.
There was a slight chill coming up.
Lin Xiangwan opened his eyes and saw a champagne-colored pendant hanging on his chest. Lin Xiangwan lifted the pendant and found that it was a piece of amber. In the middle of the amber was a pentagonal seashell the size of a small fingernail. The seashell should be
It is white, but after tens of thousands of years of precipitation, it turns into a light golden color, like the most dazzling morning star in the transparent time, solidifying and blooming in the honey-like amber.
"After you left, I went to Poland alone and picked up this piece of amber on the beach. You know that amber was formed from resin that was buried in the ground tens of millions of years ago and evolved over a very long time.
Yes, when the blue sea turned into mulberry fields, when the sea roared and the waves were raging, amber was thrown from the bottom of the sea to the shore. I lost you, but I found it. I am not a person who likes to collect these small things, but
When I saw it, I thought it should belong to you, so I brought it back."
Chu Di said, leaning into Lin Xiangwan and pressing his forehead against hers, "Awan, happy birthday."
Happy birthday.
It had been many, many years since no one had given her a birthday gift and celebrated her birthday alone, so much so that she almost forgot that today was her birthday.
It turned out that in the Ye family, because her birthday and Ye Kuan's birthday were very close, the Ye family celebrated their birthdays together. However, every birthday celebration was delayed for her to cooperate with Ye Kuan.
Later, when she arrived in the United States, she was struggling to make a living. Although Shen Shijun remembered her birthday, he couldn't help but make a phone call to wish her a happy birthday because they were too far apart. When she received his gift, it was too late.
I don’t know how many days have passed.
Lin Xiangwan dragged the small pendant and couldn't speak for a long time.
Chu Di continued, "I originally wanted to buy you a diamond pendant. But I couldn't find a suitable one after looking around. I know you don't care about that kind of thing, nor do you care about money, so I will give it to you. These days
For years, I have been carrying it close to me, treating it as my protector. Now I give it to you, and it will protect you well. Even if you can't see me, don't worry, I will always be by your side."
Why did this bastard say such disgusting words to irritate her? It made her eyes sore and her nose swollen. Lin Xiangwan turned her head away and said stubbornly, "Who said I don't like money? I want a hundred next time
Did you hear that, Carat?! Don’t try to fool me with such worthless things again!”
"I know, silly girl." Chu Di smiled, but kissed her eyebrows. His tenderness was like water, gently surrounding her. "Since I have received the gift, I also want to make a request."
"No way? You are too snobbish. You just gave a gift and you have to repay it?" Lin Xiangwan wiped his face and said dissatisfied.
Chu Di chuckled, then put his chin on her shoulder and whispered in her ear, "Awan, give me another child. Let's have another daughter, okay?"
I missed Ye Nan's birth, missed his first smile, missed his first call to daddy, missed his first toddling, I feel very sorry.
There are many things in this world that can be made up for, but a child's growth can never be looked back.
I want to have another daughter, like your daughter.
She will have eyebrows like yours and my outline. I will treat her like a little princess and give her the best things in the world. I will make all girls envy her. I will bring her with me in the spring.
She and Ye Nan went for a walk by the river. I carried her on my shoulders, and Ye Nan walked in front of us holding the puppy.
She would call me daddy and ask me to pick the beautiful hibiscus flower on the river bank for her, while you, on the other side of the river, laid out a picnic towel and waited for us to come back...
An extremely beautiful picture appeared in his mind involuntarily. The corners of Chu Di's eyes were filled with smiles, and he did not realize that Lin Xiangwan gradually became silent.
Another child?
The child is not a toy, not a job, not any person who can come when you want it or go away when you find it annoying. The child is your flesh and blood. You have been pregnant for ten months and you have worked hard to give birth to it.
Come down, the one with whom you share the same blood.
She also wants to have another child, so that Ye Nan will not be too lonely, and one day when she leaves, she can leave Ye Nan with a truly close family.
But……
Have another child with him?
Lin Xiangwan didn't know how to answer Chu Di. Indeed, she had more or less accepted him in her heart, but this did not mean that she had completely forgiven him for what he had done. Those things he had done could not be forgiven at all.
forgive.
And her body, even if Shen Shijun finds a heart that matches hers, there will still be many emergencies when it comes to the actual operation. With her current physical condition, the success rate of the operation may only be about 30%, and even more
Not to mention that there are various possibilities of rejection, inflammation and lesions after surgery...
She didn't tell anyone what Shen Shijun said to her, including Ye Nan.
Because she didn't know if she could hold on until that day, and she didn't know if she would be lucky enough to walk out of that closed door when that day came...
She didn't know... This was the biggest bet in her life. She didn't dare to let anyone know until she won the bet...
She was afraid they would be disappointed.
She is afraid of disappointing herself.
But now Chu Di made such a request to her, Lin Xiangwan felt that the water in the pool suddenly became hot, and the amber hanging on her chest was immersed in the water, becoming heavy, pressing on her, making it impossible for her to breathe.
"Awan?" Her long silence finally made Chu Di realize that something was wrong, and he turned to look at her.
Lin Xiangwan gave him a forced smile, "It's nothing... let's go back. It's almost time to make a phone call with Ye Nan. I'm afraid that if no one answers his call, he will think too much."
Chu Di said "Oh." It seemed that he didn't really care that Lin Xiangwan didn't answer him.
When the two returned to the wooden house, Ye Nan's phone call just happened to come over. There was a mess there, and Xiao Zhen's high-pitched voice was shouting something unknown, "We are touching crabs, and there are many small crabs here." Ye Nan.
Nan had a great time and was laughing while talking on the phone.
When Lin Xiangwan heard his voice, he felt his whole body relaxed.
After telling Ye Nan a few more words, telling him to have fun and pay attention to safety, Lin Xiangwan hung up the phone.
Lying on the large bed, Chu Di hugged her from behind. The sea breeze blew in from the window, and the gauze hanging on the bed swayed gently. He patted her back gently, "Awan, don't think too much, I
I just want you to be happy. If you feel unhappy, you can ignore me... Just be yourself... You don't need to agree with my request... I just want you to be happy..."
Lin Xiangwan didn't answer, she just nodded gently and closed her eyes.
In the next few days, the two of them were really like savages, living in isolation from the outside world.
The sun warmed her body and when she woke up holding hands, Chu Di would make her a Chinese and Western breakfast. Lin Xiangwan sat on the bed and ate bossily like a queen, spreading crumbs all over the bed. Chu Di would not do it either.
Tell her half a sentence.
During the day, they would sit together and watch one or two old movies. In the black and white movies, she would fall asleep deeply in his arms, and when she woke up, he would have already prepared lunch.
In the afternoon, he would take her to swim or climb mountains. She couldn't walk too far, so he would carry her on his back, climbing up or down the mountain step by step, taking her to see the best scenery.
Lin Xiangwan laughed at himself, "I'm just like an old woman who still has to be carried."
Every time at this time, Chu Di would turn his head and say to her seriously, "You're not very old yet, you can still read."
She hit him on the back, and he smiled muffledly, neither fighting back nor hiding.
In the evening, he would make soup for her. I don't know where he found the ingredients. Day by day, no meal was the same.
After the meal, she washes the dishes, while he drinks coffee and occasionally uses blackberry to do work. When all is done, they will make love and then fall asleep hugging each other.
Those days, the days when she lived in Yunduan Mountain, were the most practical time in her life. She knew that it would not last long, but she felt as if her whole life existed only for these days.
No matter what happened in the future, he personally pushed her from the clouds into the abyss again, and she still felt no regrets. For that wonderful time, she had no regrets.
There were some aboriginal people at the foot of the mountain who were more conservative than the people in Qiupo village. Chu Di somehow got in touch with the leader of the aboriginal people. On August 15th, the villagers at the foot of the mountain invited them to participate in the village's worship activities.
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Lin Xiangwan sat outside the bonfire, watching the group of people dancing ancient dances and humming the songs that their ancestors would have sung hundreds of years ago. He felt very magical.
Since she went to the United States, she has seldom celebrated the Mid-Autumn Festival. It's not that she doesn't want to, but she is really too busy. In addition, there is no atmosphere for celebrating the Chinese Festival in the local area, so she just left it alone.
This is the first time Lin Xiangwan has celebrated the Mid-Autumn Festival in these years. On this day that should have been a family reunion, she did not expect that she would spend it with him. There are so many strange strangers, it is really an eternity.