The city bureau's style was very old-fashioned. After the interview, Su Cen and several senior gentlemen personally handed the appointment letter to Lin Xiangwan and encouraged her to do a good job in the future and to have a bright future before letting her go home.
Lin Xiangwan was very excited with the appointment letter in her arms. She wanted to show off to someone but could not find the right person for a while. Finally, she wandered on the road for a long time and finally made up her mind to go to the hospital where Shen Shijun was staying.
Shen Shijun had just undergone an operation and was resting in the office. Because he had a high enough rank in the hospital and was well-liked, the superiors specially assigned him an office with an inner room in the triage room.
Shen Shijun put a single bed in the back office, and usually he would lie on it and sleep for a while after surgery. Today Lin Xiangwan came and showed him her letter of appointment, and Shen Shijun praised her.
, I heard that she didn’t sleep well all night because she was preparing for the interview, so she gave her the bed.
Lin Xiangwan and Shen Shijun were never polite. She rolled onto the bed, chatted leisurely with Shen Shijun about household matters, and fell asleep soon after.
Shen Shijun sat next to her, holding a book in his hand, but did not turn a page for a long time.
His eyes were locked on her. The bright sunshine shone on Lin Xiangwan's face. Her face was soft and red, proving that she was in extremely good health. She slept very comfortably and opened her mouth from time to time, as if she wanted to say something.
, but when Shen Shijun gently brushed her cheek with his fingers, she became quiet.
At that moment, Shen Shijun felt that his chest was full. A mixture of extremely complex emotions filled his chest, making him feel heavy, at ease and moved.
It's like planting a tree. You plant a sapling and then take care of it day and night, fearing that it will grow crooked or get insects. Until one day, it grows with lush branches and leaves, and you can really feel relieved.
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From the moment you plant this tree, you know that it belongs to you, but you do not belong to it. You are a human being because it is a tree, and you are not from the same country. It can only belong to another tree, and
All this you have done is just to fulfill a dream in your heart.
You like her, you like her so much, but you just like her.
He was so absorbed in watching that Shen Shijun didn't even notice that a third person had appeared in his office. Morolo stood at the door, holding the brass door handle tightly with his palm. Looking at the scene in the office, he didn't know whether to enter or exit.
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She had always known that Shen Shijun had someone in his heart, but she had never figured out who that person was.
I don't want to ask, and I don't dare to ask.
I'm afraid that if I ask clearly, I will feel even more uncomfortable.
But now it seems that she doesn't need to ask anymore. She had such a name vaguely in her mind, but she never dared to implement it because of her timidity. Now that she sees this scene, even the stupidest person should understand.
Shen Shijun, when did you ever look at a woman with such eyes?
She wished she could imprison that person in her heart for the rest of her life, but couldn't bear to let her suffer even the slightest grievance. When had such gentle eyes fallen on her? Even though she was about to become his wife, she knew it well.
In that man's heart, she has no place at all.
He doesn't love her at all, he married her just because he was responsible.
How ridiculous. When will the daughter of her Mo family decide her life-long affairs because of a man's irresponsibility? She doesn't need anyone to take responsibility for her. Her body is her own, and she can give it to whomever she likes.
Give it to whomever you give it to, just like her heart, once she gives it away, she is not afraid of whether it will come back.
If she really came to the end and lost completely, then she would only have her own bad fate to blame.
"Are you here? When did you come? Why don't you come in?" When Shen Shijun saw Morolo, the tenderness in his eyes disappeared, leaving only his usual calmness and indifference.
Moroluo had a tense relationship with him a few days ago because of some trivial matters. This time he came here to ask him and Ye Nan to hang out and take the opportunity to ease the relationship between the two, but he didn't expect to see this scene as soon as he came over.
, Morolo's mood was a little low, and his voice became stiff and he said, "I can't come to you if I have nothing to do?"
Shen Shijun didn't answer. Seeing that Lin Xiangwan was sleeping soundly, he got up and left the inner office, closing the door. When he was doing these things, Morolo kept looking at him with a sullen face, until he walked up to her, she
Tears welled up in her eyes. She felt aggrieved in her heart. Even though she knew that Shen Shijun didn't love her, she was about to be his wife and wanted to share some of his tenderness.
Seeing Morolo crying, Shen Shijun was also stunned. Because when Morolo was in front of him, the sun was shining brightly. Even if there were some unhappy things, she could always find a way to resolve them. This girl was like a little sun.
, emitting light and heat all the time.
This was the first time he saw her cry. She was obviously wronged to the extreme, but she still didn't want to let the tears fall. She pursed her lips tightly and twitched her nose, as if this could stop the tears from pouring out.
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"Why are you crying? It's not that you can't come, I just thought you had to spend time with your family and didn't have time to come. I've had several major surgeries these days and I'm very busy, so I didn't go see you. What happened last time...
...I was too anxious, and I want to apologize to you." Shen Shijun took a breath and explained.
If she quarreled with him like she did on the phone, Shen Shijun might not be able to explain and would continue to be angry with her, but Morolo's behavior was so heartbreaking that he couldn't bear to watch it...
Moroluo gasped and said, "Sister, the eldest sister took the second sister to go hiking. I know that you have been busy recently and have no time to see me, so I came to see you. You always don't eat on time and your stomach hurts.
No, I... I cooked porridge for you. It’s the first time I’ve made it, but it’s not done well. Try it and see if it tastes good, then don’t eat it.”
As Morolo said that, he took out two lunch boxes, one big and one small, from the small bag he brought with him. The lunch boxes had Winnie the Pooh and pink piglets printed on them. They were the same set of lunch boxes that Ye Nan brought to school.
The big lunch box contained thick millet porridge, and the small lunch box contained a few side dishes. The porridge looked freshly cooked, and it was warm in your hands.
Shen Shijun took the lunch box and didn't say anything for a long time.
He put the lunch box on the desk, pulled Morolo to sit down, took out some medicine to treat burns from the desk, and applied it on her red little finger, "Isn't there an aunt at home? What are you doing?"
Why do you have to do it yourself? Does it hurt if it gets burned?"
"It won't hurt if you blow it on me." Morolo said with a red face.
The eldest sister said that when dealing with a man, seven points should be based on skill and three points should be gentleness. It's not that Moluoluo doesn't understand, but she just doesn't want to spend all those extravagant thoughts on Shen Shijun. She really likes him. She has never liked him so much since she was so old.
When I live with a man, I feel that even if I give all of myself to him, I am still not satisfied.
Shen Shijun's expression froze, and then he smiled and said, "I am a doctor, and you tell me that this method has no scientific basis at all."
Moroluo was frustrated and wanted to take his hand out, but Shen Shijun tightened his grip and continued, "But folk remedies can treat serious diseases. Sometimes there is no scientific basis, so it doesn't mean you can't try it."
As he spoke, he really took Morolo's hand, put it to his lips and blew it gently. This was the VIP treatment that Morolo didn't expect. Her tears were like broken pearls.
After smashing it down, she used her uninjured hand to carefully hook Shen Shijun's neck, sobbed in his ear, "Junjun, don't be angry with me. It was all my fault for the past two days.
I shouldn't disobey you. I will be obedient from now on and won't quarrel with you. I will listen to whatever you say, okay? You don't need to discuss anything with me in the future. As long as you like it, I will do the same.
Like, I will no longer be willful, okay, Junjun..."
Shen Shijun heard her apologize in his ear like a child, her attitude was so sweet that it made people feel distressed, and he couldn't help but soften his heart. He held her in his arms and kissed her forehead gently without saying a word.
In the office, Lin Xiangwan lay stiff all over. When she heard that the two people outside the office were making peace, she couldn't help but smile. Her heart felt warm, and she had only one thought: It turns out that pretending to be asleep is really not something that people do.
*Lin Xiangwan has not returned to the tea house since she got the appointment as a forensic doctor from the Municipal Bureau. She didn’t want to rely on others to survive anymore. She advanced half a month’s salary to Su Cen and rented a house in a residential area not far from her workplace.
A single room.
When Shen Shijun learned about it, he didn't say anything. He just gave her some of her old clothes and daily necessities, as well as Ye Nan's clothes and things necessary for school.
Without returning to the teahouse, Lin Xiangwan certainly didn't know that Chu Di had been waiting for her outside the teahouse for several days and nights with two hundred yuan in his arms. By the time she saw him again, it was already four days later.
Lin Xiangwan, who was supposed to take office, was able to take a few days off because his immediate boss, Su Cen, was away on an emergency reassignment. Just as Ye Nan was on summer vacation, the couple hid in the hut and got tired of being together every day.
In the early morning, Lin Xiangwan went to the vegetable market not far from the community with her vegetable bags. As soon as she walked out of the building, she saw several old ladies from her neighbors gathered in the empty space of the community garden, pointing at a certain place in the garden.
, Lin Xiangwan didn’t know what was going on, so he walked over.
"Hey, Xiaolin, you're out, are you going to buy groceries?" the aunt asked enthusiastically.
Lin Xiangwan smiled and nodded, "What's wrong? Why are everyone gathered here? Why didn't you go do Tai Chi?"
"Hey, what's more, when we were dancing last night, we saw that man sitting there, motionless. After everyone dispersed, he still hadn't left. We thought he was drunk, so we ignored him.
It's so scary to think that when I came out this morning, I found that person still there." An old lady muttered, Lin Xiangwan followed her finger and looked over, and sure enough, he was sitting on a low chair made of cement in the central garden.
There was a person with his head bowed deeply and his body swaying from time to time, as if he was about to fall down at any time.