"Human blood vessels have the ability to heal themselves. Many people who commit suicide will not die even if their arteries are cut at that time, because the blood will become thicker and the blood vessels will be sealed. So you can imagine what she did these days
What. She could only keep her child alive by biting the arteries again and again. If she were an ordinary person, then we can assume that she bit her own tendons and the pain was unbearable.
That’s why she destroyed the other hand, but she is a doctor, so I can infer that she realized that she had hurt her most important nerve, so she started to try to use the other hand..."
The man spoke very slowly, one sentence after another, like Ling Chi, which made Chu Di miserable.
His fists were clenched, and the sweat on his back made his shirt wet.
Lin Xiangwan is a person who is very afraid of pain. He remembers that when they were together, he would leave her overnight. The next morning, she would be in so much pain that she would not be able to get out of bed. She would huddle in the bed like a kitten.
Jiao, hiding under the sheets, shivering.
But she was so afraid of pain, yet she did such a shocking thing.
Biting off the arteries in her hands and ruining her future, just to protect her child...
"Although the nerves in her hand have been reconnected, the best re-examination of the hand in the hospital will be done for her after the surgery, but no one can tell how much she will recover, so it is conservatively estimated that she will be able to recover in the future.
I'm afraid it will be extremely difficult for her to practice medicine. I suggest that she be hospitalized for a long time. I don't know what Ms. Lin's mental state is like. Some patients cannot accept physical creation, which will cause mental disorders. In severe cases,
If self-harm occurs, Mr. Chu, do you think she will?" The man seemed to be afraid that Chu Di would not be uncomfortable enough, so he asked him unacceptable questions again and again.
Chu Di lowered his head and remained silent for a long time, then said, "I don't know about others. If it were her...she would definitely not...she would try her best to cooperate with you..."
"Oh, that's good. Because I have seen many patients who were mentally shocked after changing from able-bodied people to disabled people, and some even committed suicide."
"Shut up! She won't!" Chu Di was angry, and the expression on his face became extremely ugly.
The man shrugged nonchalantly, "That's best..."
"Dr. Qiu, the patient in the special care unit has woken up. Please go over and take a look." While the two were talking, a light knock came from outside the door.
When Chu Di heard this, he immediately opened the door and rushed out like a gust of wind. The man looked at his back, shook his head, and sighed softly.
It took Lin Xiangwan some time to understand why she was here. She looked at Chu Di beside the hospital bed and opened her mouth.
Perhaps because she hadn't spoken for a long time, her voice was very low. Chu Di had to be close to hear it. She asked him in a very weak voice, "Where is Ye Nan?"
"Ye Nan is fine. He is in the next room. He may be sleeping now. Do you want to see him?" Chu Di's voice trembled slightly. Her hand was hurt too badly, so she didn't dare to grab her wrist, so she could only squeeze her tightly.
Holding the edge of the disease.
Lin Xiangwan shook his head and closed his eyes again.
She was really too tired. The journey was so long that she was exhausted. Moreover, she had not thought about how to face Chu Di, about Ye Zhong, about Chu's mother, and about Ye Nan. She
In fact, there are many, many things I want to ask him.
But when these words came to his lips, they all turned into silence.
Ask him again, what's the point?
Should she have to pick up all the old scars again and face them with blood? Wasn't she hurt enough? Should she be given another chance to make him laugh at her stupidity? Could it be that she still treats him?
Do you have any hope at all?
No... nothing.
She has nothing left for him.
No love, no hope, no liking, no reluctance.
There is no hatred either.
Some people say that the back of love is hate. In fact, this is wrong, because if you still hate someone, it means that you still have expectations for him, and it is precisely because your expectations have failed that you hate him.
Hate is actually a kind of love. It itself is love. Hating him is pity for him, but now, she is too lazy to even hate him.
But the real backside of love is actually indifference.
If you don't love someone anymore, it's wrong for him to cry, it's wrong to be silent, it's wrong to live and breathe, and it's wrong to die. If you don't love him anymore, just ignore him and completely abandon him from your life.
that's enough.
Whether he withers and grows old or becomes homeless outside your world has nothing to do with you. Even if he dies in front of you, you won't feel sad at all. Maybe out of human instinct, you will feel scared, but
You will never shed another tear because of him.
Your heart is dead, so there is no room for pain for others.
You yourself are almost hurt to death.
It was late at night, but many people in this city were still awake. Chu Di was one of them.
Chu Di was sitting in front of Lin Xiangwan's hospital bed. There was green stubble on his chin, the circles under his eyes were black and purple, the whites of his eyes were filled with bloodshot eyes, and his lips were chapped with blood lines.
He hadn't slept for several days, and he didn't dare to close his eyes. He was afraid that if he slept for a short while, if he opened his eyes again, Lin Xiangwan would disappear from him.
So he could only feel at ease by looking at her properly.
Two days had passed since Lin Xiang woke up for the first time at night. She woke up intermittently, and then fell into a coma. Although her doctor said this was a normal phenomenon in recovery, Chu Di still felt scared.
Yes, scared.
It had been many, many years since he had tasted the meaning of this word. He had always thought that he was a strong enough person, but when he saw Lin Xiangwan and Ye Nan leaning together covered in blood and holding each other in the cellar, they hugged each other.
When he saw her stiff body that could no longer detect her heartbeat or breathing, he felt really scared.
He had never been so scared.
He clearly felt her life passing between his fingers. He couldn't hold it and could only watch it go and watch her go.
If you lose her, what's the point of life? No matter how much money you make, no one can share your happiness with you. When the wealth you have reaches a certain amount, it becomes just a number on paper, even if he has already known it by then.
His family has become the largest economy, and he is as rich as the country, so what?
He would never see her smile again, never hear her voice calling his name again, and even after death, she probably wouldn't want to see him.
Heaven, hell, wherever he is, she will not be there.
"Awan...tell me how to make up for it." He clasped his hands together, put them on his forehead, and asked her in a low voice.
In the quiet night, his voice seemed particularly lonely.
No one answered him.
Just like these days, when she wakes up, no matter what he says to her, she will not answer a word. Not only her, Ye Nan also does not say a word to him, and lets others dress and feed him.
, his eyes were just staring blankly at a certain point outside the window. When he forced him to look at himself, he would find to his frustration that even if his eyes looked at him, his reflection would be reflected in his pupils.
But his figure was not projected in his heart.
He just looked at him without any emotion, just like looking at a leaf or a wall.
Chu Di asked the doctors why this was happening, but no one could give him a definite answer. However, most neurologists believed that it was because the child was too stimulated, which resulted in mental trauma, which directly led to
Language dysfunction.
This is not a disease, but it is more difficult to treat than a disease. If he cannot find a breakthrough, he may be like this for the rest of his life...
No one told Chu Di what happened to the two of them in these dark days, but it is not difficult to guess from the various scars on Lin Xiangwan's body that they were not living well.
, escaped death, and although he was alive, it was not worth celebrating at all.
In order to survive, both of them paid a high price, and this price will affect them for years to come, making them unhappy and unhappy even if they live.
"Awan, I know you must be very angry. No one can forgive this kind of thing. I said I would protect you, but I broke my promise. I don't expect you to give me another chance. I just wanted to...
..." Chu Di knew that Lin Xiangwan would not hear these words, but he still wanted to tell her. Perhaps he could only tell her when she was asleep. When she woke up, he would not have the courage. "You can.
Feel free to retaliate against me, in any way you can think of... Even if you kill me, it doesn't matter... But... don't touch her... I can never see her again, never see her again. I know she has gone too far this time.
, even I can't forgive her... But... she is my mother after all... Ah Wan... This is my final limit. You can take and destroy anything that belongs to me... as long as you let it go.
She...she is very old and can't live for a few more years..." Chu Di said in a whisper, completely unaware that Lin Xiangwan's palms that had been flattened were slowly, slowly, clenched
Make a fist.
Illness comes like a mountain and goes away like a thread. Lin Xiangwan has felt this deeply in the past few days. She seems to have a special affinity with the hospital. She either works in the hospital or recuperates in the hospital.
After lying in the hospital for nearly a month, Lin Xiangwan was allowed to get out of bed only after the wounds on his body had scabbed over.
The hand was seriously injured and could only be hung down at 90 degrees when nothing happened. Even if it was lifted flat, the pain would be unbearable, but Lin Xiangwan did not regret it.
Ye Nan was still the same, ignoring people and not talking. When Xiaozhen came to visit her, she brought him many toys that the two of them had played with before, but Ye Nan didn't even look at her.