Lin Xiangwan took two steps back, and his arm hit the tables and chairs in the shop, causing severe pain.
Her waist tightened.
"Mom... it's mom, right... it's yours, right... don't go, mom, don't go..." Ye Nan rushed over and hugged her, sobbing softly.
This child has grown taller. Looking at it from a distance is different from looking at it up close. He used to act coquettishly towards her and could only hug her calves, but now, his head is almost as close as hers.
waist.
Lin Xiangwan was heartbroken for a moment. Her child, the child she thought of day and night, was in her arms, but she couldn't hold him.
She knew that she should harden her heart now, push him away, and say to him, kid, you have recognized the wrong person, aunt is not your mother. If she performed well, she would even give him a kind smile.
However, saying these simple words was harder than killing her. Her hand stopped in mid-air and she couldn't put it down.
The small body trembled in front of her, and slowly, the warm and moist feeling slowly spread away from the place where she was hugged tightly.
Lin Xiangwan felt as if she had been burned, and her hands could not stop shaking. Ye Nan hugged her tightly, her slender arms showing strength and stubbornness beyond his age, "They said that after you die, you will never be seen again."
I will come back. I know you won't. How can you be willing to leave me? Mom, are you right? Ye Nan knows that she is wrong. Ye Nan did something wrong and made you unhappy, so you left.
I will be good and never make you angry again. I will become stronger and I will protect my mother. Mom, please don’t leave." At his age, he still could not fully understand the reason why Lin Xiangwan left.
But he already knows that he is afraid. In those years without his mother's protection, no matter how good the Shen family was to him, they could not make up for his spiritual shortcomings.
He misses her smile, misses the warmth of her embrace, misses the time when she held him and laughed heartlessly while he was young.
He couldn't think of any reason for them to separate, so he attributed all the faults to himself. It must be something bad on his part, so Lin Xiangwan lost his temper and walked away.
Once I leave, it will be two years.
It turns out that the disappearance of a person is so terrible. Your life is full of her shadow, her photos, the things she used, and her clothes still have the smell that only belongs to her, but...you
Never see her again.
"Fool, what's wrong with you? Who said it's your fault? It's because my mother is not good. She is a bad mother and a fool." Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but speak in a low voice, and her trembling palms gently fell on Ye Nan.
On her slender shoulders, she knew it was all over.
She was careful and well-intentioned. She had hidden it for so long and made so many preparations. She had obviously arranged his life until he was 18 years old and became an adult, without any worries.
But now, it's all over.
But she didn't regret it at all.
If there is anything in this world that is worthy of nostalgia for her, it must be Ye Nan.
She clearly no longer wanted her life. If Shen Shijun hadn't held on tightly, she would have died a long time ago. She could not agree with her senior brother's stubborn approach at first, but now, she felt extremely grateful.
If she dies, she will never see him again, or hear him call her mother again, right?
"No mom, it's Ye Nan's fault. It's all Ye Nan's fault. Mom, don't leave. Ye Nan will be a good boy from now on. Ye Nan goes to school well and makes money to support you. Don't let others bully you anymore. Mom... don't leave.
...Don't want Ye Nan..."
Like a wounded little animal, the child begged her in a low voice. He was still so young and obviously at an age where he didn't understand anything, but he understood everything. He knew that the happiness of the woman he loved deeply could not be exchanged.
If she gives it to anyone else, she can only protect it with his own hands. Because in this world, except for him who is her blood relative, there is no one else. Everyone will break their promises and break their promises, and he
Won't.
He won't bully her, won't make her feel uncomfortable, and won't spread salt over her injury even though he knows where it is, so he needs to grow up quickly. When he grows up, he can protect her.
Lin Xiangwan burst into tears. At that moment, in addition to sadness, guilt, relief, and the joy of regaining something, she also felt indescribable relief.
That's it, she thought, damn it for going deep and simple, damn it for falling short, her son, she can't let go anymore, no matter what happens, she just has to bear it with him, no matter how big the trouble is.
, how many entanglements, and those evil relationships that seemed to be from the previous life, she didn't care about it anymore.
She just wants to stay with Ye Nan, watch him grow up, and never miss a fleeting moment.
Ye Nan and Xiaozhen had already left, but then Xiaozhen suddenly said she was thirsty and wanted to drink orange juice, so he came down to buy her water. Unexpectedly, he met Lin Xiangwan. The two hugged each other in the cold drink shop.
While they were in a ball, Xiaozhen was waiting in the car with hundreds of claws scratching her head.
After waiting for a long time but not seeing Ye Nan come back, Xiaozhen was a little panicked. Thinking of the last time Ye Nan was kidnapped, she immediately couldn't sit still anymore, jumped out of the car and ran over in a hurry.
As soon as she entered the cold drink shop, she saw Lin Xiangwan hugging Ye Nan. Xiaozhen immediately screamed, "Aunt Lin, you have returned from time travel!!"
"Have you seen the Digital Party? Have you been made a princess? Did you bring the baby back? Ah, Ye Nan, I said Aunt Lin is not dead, she must have traveled through time~~ It's all in my mother's novels
That’s how it was written. You still didn’t believe it, but now you do~~” Xiaozhen said very proudly. Lin Xiangwan was confused at first, but later he understood and couldn’t laugh or cry.
Ye Nan is a boy and usually doesn't cry easily. Now he is crying like a tabby cat. Even if Xiaozhen is his good friend, he feels very embarrassed.
So he put his head in Lin Xiangwan's arms and nodded randomly, ignoring Xiaozhen.
Xiaozhen thought he didn't agree with her words, so she said anxiously, "You still don't believe it? If you don't believe it, just ask Aunt Lin if this is the case... Hey, why are you crying..."
"Stop talking, stupid girl." Ye Nan turned Xiaozhen over in annoyance and decisively covered her chattering mouth.
*When Ye Nan saw Lin Xiangwan, he refused to let go. No matter how much Lin Xiangwan swore to him, he would hold on to her clothes tightly, for fear that she would run away.
Lin Xiangwan had no choice but to take him with him to see Shen Shijun.
Now that he has recognized his son, it is better to be estranged from Shen Shijun anymore. Lin Xiangwan made up his mind to have a good talk with Shen Shijun today. If he is lucky, the two should be able to resume normal diplomatic relations.
After all, my children were left with others for such a long time, and they were responsible for feeding, drinking, and going to and from school. There was no credit but hard work. Not to mention the ten thousand steps, Lin Xiangwan's life was saved by Shen Shijun. After all,
She felt uncomfortable having such a cold war with Shen Shijun.
Xiaozhen was sent home first, and the couple took Xu Yunqi's car all the way to the First People's Hospital. The air conditioner was still not working, and Ye Nan was sweating profusely due to the heat. Lin Xiangwan looked distressed and wanted to help him.
Open the window wider to let in the breeze. As soon as she moved, Ye Nan immediately became alert. His whole body tensed up and he hugged Lin Xiangwan tightly with his arms.
The child was probably frightened.
Lin Xiangwan blamed himself. Xu Yunqi glanced at the two of them and said with a smile, "Little guy, I worked hard to find your mother. Otherwise, she would still be hiding in the deep mountains and old forests. How are you going to thank me?"
It was originally a joke, but unexpectedly, Ye Nan straightened her back and said seriously, "Thank you, Uncle Xu. I'm still young, so I can't thank you in other ways. When I grow up,
I will repay you well."
"Oh, you have such a bad tone, so I'll wait until you grow up to repay me." Xu Yunqi also replied with a smile.
Lin Xiangwan touched Ye Nan's sweat-damp hair and said distressedly, "A child like this can't say anything about repaying anything, and I don't even say thank you for a big favor. Your Uncle Xu is not a stingy person, and he doesn't want you to repay me."
"That's not possible." Before Xu Yunqi could speak, Ye Nan answered first, "My godfather said that a favor should be repaid with a spring of water. If it weren't for Uncle Xu, I don't know when I would be able to see my mother.
Thank you."
"Does the Shen family want you to retaliate?" Lin Xiangwan glared when she heard this. She was indeed a bit petty in this matter, mainly because the child had been raised in someone else's home for two years.
Even if you know that Shen Shijun will definitely be kind to Ye Nan, what kind of family is the Shen family? They have a big business and a large population, and there must be a lot of gossip. Shen Shijun may have said something unintentionally, and who knows what will happen to others.
In this way, if the news reaches Ye Nan's ears, I don't know if the children will think too much about it and whether they will be sad.
Ye Nan shook his head, "No, godfather said that this is true for everyone else, but you should remember their kindness even more for your own relatives. We often care the least about the people closest to us, and in the end we will hurt the people closest to us.
"
Now, in one sentence, Lin Xiangwan's face felt hot. Even children understand the truth, but she didn't understand it until so late.
The person who loves me the most hurts me the most. Is it the same for Shen Shijun?
The car arrived at the hospital where Shen Shijun was staying, and Lin Xiangwan and Ye Nan got out of the car. Xu Yunqi knew that it was inconvenient for him to show up, so he left first. Before leaving, he gave Lin Xiangwan his mobile phone and a few hundred dollars, fearing that
If she doesn't get forgiveness, she won't be able to return to the tea house and will have to sleep with Ye Nan on the street.
Ye Nan led Lin Xiangwan through familiar paths in the maze-like hospital, and soon they arrived outside the cardiology department.
I don't know if it was because of close family ties, but Lin Xiangwan stood at the door of Shen Shijun's office and didn't have the courage to knock on the door. While hesitating, he suddenly heard a man's unpleasant voice coming from the door panel.
"This matter is not negotiable. If you don't want to get married, forget it. The worst is to cancel the wedding. Don't you think you are too naive to threaten me with such a thing?"