Who determines our destiny? Some say it is a pair of invisible hands that change the weather, while others say it is ourselves.
Everyone is responsible for his actions. Although sometimes he is unintentional, no one will bear the consequences for him.
Lin Xiangwan closed the newspaper, threw it aside, and stopped reading it.
So what if you have seen it, so what if you have not seen it? People suffer because of knowledge, but ignorance is guiltless. That person is just a matter of the previous life, and she has already paid back what she owes him with her life. In this life, she does not want to have any entanglements.
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She was actually bound to die if Shen Shijun hadn't had a hand in it.
Just like he promised her many years ago, when she thought he had given up on her, he actually didn't let go.
Long Jiwei was also found by Shen Shijun. Lin Xiangwan once found someone named Long. She knew that Long Jiwei's power in some fields far exceeded that of the Shen family and Dongfang Lei, but Long Jiwei refused to help her.
, and also laughed at her because she wanted to be beaten, so she came up with so many ways to harm others and not benefit herself. However, what Lin Xiangwan didn't expect at all was that after she left, Shen Shijun also quickly approached Long Jiwei,
But his and her purposes were completely different. She wanted Long Jiwei to destroy the Chu family, while Shen Shijun wanted Long Jiwei to save her.
She didn't know how much money Shen Shijun spent before Long nodded in agreement. No one had ever told her about the deal between the two men.
Lin Xiangwan's operation was also performed by Shen Shijun. The fourteen-hour operation almost exhausted all the man's energy and wisdom. At the moment the operation ended, he almost fell off the operating table, but just
In this way, he still gritted his teeth and stayed by her side. For countless days and nights, he used his hands to take her life back from the Palace of Hell again and again.
In fact, Shen Shijun got the news as soon as Lin Xiangwan was shot, but how he found her and how he snatched her away from Chu Di are still an unsolved mystery.
Because after Lin Xiangwan's surgery and her recovery, Shen Shijun never came to see her again.
He made up his mind not to see her, not knowing whether it was because he was still angry with her for such a crazy move, or because he was afraid that if he went to visit her, he would cause unnecessary trouble for her.
Even during the Chinese New Year and holidays, Shen Shijun didn't call her. He just dragged people around and handed her some photos.
There are no men in the photo, only boys.
The protagonist of the photo is only Ye Nan. Occasionally Xiaozhen will appear in it, such as at Ye Nan's birthday party every year and at Christmas. This pair of porcelain doll-like little people are always inseparable. Xiaozhen is as usual.
, smiling heartlessly, with sweet pear dimples on her bun-like face, and compared with her, Ye Nan seemed much lonely.
He seldom smiles in the photo, and his eyes inherited his father's characteristics, which are as dark as fog, making it difficult to see the emotions in them. The older he gets, the more indifferent he seems, and he has a sensitivity beyond his peers.
And sharpness makes him stand out among a group of children.
But as long as he and Xiaozhen are taken together, even if he doesn't smile, their little hands are tightly held together. Although Ye Nan is only a little more than one year older than Xiaozhen, when he is with Xiaozhen, he
Like her protector, he has been standing quietly behind her.
But Lin Xiangwan knew that in fact, when these two people were really together, it was Xiaozhen who was protecting Ye Nan most of the time. From the day of her funeral to now, these 26 months, this little chubby girl,
She has been using her short and round little arms as white and fat as lotus root segments to hold up the sky for Ye Nan.
In life, how happy you would be if you could find someone who can betray the world with you.
In this way, even if you are alone, you will not feel lonely, because you know that there are always a pair of eyes behind you watching you.
The Shen family taught Ye Nan very well, and enrolled him in chess classes based on Ye Nan's preferences. Every time the chess class was in session, Shen Shijun would pick him up and drop him off no matter how busy he was, and would never leave him alone.
Every time he looked at Ye Nan's little face in the photo, Lin Xiangwan felt deep remorse and apology, and moreover, he was full of longing.
*A short stone wall was built around the tea garden. It was short but still as tall as a person. Lin Xiangwan found a brick to stand on and climbed up to the top of the wall to peek outside.
When she saw the man standing under the big willow tree outside the wall, she couldn't help but have more than 10,000 questions in her heart.
How could it be him? How did he find here? What is he here for?
Xu Yunqi was wearing light-colored casual clothes and was standing by a tree smoking. Behind him was an old Audi. Although the car was not new, it was a few years old, but it was kept very clean. The black paint reflected in the sunlight.
Low-key and restrained light. Xu Yunqi has a good figure, and he can wear any outfit very stylishly. Although he is not the most popular kind of handsome nowadays, he looks very stable and makes people feel at peace.
Maybe he wasn't looking for her, but just happened to pass by? Lin Xiangwan was confused and looked at Xu Yunqi for a longer time. Xu Yunqi suddenly raised his head as if he had a clear understanding.
Their eyes met, Xu Yunqi smiled at her and waved.
Lin Xiangwan screamed, lost his footing and fell off the brick.
"It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!!!" Lin Xiangwan grinned, holding his butt that was almost broken by the fall.
"Are you too naive? If you don't want to see me, why are you peeking at others? Like a pervert." The man's disdainful voice came from behind, and Lin Xiangwan stretched out his fingers tremblingly and said angrily to Long Jiwei, "
Shut up! Stop being so wordy!"
Long Jiwei crossed his arms and said, "If you get out of here, you won't be able to hear my verbosity anymore."
Lin Xiangwan stood up while rubbing her buttocks, "Humph, I don't want it! Let me tell you, you are Xiaobai's guest, you can't even try to drive me away! If you want to drive me away, unless Xiaobai speaks in person!!"
It was calculated that Bai Jing wouldn't wake up for a while, so Lin Xiangwan decided to play hard to the end. If she left the tea house now, she really didn't know where to go. The world was huge, but there was no place where she could settle down.
Because no place is safe for her except here.
At the mention of Xiaobai, Long Jiwei's tongue was immediately broken in half as if it had been bitten by a cat. Lin Xiangwan, who had achieved temporary victory, limped back to the tea house.
If Xu Yunqi accidentally walked here and was met by Lin Xiangwan on the first day, then the second day, the third day, and the week-long chance encounters can no longer be called chance encounters.
Lin Xiangwan peeped on the wall for a week, but Xu Yunqi still had no intention of leaving. Unable to bear it, she decided to go out to meet this man.
She was actually not worried that Xu Yunqi would find out about her fake death, because to her, Xu Yunqi was not even a friend, but could only be regarded as a friendly tenant. What really worried her was that there was no such thing as airtight in the world.
Qiang, if Xu Yunqi knew about this, would that person know?
If he finds out and follows suit, blocking the door of the tea house as a stone carver every day, what should she do?
Even if she wanted to hide in the teahouse for the rest of her life, I'm afraid Long Jiwei would grab her by the collar and throw her out along the wall.
If things really develop to that point... I'm afraid it won't look good.
Therefore, Lin Xiangwan decided to minimize the danger and take the initiative to buy more time and opportunities for himself.
"I didn't expect you to meet me so soon." Seeing Lin Xiangwan, Xu Yunqi immediately replied with a smile. It was strange that although Lin Xiangwan had met this man in the boxing ring, he didn't have any of the hints when he smiled.
The cruelty often seen in the eyes of people who are destined to make money, his smile was so bright that it seemed to warm others.
Lin Xiangwan snorted coldly, "What do you want from me? How did you come here? Do you know that this is very annoying? If you do this, it will bring a lot of trouble to others. You asked me..."
"Do you want to meet Ye Nan?" Xu Yunqi suddenly interrupted Lin Xiangwan.
Lin Xiangwan seemed to have been hit in a big hole on his body, and suddenly he didn't know what to do.
Of course she wanted to see Ye Nan, but she couldn't. She was always afraid that Chu Di would send someone around Ye Nan. In this case, she would be discovered as soon as she appeared. She also thought about sneaking out to find Ye Nan.
She tried her best to be cautious, but the location of the tea house was in the mountainous area of City B. The mountains were steep and she had no money. She couldn't even leave the mountainous area, let alone go to City H.
Xu Yunqi's question undoubtedly posed a big problem for Lin Xiangwan, a problem full of temptation and danger.
"I...I don't see you." Lin Xiangwan finally gritted his teeth and said after weighing it in his mind for a long time.
Xu Yunqi seemed to have guessed her answer and didn't care. He continued, "You won't be discovered. If you leave now and Ye Nan is out of school when you rush over, you can see him. As for how I found you
Yes, I can explain it to you on the way. I won’t have time to come here tomorrow, and I’ll be going out of town for a long time. I don’t know when the next time will be. Are you sure you don’t want to go?”
The half-open car door tempted Lin Xiangwan like Pandora's box. There was a voice in her heart saying to herself, don't go, don't go. You have endured it for more than two years, why can't you endure it a little longer?
If you wait patiently for Ye Nan to be a little older, and for that person to forget you a little longer, you will still have time to see him again. Don't take the risk, it's not worth it.
But no matter how hard the voice begged, Lin Xiangwan walked towards the car involuntarily. She was like a human puppet, with the strings held in Xu Yunqi's hands. Every word Xu Yunqi said was like a magic spell.
, controlling her every move.
In the end, Lin Xiangwan's palm fell on the doorknob. "You really won't be discovered?" she asked as if she was making the last effort to resist.
Xu Yunqi smiled, nodded, and pushed her into the car.
ps: Today my mother had surgery and was hospitalized. Because she divorced her father in her early years, I am the only one who can take care of her. I am currently three months pregnant and it is the time when I am vomiting violently. It is really beyond my ability to do the extra work. I will
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