"I have never been sorry to anyone in my life, except for my little daughter. I hope that one day I can say sorry to her in person, but unfortunately... I don't have this opportunity. At the end of my life, I have no wishes,
I just want her to be happy, healthy and smooth in her life."
In Lin Luo's diary, apart from the fragments that recorded her daily trivial life in the early years, the pages at the back were filled with copied Buddhist scriptures.
It was only when Lin Xiangwan turned to the last page of the book that he discovered the sentence above.
She felt sad for a moment, but she couldn't tell whether it was sadness or joy.
Lin Xiangwan has always felt that she is a very tough person, with a tough temper and a tough life. Her only weakness is probably given to her family. What she fears most is being forgotten.
When they were celebrating birthdays when they were children, both Ye Kuan and Ye Rong would start to look forward to birthday gifts many days in advance. She also looked forward to it, but she just looked forward to others remembering this day and looking forward to getting a bowl of plain noodles at the dining table.
It is her greatest joy.
She always felt that Lin Luo didn't love her, so she was so cruel that she left her, leaving her unhappy for so many years.
But now, after so many things, she has become a mother herself, such thoughts have long disappeared.
A mother's love for her child is instinctive and cannot be stopped by any force or anything. Lin Luo must have wanted to find her back, but why he failed in the end, there must be too many bitter memories in this.
.
She no longer thought about the reasons for these things, because she believed that this handwritten Buddhist scripture must be Lin Luo's last gift to her.
Lin Xiangwan closed the diary and put it and the urn into the suitcase. Ye Nan was sleeping in the bedroom, with the hazy sky outside the window.
Lin Xiangwan walked to Ye Nan's bedside. The child didn't know what he was dreaming about. His eyebrows were slightly raised and his little hands were clutching the pillow. Lin Xiangwan gently touched his forehead, and the corners of his eyes immediately
Relax.
Even in his dream, he could feel Lin Xiangwan's presence. As long as Lin Xiangwan was by his side, he had nothing to fear.
Chu Di finally let them back because she promised him that she would consider his words, but in fact, she planned to leave the city with Ye Nan early the next morning.
It was not easy to find a job, it was not easy to move into a house, it was not easy to make the decision to spend the next life peacefully with a man, it was not easy... all of this became impossible.
Lin Xiangwan thought of Chu Di and smiled with a headache. He always seemed to have a way of messing up her life. Although she repeatedly told herself that her life had nothing to do with him, when facing this man,
It's always hard for her to calm down.
They left too many imprints on each other's lives.
Some of those marks were almost deep in her bones, making her unable to forget them, and she dared not forget them. She was afraid that as long as she forgot what he had done for any moment, those marks would be buried so deep in her heart that they would almost destroy her.
Swallowing inexplicable emotions will sweep over you.
For this man, she couldn't beat him, so she could only run away, far away, and then let the shadow in her heart grow old and fade with the years.
At five o'clock sharp, the ringtone on the phone rang softly. Ye Nan suddenly opened his eyes and said, "Mom?"
He saw Lin Xiangwan sitting on the bedside, his eyes were red, and he looked like he had stayed up all night. Lin Xiangwan kissed his cheek gently, "Baby, get up, we are going to start our great escape today."
Nan was startled for a moment, then grinned happily and nodded vigorously.
At five twenty-two, the woman walked out of the old building with her child and a heavy suitcase. The community was not lonely in the early morning. There were already some old people who got up early practicing Tai Chi in the garden and walking on the road.
While walking, the soles of Lin Xiangwan's sloping shoes landed on the bluestone roadbed, making a crisp sound. Ye Nan was skipping ahead with her schoolbag on her back. When he passed a big oak tree at the entrance of the community, he suddenly stopped.
"Why don't you leave?" Lin Xiangwan pulled the box and followed him.
Ye Nan's face tightened and she pointed in front of her.
Chu Di's car was parked at the gate of the community. He was standing in front of the car door, holding a cigarette with smoke curling up between his fingers. His face looked a little haggard, his eyes were bloodshot, and his chin was glowing.
Green stubble. When he saw Lin Xiangwan coming out, he didn't seem surprised at all. He flicked the cigarette aside and stepped forward to take the suitcase from her hand. "Let's go back."
"Mr. Chu, are you still shameless?" Lin Xiangwan grabbed the suitcase tightly and refused to let go.
Chu Di pushed hard and dragged her and the box a few steps forward, "I wanted it before, but I don't want it now. I just want you."
Ye Nan rushed over and beat him, but Chu Di picked him up without even looking at him, put him under his arm, let go of Lin Xiangwan and his luggage, and continued moving forward.
Ye Nan let out a piercing scream. Lin Xiangwan didn't care about the luggage and rushed to grab Ye Nan with him. At this time, some people had gathered outside the community. Some people were pointing and looking over. Lin Xiangwan wanted to
He called for help, but Chu Di said loudly, "You want to make me angry, so that's okay, right? I'm just too busy at work and don't have time to take care of you, so you ran away from home. I've already begged you to do this."
Jiu, for you, I even worked a small job and gave up my career. What else are you dissatisfied with? Do you really want our children to grow up with an incomplete family? Do you know how I live these days?
? If you don’t consider me, you should also consider yourself. Your health is so bad. How can you take good care of a child by yourself? We are originally a family, what do you want me to do to be satisfied? "
Chu Di said so confidently that Lin Xiangwan was dumbfounded, "What do you mean? I...what are we originally a family? We have nothing to do with each other!"
"You are still so stubborn! We have nothing to do with you. Where did Ye Nan come from? Does it matter if you say it doesn't matter? You let everyone judge. You lost your temper and ran away from home. I have already admitted my fault and apologized. You
What do you still want from me? As long as you can say it, I can do it, but you can’t keep avoiding me deliberately like this!"
Chu Di has become a familiar face in the community because he works in a convenience store these days. Most elderly people know him and think he is a pretty nice young man. They are always alone when they see him. Some of the warm-hearted ones even wanted to give him a gift.
He made offers, but was later rejected.
Now after hearing the conversation between him and Lin Xiangwan, everyone showed the same expression. Some old people even came to Lin Xiangwan and said to her, "Oh, young man, how can a couple have an overnight feud? Xiao Chu has already
I have apologized to you and done so many things, so please forgive him."
"Yes, yes, Xiao Chu is such a nice person. It would be a pity if you missed it. As a woman, don't be too shrewd. Sometimes you can just turn a blind eye." "Yes, let's talk about how adults quarrel.
, it shouldn’t involve the child, because your child will be reluctant to let go when he sees his father."
Ye Nan, who was holding Chu Di's arms and beating her happily, was petrified when she heard these words. Grandma, what's that look in your eyes? Are you reluctant to let go?!
While Ye Nan was stunned, Chu Di had already opened the car door, threw him into the back seat, and locked the door.
Lin Xiangwan was so angry that his hands and feet were trembling, and his mouth was pursed and he couldn't say a word. He was really shameless, but she still wanted it! The most important thing was that he was shameless and didn't have to be sanctimonious. Because of his work,
Therefore, the mass base was many times better than she knew, so those old ladies were willing to believe what he said. But Lin Xiangwan, on the other hand, the more she explained, the more people felt that she was a coquettish little daughter-in-law who was unreasonable and unforgiving.
She couldn't tell everything about her and him, so she could only listen to the old ladies complaining about her ignorance and don't regret it in the future if she doesn't want such a good man.
some type of……
Chu Di saw that Lin Xiangwan's face was almost the color of eggplant skin, and he knew that Lin Xiangwan had a thin face and a stubborn temper. It was okay to tease her, but it was not fun if she teased her in a hurry. Although he was angry that she dared to secretly take Ye Nan with her.
Sneak away. If he hadn't been prepared in advance and waited at the door all night, who knows where she would be now. But after all, he stopped her and he still wanted to continue living with her, so he couldn't mess with her.
Hurry, otherwise he won't be able to end it himself.
Thinking of this, Chu Di took a few steps forward and took Lin Xiangwan out of the aunt's condemnation group. Regardless of her resistance, he pressed her to his chest and then said to all the enthusiastic aunts, "Thank you all for this."
It's all my fault. My wife has never been in good health. She ran away from home with our son because she was worried about me. I was always inconsiderate of her in the past, which is why she made such a decision. I won't do it again.
, I will treat her well, please leave and let you worry about me."
Chu Di's voice was full of apologies, coupled with his current affectionate appearance, which made the middle-aged and elderly women sigh with emotion after seeing it, but none of them said that he was not the same. After he said these words,
He hugged Lin Xiangwan and got into the car. Lin Xiangwan sat in the driver's seat. Jian Zhi couldn't believe what just happened.
The movie king...
With such a wonderful performance, he looked back like a fool, when did he have such acting skills? It's really impressive!!
Because she was so shocked, Lin Xiangwan even forgot about her anger. It was not until the car slowly drove onto the main road that she raised her hands, and loud and clear applause echoed in the car.
"It's so wonderful, Mr. Chu, I didn't expect that you would actually retain such a skill."