There was a huge crowd, and all the freshmen couldn't hide their excitement. For them, being admitted to H University was the first big victory in their lives. But she was very calm. She glanced at everyone indifferently, as if
A Buddha statue in the flesh seems to have seen all the sorrows and joys of the world, as if all of them are not worthy of cheering.
"Hey, that girl's headlines are pretty smooth and her trading is pretty good, so it's mine." My friend chuckled and leaned over. Shen Shijun shook his head and whispered, "You're out of luck."
His friend was dissatisfied and raised his eyebrows at him and said, "If you don't believe in the bet, I can't win over this girl. I'll give you boiled water for a month."
"Why don't you bet bigger? How about one year?" Shen Shijun said with a smile.
The two high-fived, and the friend went straight over to chat with Lin Xiangwan.
Usually in this situation, the male seniors always like to carry the boxes for the new junior girls, but unfortunately Lin Xiangwan's box looks like it is made of iron and is so heavy that it is impossible to successfully carry it while maintaining an elegant image.
From then on, the man tried many times and almost broke two of the buttons on his clothes, but the box still didn't move at all.
Shen Shijun looked on, amused in his heart, thinking that his friend might kick the iron plate this time. Sure enough, after trying hard for a while, the girl already said impatiently, "Since you can't lift it, then get out."
As soon as these words came out, both Shen Shijun and his friend frowned, but the girl continued nonchalantly, "What's wrong? Did I say something wrong? Since I can't move it, what else can I do? There is a wheel under the box, and it will roll if it rolls.
Take it easy, right?"
…
That year, thanks to Lin Xiangwan, everyone in their dormitory had free boiled water for a year.
Thinking of this, Shen Shijun couldn't help but curl up his lips, but there was an uncontrollable sadness welling up in his heart.
In fact, he never understood her. He began to think that like most of the girls in this school, she had a good family background. What she wore were all new brand-name products of the season. Every weekend, there would be low-key luxury cars.
She picked him up, but she was different from them. She had few friends, was not interested in various school activities, and was an insulator of love. For her, the only thing she was interested in was probably studying.
In a school like H University, where there are many masters, her ranking has always been among the top ten in the department. Shen Shijun can often see her in the reading chart, sitting alone by the window, reading quietly...
We meet so late that we hate each other. Who knows? There has been separation and separation. It is not ruthless, it is just for the sake of love. The fate of separation and reunification is unpredictable.
If he had met her earlier, if he had been the one to find her earlier, would the ending have been different?
Shen Shijun sat silently in front of the coffin, burying his face in his hands for a long time without raising it.
Like the wedding, Lin Xiangwan's funeral was not notified to many people, but many more guests arrived than expected.
Colleagues from the previous unit came when they got the news. Head nurse Jiang cried so hard that her eyes were like two rotten peaches, and the young nurses who came with her cried so hard that they leaned together, "How do you think people can just say that they are gone?"
I usually see Xiaoye as quite lively, but why did she get such a fatal disease? When she resigned, I told her that she was here, but I hadn’t introduced her to a boyfriend yet, so why did she leave..."
Nurse Jiang is a real person and thinks of real things, but perhaps it is because her words are so simple that it makes people feel particularly sad when they hear them.
Yes, such a young and good person, how could he disappear just like that?
Xu Mingfei also came, but it was not Zhong Kun who accompanied her, but Baili Tong. If Lin Xiangwan was still there, he would definitely seize the opportunity to gossip to her, but now... Xu Mingfei didn't cry, probably because he had already
Unable to cry, she walked to the coffin, took off the blood jade bracelet on her hand, and put it on Lin Xiangwan's wrist, but she couldn't put it on. The woman lying quietly in the white velvet coffin was obviously dead.
She was so thin, but she couldn't put the bracelet on. Xu Mingfei's lips trembled and her hands began to tremble. Baili Tong couldn't bear to look at her, so he stepped forward and hugged her gently, placing the bracelet next to Lin Xiangwan's hand.
He half hugged and half hugged her and dragged her aside.
Morolo came directly from the Mediterranean on a red-eye flight. When she arrived at the crematorium, she was still wearing a knee-length skirt. The wind whipped up the snow and soon turned her calves blue and blue from the cold. She bit her lip tightly,
He leaned next to Shen Shijun without saying a word, his fingernails dug deep into his palms, and he didn't even know he was bleeding.
Xiaozhen and her mother also arrived. Xiaozhen wore a pair of thick woolen gloves on her fleshy little hands. She ran to Ye Nan from time to time, covering his cold palms with her warm little hands, waiting for Ye Nan's
After her hands were warmed, she ran back and put on her gloves...and so on.
Many people arrived one after another. There were colleagues from Lin Xiangwan's hospital and patients who had been treated by her. Everyone sent flowers one by one and stood aside silently.
Ye Nan stood blankly in front of the mourning hall. Every time someone came to send flowers, Shen Shijun asked him to return the gift. The child probably didn't understand what happened, so he followed Shen Shijun's actions in a daze, so quiet.
state until Chu Di arrived.
From the moment he appeared in everyone's sight, even the air became agitated. Morolo took a few steps forward to block him out of the mourning hall, "Don't go any further, A Wan doesn't want to see you."
Chu Di raised her eyes and looked at him, "She is my wife. It has nothing to do with you that I saw her off."
Mololo wanted to stop him again, but Shen Shijun dragged her back. He said to Chu Di face to face, "If Mr. Chu really wants to give Awan a ride, then of course that's fine. Please go this way."
A corpse that had been lying there for so many days would not look very good. In addition, the clouds were gathering at this time. When Chu Di saw the man in the coffin, he was shocked. Faced with that pale face that had lost all its blood.
, he only felt strange, he refused to believe that it was her, that woman who was born like a summer flower, how could she become so terrifying.
He took a step back involuntarily, but Shen Shijun pushed him from behind, "Mr. Chu, why don't you look closer? If you look closer, can't you see more clearly? What? Are you feeling scared now? Don't you dare to look? You
Why were you never afraid when I sent someone to harm her? Do you know that I have found the source of her heart for her? As long as she obediently undergoes the operation, I have a 50% chance of saving her, and she is still alive.
If she can live for a few more decades, she can still watch Ye Nan grow up. Do you know how hard it is to find a heart? Do you know how many places I traveled to find a heart that can match her? Do you know that she knows herself?
How happy are you when you can live? She said to me, brother, now you know that I am afraid of death. I feel so lucky to be able to live...Mr. Chu, but you didn't even give her this last chance.
, how much do you hate her?"
"I, no." Chu Di replied in a low voice. Shen Shijun's words were like countless steel knives, scraping through his heart.
How could he hate her? Even when he knew that she was looking for someone to harm Chu's mother, he didn't hate her. He just felt disappointed. He never wanted to force her to death.
But...the reality is always so cruel.
Chu Di was pushed by Shen Shijun and approached the coffin. As if by mistake, he reached out his hand and wanted to touch Lin Xiangwan's face. He always felt that she was not real like this, so he had no choice but to touch her with his own hands and feel it.
Only she can make herself give up.
But just when his palm was about to touch Lin Xiangwan's skin, Ye Nan, who had been standing beside him, suddenly let out a shrill scream.
The boy's voice was thin and high-pitched, like a thin steel wire strangling people's throats, making it impossible to breathe. He suddenly rushed over, stumbled to Chu Di, and severely beat his hand aside,
"Don't touch her!!!!"
No one expected that he would suddenly rush out, and both Chu Di and Shen Shijun were startled. Shen Shijun did not expect that Ye Nan would suddenly wake up at this time. He went up to hug Ye Nan, but the young man was like
It was an enraged little leopard. He fought and struggled desperately, waving his short arms, and struggled out of Shen Shijun's arms. He rushed to Chu Di and dragged him to Chu Di with all his strength.
On the side, "Don't touch her!!! Leave!!! We don't want you!!!"
He desperately tried to hold back the tears in his eyes, but no matter how hard he tried, the tears still poured out of his eyes like a bursting tide. When the cold wind blew, his face immediately turned red from the cold, "
You promised me not to bully her anymore!! You promised I would be nice to her!! You liar!! Liar!! Big liar!!!! I hate you!! I hate you forever!! Ah!!
!!!”
He was still too young and didn't know how to use words to express his inner anger and disappointment. He just felt pain and fear. He never knew what hatred was, but at this moment, when he saw Chu Di, he still wanted to
When he was about to bully Lin Xiangwan, he finally understood this strong feeling.
He was sensitive beyond his years. When he was hurt, he chose to close his mind to protect himself. But he was not without feelings. He could also know joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. When Lin Xiangwan kissed him,
He could also deeply feel her love and reluctance for him, but he could not express his feelings.
But now... no one kisses his forehead and calls him baby anymore. No one hums an off-key song before going to bed to deliberately make him laugh. No one holds his hand and talks to him anymore.
Said, Ye Nan, never forget your mother. When you grow up, you must remember your mother. Remember that your mother loves you the most and she will always protect you...
No one can make him call mom anymore.
"Mom...Mom..." Ye Nan sobbed and ran to the coffin. He took the woman's hand, which was as cold as stone, and called her over and over again.
No one responded to him.
The people standing on the side had already burst into tears when they saw this scene. Shen Shijun turned his head away and bit his lip tightly. Chu Di stood at the far side of the mourning hall, covering his chest with his hands. No one could see him clearly.
His expression, no one knew what he was thinking at this moment.
The grievances and grievances between two generations, the past that I thought I would never forget, became so insignificant in the face of life and death.
A fire burned away all the love, hate and sadness.
————End of Part 1————ps: The ending of this article, please be patient.
Another note: I’ve finished writing the first part, and I really want to rest for a few days... Is that okay? Just cover your mouth.